Just Between The Sheets
G. L. Dartt
0700 Hours
Captain Kathryn Janeway of USS Voyager groaned as she rolled over in bed, stretching her arm out in an unconscious seeking of her partner, only to find cool, empty sheets and the surprising crackle of paper beneath her hand. She frowned and opened her blue-grey eyes, blinking in the bright illumination of morning watch as she lifted her head to look at what her fingers had discovered.
It was a certificate; one that had been composed with old fashioned, very elegant calligraphy on high bond paper ... rare in this 24th century of padds and view screens. She yawned as she brought it closer and read the words scripted on it:
"This entitles you to one full day of the captain's time, whereupon you and I
shall seclude ourselves away from everyone else and just be together."
Janeway recognized it immediately, of course, since she had written it and given it to her spouse on the young woman's birthday. It merely surprised her that Seven of Nine had waited so long before utilizing it. On the other hand, when had there been an opportunity to honor the promise offered by the certificate? Seven was as conscious as anyone on the starship, if not more so, of how limited Janeway's time really was, of how difficult it was to completely isolate the captain from the demands of her responsibilities. In fact, if it weren't for Janeway issuing a ship-wide memo ordering twenty-four hours of R&R after the crew had just spent a very stressful and busy two weeks installing the slipstream drive, it wouldn't have been used at all.
After seven long years of wandering about the Delta Quadrant, this experimental drive was possibly their last chance of returning home to the Federation. Certainly, it would be if it didn't work. Installation required that it be merged with the current warp technology on the ship, and if anything went wrong, Voyager would be left without any type of faster-than-light propulsion system. Janeway believed that the crew needed a chance to rest and refresh themselves before taking this final risk, and had accorded them all a day to reflect on what lay ahead. Tomorrow morning, at 0800 hours, Voyager would leave this innocuous star system in the Delta Quadrant, and assuming everything worked properly, would return to the Federation in time for dinner.
The captain sat up, the sheets falling away from her nude torso as she folded the slip of paper neatly before placing it on the nightstand on Seven's side of the bed. Raking her fingers through her tousled, auburn hair, she wondered where her spouse had gone as she glanced out through the door to the living area, unable to see much because of the angle. But before she could get out of bed, Seven of Nine entered the room, bearing a tray heavy with food. Tall, with blonde hair that fell over her shoulders, and ice blue eyes, the woman was a feast for the senses. The breakfast on the tray ... waffles with fresh strawberries and cream, juice and coffee, toast and boiled eggs ... was also a feast, triggering the captain's appetite with a vengeance.
"Breakfast in bed?" She smiled warmly as she accepted the heavily laden tray from her spouse, and placing it on the bed. "I didn't realize that was part of the deal ... though I'm certainly not complaining. In fact, I should probably be serving it to you."
Seven of Nine, dressed in a crimson, silk robe that fell about her tall, curvaceous body in a most provocative manner, returned the captain's smile. "It is more than merely 'part of the deal'." She slipped off her robe, and crawled between the sheets next to her partner, arranging herself against the pillows, the blanket draped becomingly over her lap. "It is part of the certificate's requirement. I wish for us to spend the entire day in bed discussing our future."
Janeway quirked an eyebrow as she tapped the shell on her egg, cracking it open. "The whole day?"
"Yes," Seven said, reaching over to retrieve her own egg. "I have informed the bridge that we shall be unavailable today, placed top level privacy seals on our communicators, and instructed Chakotay that you are not to be bothered."
"That must have gone over well," Janeway muttered around a mouthful of egg white and toast.
Seven glanced at her from the corner of ice-blue eyes. "I spoke to him as your spouse, not as a Starfleet lieutenant."
"Ah, that would make a difference." Recently, Seven had accepted a commission into Starfleet, and there was still a certain amount of adjustment going on, not only by Seven, but by Janeway and the rest of the crew as well. Still, the captain was very proud of her spouse, and every time she saw her in the black and blue uniform of the Starfleet Science department, she felt a tiny flicker of pleasure go through her chest. Seven had come such a long way from that bald, pale Borg drone who had insisted that she wanted nothing to do with any irrational group of individuals, and demanded that Janeway return her to the Collective immediately.
"That reminds me," Janeway said, scooping out the last of the yolk. "I should have the replicator pattern buffers altered so that we'll be dressed in the current issue of uniforms when we return to the Alpha Quadrant." She reached up toward the comm padd imbedded in the hull at the head of the bed, only to have her hand intercepted by Seven's grasp on her wrist, the Borg having to roll over almost on top of her to prevent it.
"No." Seven's expression was serious as she peered down into the captain's face. "This is our day."
Startled, Janeway stared into the narrow features so close to her own, and smiled ruefully. "You're right. I'm sorry. I guess this isn't as easy for me as I thought it would be."
"That is why the certificate was such a profound gift. You must give up a certain part of yourself today just for my benefit. It means a great deal to me."
Janeway leaned closer, kissing her partner gently. "So tell me," she asked, her tone lowering to a husky trill. "Is talking the only thing we'll be doing today?"
Seven gave the question all due consideration, eyeing her partner with a lidded gaze. "Not at all." She moved back to her side of the mattress. "Otherwise, I would not require us to remain in bed."
Quite pleased by that response, Janeway settled back against the pillows and took a sip of her juice. "So, darling, where would you like to begin?" She pulled over a plate of waffles and started in on them.
Seven toyed with her fork, making patterns in the syrup pooling around her pastry. "I wish to know how you are feeling about our imminent return. We have yet to talk about that. I know you were not particularly happy when Starfleet commandeered your decision-making process over the slipstream drive."
Janeway took a deep breath, allowing the bite of cream, strawberries and waffle to rest sweetly on her tongue as she considered her partner's words. Obviously, this was not going to be a day of light conversation, but rather a concentrated attempt to get to the bottom of any issues that they had yet to address. Had she expected any less from Seven? When the Borg decided she was going to do something, she went after it with a focused determination that Janeway had never experienced before ... except, perhaps, in herself. She should have realized Seven was going to dig out all the old business first, before she went after anything new.
"I admit, I wasn't pleased that I was ordered to install the drive rather than it being completely my decision, but that's how it works in Starfleet, Seven. They have the ultimate authority."
"Then why did it upset you so much?"
Janeway shot her a dark look. Ever since Seven had gone to the ship's counselor to deal with feelings about her parents and her past as a Borg, she had adopted a similar method of digging into the captain's feelings and demanding that they be brought to light, just as would happen in a counseling session. Usually Janeway didn't mind that, understanding that it was healthy for Seven and her to talk openly within their relationship. She much preferred to discuss her problems with her spouse rather than a psychologist, but the incident regarding the slipstream drive was still fresh in the captain's mind, still remained edged with wounded pride and outrage. She wasn't sure she was ready to talk about it yet, though she suspected that if she tried to avoid it, Seven would go after it with even more determination. Nor could Janeway order her to let it go as she would her ship's counselor. Seven would merely become stubborn and insist that it needed to be discussed.
Janeway took a soothing sip of coffee, contemplating the whole situation gloomily. Perhaps Seven was right, she decided after a moment. Perhaps she did need to get it off her chest.
"I didn't like it. I've been on my own for seven years, and while that's been extremely difficult at times, it's also allowed me an independence of action that isn't possible in the Alpha Quadrant. I'm just going to have to get used to that idea, I guess."
"Why?"
Janeway frowned. "Because that's how the chain of command works, Annika."
"No, I do not mean that. You are very successful when you have only yourself to rely on, as your time in the Delta Quadrant proves. Why would Starfleet not allow you to continue to operate in the same manner?" Seven sounded honestly puzzled, and like many times in the past, Janeway was forced to step back and look at the larger picture. By explaining it to her, she inevitably came to terms with it herself. It took her a few moments to figure out how to answer, trying to offer it in a way that the young woman would completely understand.
"Darling, you're the head of the astrometrics department, and I expect you to make decisions regarding it without requiring my input."
"Yes."
"Yet sometimes, I will come in and order you to alter your decision about a particular course of action. Why do you suppose that is?"
"Because you are Human and inefficient?".
Janeway paused, sneaking a look at her. Seven's expression was so innocent that the captain knew she was being needled, and she elbowed the Borg lightly in the ribs before continuing. "No, it's because I'm required to look at what's best for the entire ship, not just the astrometrics department."
"I understand."
"The same thing holds true with captains and Starfleet Command." Janeway used her last bite of waffle to soak up the remaining berry juice and whipped cream on the plate. "They made the decision about the slipstream drive because they believed it to be in the best interests of the Federation for us to come home, regardless of the risk involved. I just have to accept that."
"But it still annoyed you."
"Yes, for the same reason that you become annoyed when I require that you alter your initial decisions. It made me feel as if I couldn't be trusted to do what was best for my ship." She popped the waffle into her mouth and chewed it slowly as Seven waited patiently. "But I have to trust that they know what they're doing, even if I don't completely understand the reasoning behind it. Granted, it's not always easy to do, but sometimes, as a captain, I have to obey my orders, just as you have to obey yours."
"But what if you are wrong to change my decision?" Seven persisted. "Or in this case, they were wrong to order you to install the drive?"
Janeway sipped her coffee slowly. "Darling, I'm not telling you that you'll never disobey an order, but if you do, you'd better have a really solid, substantial reason behind taking that action. As a very wise man once told me, if you're going to disobey an order, make it a big one, and you'd better have a spotless record up until that point. Always obey the little things to the letter, because one day, you'll undoubtedly have to defy a major order, and the only justification you might have in your defense when it's all over is your past record."
Seven considered that as Janeway continued to drink her coffee. "You are telling me that you must choose your battles wisely."
"Exactly." Janeway sighed. "I may be annoyed that this decision about the slipstream drive was taken out of my hands, but it's not an order worth defying." She suddenly realized that her lingering aggravation over it had finally dissipated, which she suspected was Seven's motivation behind asking the question in the first place. "The truth is, I probably would have installed the drive anyway. Starfleet making it an order really didn't make any difference in the eventual outcome." She reached over and patted her partner on the leg.
"After all, I want to go home as much as anyone."
0800 Hours
Seven of Nine finished cleaning up the tray and stored it back in the compartment behind the kitchenette counter. Not far away, the couple's Irish Setter, Jake, watched her with bright eyes and a feathered tail that swept slowly back and forth.
"There are no extraneous remains of our breakfast," she told him, knowing exactly what he was hoping for. "Kathryn was very hungry. In any event, you have been fed, and watered, and do not require additional nutrition."
She realized that he probably did not understand a word that she said, but hopefully he would appreciate the tone of her voice and realize he was not going to receive any extra treats. From the way his ears drooped and his tail slowed to a stop, she decided that he had comprehended the intent of her message.
Returning to the bedroom, she discovered her partner had taken the opportunity to go back to sleep. The captain stirred only when the Borg crawled back into the bed with her, pressing against her compact body.
"Mmm, I must have dozed off," Janeway muttered in a deep, husky tone as she snugged her right arm around the Borg's torso. She used her left hand to gently stroke Seven's long, blonde hair, tangling her fingers in it to feel the silky strands wrap around her hand. Seven purred under the soothing caress, putting her head on the captain's shoulder, and resting her hand on Janeway's stomach that was rounded softly from her meal, spreading her fingers over the smooth skin.
"You inevitably become drowsy after a large meal." Seven was amusemed. "Also, you have worked long hours the past few days. It is natural for you to want to sleep."
The captain yawned, then shivered, as if shaking herself awake. "I'm not going to spend this special day sleeping." Shifting so that she was propped up against the pillows and the headboard, she stretched and rubbed her eyes. "Talk to me, darling."
"What is going to happen when we return to the Alpha Quadrant?" Seven sat up as well, turning around until she was facing the captain, a corner of the sheet draped modestly about her pelvis, though the upper part of her body and her long legs were left bare. "Immediately, I mean. What shall we do and where will we live?"
Janeway chuckled lightly. "Hmm, well, this conversation will certainly keep me awake." She reached over and lightly rested her hand on Seven's upper thigh, apparently just to be in physical contact with her since it did not go any further than that.
"A great many crewmembers have already received new orders." Seven did not add that she was one of them. That would come later, after she had determined Janeway's attitude on all the changes in store for them. Then she would best know how to approach the captain about the decision she had made regarding her own future.
"I know." Janeway did not sound especially pleased, and must have realized how ungracious that sounded because her mouth twisted into a wry smile. "I guess that's the other thing to be expected. Starfleet isn't wasting any time distributing what is, to them, a very useful resource."
"You do not like it."
"It's never pleasant to say good-bye to family." Janeway's eyes became distant. "Of course, Starfleet doesn't look at us that way. We're experienced personnel who have to be assigned where we're most needed. I guess that in the aftermath of the Dominion War, the other captains were quick to demand a chance at seasoned officers, and Starfleet Command seems ready to oblige them."
"What will happen to Voyager? Will you receive a new crew?"
Janeway paused, glancing at her partner. "No. At least, not right away. According to my orders, Voyager is to be dry-docked and will undergo a complete overhaul to bring her up to current operating specifications. It will take a year, maybe a year and a half, and I'll either have to wait for the completion of the refit in a ground-side position, or request command of another vessel."
Seven considered that. "What will you do?"
<>Janeway was silent for a moment, and Seven studied her partner's face. The captain looked vaguely perplexed. "To be honest, I hadn't really given it much thought. I suppose I was waiting to see if this drive really takes us home or not."
"The slipstream drive will take us home," Seven said with assurance.
The captain smiled faintly. "Then, I guess that's what today is about; to discuss what's about to happen to us and make some decisions." She tilted her head. "Is that why you used your certificate?"
Seven inhaled. "Knowing your plans will influence whatever decisions I must make."
<>Janeway blinked, as if realizing for the first time that Seven had not revealed everything. "Have you received orders, as well, Annika?" Her tone was concerned, and Seven wondered why.
"I am a Starfleet officer now. I have been ordered to report to Starfleet Command upon my return to be 'briefed'. It appears that my status is going to be undetermined, at least in the beginning."
Janeway took a deep breath and looked away. "Damn."
"I am confused, Kathryn," Seven prodded lightly. "You are not pleased?"
She was, of course, aware that Phoebe Janeway, Kathryn's sister, did not trust these orders one little bit ... the Borg having discussed it with the artist in an exchange of letters only a few days before. Seven had dictated her messages and read Phoebe's responses whenever she had a spare moment while creating navigational charts for the ship's return to the Alpha Quadrant. However, it surprised her that the captain also seemed leery upon hearing this information.
"What exactly did your orders say?" Janeway's tone was very even, and suddenly, Seven realized she was in bed with her captain rather than her spouse. It was an interesting sensation, but fairly disconcerting.
"Annika Hansen, your application to Starfleet has been approved and you have been accorded the rank of lieutenant, junior grade," Seven recited. "Upon return to the Federation, you are to report directly to Starfleet Command, San Francisco, North American Sector, Earth, for immediate briefing and reassignment." She paused. "They did not specify what the 'reassignment' would consist of."
The captain's breathing was very deliberate. "I see."
Seven reached out and touched her fingertips to Janeway's chin. "What is the problem, Kathryn?"
Janeway blinked, and abruptly, her captain persona disappeared. "I didn't take this into account, darling. As a freshly commissioned officer, you simply don't have any clout in where you're assigned. Certainly, I can request your presence on any vessel I command, but without my having a specific berth for you, Starfleet can transfer you anywhere."
"I will not leave you." Seven's voice was very firm.
Janeway smiled. "I know, darling. I won't let you. Or rather, where you go, that's where I'll be. Perhaps that's why Starfleet has offered me a position ground-side while Voyager is dry-docked; they intend to attach you to Starfleet Command."
<>Seven somehow doubted Starfleet's motivations were that benign. "It is ... disturbing, Kathryn. I am afraid that this 'briefing' will be more in the form of a series of interrogations. I am Borg, after all."
"I'm sure it's just a formality, Annika." Janeway regarded her soberly, apparently picking up on the young woman's unease. "They just want to get to know you better so they can best arrange your first assignment. I think you're worrying about nothing."
"I do not think so, Kathryn." Seven took a deep breath. "I am considering resigning my commission. As a civilian, Starfleet would not be able to demand I do things I do not wish to do."
Astonished, Janeway stared at her. "I can't believe you're saying this." Her tone was one of bewilderment and dismay. "You worked so hard to pass your courses."
"I am aware of that, Kathryn." Seven sought for the words that would explain it. "I am afraid."
<>Janeway's face cleared, as if this was a concept she was able to handle. "Of course you are. That's perfectly natural, Annika. I'm scared, too."
Surprised, Seven quirked her eyebrow. "You are?"
"It's a big change, darling." Janeway reached over to grasp Seven's hand, entwining her fingers with the Borg's. "We're essentially going to be out of time for awhile, as if this were a temporal incursion. Yes, Starfleet has sent all the various files regarding the events of the past seven years, but we weren't there, we didn't really live them. It won't be the Federation I remember, or even the Starfleet I remember. That's very frightening, but it's not a fear that we can allow to conquer us."
Seven shook her head. "That is not why I am concerned. The Federation is only now recovering from a war, which means certain concerns and fears will be predominant. Starfleet Command will be leery of any enemy of the Federation, particularly a member of the Borg."
"You're no longer Borg. You're a Starfleet officer, and that means something, not the least of which is that they'll always look out for you."
"But, Kathryn..." Seven began.
"Annika," Janeway interrupted somberly, "I think you're letting unsubstantiated fears get the best of you." She paused, frowning. "I'm not even sure where this is coming from."
"In her recent letters, Phoebe--"
"Phoebe?!" Janeway looked annoyed. "Phoebe isn't even in Starfleet, Seven. Not to mention the fact that she's always been distrustful of us." At Seven's expression, the captain reached out her hand in a conciliatory gesture, gentling her tone. "Think about it, darling, unlike the life I chose, she didn't follow in Dad's footsteps, but she did grow up constantly aware of how much Starfleet impacted her life. It took our father away from us, and eventually took me away, as well. It's natural that she would resent it. But you have to remember that she's not on the inside as we are. She really doesn't understand how it works. You can't grant her opinion that much weight regarding it."
"But," Seven pointed out, speaking louder so that her partner wouldn't interrupt her this time, "Phoebe has lived in the Federation for the last seven years and perhaps would know better what Starfleet has become. As you have said, we cannot know what it was like or how the Federation may have developed as a result of the Dominion war. Phoebe mentioned several incidents where Starfleet did not always act in a manner befitting their own ideals. Indeed, they placed the Earth under martial law at one point."
Janeway, about to respond, took a deep breath instead. Seven realized that her partner was aggravated, but was attempting to moderate her temper.
"Annika, I want you to think about this further. Remember everything you learned in your classes? Perhaps there were extenuating circumstances which caused Starfleet to act in a manner that seemed at odds with its ideals."
Seven raised her chin. "Perhaps, I will be an 'extenuating circumstance'."
Janeway shook her head, her expression grave. "Phoebe doesn't have all the facts. Neither do you." She paused, obviously struggling with herself about something. "Darling, it's not general knowledge, but certain events that happened leading up to the war were a result of Starfleet being infiltrated by the Founders. They were Changelings, shapeshifters who replaced key members of Starfleet Command and the Federation Council. They also infiltrated the Klingon High Command and certain elements of the Romulan Tal Shiar and the Cardassian Obsidian Order. That's how the Dominion apparently operates. They create political confusion and strife, weaken a civilization from within and then, when a society is at its most vulnerable, they send in the Jem'Hadar to make a military strike." She squeezed Seven's fingers. "What I've just told you is classified for the most part, Annika. The general public does know about the Founders, but they didn't know how much havoc the shapeshifters wreaked in the upper levels of government before they were uncovered."
Seven looked skeptical. "Why keep it a secret?"
<>Janeway tilted her head slightly, her gaze focused on her partner. "Darling, even you know that the truth can cause more harm sometimes, than the occasional omission of that truth. Had the Federation Council released that information, suspicion and paranoia would have swept through the public, and that would have been exactly what the Dominion was trying to accomplish." Seven started to answer, stopped, then frowned. Troubled, she stared at Janeway and the captain reached out to cup the Borg's cheek in her palm. "Annika, this is not the time you should be making such a huge decision, particularly since you haven't truly given your new commission a real chance."
Seven looked at her unhappily. "B'Elanna says that I should not wait. That if I do not resign before we return to the Alpha Quadrant, Starfleet will use 'red tape' to prevent it."
The captain exhaled audibly, clearly exasperated. "So B'Elanna has been at you over this, as well. No wonder you've become confused." She softened her expression, her hand warm against Seven's face. "Darling, please, give yourself some more time to think about this. If, in a few months or a year, you still want to resign, then I'll push the request through myself. Not that I believe there would be anyone preventing you from doing what you want, of course. Starfleet doesn't want unhappy officers in its ranks. It's far more trouble than it's worth."
Seven nodded slowly, allowing the point. "Yes, B'Elanna did mention that Starfleet would work with an officer to find a place where one is best suited. Discontented officers are not particularly productive."
Janeway's inflection became even more persuasive, perhaps sensing that Seven was wavering. "I'm not saying that it's the officer that always dictates where and how one is deployed ... it does come down to experience, as well as the fact that, sometimes, Starfleet actually has a better idea where the individual would best be suited than does the officer in question." She raised an eyebrow. "Take myself, for example. I started out as a science officer, but my superiors determined that I would be better off in command and channeled me that way, even when I had never considered it for myself. It was Owen Paris, as a matter of fact, who first suggested it to me, and my father agreed, telling me that the best officers should assume the larger part of the responsibility whenever they're able."
Seven considered that gravely. "They were correct. You are an exceptional captain."
Janeway was pleased by the assessment. "Thank you, darling." She lifted Seven's hand to her lips, kissing the palm lightly. "You just have to remember that Starfleet always takes care of its own ... as do I. I swear to you, I will never let anything bad happen to you. Trust me when I tell you that your fears are unfounded."
Reassured, Seven nodded. "Very well, Kathryn, I will 'give it a few months'."
"Thank you, darling." Janeway reached out to her with a smile.
As the captain pulled Seven close, drawing her into a loving embrace, the Borg hoped that neither of them would have cause to regret this decision.
0900 Hours
B'Elanna Torres opened her eyes, not needing to glance at the chronometer to know she had slept in. Luxuriously, she snuggled deeper into the warmth of sheets and pillows, seeking out another position to doze. Her lover of some months was not in the bed with her, and she wondered briefly where she was, but not being ambitious enough to go look for her yet. In any event, the sounds from the outer room indicated that Ro Laren was occupying herself quite handily with a workout of some kind, involving some kind of ceramics clanging together, and it was probably not anything that B'Elanna needed to interrupt.
Her stomach chose that moment to rumble loudly, and the engineer tried to decide if she really wanted to get out of bed, regardless of how hungry she was. After ten days of intense work on Voyager's engines, she had needed time off, and when the captain had sent out the memo instructing the crew to take this day for R&R before attempting the trip home, it was like a precious, unexpected break in the clouds, a ray of sunshine to renew the spirit and gird the loins for what lay ahead.
Speaking of 'loins', she wondered, would Ro see fit to return to the bedroom anytime soon? Now that she was awake, B'Elanna's hunger wasn't just for food, though certainly, a big breakfast would hardly be refused at this point.
Almost as if the other woman had been reading her mind, Ro Laren chose that moment to enter the bedroom, and to the Klingon's amazement, the Bajoran was bearing a large tray, filled with dishes. Tall, with dark hair and eyes, an elegant ridge rippling the bridge of her nose, the woman was a vision of beauty at the best of times for B'Elanna. Carrying a tray filled with a Betazed omelet, small bowls of fresh fruit, toast, and juice, she was like a gift from the gods, and the Klingon was sure she had died sometime during the night and entered Sto-Vo-Kor ... because this had to be sheer heaven.
B'Elanna quickly scooted up until she was reclining against the head of the bed as Ro carefully placed the tray on her lap. "Kahless, this is wonderful!"
The stoic Bajoran offered a faint smile. "I thought you could use a little something after all the work you've been putting in. It's been awhile since I've had the opportunity to do it for you."
"Thank you." B'Elanna was completely overwhelmed as she eagerly picked up her fork and speared a respectable chunk of the omelet. "This must have completely cleaned you out of rations."
Ro took a seat on the bed next to her, tucking one leg up under the other, and shrugged lightly. "This is pretty much our last chance to use them. After tomorrow, we're either home, or the extra rations will be the absolute least of our worries."
"I guess that's true." B'Elanna moaned in ecstasy as she tasted her first bite of egg, peppers, meat and spices. "This is incredible." She flicked a glance over at the Bajoran who was garbed rather becomingly in a sleeveless t-shirt and thigh length shorts, her feet bare. "You're not eating?"
"I've already had breakfast." Ro smiled briefly. "A couple of hours ago."
B'Elanna blushed faintly. "Thanks for letting me sleep in," she mumbled around another mouthful of toast and omelet. She was certainly getting the loving treatment this morning, she thought. Not that she was complaining at all.
"You were tired." Ro stretched, raising her arms over her head. "What would you like to do today? After breakfast, I mean."
B'Elanna enjoyed the play of muscles beneath her lover's golden skin, the way the sinews rippled lithely, as if Ro were a cat or some other exotic, feline-like creature.
"Uh, I don't suppose you'd care to spend the time in bed?" B'Elanna regarded her hopefully.
Ro blinked and smiled. "It has been a while since we've done that. It might be the perfect way to celebrate our last day in the Delta Quadrant."
"I couldn't think of any better."
Ro stood up and pulled off her t-shirt, lifting it over her head to reveal small, well-shaped breasts and a flat, muscled stomach. B'Elanna nearly choked on a piece of weberni pepper, and had to chew quickly as she stared openly at her partner undressing, completely enthralled with the form and symmetry of her lover.
There was definitely something to be said for living together, she noted to herself as she shoved the last bite of her omelet into her mouth, barely tasting it. She received similar displays all the time, even when the Bajoran wasn't attempting to put a little enthusiasm in her disrobing. She tilted her head as Ro wiggled out of her shorts, peeling the tight material over her narrow hips and down the long, lithe legs.
Ro smiled as she dropped lightly onto the mattress next to her.
"Don't choke," she warned, reaching over to take a piece of melon from the tray, biting into it with strong, white teeth.
"Too late." B'Elanna happily drank in the long length of the slender Bajoran stretched out beside her. "You look delicious."
"Maybe I'm dessert." Ro took the remaining piece of her melon and offered it to the Klingon who nipped it carefully from her, dawdling over the Bajoran's hand to provide kisses to each finger.
Ro's dark eyes kindled abruptly with a luminous fire that burned intensely hot, and B'Elanna, captivated by the gaze, suddenly found it a little difficult to breathe. Without breaking the molten glance, the engineer quickly retrieved a strawberry from the bowl and lifted it to Ro's mouth, feeling a tremor of sheer pleasure shiver through her as the Bajoran mouthed it from her, her pink tongue slipping out to lightly lick the Klingon's fingertips.
"This is definitely how breakfast should be served every morning," B'Elanna murmured as Ro moved closer to her, her body pressing against the engineer's side lightly as she found another slice of melon and fed it to the Klingon slowly.
"You'd get tired of it. Too much of anything is not good."
B'Elanna laughed. "You're probably right, but for today, this is just perfect." She dipped a Tirellian brieweri in her juice and dragged the pink stick of fruit down the slope of Ro's breast, over the ridge radiating up from the Bajoran's nipple, leaving a sticky trail that B'Elanna, of course, felt obligated to clean up. She bent over and dragged her tongue lingeringly over the sensitive ripples as Ro made a deep sound of pleasure and anticipation in the back of her throat.
"We should probably move anything we don't need onto the deck," the Bajoran suggested huskily.
"Good idea." Together they moved the tray to the floor. The bowls of various fruit, however, were placed on the night stands within easy reach, as the couple continued to feed each other from them in the most sensuous way possible, involving languid caresses that grew increasingly intimate and intense. Eventually, the Klingon acquired a handful of Terran blueberries and carefully inserted them between the ripples of Ro's f'lar, causing the Bajoran to yelp in surprise. Concerned, B'Elanna stopped what she was doing and peered anxiously up at her lover from her position between the woman's legs.
"Did I hurt you?"
"No. You just surprised me." She paused, smiling. "They're cold."
B'Elanna returned the smile, displaying bright, sharp-edged teeth. "They won't be for long."
"Won't be cold or won't be there?" Ro offered a lazy smile as she lounged on the sheets, her skin almost glowing against the midnight blue of the linen.
"Both." B'Elanna lowered her mouth to the juncture of her lover's legs. "Either. Take your pick."
Using her tongue, she fished each of the sweet little berries from between the tender ridges that were the center of a Bajoran's pleasure, enjoying the combined flavor of fruit and copious moisture seeping from the clefts on either side of the f'lar. Ro apparently enjoyed it as well, her head falling back as she groaned loudly, her hands tangling in her lover's dark hair. For variety, the Klingon reached over and retrieved another Tirellian brieweri which she slipped into the Bajoran's opening, moving it in and out slowly as Ro spread her legs wider, then pushed it deep inside. Hungrily, B'Elanna put her mouth to the entrance and sucked out the firm little fruit, managing to acquire the whole piece in one gulp, not to mention making Ro arch and shiver from the sensation.
"Kahless, I love eating breakfast this way."
"I love serving it this way." Ro laughed, between her deep inhalations for breath.
Several pieces of fruit later, Ro was no longer laughing, but B'Elanna was assured that the Bajoran was quite happy, her delighted moans and sighs clear evidence of that. As B'Elanna settled in for a final, concentrated assault on the woman's senses, the engineer knew that this last day in the Delta Quadrant would be a favored memory for the rest of her life, regardless of what happened in her future.
There was absolutely nothing so loving or delightful as being served breakfast in bed.
Once the Bajoran had finally regained consciousness, Ro wrapped her arms around the Klingon, rolling them both over so that she was on top. "S'kwan," she murmured, nuzzling her chin. "Do you know how much I love you?"
"A hell of a lot. No one else has ever served me breakfast in bed, but you."
"Really?" Ro drew back for a moment to study the Klingon's eyes, her expression soft and vulnerable. "Your past lovers were fools, Lanna. You deserve absolutely the best."
B'Elanna grinned, tightening her embrace. "I have the best."
Ro's narrow face creased in a warm smile and she dipped her head, kissing the Klingon sweetly. "What would you like?" She flicked the other woman's lips lightly with her tongue, the provocative caress elevating the engineer to an even higher pitch of anticipation and desire.
B'Elanna considered it, wiggling slightly against the sheets. "Ah, I wouldn't mind trying out our new ... uh, toy. After a feast like that, I'm feeling a little ... you know."
Ro raised an eyebrow. "Amorous?" she suggested. "Wanton? Carnal? Hedonistic?"
"Horny."
Ro reached over and opened the drawer in the night stand, pulling out a pale, greyish phallus, along with a remote. The sexual device, manufactured by the Ferengi for 'those long probes into deep space', was one of the more versatile and exorbitant accessories in the entertainment menu of the replicator pattern buffer. It had initially come with a stylish wooden box that B'Elanna had inadvertently broken the first night they used it ... though how the Klingon had managed to put her foot through it, neither woman was entirely sure. Extravagantly named the Wonder Wand 9000™, it had cost 375 replicator rations, and the couple had actually given up a recent shore leave to acquire the necessary funds to replicate it. Like most new acquisitions, both women were enamored with it, not yet having become bored with its limitations when it came to intimacy verses stimulation, though B'Elanna had noticed that Ro was not as eager to try out new settings as she had been initially.
The Bajoran examined the remote and keyed in the proper user code, the device adjusting itself accordingly to the Bajoran setting which allowed the base to fit over Ro's f'lar ridges and secured itself to her with tendrils that wrapped around her hips and down between her legs. Sensing nodes within the device transmitted sensation directly to the Bajoran's f'lar and allowed her to feel as if the accessory was an extension of her own body, rather than an inanimate construct.
"What's your preference?" Ro eyed the Klingon curiously.
B'Elanna contemplated the possibilities. In the short time they had possessed it, they had already tried the Human setting ... mundane, but familiar to both; the Bajoran parameter; which Ro appreciated; the Ferengi version; always good for a giggle; a Romulan setting; which surprisingly, both enjoyed tremendously; and once, a Bolian setting that was so disturbing in its structure, neither of them dared to actually utilize it for the purposes of pleasure. But it certainly had been educational.
"I am extremely horny," B'Elanna insisted.
"Klingon it is." Ro keyed in the new parameters.
Immediately, the device reformed itself, changing color to match the Bajoran's skin tone, while the shape thickened and lengthened considerably, protruding veins running along the phallus on all four sides, so predominant that they actually increased the width just by themselves. When Ro had first saw this version, she had flatly refused to allow the setting to be utilized on her, and was considerably leery of using it on the engineer, requiring extensive reassurances by B'Elanna's to convince the Bajoran it would be safe. The engineer knew size didn't necessarily matter in the larger scheme of things, but it sure made a difference when the powerful Klingon hormones started flooding her system in huge quantities. She suspected that Ro was especially grateful for the device when that happened ... using the accessory saved the Bajoran a great deal of energy and effort that she wasn't necessarily able to spare on a regular basis.
B'Elanna adored the fact that Ro was incredibly skillful while making love to her with it. The Bajoran always seemed to know when to be forceful with it and when to let B'Elanna dictate the pace, when to ravish her partner, and when to let B'Elanna be in control. Of course, the Klingon knew it was undoubtedly a result of the Bajoran's keen sense of perception, the older woman able to pick up subtle hints from the engineer's body language and facial expressions, like any good security officer. Still, it was something that made a huge difference to B'Elanna, making her feel loved and the center of Ro's universe at a most vulnerable time, both physically and emotionally.
This morning was no different. The Klingon burned from her desire, and Ro wasted little time in positioning herself over the other woman, understanding what the engineer needed of her in this moment of need and desire. Though B'Elanna's body temperature was higher than most species, it was still not as high as a full Klingon, so when the phallus entered her in one, powerful, achingly wonderful thrust, it actually filled her with its heat, searing along the sensitive, wet channel with delicious strength. She howled happily, wrapping her arms and legs around her lover as Ro began a rapid, regular rhythm, the engineer's fingertips raking the Bajoran's spine, though she was careful not to use her nails.
There was little that was tender or particularly romantic about this particular encounter, but it was hot and passionate and fit B'Elanna's mood perfectly. She arched beneath the Bajoran, crying out gutturally in her climax as pleasure raked her from the tips of her toes to impact explosively on the inside of her skull, radiating out in powerful waves from her center. Ro paused briefly to catch her breath, and began again, slower, less restrained, and B'Elanna knew that the Bajoran was allowing her own pleasure to rise, making love to her with concentrated intent. The slow, lengthy thrusts provided a different kind of excitement to the Klingon, the probe skidding along sensitive nerves within her, and this time, climax took them simultaneously, their cries mingling as did their perspiration and desire, the Bajoran collapsing on the Klingon who cradled her gratefully.
"Exactly what I wanted, bangwI'." B'Elanna nipped gently at the other woman's shoulder. "Thank you."
"Anytime." Ro blew away a strand of hair that was sticking to her cheek. She was breathing deeply. "Prophets, this is better than my workout."
"More fun, too." B'Elanna contracted her internal muscles, clamping down on the erection inside her, making Ro twitch. "Do you want me to clean it up and we'll go again, this time for you?"
Ro laughed. "I think I would enjoy a bit of a break." She paused, looking down into the eyes of her Klingon lover. "But after I regain my strength...."
B'Elanna raised her eyebrow. "There is always the Trill setting that we have yet to try. I wonder if the spots really do go all the way down?"
Ro returned her smirk, then slowly, and with obvious pleasure, withdrew from the Klingon. She rolled over and used the remote to detach the device, which B'Elanna, uncoiling from the bed, promptly took from her.
"I'll clean it. You just stay there and rest." Shooting a look over her shoulder, she leered gently at the Bajoran stretched out on the bed.
"We do have the whole day ahead of us, after all."
1000 Hours
Janeway sighed softly as the couple cuddled together, the Borg's head tucked neatly under her chin. They had spent some time physically reaffirming their love for each other after their discussion regarding Seven's remaining in Starfleet ... not making love, but quietly stroking and petting each other. The captain, in particular, wanted her spouse to understand how much she cared for her, and that any fears Seven might be experiencing ... though groundless ... were important for them both to acknowledge and deal with. Plus, it was just wonderful to wrap herself around that incredibly warm and attractive form, and hold her close in the soft bedding, a sense of security and contentment surrounding them both.
Seven cleared her throat. "Dr. Brahms has offered me a position with her Theoretical Propulsion Group."
Janeway blinked. Only the very best ship designers and physicists, both Starfleet and civilian, were invited to join the group that was responsible for most of the warp drive innovations in starships spanning the past two decades. It was a post of considerable prestige. "I see." She wondered why Seven had not brought it up before.
"The Daystrom Institute, the Trill Ministry of Technology and the Vulcan Science Academy have also requested that I consider working with their organizations once I return."
"My god!" Janeway was flabbergasted. She nudged her partner. "Why didn't you tell me this when we were discussing your decision about Starfleet, Annika?"
"I was unaware that the two topics were related."
"Of course they're related." Janeway was a trifle exasperated. "They prove my point."
Seven rose to her elbow, looking down at the captain blankly. "How so?"
"If those institutions, the most renowned and respected in the Federation, want you simply based on a reputation garnered from Voyager's ship logs, then you can be certain that Starfleet is also aware of how valuable you are. Don't you see, darling? Even if you're only a lieutenant, you can probably demand and receive whatever position you want." She paused. "In fact, I'll bet that they would even arrange for you to become a liaison of sorts, able to work with any one of those organizations, yet remain a Starfleet officer."
"Indeed," Skepticism colored her tone.
"It's been done before, darling. Really, this is a case where you can have both, if you want."
"What if I do not know what I want?"
Janeway smiled faintly, suspecting they were coming to the real heart of the matter. "You obviously have many possibilities, darling."
"I wish to be close to you, whatever assignment I accept."
Janeway reached up and took the Borg's chin between her forefinger and thumb. "Annika, this might be a case where I'm not really a consideration."
"You are always a consideration." Seven's brows drew together.
Janeway smiled wistfully, warmed by the ferocity in her partner's voice. "I didn't mean it that way. I meant that you should look at all your options carefully. Take the time to visit all the organizations ... research them, and whatever you decide, I'll arrange a posting near where you need to be."
"Kathryn, that is not acceptable. We must decide what is best for both of us."
The captain started to reply, then paused. "All right, but you still have to check out your best options while I check out mine. Then, we can decide where we want to be professionally. We just don't have enough information to make a decision that important at this point."
Seven raised an eyebrow. "Have you received offers, Kathryn?"
Janeway inhaled slowly. "Actually, an old friend of mine, David Willis, contacted me and told me he was in line for a promotion to admiralty." She ran her fingertips lightly up Seven's arm, toying with the starburst implant embedded in the Borg's bicep. "He commands the USS Venture, a Galaxy-class vessel."
Seven tilted her head as she glanced at the captain curiously. "Is there a reason he conveyed this information to you?"
"He told me in case I'm interested in commanding a larger ship once I've returned. Now, I'll be the first to admit that a Galaxy-class vessel would not be my first choice for a command, particularly after returning from the Delta Quadrant. The crew complement is usually over a thousand, and a good percentage are civilian, which has never been particularly alluring for me ... I much prefer smaller, closer-knit, more disciplined groups. But the advantages to such a large vessel can't be denied, and it started me thinking. The bulk of the missions accorded that type of ship are primarily exploratory and scientific, which is a very attractive feature to me, and should be to you, too. Plus, the Galaxy-class ships have the most extensive facilities for families, from shipboard parks and several holodecks to well equipped schools and daycare centers."
Seven drew away from her partner, actually sitting up. "Families?" Excitement lightened her normally even tone as she gazed down at her spouse. "You mean, children?"
Janeway felt the corner of her mouth twitch in a grin. "Yes. Of course, should we decide the time is right for that, I want to stay close to Earth until after any children we have are conceived, carried to term and delivered. I also want them to spend the first few months of their development on their home planet. Annika, accepting a new command can be a very busy time and I would rather not try to be a full time mother while I'm also handling everything else that's necessary for taking over an unfamiliar vessel and crew. You would need to take on the bulk of the care-taking when that happens, which is why I want to have a few months with them first, when we can both care for them equally."
"But you're saying that we can have children immediately." There was a sort of wonder in Seven's tone, as if that possibility had escaped her in all the confusion and excitement about returning to the Alpha Quadrant.
Janeway reached up to stroke the young woman's cheek fondly. "I was thinking that if I'm impregnated as soon as we return, I can go after a Galaxy-class command within two years. The one thing that the war has done is grant me a great deal of seniority. I can pretty much request any type of ship I want, and expect it to be granted, providing one is available, of course."
Seven raised her head. "But is this what you want, Kathryn? Command means a great deal to you. To give it up for two years would be very difficult for you."
"Perhaps under normal circumstances, it would be, but after seven years in the Delta Quadrant, and the time it will take to adapt to how things currently are in the Federation, I think this is the perfect time for us to arrange this." She smiled wistfully. "It would be nice not to have the responsibilities of a ship and crew weighing on me for awhile."
Seven considered that carefully, her pale eyes thoughtful. "I find that difficult to believe. Command is very much a part of who you are. I do not want to pursue this course of action unless you are completely certain that this is what you want."
"It is, darling. I've been thinking a lot about our having children, ever since we delivered Little Harry in the turbolift." She paused, a wry smile crossing her face. "I'm not oblivious about my need to be in space, Annika. I simply think we can do both, and this seems to be the most efficient way to go about it."
Seven obviously appreciated that reasoning but she still seemed uncertain. "What if Starfleet sends me away? Assigns me to a ship or a space station?"
"I thought we were clear on that." Janeway stroked Seven's knee lightly with her fingertips. "Darling, Starfleet will know what a valuable resource you are, with your fine mind and your technological abilities ... they won't want to lose you to civilian service. And with all due modesty, I don't think they want to lose me, either."
Seven looked away. "I am concerned that you are allowing only for an optimistic view of what awaits us, Kathryn."
Janeway raised her head, began to speak, then paused. "All right, it's possible I'm getting a little carried away." She linked her fingers behind her head and smiled winningly at her spouse. "Surprising, isn't it? Usually, I'm the pessimistic one."
"You are adapting. I have become far more pessimistic lately."
Janeway thought about that. "Is it possible that we just tend to balance each other without even noticing?"
"Perhaps." Seven reached up and rubbed her forehead lightly, as if she had developed an ache there. "There are so many challenges facing us, Kathryn. It occurs to me that, while our life in the Delta Quadrant could not be considered particularly easy, it is unquestionably simpler."
Janeway tilted her head. "That's true. All other things aside, darling, what do you think is really concerning you?"
Seven inhaled sharply, then thought about it for a while, her eyes growing distant as she stared out through the viewport above the couple's bed. Janeway waited patiently, enjoying the play of starlight on her partner's face.
"I am afraid that we will be unable to stay together," Seven said finally.
Janeway nodded. "All right, that we can put to rest, right now." She sat up and reached out for her spouse, enfolding her in her arms. Seven snuggled close, bending her head to rest it in the crook of the captain's neck and shoulder. "Darling, there is nothing that will tear us apart, not even Starfleet," the captain told her in a tone that brokered no opposition, either from Seven or anyone else that might attempt to challenge her. "I love you and I will not give you up for anything. Regardless of what professional choices we make, regardless of how hard it is to adapt to our new lives personally, I won't let anything come between us. If I have to resign my own commission to Starfleet, if I have to move heaven and Earth to be with you, that's what I'll do. I absolutely swear that to you, my darling."
Seven snuggled closer. "Thank you, Kathryn. I promise to do whatever I must do as well." She was far less grandiose in her oath, of course, but just as sincere.
"I won't lie to you," Janeway continued, stroking the Borg's blonde hair gently. "It's going to be very confusing in the first few weeks ... maybe even the first month or so. There'll be briefings and meetings, and certain decisions will be made that have nothing to do with us but which I'll be involved in because I'm the captain. There may be stretches of days where we won't even see each other."
"I will adapt." Seven was clearly determined to be as positive as her spouse was.
"It might be a good idea if we set up a home base in Indiana with Mother. At least until things are settled. That way, you'll have people around you who love you almost as much as I do."
Seven drew back, obviously reassured by her partner's strong-willed certainty in how things would be ... even if the captain had to change the laws of nature to make it so. "I would like that, but will Gretchen be agreeable?"
Janeway started to respond, hesitated, then looked rueful, her voice gentling as reality reasserted itself.. "You're right, I had better ask her rather than just assume she wants house guests." She paused. "But I'm quite sure she'll agree. She absolutely adores you."
"It will be a good place for Jake, as well."
"We certainly can't forget Jake."
Seven smiled faintly, then leaned forward to kiss the captain. Janeway hummed quietly as the full lips covered her own, the sweetness of her partner filling her with warmth and tenderness. The kiss deepened naturally, and it didn't take long before they were sinking back onto the sheets, their bodies entwining in the warmth of linen and each other.
"Will we be able to make love in Gretchen's house?"
Janeway laughed. "God, I hadn't thought about it." Her hands stroked Seven with featherlight touches all over her torso. "I'm sure we will." Seven appeared satisfied with that. "Why?"
"You are very vocal. I do not believe you would wish your mother to hear you in the throes of passion."
The captain groaned, throwing her head back. "Oh god, there's something I didn't need to think about. You bring up the worst subjects, Annika ... and at the most inconvenient times."
"Have you become ... 'inhibited', Kathryn?" She pressed against her provocatively.
"Yes." Janeway made every effort to pout. She hoped it looked adorable, rather than just silly. "I am. I don't know if I can make love now."
Seven slipped her hand down the captain's thigh which she pulled up onto her hip. "What must I do to remove such a psychological barrier?"
"Well, what you're doing is a start." Janeway ran her hands over the Borg's back. "But it may take some time. In fact, it may also take certain equipment and applied pressure to breach a block like this."
"Ah. Equipment?"
"We have a somewhat impressive selection, now, thanks to all those extra rations you and I received for working the last shore leave." She paused. "Though, if I had known we were going home so soon, I would have used them for something else."
Seven nipped her earlobe playfully. "You do not regret acquiring any of those devices, not if your initial verbal comments while using them were any indication. You must definitely be 'inhibited' while we utilize them in Gretchen's house or we will disturb her sleep."
"Will you stop talking about my mother?" Janeway begged. "Especially at a moment like this?"
Seven drew back, studying her quizzically. "I do not understand, Kathryn. Obviously, Gretchen understands about the physical intimacy between two adults who love each other."
Janeway frowned stubbornly. "My mother had sex twice. Once to conceive me and once to conceive my sister."
Seven looked astounded, then gradually her face cleared and she smiled. "Of course, Kathryn. My parents also engaged in copulation only once."
"Can we change the subject?" Janeway pleaded.
"Definitely a psychological block."
Janeway poked her in the ribs. Seven tickled her in return, and for the next few moments, they wrestled playfully on the bed before rolling a little too far and falling onto the deck with a resounding thump, causing Jake to bark loudly in the outer room. Janeway looked down at her partner who had cushioned most of the fall for her. "Sorry, darling. Are you all right?"
Seven winced as she rubbed her elbow. "Perhaps we should lower our bed, since we cannot make it larger."
Janeway wiggled slightly on her Borg, "You know, the bed in my room in Mother's house is even smaller than this one."
Seven raised an eyebrow. "We must acquire a larger one."
"Or limit our enthusiasm. Maybe we should find our own place after all."
Seven reached up and kissed her deeply. "It is certainly something we must discuss."
"Later."
1100 Hours
Seven waited until Janeway had rolled off her, and the couple crawled back onto the bed. The Borg was still nursing her elbow and from the shooting pain, knew she had bruised it severely. Of course, her nanoprobes would immediately gather in that area, healing it quickly, and even as she watched, the deep purple turned yellow, and progressively lightened.
"Are you sure you're all right?" Janeway glanced at her from the nest she was making of the pillows at the head of the bed.
"It is already healed." Seven showed her the spot in question as the last of the discoloration faded entirely.
"Wonderful things," Janeway remarked, as the Borg settled herself onto the captain once more. "Your nanoprobes, I mean."
"You did not think so when you had them."
Janeway grinned and bashfully lowered her eyes. "Sometimes, I actually miss them, but don't tell anyone."
Seven smiled and brushed her nose along the line of the captain's cheek, delighting in the sensation of her partner's body under her own, the soft cushion of breasts and belly, the warmth of the thighs cradling her hips. She made a soft sound of contentment. "Do you wish me to put on an accessory, Kathryn?"
"Hmm, why don't you just stay where you are for awhile? If it turns out that a toy is what we're both in the mood for, we'll know when the time is right."
"Acceptable." Seven allowed a little more of her weight to settle on the captain, and Janeway responded by tightening her embrace. The Borg's upper thigh was pressed tightly against the juncture of Janeway's legs, and Seven could feel the moisture start to slip satiny against her skin as the captain undulated her hips ever so slightly. It was so pleasant to relax here, allowing their bodies to set the gradual pace, having no sense of urgency or demand, just a slow rising pleasure that held infinite promise for the future.
"I like this," the captain murmured, nuzzling the young woman's ear. "You feel so good on top of me. I feel completely protected and loved."
"I feel very protective. You have such a large presence as captain that, sometimes, I am surprised when I am reminded of how physically small you truly are."
"But I'm wiry," Janeway protested dryly.
Seven kissed her. "It was not a comment on your strength or ability to take care of yourself. It was merely an observation on why I feel so protective of you, at times. I wish only to keep you safe from harm, and I believe it is a purely instinctive reaction, based on mass/size ratio. Indeed, when Chakotay, who is so much larger, has cause to disagree with you, it requires an effort for me not to impose myself between the two of you."
Janeway regarded her with a faint grin. "Are you sure that's not jealousy? I know that at one time, you had your doubts about him."
Seven shook her head, though she gave the question due consideration. "No, I feel the same way whenever an alien, who masses more than you, comes within a certain distance of your personal space. It is an involuntary response."
Janeway reached up with a fingertip and drew it down the Borg's cheek. "Do you know what?"
"What?" Seven repeated obediently.
"I feel the exact same way about you. When you're about to go on an away mission or are challenging someone, I have this need to go over and stand in front of you, keeping you safe, even when I know your Borg enhancements would be far more effective at protecting you than I ever would." She brushed her lips over Seven's chin. "I think it's just a natural reaction, Seven, to want to protect those we love, as well as harboring the need to feel protected by them." She paused. "Can I tell you something else?"
"Always."
"When I was trapped in that prison and you rescued me, it was so impressive that even now, when things are bad, I automatically look to see if you're there to take care of me. I know I'm perfectly capable of looking after myself, but I feel a lot better when you're covering my back."
Seven shifted a little to the side to take some of her weight off her elbows and more onto her side. She didn't want to inadvertently slip and flatten her partner, not when the discussion had become so intriguing.
"I have looked to you for protection as well. Most recently, when I lost my sight, all I could think of, as I lay in sickbay, was that you would come and make it better ... even though that is highly illogical since you have little medical training. Indeed, since leaving the Collective, you have been the one person I rely upon to help me when I am uncertain how to proceed, from the time I had my abdominal implant removed to when that alien posed as my mother and you uncovered her deception. Even when you and I did not entirely agree on the situation, I always believed you were trying to do what was best for me."
"Always, darling. Maybe I haven't always succeeded at preventing it, but I've never wanted anything to hurt you in any way. Any time it did, I felt the pain just as strongly as you."
Seven frowned. "Is it harmful for us to rely on each other so much? I know that independence is important for a healthy development."
"I believe that, too, but I also believe that everyone needs to have someone they can trust, and believe in and be able to turn to when things are bad, as well as celebrate with when times are good. I think that's what makes a good marriage, in fact ... the partnership that is formed between two people who care about each other. It's a trust that goes beyond simply loving someone, and when people aren't willing to grant or honor that trust with their whole heart, the partnership falters and is inevitably lost."
Seven nodded slowly. "Knowing this allows me to experience far less apprehension regarding our imminent return to the Alpha Quadrant."
Janeway smiled. "I feel the same. With you at my side, nothing will be too difficult for me to face."
Seven shot a look at her. "Is it going to be very difficult, Kathryn?"
"Honestly, I just don't have enough information to judge properly, but I do believe that we can deal with anything, Annika, as long as we stick together."
Pressing a little closer to her partner, Seven nodded. "I do, too." She ran her right hand down Janeway's side and across her stomach, tracing the upper line of the auburn triangle with deliberate delicacy, and down one side to the captain's inner thigh. "I like it when we 'stick' together."
Janeway raised her eyebrow at the change of Seven's tone, obviously recognizing it immediately. "Hmm, was that a pun?" Her eyes shaded to a deeper blue.
"Perhaps, it depends on how much we are able to 'stick' together in the near future."
"Hmm, I've never considered it 'sticky' as much as I would ... 'damp'."
Seven ran her fingertips through the wiry curls, matted with moisture at the apex of the crease, sampling the wetness in question. "Quite damp."
"I should be. We've been indulging in a certain amount of foreplay ever since breakfast. It's almost time for lunch."
Seven considered that, eyeing the captain suspiciously. "You are attempting to 'set me up' for another pun," she concluded finally, even as her fingers brushed over intimate lips, swollen and tender, testing their heat. "For that reason, I shall not respond with the obvious reference to the consumption of things other than food."
"So long as you respond with the proper actions, you don't have to resort to any puns at all." Janeway parted her legs ever so slightly.
Seven smiled, staring into her partner's eyes as she finally eased her middle finger along the crease, spreading the folds apart to touch the vulnerable flesh within. Janeway's eyes widened slightly, the pupils contracting, but she never lost that half smile on her face, nor did she break the steady gaze. Her respiration did increase marginally.
"Extremely damp."
Janeway reached her left hand between them and began to toy idly with Seven's right nipple. "How damp are you?"
"I suspect it is increasing," Seven informed her seriously. "With every passing second."
Janeway's smile widened and shifted just a bit, parting her legs a little wider to allow her partner more accessibility, bringing her knee up. "Perhaps I should check that out."
"Later," Seven requested, fingertips swirling around the firm little nodule, fondling her with slow pleasure. "I wish to make a thorough examination of you, first."
"Tactile only?" Janeway asked curiously, slightly breathless.
"To begin with, but eventually, a closer inspection will be required ... both visually and orally."
"I can hardly wait. Do you experiment often like this, Lt. Hansen?"
"Frequently. Later, I will undoubtedly avail myself of the equipment mentioned earlier ... just to make sure my exploration is as complete as possible." She paused, then added with suitable gravity, " I wish only to be a competent Starfleet science officer."
"I always admire a job well done."
"My superior officer demands my best."
"Yes, she does. Of course, I have it on good authority that she has never been disappointed."
"I shall endeavor to retain that level of perfection." Seven raised an eyebrow as she dabbled her fingertips in the opening where so much moisture flowed, and carefully penetrated into the warmth, just enough to make Janeway's smile widen. "Intriguing."
"Yes? You've discovered something new?"
"Not new. Merely ... intriguing. It requires further analysis."
"It usually does."
Slowly, Seven pushed two fingers into the warm channel, feeling the walls clamp tightly about them. Janeway's lids lowered, giving her a hooded look, but she still did not break the gaze they shared, did not look away from her partner's sensual regard. Seven thought she could gladly fall into those wonderful eyes, spend eternity swimming in the deep pools of blue. The gaze was as electric as any sensation the Borg was providing, and she smiled faintly as she flexed her fingers, Janeway's throat rippling as she swallowed.
Hard.
"I believe that I am uncovering the source of all this dampness," Seven mentioned idly.
"Indeed." Janeway's tone was remarkably even, despite the tremors quivering through her. "Don't you know that an experiment is invalid when the scientist is both catalyst and observer?"
Seven considered that. "Perhaps I should not go any further ... if the conclusion may be flawed." Her fingertips found that little spot deep inside and prodded it lightly.
Janeway mouth moved as if she were attempting to taste her words before uttering them. "That would be ... unwise. I assure you, the conclusion in that event would be most ... dissatisfying."
Seven discovered she was smiling widely. So much of the stimulation the couple derived from the relationship was verbal, intellectually challenging, and to be able to combine playful conversation with lovemaking was a sheer joy for the Borg. Of course, she did wonder on occasion if anyone else not involved would find such repartee particularly clever.
"I would not like to abandon my research just as the varying elements seem to be interacting properly to reach a most interesting resolution."
Janeway smiled like a cat. "Oh, I wouldn't assume a resolution." Her internal muscles squeezed rhythmically around Seven's questing fingers. "Not this quickly."
Seven quirked an eyebrow. "Do further elements need to be added?" She brushed her thumb over the sensitive nodule, causing the captain to twitch spastically.
Janeway kept her gaze steady with an effort. "All sorts of elements can be added to an experiment to reach a proper conclusion." Seven thought there was just the slightest uncertainty to her partner's tone, a brief faltering as she felt the effects of the Borg's exploration.
"I intend to add those elements," Seven promised, pressing firmly on that smooth spot inside. "But not until a preliminary conclusion is reached regarding those currently employed."
The captain could resist no longer, her eyes closing as she arched, her head going back. "Oh, Annika," she whispered, the flutters about the Borg's fingers brief, but sweetly intense. The captain had been quite correct in how long they had been indulging in foreplay, and even Janeway's formidable will could not always counteract the keen responses of her body. Seven felt the captain's fingers grip her biceps tightly until the spasm finally ebbed.
"A resolution, of sorts," Seven remarked, observing this intently. "But I am sure a better one can be reached with further experimentation."
Janeway exhaled a long, slow breath, opening her eyes finally to peer deeply into her partner's face. "Are you sure? That was a damned fine outcome by itself."
"On the contrary, Kathryn." Seven leaned down to kiss her sweetly.
"We can do much better."
1200 Hours
Commander Chakotay absently lifted the fork to his mouth as he scanned the area around him, curious about the lack of personnel frequenting the messhall. It was usually quite busy this time of day, and Voyager's first officer concluded that most crewmembers had decided, for whatever reason, to remain in their quarters to contemplate their last day in the Delta Quadrant. Aside from himself, the only people currently in the social center on deck two were Lt. Susan Nicoletti, sitting across the room, Neelix, who remained at his post in the kitchen for anyone who might want a home-cooked meal rather than something replicated, Tuvok, who sat alone at a nearby table, immersed in a padd, and a couple of crewmen from geometrics eating together in the far corner.
Of course, Chakotay was not feeling particularly social either. He had only chosen to eat lunch in the messhall because he felt it was his duty to make himself available as a senior officer, should anyone decide they needed to talk. A part of him wondered if the sense of dispersal was already beginning for the crew, that they no longer felt connected to each other as they contemplated their future, and he worried that it was premature. They still had to make the final journey, after all, and if the crew was not operating at peak efficiency, it might allow for a mistake at a crucial time. Perhaps the captain had not been entirely wise in issuing her day of R&R at this stage of the process.
On the other hand, he was also aware that personnel like B'Elanna Torres, Seven, Harry Kim, Ensign Vorik, and others, were absolutely exhausted after the ten days of intense work, and the ship needed those people to be at their very best when the slipstream drive was activated.
The first officer became aware of a presence behind him, and he turned, vaguely surprised to see Tom Paris standing there, holding a tray. He hadn't even seen the helmsman enter the messhall.
"Mind if I join you?" the young man asked, his tone containing his usual brashness, but also threaded with a touch of uncertainty.
The two men had not always gotten along over the years, but gradually, a grudging, but honest respect had developed between the two. Chakotay dipped his head and Tom dropped into the seat opposite him. There was a bowl of tomato soup on the helmsman's tray.
"This was my first meal," Tom remarked, after slurping the first spoonful.
"Excuse me?" Chakotay didn't know what he was talking about, but somehow he realized that Tom needed to share this for whatever reason. Before Sek became the ship's counselor, it had been Chakotay who filled that role for the crew in many ways, and he maintained the desire to help people under his watch, regardless of who they were.
Tom looked up to meet his curious gaze. "On Voyager, I mean.The first day on board, I went to the replicator and ordered tomato soup. Then, I had to argue with it over what kind I wanted." His blue eyes grew distant. "I remember feeling so alone, aware that everyone who recognized me in the messhall, was looking at me as if I were a piece of trash. I didn't have any idea where I was going to sit, and it probably took a few minutes to drag up my courage before I took a chance on sitting with Harry. Did you know that he was the only one on this ship who gave me a chance from the beginning, without my needing to prove myself to him?" He shook his head. "We've both come a long way since then."
Chakotay twirled a bit of his spaghetti onto his fork. "All of us have." He nodded at Tom, encouraging him to continue. "Your plans still the same?" He suspected they were, of course, but it was a way to keep Paris talking, and hopefully, they would get to whatever was bothering the other man.
"A helm position on the Enterprise." Tom displayed a decided lack of enthusiasm. "Yeah, it's always been something I've wanted."
Chakotay broke off a piece of his bread. "Funny, a person would think you'd look happier about that."
"I am," Tom said, leaning forward, his face serious. "I really do want to go after this, but..."
"But?"
"But ... I'm going to miss Voyager, you know?" His features were troubled. "No one else seems to, but I'm really going to miss being on board this ship. What we did was pretty incredible, and I don't think we've taken the time to realize that. God, we crossed an entire quadrant where no one else in the Federation had ever been before. We encountered the Kazon, the Vidiians, the Hirogen, the Melon, the Borg... and we came out on top every time ... hell, we even managed to make friends with some of them."
Chakotay considered that. "I don't think what we've accomplished is the sort of thing one realizes right away. I mean, everyone's ready to accept new positions, they've been talking with the family and friends they've left behind, they're ready to move on with their lives. Time will go by, then they'll be able to look back and know they were part of something pretty special. But not right now."
"So why the hell does it matter to me so much?"
"You've always been ahead of the rest of us, Tom." Chakotay offered a faint smile.
Tom snorted.
The bulky first officer raised an eyebrow. "Besides, you don't know if you really have what it takes to make it back there in the Federation. You think you only became Voyager's best pilot by default."
Tom glared at him, then seemed to realize the first officer was trying to get his goat, and shrugged with a touch of bitterness. "Maybe."
Chakotay stared at him, waiting until the young man once more met his gaze. "Until you get settled into the Enterprise, you'll probably keep those doubts, but just remember, they're your doubts, Tom. You're not offered a position like that on the flagship because the captain is randomly fishing for a helmsman. He would have researched you inside and out, and made a decision based on your accomplishments. From what I hear, Jean-Luc Picard doesn't make mistakes very often." Carefully, the first officer speared a meatball. "Tom, we all have reservations about what lies ahead for us, but that doesn't change the fact that we're just going to have to work through whatever comes up."
"I heard you turned down your own command."
Chakotay grinned at the change of subject, appreciating how quickly the conversation had turned to pin him down. "Good news travels fast."
"Why did you do it, Chakotay?" The helmsman appeared honestly puzzled.
"Command is not what I want, I have things to attend to that require me to stay planetside for awhile ... get back to who and what I am. Don't get me wrong, I'll always love space, but it's not everything to me. There will be plenty of time for it later. For now, I have to put down roots, not just for myself, but for Icheb."
Tom exhaled. "Wow, you a dad. The mind boggles."
"Are you kidding? All I've ever done is shepherd you youngsters around on Voyager. It will be a relief just to have one kid to worry about."
"But it won't be just one kid, will it? I hear they've accepted you for a teaching position at Starfleet Academy."
Chakotay actually laughed. "One thing I won't miss is how fast news travels on this boat, or how many people feel compelled to know my business."
Tom regarded him evenly. "But won't you miss Voyager?"
Chakotay hesitated, thinking about it. "Yeah, I guess I will to a certain extent. It wasn't the easiest situation to be in, but it is something that I know I'll look back on and be proud of how I conducted myself."
Both men looked up as a shadow fell across the table. Neelix spread his hands. "I don't suppose I can get you gentlemen anything?" he asked, though his tone was more hopeful than helpful, the first officer noted.
"Not at the moment." Tom gestured to a chair. "Why don't you pull up a seat, Neelix? We were just talking about how much we're going to miss Voyager."
The Talaxian immediately reached over and snagged a chair from the next table, obviously leaping on the invitation. It seemed quite natural that Tuvok would also come over at that moment, to complete the last side of the square, the four men huddled in the center of the room.
"What about you, Tuvok?" Chakotay eyed the Vulcan curiously. "You have family waiting, but will you miss being out here?"
"I cannot say I shall 'miss it'," the Vulcan said smoothly. "But I do agree that we have accomplished something quite extraordinary over the past seven years."
Chakotay stifled his grin at this blatant indication of the security chief's previous eavesdropping, but chose not to comment on it.
"I'll miss all my friends," Neelix said soberly. "All of you." He paused. "I don't even know where I'll be assigned yet."
"Starfleet is required to find out all they can about you," Tuvok said, and for the life of him, Chakotay would have sworn the Vulcan was attempting to reassure the Talaxian. "Because you are of an unfamiliar species, there will undoubtedly be a period of time while superior officers determine where your talents are best suited." He paused. "You will hold a certain status being the only one of your kind in Starfleet."
Neelix brightened. "Really?"
"It is standard procedure."
Chakotay shot a look at the Vulcan, a sort of nod of approval. Tuvok merely raised his eyebrow slightly, as if having no clue why the first officer was offering that particular expression.
"What will you be doing, Tuvok?" Tom asked the security chief.
"I shall return to Vulcan. I have a great deal of accumulated leave and intend to avail myself of it. Once I have reacquainted myself with my family, and have set my affairs in order, particularly with regards to Azan and Rebi, who shall be going to Vulcan with me, I will return to active duty, undoubtedly to serve with Captain Janeway again."
"She might not go for another command right away," Chakotay said, before thinking. Three pairs of curious eyes focused on him and he wished he had bitten his tongue.
"You know something we don't?" Tom asked. "C'mon, give. You think she's going to apply for a ground-side position?" He paused, his eyes widening. "Hey, are they gonna have kids? Heaven knows, she really likes babysitting Little Harry. So does Seven."
Chakotay shook his head. "I'm just ... guessing. Nor is it really my place to be doing that."
Tuvok looked thoughtful. "Regardless of what Captain Janeway does immediately, she is best suited for a starship command. I am sure that eventually she will apply for another ship, and in that event, I shall request a posting with her."
Chakotay dipped his head. If it had not been for the unique circumstance of needing to blend Maquis and Starfleet, if Chakotay not had Starfleet experience which allowed Janeway to make a difficult decision during a very difficult time, there was no question in his mind that Tuvok would have fulfilled the role of Voyager's first officer. In fact, it probably should have been the Vulcan's all along. Chakotay thought that Tuvok might have been able to handle the captain better during certain situations if he had possessed the authority of a first officer. Not that there was much point speculating about it. They were where they were, on the eve of ending a seven year run, and there was no going back to change the past.
No matter how many temporal excursions they had experienced that might indicate otherwise.
Chakotay merely wondered on occasion what would have happened had he made different choices in his life. Years from now, would he also look back to this time in his life and regret the choice he made, of pursuing a career in teaching rather than accepting command of a starship? Or would he breathe a sigh of relief that he had made exactly the right choice at the right time?
"So let's raise a glass to the grand old lady," Tom said, doing just that with his water.
Chakotay blinked. "Janeway?" he asked blankly.
Tom looked horrified. "God, no, Voyager. Weren't you listening?"
Chakotay realized that he had been lost in thought, missing most of the conversation.
"Sorry," he apologized, raising his own glass. "What was the toast?"
Tom stared at him oddly and began again.
"To the grand old lady," he said. "She kept us safe, she held together against everything this quadrant had to throw at her, and finally, she'll take us home."
"To Voyager," the other three men chimed, including Tuvok, and they lifted their drinks high, clinking them together, the four men making their own form of good-bye to their vessel in this moment of shared sentimentality. This might be their only opportunity, expecting the next day to be busy indeed, and their faces were thoughtful as they each drained their drinks.
And for the first time, Chakotay truly understood what he ... what all of his companions ... were actually losing.
1300 Hours
Seven stared at the captain quizzically.
"You want me to put it on?" she said. "But we replicated it for your use."
Janeway smiled. "I know," she said, holding out the Mini Marvel 450™, a small sexual aid that the couple had initially discovered during a recent excursion in the holodeck. "I have something specific in mind."
For Seven, who had retained a certain amount of damage to her body from her existence as a Borg, the diminutive accessory was the only penile type penetration she would accept. The artificial phallus was approximately the size of Janeway's middle and index fingers, both in width and length ... the captain acquiring the measurements personally ... and while the Borg did not always understand the reasoning behind it, she usually appreciated the rare occasion that the couple had utilized it. However, it was always the captain who wore it, not the young woman.
Warily, Seven accepted it, eyeing the captain suspiciously.
"What do you have in mind?"
"Trust me," Janeway insisted.
"What of lunch?"
Janeway smiled widely. "In a while," she promised. "Before that, however, I want to show you something."
"What?" Seven said stubbornly.
"You have to put it on, first."
The young woman continued to hesitate. "I think you just wish to utilize all our accessories in one day," she finally accused her partner.
Janeway, who still throbbed pleasantly from earlier when Seven had wielded the Wonder Wand 9000™ with the most tender and remarkable skill, merely smiled.
"You make it sound like a bad thing," she said lightly.
Seven considered it. "It is not. However, I wish to continue our earlier discussion regarding our future."
"We will," Janeway promised, "over lunch." She could see that the Borg was deliberately being difficult at this point. Usually Seven was open to whatever Janeway offered, and the glint in her pale eyes, the way she eyed the device in her hands, let the captain know that the Borg was quite intrigued at this point ... she just wanted to be 'wooed' by the captain.
"It'll be educational," Janeway offered enticingly.
Seven exhaled audibly, looking at the captain closely, and then almost, but not quite, rolled her eyes before reclining against the sheets, which Janeway thought was a bit much. She smiled as Seven placed the flat end of the tiny probe against her intimate flesh, the orifice covering her nodule snugly and shooting tendrils from the base to wrap around her legs. Like the larger devices, the Mini Marvel 450™ transmitted sensation directly to the user, allowing her to feel as if it were an extension of her own body. Unlike the larger models, however, it was incapable of being programmed to change shape, size or color ... though it did have a chameleon feature that adapted it to the wielder's skin tone. When Seven was finished attaching the device, it protruded from just beneath the golden triangle with arrogant, pinkish intent, thrusting into the air as if to challenge anything that might dare to be larger.
Janeway thought it was absolutely adorable, bestowing the tiny device with a personality she did not accord their other 'toys'. She had even secretly and affectionately christened it 'Tiny', though she hadn't shared that bit of information with the Borg, suspecting it would be far too difficult to explain.
"How will this be educational?" Seven asked as she regarded her partner.
"You're going to learn a different form of enjoyment," the captain said as she leaned over, kissing the inside of the Borg's leg, just above her knee.
"I am always intrigued by new experiences," the Borg allowed hastily.
Janeway smiled and nuzzled the silken skin of the young woman's thigh, kissing a line up to where the small probe protruded proudly. She eyed it a moment, bending closer, her warm breath exhaling over it and making Seven squirm in response. Then the captain carefully licked it, a slow dragging of her tongue up the underside before covering it with her mouth, swirling her tongue thickly around it as she settled down to suck on it lightly.
"Oh!" The exclamation was significantly louder than the Borg was in the habit of issuing, and Seven looked down at her with wide eyes, her upper body rising off the bed in reaction to the sensation. "Kathryn!"
"I thought you might like that," Janeway said, smiling as she drew away for a moment, using her fingertips to stroke it lightly as she talked. "You know, men find this form of oral stimulation very pleasurable."
Seven regarded her evenly, her expression changing to one that was less intrigued with the sensation, all of a sudden, and far more focused on the captain's face. "Did you do this to the men you have loved in the past?"
Oh boy, Janeway thought, suddenly panicked, I absolutely should have expected that question. Desperately, she searched for a way to explain it so that the Borg would understand.
"Darling, when you care for someone deeply," she said finally, after considering several other responses, "you truly enjoy pleasuring them. Just as I love your body and making love to it in as many ways as I can, I also enjoyed making love to the men in my life."
"Are you fantasizing about one of those experiences while doing this?"
"Of course not!" Janeway responded indignantly. "I would never do that."
The Borg consider it, and lowered her brows. "I do not believe this is something I will enjoy."
Janeway sighed. She hadn't managed this properly at all, she realized, which was truly unfortunate. She had only wanted to introduce Seven to a new pleasure rather than provide the young woman with a host of mental images she really didn't want to have. The captain propped her chin on her hand as her fingers continued to toy gently with the probe.
Seven regarded her oddly. "Why did you choose the smaller device? Why not have me retain the Wonder Wand?"
"A few reasons," Janeway admitted. "This accessory is more responsive than the wand, perhaps because the sensation has a shorter distance to travel, and it looks more like an extension of your clitoris, rather than anything else. Secondly, the size makes it more ... manageable for the caresses I can do with my tongue." She grinned. "Despite rumors to the contrary, I really don't have a big mouth."
Seven did not change expression at all at this attempt at wit, and Janeway sighed again.
"Take it off," she said with resignation.
"Thank you," Seven said, and immediately removed it.
"I honestly meant for you to enjoy this," the captain said softly from her place between the Borg's legs as she watched Seven drop the device on the night stand. The captain's hand rested lightly on the blonde triangle, her fingertips scratching idly through the thin curls as she regarded her partner wistfully.
Seven paused, then reached down and cupped Janeway's chin, her fingers warm against the captain's skin. "I understand, Kathryn, but there are some things that do not please me, just as there are things I try with you that you find less than entirely pleasant. But the love with which such attempts are made is always recognized and appreciated."
Janeway smiled faintly. "All right, darling." She patted Seven on the stomach. "Want some lunch?"
"Now, you are hungry?" Seven looked vaguely amused.
"Well, you wouldn't let me eat what I wanted," Janeway grumbled.
That earned her a little swat across her bare buttocks that stung mildly as the Borg rolled out of the bed and padded naked out into the other room. Astounded, Janeway stared after Seven, having no idea where the gesture had come from, nor was she sure she necessarily wanted to know. There was something curiously endearing about it, however, as if it had been completely unconscious on the Borg's part.
"Are we eating lunch out there?" she called after a moment.
"No," Seven demanded. "Remain in the bed. I will return in a few moments."
Janeway smiled, but rose from the bed anyway. While her partner prepared lunch, the captain stripped away the blankets and replaced the sheets with fresh linen. Then she hustled into the ensuite to take a quick shower, taking the accessories in with her to clean them. She returned them to the box that the couple had acquired to contain all their 'toys', and left it next to their bed in the event they might find use for any of them again, though normally, it was stored under the bed, the top sealed so that their dog would not be tempted to utilize any of the devices as chewies. By the time she crawled back onto the freshly made bed, Seven had entered with a tray.
The Borg blinked as she saw the neat bedding and the freshly showered captain reclining on top of it.
"I also require a shower," she remarked promptly as she placed two mugs of soup and some kind of sandwich wraps on the night stand. Janeway noted that the selection was the perfect kind of meal for consuming in bed.
"I'll wait," Janeway promised, as she sat cross-legged on the silky sheets, though the smell wafting from the meal was flooding her mouth with anticipation and making her stomach rumble.
Seven didn't take long, a quick run through the hydro setting, before returning to her partner, devoid of any sign of their previous exertions. It wasn't that the women didn't enjoy having each other's essence over them, Janeway knew, but taking a moment to refresh themselves, granted them a new burst of energy, as if they were beginning all over again. Considering how well the morning had gone, the captain could only look forward to the afternoon with keen enthusiasm.
"These are extremely good," the captain remarked as she tried her first wrap. The flat bread contained a combination of chicken pieces, lettuce, peppers, tomato, onions and some sort of dressing that she couldn't quite recognize. It was absolutely delicious, but she knew she would have to avail herself of a mouth freshener later ... the onions were particularly piquant. "I've never had these before. They can't possibly be from one of Mother's recipes."
"Actually, it is a recipe I acquired from Neelix, adapted to our particular tastes in filling, of course. I think the flat bread allows for a great deal more variety than traditional bread does."
Janeway smiled, reaching over to pat her partner's leg as she sipped her soup, a broth containing tiny noodles and celery bits, thin enough to wash down the bites of wrap quite nicely.
"You know, we could always give the whole thing up."
Seven regarded her curiously. "What?"
"Starfleet, science, starships, traveling through space ... we should just find ourselves a place to settle down and open a restaurant. You could cook, and I'd wait tables. We'd probably be the most successful eating establishment in the quadrant."
Seven looked blank, and then shook her head. "Sometimes, your humor baffles me, Kathryn. You are not adept at cleaning up after yourself ... I find it highly unlikely you would care to do it for others."
Janeway snickered. "It was just a thought. Haven't you ever wondered about what crazy and different thing you would try, just for the hell of it?"
"No." Seven paused. "I shall make the attempt now."
Janeway smiled quietly to herself at the very earnest expression on her partner's face as Seven gave the matter all due consideration.
"I would like to fish," Seven decided finally. "Go to new and different locations on a variety of planets and attempt to catch whatever is the most challenging species for that particular area."
The captain stared at her, astounded, before reaching over to pat Seven on the stomach. "I'll never accuse you of not knowing what fun is ever again. That sounds like a wonderful way to live."
"It would be different," Seven allowed amiably. "Of course, a certain amount of such a lifestyle would require camping, and I am aware how limited your appeal is for 'roughing it'."
Janeway shrugged. "It wouldn't be a problem. While you're out fishing in the cold and the damp, I could stay in whatever luxurious resort was the closest, enjoying the spa and local entertainment."
Seven smiled. "A suitable compromise."
Janeway finished the final bite of her wrap and leaned back against the pillows, comfortably sipping the last of her soup. "It could be something to think about when the children have all grown and moved out on their own. When we've seen and done all we want to as Starfleet officers ... when it's time to retire."
"Yes," the Borg agreed, leaning back next to her. "I believe that we can look forward to an enjoyable life, Kathryn. Provided we take care in our choices now."
"Agreed, darling." Janeway put her empty mug on the night stand, then shifted so that she was snuggled up against her partner, nestling her head on the Borg's slender shoulder. "Of course, I've already made the best choice of all."
"And that is?" Seven asked, though her tone was indulgent, undoubtedly suspecting where the captain was going with this.
"I married you," Janeway answered anyway, smiling. "Of course."
1400 Hours
Seven of Nine could feel her partner dozing off, the compact body growing heavier against her. It was not particularly surprising, considering that Janeway had just been fed and before that, gently but thoroughly ravished by the Borg. In truth, it was perfectly natural, the woman having had two of her three most basic desires met, now only needing a nap to complete the happy triad. Seven smiled faintly and pulled the woman closer with one arm as she used the other to draw a sheet up over them, settling back against the pillows.
Sometimes, at moments like this, Seven thought she would melt from the sheer tenderness she felt, the tumultuous love that swept through her in a rush. She looked down into her partner's face, smoothed out now in sleep, looking vulnerable and much younger than when Kathryn wore her command mask. Very carefully, the Borg drew her thumb down one cheek, stroking the soft skin, delighting in its texture and warmth. Kathryn was so beautiful, she decided, possessing such delicate features, yet strong as well, so appealing ... such perfection.
Gently, Seven rubbed her cheek against the captain's forehead, breathing deep the fragrance of hair and flesh, of soap and water from Janeway's earlier shower, of the more womanly musk that she simply could not wash away, for which the Borg was truly grateful. It had not been so very long ago that several crewmembers had lost access to certain of their senses, including Seven, who had been temporarily blinded. Now the young woman drank in the presence of her partner, not only with her eyes, but with every sense she possessed, enhanced as they were by Borg nanoprobes, basking in the sight, the smell, the touch, even the taste of the captain, reaching out to flick her tongue over the curve of her ear. That disturbed Janeway and she stirred, making a soft, incoherent sound of protest, before settling further into the Borg's arms, the depth of her respiration increasing, becoming even more regular.
How was it possible to feel this much? Seven wondered. To need someone so intensely that to be without her is like having a part of myself cut away?
She did not understand it, but perhaps, she decided, it was not necessary that she do so. It was just enough to experience it, and with a deep, abiding joy, she spent the next several minutes just holding her spouse, content to listen to the music of her breath and heart, warmed by the heat of her body as if it were a hearth on a cold night, all of it granting her a complete and utter peacefulness in her soul.
Finally, Janeway woke ... slowly, naturally, a slight quiver traveling throughout her form as she raised her head, inhaling deeply. Seven felt the warm rush of her exhalation brush over her throat and she closed her eyes from the sheer sensation of it.
"Sorry, love," Janeway murmured, "I didn't mean to fall asleep on you."
"I love holding you when you sleep," Seven told her honestly.
"How long?"
"Not long, an hour possibly," Seven replied. "Perhaps less." She nuzzled the soft, auburn hair. "I am enjoying this day a great deal."
Janeway made a small noise, half amusement, half ruefulness. "I'm glad, love. That was very much the point of the certificate ... so you could have a good day." She chuckled. "The fact that I'm having a wonderful time as well is purely incidental."
Seven smiled and held her closer.
"Kathryn, how many children shall we have?" she asked after a moment of golden silence.
"How many do you want?" Janeway asked, a little cautiously.
"Four," Seven said promptly. She was amused as her partner stiffened slightly. "But I think two are sufficient. It would be most efficient if we arranged for a multiple birth."
"For you, maybe," Janeway said dryly. "I'm the one who has to carry them around for nine months."
"It would mean only one occurrence of labor."
Janeway blinked. "There is that." She paused, and then added softly, "Annika, I would like us to have a son as well as a daughter."
Seven thought about that, remembering the happiness they had both experienced while babysitting Little Harry. There really was a difference between the genders, even at a young age, but the Borg discovered both were equally easy to love. "Yes," she agreed with certainty. "I would like that as well. To accomplish it, however, requires additional medical manipulation beyond merely the blending of our genetic material. We would require a third party, a male, to donate the necessary Y chromosome."
Janeway eyed her. "Does that bother you?"
"Do you intend to acquire the material in the traditional manner?" Seven countered, humor coloring her tone.
Janeway needed a few seconds to work that out, but when she did, she poked the young woman in the ribs reprovingly. "Of course not, but I'm not sure I want it to be provided in a syringe by an impersonal genetic bank, either."
"Do you wish the father to be involved with our children, Kathryn? Any of the suitable males we know personally, such as Chakotay or Harry Kim, are of the type who would wish to be a viable part of his child's life. That could become ... very complicated."
The captain sighed. "I know. Reproductive science and medical technology have come a long way, but there's always that Human factor to consider."
"Perhaps we should not limit ourselves to 'Humans'. I'm sure Tuvok would approach this situation in a very logical manner, and trust us to raise a child completely on our own."
"A half Vulcan son?" Janeway said. "The cultural complications for the child could be immense, Annika. We would love him completely, of course, but his path would be more difficult than many." Seven felt her stroke the Borg's stomach lightly with her fingertips, lost in thought. "There are always the ancestral banks," she suggested finally, but her tone was uncertain, tentative.
Seven brightened. "Yes. It is traditional that all Federation citizens place genetic samples on file in the event of an emergency. Family members are permitted to partake of any material that remain after the death of the ancestor, unless specified otherwise in a legal document. I am sure my parents provided their material, as undoubtedly did yours. Theoretically, we could fertilize an Annika Hansen egg with sperm from a Janeway male, Edward's perhaps, or vice versa, fertilize a Kathryn Janeway egg with Magnus Hansen sperm."
"Oh god," Janeway groaned, putting a hand over her face as if she couldn't bear to think about it. "That would make our children our siblings, Annika. I know it's been done, and is even a fairly common method when dealing with couples who want the genetic material to stay completely 'in the family', but honestly, darling, at this point the Traditionalist in me is running around in circles, screaming hysterically in horror."
Seven, who was far more dispassionate about this sort of thing, didn't quite understand that particular image, but it was enough to know her partner was disturbed at the implication and decided it was not a viable alternative.
"If we are not prepared to utilize that option, nor do we wish to involve a male friend who could possibly wish to be involved in our child's life, nor do you want to draw on an impersonal genetic banks, that leaves us with limited options, Kathryn. What of the possibility of drawing on a distant, yet familiar source." She paused. "Shall we contact one of your previous lovers, Kathryn? I have none, of course."
"You're not funny," Janeway told her sternly.
Seven did not laugh, but she wanted to. She felt giddy, as if her insides were made of nothing more tangible than fairy dust and gossamer wings. Finally, she and Janeway were making concrete plans to extend their family unit, and the sensation was one she hoped never to forget.
"It is unfortunate neither of us has a brother," Janeway added.
Seven blinked. "Why is a brother acceptable for donation, while a father is not?"
Janeway thought about it. "I don't know," she admitted finally, somewhat uncomfortably. "Possibly because a brother would possess the same combination of paternal and maternal genetic traits that either of us would."
"It is easier to perceive a brother as a male version of ourselves on some level, rather than as another family member," Seven translated.
"Something like that. Plus, it would be all right for a brother to play 'uncle' to the child, because that's exactly what he would be."
"This is becoming even more complicated," Seven noted with a sigh.
The Borg grew thoughtful, and Janeway prodded her in the ribs. "What?"
"We could search for an alternate reality, where either you or I were male," the Borg suggested in a reasonable tone. "That would provide exactly the genetic material we require. Provided either of our male counterparts was amenable, of course."
Janeway was speechless.
"Darling," she managed finally, "sometimes your thought processes actually scare me."
Seven decided to take that as a compliment, regardless of how her partner intended it.
"Thank you."
Janeway stared at her a moment longer, and then shook her head. "Maybe we should just have two daughters, after all," she suggested. "Far less aggravation."
"But we both wish for a son." Seven raised an eyebrow "It does occur to me that it might be selfish for us to be so scientifically determining who these beings should be genetically. Should we not be happy with whomever we are capable of conceiving?"
"On one level, that's perfectly true, darling, but not planning how we do this is selfish, as well. Having children changes one's whole life, and if we're not prepared to make that adjustment, it's inevitably the child who suffers. It makes sense to control what we can, because I can assure you, darling, a lot of this is going to be completely out of our hands. That's the other thing that happens when kids are involved. You know that just from interacting with Naomi and the Borg children."
"Yes." Seven paused, saddened suddenly as the reality of what was about to happen made itself felt again. "I shall miss Naomi and Mezoti greatly when the Wildmans resume their lives on DS9. I will be able to see Icheb, of course, because he and Chakotay are remaining on Earth, but I will be out of touch with Azan and Rebi, who are intending to go with Tuvok to Vulcan. At least, Little Harry will be in San Francisco with his parents. If I choose a position with Starfleet Command, perhaps I shall be able to visit him occasionally."
Janeway hugged her tightly. "Sometimes that's just how life is, love. People move on and paths diverge, no matter how close they once traveled together." She kissed the Borg gently on the cheek. "I assure you, when we have our own children, we'll barely have time to wonder what's going on with the others we knew."
"That does not make me feel better, Kathryn," Seven said unhappily.
"No," Janeway allowed gently, reaching up to stroke the young woman's hair. "I don't suppose it does." Seven felt the captain's lips brush gently along the underside of her chin, and she raised her head, closing her eyes for the moment as she allowed the caress to comfort her.
"Kathryn, if we are unable to stay with Gretchen in Indiana," Seven said after a while, "could we live in San Francisco? I think I would like being near the ocean."
"Of course, darling. Who knows, I might even be able to get my old house back. It has a yard that would be perfect for Jake." She paused. "I really should have asked what was done with it," she added fretfully. "Whether it was transferred back to the city, or if another family member took it over."
"Is this the dwelling on R. Garrett Avenue, overlooking the bay?"
Janeway blinked. "Yes ... how did you know?"
"Phoebe informed me of it in one of her letters, or rather, she mentioned that when she and Gretchen visit San Francisco, that is where they stay."
Janeway frowned. "I was unaware they were in the habit of visiting San Francisco."
Seven regarded her partner evenly. "Perhaps they did not share this with you, so as not to make you feel uncomfortable, but when Voyager was first lost, both Gretchen and Phoebe resided in San Francisco for over a year and a half. Phoebe implied to me that Gretchen utilized many contacts in Starfleet Command to keep the search going long after others had given up."
Janeway closed her eyes. "Of course, she would," she said, huskily. "Why didn't I think of that?"
"In any event, Gretchen still visits often, particularly in the past year, and has many friends there. Phoebe mentioned that she may even move there permanently."
The captain shook her head. "How is it that you know more about my family than I do?"
"I do not know, Kathryn," Seven replied honestly. "Perhaps I ask more questions?"
"Or you're more honest about your interest in their lives," Janeway said, a touch of bitterness in her tone, directed not at Seven, the Borg realized, but at herself. "God, when did I lose touch with them, Annika? Why don't I know these things?"
"You are a starship captain," Seven pointed out evenly. "You have more to concern yourself with than anyone else on this vessel, and because of our circumstances, perhaps even more than any captain currently serving in Starfleet." She paused. "You will have opportunity to know them again, Kathryn. Is that not what we've decided? That remaining a year or so on Earth will be the best thing for us?"
"You're right, of course," Janeway said, patting the Borg on the stomach. "I guess I'm just now considering things that I haven't thought about in a long, long time."
"Too many things, perhaps."
1500 Hours
Ro Laren drew on her robe, raising an eyebrow as she regarded her lover sprawled over most of the bed. B'Elanna had a lazy smile on her face as she napped, the sort of smug expression of someone who was well satisfied with herself and her place in the universe. It was quite adorable, and the Bajoran smiled faintly to herself as she left the bedroom and went out into the living area. Taking a seat at her workstation, she pulled up the file of a recent letter she had received from Captain Jean-Luc Picard, putting the contents on her screen.
On first reading, it had seemed a fairly innocuous missive, nothing more than a simple request by a previous captain to meet with him before taking on any new assignment. It was flattering, sounding very much like an attempt to lure her back to the Enterprise, from a captain well-known for keeping as much of his crew intact as possible. Certainly, he had always professed a respect for her skills that she didn't always feel she deserved, but a regard that she had always been grateful for, needing the little bit of reassurance that she was not a complete mess.
She wasn't sure what had alerted her, what minor aspect of the message gave her the hint that perhaps it was something more than what it appeared. Something had, however, and she had spent every spare moment trying to track the elusive clue down. As she did, she gradually realized that there was something else contained within the message itself, an encoded pattern that should not be there.
Layers upon layers, and it intrigued her greatly.
Of course, it was entirely possible she was just imagining the whole thing, but that didn't explain why the subtle pattern existed in the first place. By this time, she was beginning to suspect it was another message lying beneath the upper layer and it was taking all her encryption skills to chip away at it.
Frowning as another promising line of code abruptly skidded to a dead end, she leaned back in her chair, glaring at it. She was rapidly arriving at the point where she was tempted to ask Seven for assistance. Nobody knew encryption codes like the Borg, but unfortunately, a hail on the comm badge indicated that the young woman did not wish to be disturbed this day, and Ro didn't think this was worth breaking a level ten privacy seal. On the other hand, a man like Jean-Luc Picard did not send a secret message encrypted in another one just to entertain himself.
"Hey."
Ro started abruptly, realizing that she had been starting blankly at the viewscreen for so long that she had lost track of time. She glanced over her shoulder, smiling crookedly as her lover padded out into the living room, naked but for a pair of bright, fuzzy yellow slippers.
"Why did you put on footwear?" she asked dryly.
B'Elanna looked at her oddly. "My feet were cold."
Ro laughed. "Ask a stupid question..."
"What are you working on?" B'Elanna asked, peering over the Bajoran's head curiously, resting her hands lightly on Ro's shoulders.
Ro resisted the urge to reach out and blank the screen, knowing that would be far more suspicious than if she just shrugged it off. Then, she wondered why she thought she needed to hide this from B'Elanna.
"It's the letter I received from Picard," she said with studied casualness.
"Is that an encryption code?
Damn, Ro thought, that's amazing. She had to remember that B'Elanna's brashness merely concealed a keen and brilliant mind, it did not mean she was oblivious to things.
"I'm not entirely sure," she admitted. "I think so, but every time I try to decode it, it's just gibberish. It's possible that it's nothing more than just some form of static or flaw in the file."
"You should have told me."
Ro felt her face flame. "I ... uh..." she began.
"I could have helped you with it," B'Elanna continued, and Ro suddenly realized that the Klingon was not making an accusation, merely delivering a comment on the message itself. "Look, this is the signature that threads the code, not there. The other is just a ... a 'red herring', a diversion from the real code."
Ro blinked. "How do you know so much about encryption?" she blurted, astonished.
"Are you kidding?" B'Elanna said, inserting herself between Ro and the desk, sitting down between the Bajoran's legs which the officer drew up to give the Klingon room. "What did you think Seven and I talked about all the time we were hanging out together? Sex?"
"Well, actually..." Ro began.
B'Elanna shook her head. "No, we used to try to come up with ways to send messages that the Borg couldn't detect. It wasn't easy," she added idly as she tapped commands into the console. "The Borg are better at decoding encryption than any culture I've ever heard of. Of course, that makes sense considering they aren't one species, but thousands of them, all collected together in one big hive mind." She made a few final entries and leaned back against the Bajoran, her back smooth against Ro's body. "There, it should finish decryption in a few moments."
"Thank you," Ro managed, still stunned.
"Why would Jean-Luc Picard send you a coded message?" B'Elanna asked, glancing over her shoulder.
Ro exhaled slowly, wrapping her arms around her lover. "I don't know," she said, startled as the characters on the screen rippled suddenly, resolving themselves into recognizable information. "I'm hoping that once this is decoded, it will tell me."
"Hmm," B'Elanna offered, a short sound of puzzlement, rather than acknowledgment.
The Bajoran turned her head, pressing her cheek against the Klingon's temple and vowed never to underestimate her lover again ... nor maintain this rather foolish belief that she could keep secrets from her. Even without trying, B'Elanna had a way of uncovering whatever was going on.
Perhaps the wrong person was contemplating a future in Starfleet Intelligence.
"Here it comes," B'Elanna said. She hesitated, then turned fully to look Ro in the face. "Do you want me to see this?"
Ro felt her heart catch. "You deserve to," she said softly. "You're the one who decoded it, after all." She smiled slightly. "You know, we make a pretty good team."
B'Elanna returned the smile. "We do, don't we?"
Together, they turned and looked at the screen now holding the real message intended for the security officer, and Ro heard B'Elanna's breath catch as she skimmed it quickly. Her own respiration was none too steady either by the time she was finished, either.
Attn: Ro Laren, USS Voyager
From: Captain Jean-Luc Picard, USS Enterprise
Recognition: Ten Forward
Be advised; covert operations group classified Section 31 discovered within ranks of Starfleet Intelligence, operating outside general constitution of Federation charter of rights. Influence extends to highest ranks of Starfleet Command and Federation Council. Your mission is as follows: Remain in proximity to Captain Kathryn Janeway and Seven of Nine. Latest target of Section 31 reputed to be Seven of Nine, intended for capture, incarceration, interrogation and eventual vivisection due to connection with the Borg queen. Upon return to Federation, you will meet with me and turn down request to resume position on helm, both publicly, and with rancor. Insist that currently only Janeway deserves your loyalty. Meeting is to end with recriminations. Afterward, expect to be recruited by Section 31 for conduit to Borg subject. You are to infiltrate their ranks and uncover names, places, operational status, conveying this information to myself.
"Kahless," B'Elanna exhaled, a tiny whisper of disbelief.
"B'Elanna, can you delete this portion of code from the message?" Ro said, her face set hard, her voice one of glacial intensity. "I want it totally gone, no trace of it for anyone else to find."
Startled, B'Elanna looked at her, opened her mouth to say something, stopped as if reconsidering, then dipped her head once. She tapped in several commands, working silently for several minutes. Finally, all that was left was the original, pleasant message from a captain to an ex-crewmember. The two women sat in silence, staring blankly at the screen.
"What are you going to do?" B'Elanna asked finally, in a small voice.
"Accept the mission," Ro said softly. "How could I not? Not only does it come from Picard, it seems that Janeway and Seven have been targeted by Section 31."
B'Elanna's eyes were troubled. "Are you certain this is legit?" she asked, getting up from the chair and turning around to lean against the desk so that she could face Ro.
"It had Picard's recognition code."
"Ten forward?" B'Elanna said, obviously remembering the contents of the missive in detail. "What does that mean?"
"It's the deck on the Enterprise," Ro explained. "The ship's lounge."
"That's a code?"
"To me," Ro said grimly. "It's not what's in Ten-forward." She paused, and her voice lowered. "It's who." At B'Elanna's blank look, she shook her head. "I'll explain someday," she said quietly. "Are you sure the encrypted message is gone?"
"As if it never existed." B'Elanna stared at the Bajoran. "Laren, what's going on here? What's Section 31?"
Ro frowned. "There have always been unsubstantiated rumors, whispers in the dark, particularly for those of us in security. Stories of a conspiracy reaching to the upper levels of Starfleet Command itself, of a group that operated outside the Federation charter, similar to the Romulan's Tal Shiar or the Cardassian Obsidian Order. Apparently, they were responsible for the fall of governments and disappearances of key people at key times, including arranged assassinations and interference with other species in direct defiance of the Prime Directive." She swallowed. "I'm not sure that I ever really believed them, but obviously, they do exist ... and Picard's going after them."
"It sounds like he's using Janeway and Seven to do it," B'Elanna said shortly, her dark eyes beginning to sparkle dangerously. Ro noticed idly, with a sort of dry amusement, that the Klingon did not question the story of an illicit organization operating outside Federation law and ideals. Obviously, the ex-Maquis had seen too much to dismiss the existence of such a group, even if she hadn't heard of them before.
Ro shook her head. "No, Seven's already been targeted."
"But you're not being assigned to protect her," B'Elanna said. "It sounds like you're supposed to help them get their hands on her. What the hell was that word? Vivisection?"
"It won't come to that."
"Are you sure?" B'Elanna's jaw was set hard.
"I won't let it come to that," Ro promised, looking the Klingon directly in the eyes.
"How are you going to stop it?" B'Elanna said flatly.
"By doing exactly what Picard requests," Ro said. "Be in the right place at the right time when it all comes down."
"We need to tell the captain."
"No!" Ro's voice was sharp. "You are to forget that you ever saw this. Is that clear?" She stared demandingly at her lover, and took a deep breath, knowing she had to explain further. "B'Elanna, how good is Seven at hiding the truth? For that matter, how good is the captain? Has there been anything that's ever happened on this ship that
you didn't find out about within a day at the latest. Prophets, remember the Omega Directive? By the time it was done, everyone on the ship knew about it, when the only person who was supposed to was the captain."
B'Elanna tried to hold her gaze but was unable to, looking away unhappily.
"Lanna, if what I've heard about this group is correct, they make you look like a babe in the woods when it comes to digging out information they shouldn't have. If they suspect that Janeway or Seven know about their interest in acquiring the Queen's own drone, full of key information about the Collective that the average drone doesn't have, they won't change their intention, just how they go about doing it. Somehow, Picard has found out what's going on, and acquired a jump on them. If they change tactics, we won't even have that, nor will I have a chance to get inside and disrupt them. I won't have the opportunity to be in a position to try to protect Seven or Janeway."
"Are you sure that protecting Seven is on Picard's agenda?" B'Elanna insisted. "He has his own reasons for hating the Borg."
"Yes, he does," Ro agreed. "But I know he's a good and honorable man, and I'll tell you what he hates even more than the Borg: something like Section 31, an organization that lurks in the shadows and uses innocents to do their dirty work; a group of fanatics that hide their intent behind Starfleet and use their power for selfish and malevolent ends. If they've surfaced enough to attract his attention, then they've been getting powerful, but they've also made a bad enemy if they've crossed him in some way. He'll reach down, drag them up into the light where everyone can see them, and he won't care who he has to challenge to do it. A group like Section 31 can't survive in the light, and it's probably the war which ended up granting them the freedom to interfere with a captain like Picard."
B'Elanna lifted her head, staring briefly at the ceiling.
"You're guessing about a lot of this stuff," B'Elanna said.
"Some," Ro admitted. "But what I'm not guessing about is Picard. If he needs me to do this, then I'll do it."
"You're just trying to make up for what happened eight years ago with him."
Ro reacted sharply to the accusation, and damped it down almost immediately. "Maybe," she said finally, in a mild tone reminiscent of Janeway's. "But it's what I have to do." She lowered her tone further. "B'Elanna, you know that this is the sort of life that I want. For you to be a part of it, I need to be able to trust you implicitly, without question. Can I?"
B'Elanna's throat moved in the bright illumination of day watch, her eyes dark and disturbed as she stared out the near viewport. Finally she shifted them, meeting Ro's steady gaze, studying the Bajoran's face.
"Yes," she said softly, obviously knowing exactly what Ro was asking of her. "You can trust me."
Ro bent her head in acknowledgment of how hard this was for her partner. "Thank you."
"But I don't always have to like it," B'Elanna added.
"No," Ro said. "I'm not asking that you like it."
The two women looked at each other bleakly, but there was no getting around it. Their return to the Alpha Quadrant would have implications that no one else on the ship would ... or could ... know.
1600 Hours
Janeway stood in the doorway of the ensuite and admired the lean, lanky form of her partner, observing her with a deep, almost reverent appreciation. Seven was stretched out on the bed, face down, her head cradled on her folded arms, while spread over the pillows like strands of pure, silken gold, her hair seemed to form a halo about her. The luster of her skin was almost luminous, and it was uniquely heartbreaking when the captain's eyes fell upon the harsh and jarring reminders of the woman's time with the Borg: the two, starburst-shaped implants embedded in the small of her back, one on each side of the base of her spine, while silvery mesh traced a pattern down one leg, starting just above the knee and encircling the calf to her ankle.
Seven's face was turned toward the captain, but her eyes were closed as the young woman took a moment to rest, perhaps reflecting on all they had been discussing this day.
Quietly, Janeway moved over to the side of the bed, and leaned down to kiss the flat plane of the Borg's near shoulder blade, nuzzling the soft skin over the hard bone before nibbling a delicate trail down Seven's spine, lips brushing over every mild bump and ridge. Seven made a quiet sound of pleasure, almost a purr of contentment, and Janeway paused as she reached the crease that ran between the two swells, glancing back up the length of her partner in an attempt to see her expression.
Seven's eyes were still closed, but there was a small smile on her face, almost as if she were dreaming of what lay ahead, and finding it pleasant indeed. Or perhaps she was merely concentrating on the tender caresses of her partner, anticipating what was to come in her more immediate future. Janeway felt the corner of her mouth curl, and she crawled onto the bed where she lowered herself onto the young woman, pressing her breasts and stomach against the smooth back, feeling the buttocks push softly into her groin, burying her face in the mass of soft, blonde hair as she wrapped her arms around the young woman's torso.
"Mmm, Kathryn?"
"Yes, darling," the captain murmured, depositing kisses on the soft nap of Seven's neck.
"Did you want something?"
"You," Janeway told her. "All the time."
Seven made a small sound of amusement. "You have me," she promised. "Whenever you wish."
"Oh, I don't know about that," Janeway responded huskily, nibbling her ear. "There have been times, on the bridge or in the conference room, when I've wanted you so badly, my teeth ached, only I couldn't acknowledge it."
"Ah, but that was not my doing," Seven pointed out, her eyes still closed. "That was because you do not want to appear as 'Human' in front of your crew."
Janeway smiled. "I'm already Human to them, Annika, maybe more than a starship captain should be. What I don't want, is to look like a dirty old woman in front of them."
Seven raised an eyebrow. "You are not old."
"Or dirty?"
"If the context with which you mean 'dirty' is what I believe, then your initial assessment was correct," Seven responded evenly. "You are lascivious."
Janeway laughed. "Who wouldn't be with you as a wife?" she responded playfully, reaching down with her right hand to pinch Seven's buttock lightly.
"In fact," Seven continued, squirming a bit as she opened her eyes, and turned her head to glance back at her spouse. "You are what B'Elanna commonly refers to as a 'hound'."
"Seven!" Janeway protested, nipping at her shoulder. "I'm not a hound. A hound is someone who is indiscriminate. I am very discriminating in my tastes. There's only one person in the universe who makes me want to bay at the moon."
"Me?"
Janeway nuzzled her ear. "You," she said firmly, and tightened the grasp she had on Seven's behind, squeezing the handful of soft flesh provocatively.
The Borg wiggled beneath her. "Kathryn," she muttered, but it was a weak protest at best.
"Why don't you roll over?" the captain suggested.
"Because you're on top of me?" Seven offered logically.
Janeway ran her fingers over the curve of flesh, allowing them to drop into the hollow between Seven's legs, fingertips barely brushing the heat that waited there. "Or perhaps you should stay right where you are," she noted in a husky trill.
She heard Seven swallow audibly. "Perhaps I should."
Janeway smiled and traced a languid path back down Seven's spine, dragging her nipples lingeringly along the Borg's back as she mouthed the skin and muscle lavishly. When she reached the soft cushion of Seven's buttocks, she put both hands on them, stroking slowly, kneading them in the way she knew the Borg liked. Seven whimpered slightly and raised herself up, drawing her knees under her. The captain took a moment to assist her, finding a pillow to tuck beneath the Borg's stomach, giving her some support.
She knelt between Seven's ankles, continuing her caresses of the rounded curves, drawing her fingertips lovingly along the depressions at the side. She didn't understand exactly why Seven so enjoyed having this part of her body attended to, but then again, she really didn't need to. Every individual was different, particularly when it came to lovemaking, and a caress that could leave one person unmoved or even repelled, could send another to the heights of ecstasy. It was enough to know that Seven enjoyed having her buttocks attended to like this, was greatly aroused when certain intimate areas were targeted specifically, and because of that, Janeway derived a great deal of pleasure in accommodating her. She was also keenly aware of how vulnerable this positioning made the young woman, and Janeway was deeply touched by the absolute trust her partner placed in her without hesitation.
She placed her hands on Seven's inner thighs, fingertips tingling at the sensation of the warm, smooth skin, and spread the Borg's legs further, leaving her open and exposed to her. A wisp of fragrance came to her, the first hint of Seven's deepening readiness, a primal perfume that tickled the captain's nostrils, and sent a corresponding surge of desire through her own body.
"Kathryn," Seven moaned softly, her arms wrapped around the pillow beneath her head, as if hanging onto it in an effort to control herself.
"I'm right here, darling," Janeway assured her softly, drawing her fingers up to touch Seven's intimate juncture, making the Borg shiver abruptly. As she fondled her lightly, swirling her fingers around the little nubbin that grew firm beneath her touch, the captain leaned over and retrieved certain items from the 'toybox' next to the bed. When she straightened and looked down, she could see the gleam of moisture appearing in the provocative shadows of her love, could smell another hint of anticipatory musk from her spouse, and felt the wetness bathe her fingertips with an inticing heat.
It invited her to more intimate exploration, and moving very slowly, she found Seven's opening and tenderly eased her index finger into the oozing channel. The captain closed her eyes at the sensation, taking a long, shuddering breath as the clinging walls surrounded the digit. As a result of her second assimilation by the Borg, Seven was exceptionally 'tight', and required a great deal of care and preparation for penetration. Learning how to do it well had greatly enhanced the experience of lovemaking for both women, and whenever Janeway provided this form of caress, it was a profoundly moving experience for her. No one else had ever done this for the young woman, no one else had been granted this privilege, and for Janeway, it sent a surge of emotion and desire raging through her, making it difficult to breathe.
"Oh, Kathryn," Seven exhaled, a quiet whisper of demand as she pushed back against her partner's tender probe of her innermost regions, accepting the entry with delight.
Janeway breathed slowly and deliberately, bringing her passion under control. Unlike her first attempt at introducing Seven to something new earlier in the day, the captain wanted this encounter to be completely positive, regardless of how much time it took. She brought her other hand up between Seven's legs, rubbing the little ridge tenderly as she flexed within the Borg, feeling the confines of her partner's inner passage slowly loosen around her finger as more moisture eased her motion. Eventually, she was able to slide within the wonderfully wet channel, twisting to ready Seven even more until the captain could finally add her middle finger. It was able to reach deeper into her partner, the tip of it brushing against a blockage inside which made the Borg lurch and cry out in joy.
Seven's breath was coming in muffled sobs now, and Janeway removed her other hand from the Borg's swollen ridge, not wanting either of them to get ahead of themselves. Hearing the small sigh of protest from her partner, she smiled faintly, and patted Seven's buttock fondly.
"I'm not going anywhere, love," she promised. "No teasing, just slowing things down a bit."
"Yes, Kathryn," Seven whispered, swallowing hard, her trust in her partner absolute.
The captain bent down and deposited a kiss on her partner's right buttock as, with her free hand, she opened the jar resting next to her knee. The sexual lubricant was silky as she scooped up a generous amount and slathered it over the Ben-wa balls she had acquired earlier. She withdrew her fingers from Seven and immediately positioned the first ball against the young woman's entrance, holding onto Seven's hip to keep her in place. She paused, then insistently, yet gently, inserted the weighted ball into Seven, then the second, the two silvery spheres filled with a quicksilver fluid that made them roll provocatively within the Borg. A soft, fine chain of tiny links remained outside, and the captain tugged on it lightly, setting the balls into further motion. Seven immediately arched her back and moaned, pressing back against her partner.
"Oh, Kathryn," she said, moving her face blindly into her pillow, "that feels ... it is amazing..."
"My darling," Janeway told her, "I want it to feel even better for you." She paused to cover her finger with more lubrication, then inserted the tip into Seven's rear channel, pausing briefly as she tried to catch her breath. "Annika, I need you to tell me if I'm going too fast or too far with this," she instructed softly. "Just say the word and I'll stop immediately."
Seven moaned softy. "Yes, Kathryn, I promise..."
Janeway inhaled deeply, trying to control her own passion. Just as Seven was being stimulated by this, the older woman was almost overwhelmed by the thought of the pleasure she was providing to her lover. She very carefully wiggled her finger into Seven's rear channel and discovered that the movement of the balls in the adjacent passage were easily detected through the thin membrane separating the young woman's most intimate recesses. She shivered in delicious empathy as her fingertip forced the balls to roll back and forth within Seven, inciting them to collide with each other, as well as with the interior blockage where Seven's g-spot was located. The Borg cried out, her hips moving of their own accord, undulating beneath the captain's tender caresses.
Using great care, Janeway pushed her finger into Seven a little deeper, the pleasure rushing over the young woman in steady waves, evident in the way the Borg trembled and moaned. Finally, the captain's finger was inserted as deeply as it could go, as were the balls, and both channels abruptly spasmed as the Borg was unable to resist this tender assault on her senses. Janeway waited a few seconds for the young woman's climax to subside, then slowly began to move her finger in and out of the Borg's rear channel. This area of Seven's anatomy was more flexible than her lower passage, more responsive, and before long, Janeway was able to work a second finger into the sultry passage, pushing both in as far as she could. This was another new experience ... never had she attempted more than one digit at a time ... and Seven moaned, clutching her pillow.
Janeway took a deep shuddering breath, then left her fingers in place, feeling the balls ripple along the underside of them, moving as if they were alive. Swallowing hard, she slipped her other hand around to Seven's mound, hesitating at the apex of the crease, her fingers barely brushing over the firm nub she found there.
"Darling?" she whispered.
"Oh, Kathryn," Seven gulped, her breath a sob. "Please..."
The plea sent an irresistible surge of desire through the captain, and tenderly, she began to massage the tiny protrusion, swirling her fingertips over it as she flexed her other hand in perfect rhythm, creating a cataclysmic motion with the quicksilver balls which impacted steadily on the young woman's g-spot. Seven actually screamed as multiple orgasms ripped through her, and it was all the captain could do not to lose her balance and topple off the bed as the Borg spasmed uncontrollably. The young woman's steady flutters around Janeway's fingers abruptly ... and most astonishingly ... triggered the captain's own pleasure, the older woman feeling a mild orgasm shiver through her in empathy with her partner, her pelvic area clenching as Seven collapsed on the bed, unable to respond any further beyond minor shudders.
Somewhat stunned ... not to mention, very impressed ... Janeway decided that this particular toy, which she had received for her birthday from Seven, had more advantages that she had initially anticipated. Her next task, however, was figuring out how to remove them from the young woman's body ... which seemed somewhat reluctant to give them up.
1700 Hours
Seven of Nine lay quiescent in the aftermath of Janeway's incredible and unexpected method of lovemaking, striving to regain the scattered pieces of herself. Penetration was usually more the captain's preference, while Seven appreciated a more esoteric form of intimacy, but this had been so different that she was still recovering. Even now, long after Janeway had withdrawn both fingers and balls, and was now spooned around the Borg, holding her tightly in a warm embrace, Seven still felt the ripples of mild orgasms shiver through her, the last aftershocks of a tumultuous and shattering experience.
"Are you all right, love?" the captain whispered, obviously a bit concerned at Seven's continuing silence.
"Yes," Seven responded quietly. She paused. "I believe that is the first time that I have ever forgot where I was ... or who I was with."
Janeway seemed to exhale, almost in relief. She pressed her palm against Seven's stomach, fingers spread wide, pulling the Borg closer to her. "Did you enjoy it?"
Seven exhaled slowly, thinking about it. "I believe it was similar to your experience with the Wonder Wand, when I was introducing you to its varied features, or when I first showed you how my fingertips could vibrate, and did not stop until you were almost insensate."
"Too much?" Janeway guessed.
"Yes," Seven said. "It became very much about the encounter itself, and not about who was loving me." She hesitated, trying to find words to convey what she was feeling. "I could not speak, unable to make it stop ... or to demand it continue, which is also what I wanted. I could only concentrate on my body, on the intense sensations I was experiencing."
"You're not in a hurry to have me to do it again," the captain translated.
Seven hesitated, then shook her head. "It is acceptable on occasion, but I am not interested in being pleasured to the point where I no longer care who is doing it to me, Kathryn ... I wish only to be intimate with you. An experience like this makes me feel ... distanced from you..." She paused, frustrated by her limited vocabulary. "I am not explaining this well."
"You're explaining it just fine, my darling," Janeway assured her, hugging her tightly. "I didn't want it to be about sex rather than love, I merely wanted to introduce you to something new and different. Perhaps I became so intent on creating an experience, I lost track of the emotion."
"I know you love me, Kathryn," Seven told her seriously. "That was never in doubt."
Janeway kissed her temple. "I guess I just wanted the day you used your certificate to be a memorable one for you."
"It is very memorable," Seven protested mildly, a hint of dry humor touching her tone. She stirred, shifting, and Janeway loosened her grip to allow the Borg to roll over. "I shall never forget this day, and it is not because of our lovemaking."
Janeway nuzzled her. "Neither will I, darling," she said, her lips tender on Seven's skin. "Taking the time to be together was the perfect way to celebrate the conclusion of our journey."
The Borg snuggled into the captain's embrace, sliding her arms around her, and the couple spent some time cuddling in the warm nest of bedding. Seven considered her partner's words, realizing that this
was a celebration of sorts, but that it was also an ending, one that stung her with the knowledge of what they were leaving behind.
"Kathryn, this is our final day in the Delta Quadrant."
"Hopefully," Janeway agreed.
"It doesn't bother you?" Seven sighed wistfully. "Soon, you and I will be living elsewhere, moving on with our lives, leaving Voyager behind, and I know that is a natural and positive progression for us..."
"But?" Janeway prodded gently.
"This is my home," Seven whispered. "This is the first place I have felt loved since I was a child ... since before I was assimilated."
Janeway pulled her closer, kissing her sweetly. "I'm sorry, darling. I guess I haven't been looking at it that way, or how leaving Voyager would affect you. As a Starfleet officer, I'm used to constantly moving around, and living on a variety of ships and stations." She paused, rubbing her cheek soothingly against Seven's forehead. "Now that you mention it, however, I guess I will miss these quarters. This was our home and it's not going to be easy to say good-bye to it."
"It hurts, Kathryn, in a way that I do not fully comprehend."
"The hurt will ease, Annika," Janeway said comfortingly. "This ship will always hold a special place in our hearts. After all, it's where we learned to love each other ... it's perfectly understandable that we're going to miss it. However, it doesn't mean that we won't be able to make homes in other places, just as precious and special as these quarters have been to us." She bent her head so that she could catch Seven's gaze. "You are home to me, darling. Where you are is where I belong. The actual surroundings are quite irrelevant."
Seven smiled and closed the distance between them, kissing Janeway tenderly. The captain's lips were soft, a balm on her soul, and she tried to let go of the pain in her heart at having to leave these quarters and this ship, perhaps never to return. She simply had to trust that her partner's words were true, that wherever they finally found themselves, they would be together and Kathryn would always love her.
"Darling, if things do become uncomfortable for you emotionally when we first return to the Alpha Quadrant," Janeway continued. "I want you to drag me aside from whatever I'm doing and let me know, no matter what. Consider that an order, from both your captain and the woman who adores you more than life itself."
"Yes, Kathryn," Seven promised. "I will not try to handle any emotional turmoil on my own."
"Don't be afraid of sharing your fears with other people, either," Janeway insisted. "Kes would be of particular help during such a time."
Seven did not respond immediately, less than thrilled with the reference to the Ocampa, particularly since her recent return seemed to come at the expense of her friend, Sek. Janeway had welcomed her 'lost sheep' back with open arms and didn't quite understand Seven's reluctance to offer the female the same friendship that she had offered the hologram, since the captain considered what had happened to be nothing more than a melding of the two individuals. Seven was rather hoping that with the pending trip to the Alpha Quadrant, she wouldn't have to deal with the Ocampa at all.
"I will speak to others if I require it," she responded guardedly. "I'm sure Phoebe and Gretchen will be of particular assistance, just as they were when I was transported to DS9 two years ago."
If Janeway noticed the Borg's deliberate attempt to divert the topic from the ship's counselor, she didn't mention it or pursue her wish for Seven to be more friendly to Kes. Instead, she pulled the young woman closer and kissed her.
"I do love you, darling," she said softly. "With all my heart. Regardless of what else may have happened on this unique and amazing voyage in this quadrant, finding you is the one thing that made it all worthwhile."
Seven quirked an eyebrow. "I'm sure the rest of the crew, who were also lost, would be glad to know that."
"Now, you're just being sarcastic," Janeway told her, poking her lightly in the ribs. "I have no idea how you developed such a cynical nature."
"It would not have come from you?" Seven asked innocently.
"Of course not," Janeway remarked indignantly. "I'm the sweetest, most mild-mannered person imaginable."
"Ah," Seven said. "It must have been behavior learned from B'Elanna."
"Certainly," Janeway agreed readily. "B'Elanna's always been a bad influence on you."
Seven smiled at her. "She will be working on Mars. If I am able to arrange a position with Dr. Brahms, I would have the opportunity to continue working with her on some projects."
"Then you should push for that," Janeway told her, seriously, all trace of playfulness gone for the moment. "I want you to be happy, Annika. Make that your priority. Not what will make me happy, but what will be best for you."
"I understand," Seven said. She paused. "You must do the same, and when we have both come to a decision, then we will discuss what it is required to fulfill both."
"Agreed." Janeway studied her partner's face, then smiled. "Have I mentioned lately how glad I am to be married to you?"
"Not this afternoon," Seven noted accurately.
"Ah, then consider yourself informed."
"I will," the Borg said, and kissed her, slowly. It was so pleasant to spend this lazy day in bed, making love, talking, sharing their thoughts and feelings ... she made a vow to do more of this in the future. Just as Kathryn had given her permission to pull her away from her duties if she felt distressed in the future, she made a note to keep an eye on the captain. If she decided that Janeway was becoming too stressed, she would insist on another day like this, regardless of where it had to take place.
"Mmm, darling?"
"Yes, Kathryn?"
"We should take a bath," the captain suggested. "Long and hot and steamy..."
Seven smiled. "That is acceptable. Now?"
"Why not?" Janeway said. "Afterward, we can make dinner. Then, maybe put on some music ... dance a little? I know you wanted to spend the whole day in bed, but there are other ways to be together and talk without needing to be between the sheets."
Seven's smile grew wider. "Agreed. It will be the perfect way to wrap up a wonderful day." She paused. "You must promise not to contact the rest of the ship when we are up."
Janeway started to speak, hesitated, then blushed faintly. "Of course not," she said, with just the slightest hint of defensiveness, and Seven knew that she had nailed the captain, good and proper. Sometimes her partner was far more transparent than she realized. "I wouldn't dream of it."
"Of course not," Seven repeated evenly.
Janeway eyed her for a moment, then blushed again and rolled from the bed. "I'll start the bath," she said, obviously as a bit of a peace offering.
"I shall get the wine and the glasses."
The Borg went out into the outer room and behind the kitchenette counter, finding an unopened bottle of Voyager Vinery, as Janeway had christened it, a distillation of a certain type of alien fruit that a group of crewmembers in biometrics produced from an illicit still down in their lab on deck eight. The science officers were blissfully unaware that one of their more regular customers was the captain herself, because Janeway managed to have Neelix arrange any transaction regarding the exchange of replicator rations for the wine. As Seven drew the blue bottle from the couple's wine cooling unit, her eye was caught by another laying neatly by itself at the rear of the unit. It was a bottle of Chateau Picard champagne, hoarded by the captain for seven years. No matter how little wine the couple had possessed at any one time in their journey, this bottle had never been touched, intended for one purpose and one purpose only.
When Voyager settled into orbit around Earth, Janeway would gather her remaining senior staff in the conference room and lift a toast to a successful return home, as well as to those who had not made it back with her. Seven suspected it would be a most bittersweet event for her spouse, as well as the rest of the command crew.
She finished gathering up the glasses and returned to the ensuite where the tub was full, the water silky from an array of oils and salts the captain had added. The room was lit with a profusion of candles, their flickering gleam casting soft shadows about the tiles, and Seven smiled when she saw that Janeway had already made herself comfortable in the bath. The Borg uncorked the bottle, poured the blue wine into the tall, crystal glasses, and handed one to Janeway, who accepted it with a nod of appreciation. Then, after setting the bottle down in the built-in ice bucket, and holding her own glass somewhat awkwardly, Seven stepped gingerly into the tub, easing down into the warm water that swirled from the action of a multitude of jets.
She glanced at her partner, noting how the shimmering illumination brought out the reds in the captain's hair, how the heat from the water colored the woman's soft skin with the most appealing shade of rose. The captain raised her glass, and obligingly, Seven raised her own, reaching over to clink it gently against the captain's.
"To us," Janeway said huskily, her eyes a deep, bluish-grey, seeming to twinkle in the reflected candlelight. "To all we've been through, to all we've seen, to all we've shared. To what lies ahead."
Seven held her glass against the captain's, regarding her steadily. "To you, my beloved Kathryn," she added intently. "To the woman who would dare the Borg Collective not once, but many times in order to find and keep me. To the woman who conquered all odds and an unfamiliar quadrant to bring her crew home. To Kathryn Janeway, captain of Voyager ... and captain of my soul."
Janeway flushed prettily. "You have become so good at this."
Seven smiled and sipped her wine, the sweet, yet delicate flavor resting lightly on her tongue before she allowed it to slip easily down her throat. She had learned so much since severing her connection to the Collective and finding her life entwined with this remarkable dynamo of a woman. Not just the profound things such as love, duty, honor, faith and hope, but simple pleasures, like how wonderful water could feel on her skin, and the taste of wine that radiated glowing warmth from the pit of her stomach. There had been less benevolent lessons as well, like pain and tears, fear and betrayal, of struggles to find her way, and failures that reminded Seven constantly that, despite her Borgness, she was very Human, as well.
Yet all of it had been irrevocably linked to this one person sitting across from her, this beautiful woman who displayed such grace and class, yet was perfectly capable of being as base and as direct in her desires as any; determination and intelligence present in equal measure, with stubbornness and a most astonishing temper, sprinkled liberally with humor and a golden wit to warm the soul.
Who else could have taught her so much in such short a time, Seven wondered? Who else could have given her heart so freely, yet helped the young Borg understand what a rare and precious gift was being offered? Who else could have captured Seven's own heart, and kept it safe and warm with such tenderness ... possessing it with a true and honest decency? Who else could have guided the Borg through all the pitfalls of adjusting to a life without the rigid structure of the hive mind, yet showing her another wonderful way to live, her support unquestionable, yet strong enough to let Seven fall on occasion when she needed to?
"What?" Janeway asked in a quiet tone, her head tilted quizzically. "You're looking at me so oddly."
Seven's face softened. "I am marveling at your existence. Without you, I would not be me."
The captain's face abruptly became vulnerable, soft and open, hiding nothing from her partner.
"The same is true on the other side, Annika," she said huskily. "I cannot imagine what my life would be without you, and to be honest, I don't want to. There are some things I hope never to discover. From the time we first met, we belonged together in a way that no one could describe or explain."
Seven reached over and took the other woman's hand, entwining her fingers in the long, elegant digits of the captain.
"I love you, my Kathryn," she whispered. "Then, now, always."
Janeway squeezed her hand, careful with the Borg mesh lacing Seven's fingers.
"Forever," she promised. "No matter what."
2342 Hours
She moved through the ship like a wraith, quiet, unassuming. Those that noticed, the more discerning of them, nodded politely, greeting her on her inspection of the ship and its crew, still somewhat surprised to find her out this late, but having grown used to her nocturnal excursions over the past little while. The bridge was quiet, soft beeps and the soft hum of the systems operating at standby, waiting for the alpha shift hours hence and the tasks they would be expected to perform. The beta shift, commanded by Tuvok, looked up at her arrival, but otherwise ignored her. They had little less than half an hour before duty transition to gamma, and with the ship at station-keeping in orbit around a class J planet, there was little they had to do beyond think on what would happen the next day.
Tuvok was the only one who held her glance, puzzled, but too polite to ask her business here at this time of night. She dipped her head, a sort of apology for disturbing him, and retreated to the turbolift. His dark eyes followed her, and she knew he held his own questions and concerns about what lay ahead, but he would never voice them. That was for those who were afraid, who allowed emotion to rule them. His emotions were kept tightly under control, restrained, confined ... channeled into logic and rationality ... but for all that, she knew it was there, and it warmed her because of the inherent kindness that drove it, despite what many others might think.
Deck two was a little more active, crewmembers with duties demanding their attention, routine responsibilities that did not change on even this day of rest and relaxation. The messhall was actually busy, the gamma shift grabbing a bite before the beta shift would arrive later for a late dinner. Neelix, behind the counter, flashed her a smile, but didn't come over to greet her, too busy to stop and chat. His day would not end until approximately 0200 ... long after most people had gone to bed. She wondered if the crew was aware of just how much the Delta Quadrant native did in the course of his day, most of it being nothing more than tasks designed solely to provide for them and their comfort. Underrated, frequently dismissed, it was possible the Talaxian did more to keep the ship running than he would ever receive credit for.
She offered him a parting smile and left, strolling calmly, but briskly to the turbolift which deposited her on deck three. This was completely quiet, and she drifted noiselessly past the door where the first officer resided, nothing but a deep brooding emanating from within, even while Chakotay slept. His were secret dreams, his future cloaked to her perception, guided by forces she knew little of ... unfamiliar and thus, possibly dangerous to her. She paused outside the door to the captain's quarters, resting her hand against the panel, the material cool against her palm and the spread fingers. From within came the unmistakable sense of utter contentment, a deep and abiding love, quiescent now as the two women curled up like children in their bed, fast asleep in the comfort of each other's arms, completely unaware of the storm clouds gathering on their horizon.
Deck four provided more traffic, crewmembers on their way to take up their duty shifts, others late from returning from time spent in the holodecks or the gym. She hesitated by the door leading to Tom Paris's quarters, sensing that he was awake and careful not to give any sign she was there. His thoughts were chaotic, worried about his future, yet excited as well, impatient to get on with it. He would sleep little this night. Further down the corridor, the normally bright and quick minds of the Klingon and the Bajoran were blurred hotly, intent on desire and physical satisfaction, submerged in the pleasure they were sharing.
She decided it a good thing both women were in the prime of their lives and at the peak of their physicality. Otherwise, they'd never be able to keep up with the compulsions their powerful attraction demanded of each other. The intensity of their coupling was tremendous, sexual energy being the most primal and dynamic force, and despite herself, she allowed herself to feed from it for a few split seconds, feeling it renew and refresh her, granting her a sort of increased jump in her step, a certain lift to her shoulders.
She murmured greetings to a few people she knew, and then made her way to deck five. Sickbay was quiet, but the Emergency Medical Hologram was still activated, pacing about the medical center with agitation. He did not know what lay ahead for him, and it was clear that it concerned him. She made a mental note to spend some time with him in the morning. When the others were busy with the slipstream drive and the journey they were about to undertake, there would be plenty of time for her to speak with him, to soothe his fears and attempt to channel him into a course of action that would keep him intact and sentient. She really was quite fond of him, and there was no question that he was a viable lifeform. Proving it to the closed minds of Starfleet Medical could prove slightly difficult however.
Harry Kim lay asleep in his quarters on deck six, his wife next to him, his son ... somehow convincing his parents that he really needed them ... tucked up happily between them. A habit they would have cause to regret in the future, she knew, but also aware of how difficult it would be to turn away such a charming appeal to their parental responsibilities. The little family had been one of the first formed on Voyager, and the beings that would result from this union would resonate within the ranks of Starfleet throughout history. But at the moment, the couple and their child were oblivious to any great destiny. It was enough for them to get some sleep on the eve of what everyone hoped would eventually be known as the Return.
Provided it took place as planned, of course.
That they would make it back to the Federation, was unquestionable. That it would occur within the next twenty-four hours was cloudy and uncertain. Certain threats loomed in the near future and it was possible that now was not the time to accomplish it. Yet, the possibilities were not clear enough for her to try to prevent the attempt, either by sabotaging the slipstream drive, or by convincing the captain that it would be better to wait. It was ironic, considering that so much of her existence was merely waiting. While it grew tedious at times, she knew it was necessary.
A quick stroll through the park on deck seven granted her a sense of peace, the scent of growing things fresh in her nostrils, renewing her spirit. A quick check on the Borg children showed them tucked in neatly for the night, each one regenerating quietly in the individual alcoves. She wondered how long Voyager would need to remain on DS9 for Mezoti's unit to be dismantled and sent along with the Wildmans who would be disembarking there.
Nor would they be the only ones. Voyager might return to Earth, but not everyone would be on board. However, there would come a time when her decks would see the tread of their feet again.
Kes returned to her quarters on deck eight where she prepared for bed and attempted to get some rest for the next day. No one knew how much of her abilities she had retained in the merging, and the portion of her that was Sek knew it was best this way. She was far less powerful than she had been, of course, but was still formidable in how she could apply her abilities. The knowledge of what she held firmly at her fingertips was not something that should be shared. It was merely something that would be needed in the future, after she had spent time being tutored by the one awaiting her arrival. Then, when it was necessary, she would be revealed, a weapon primed to strike at precisely the correct moment.
When the time was absolutely right.
Epilogue
Ten Forward was quiet this time of afternoon, too early for the post alpha shift crowd, too late for the gamma shift to be spending time in the social center of the Sovereign-class starship,
USS Enterprise-E. Captain Jean-Luc Picard's level eyes scanned the large room, focusing on the dark-skinned woman who worked behind the bar, idly mopping the top with a clean, white cloth.
He quietly crossed the space between them, taking a seat on the stool, resting his elbows on the bar.
"Can I get you something?" she asked, a touch of humor in her voice, as usual. Picard was never entirely sure whether it was he that she found so amusing, or if it was just life itself.
He shook his head. "No, thank you. I just wanted to let you know that Voyager should be making her attempt to return tomorrow morning at 0800 hours. She should re-enter Federation space at 1700 hours, and the Enterprise has been granted permission to rendezvous with her. We'll be escorting her and her crew the rest of the way to Earth."
The woman nodded quietly. "Have you spoken to Deanna?"
He looked troubled. "She wasn't anxious to take on an assistant counselor, but I convinced her that, with the effects of the Dominion War still lingering among the crew, it would be to her advantage to have assistance." He paused, studying the woman steadily. The smooth skin gave little indication that she was well into her sixth century, but there was an aura about her, a sense of timelessness that transcended what the average senses were able to detect. "You know, Captain Janeway will undoubtedly consider this a blatant attempt by me to raid her crew for personnel. I've already requested her helmsman. Plus, there's no guarantee that this ... 'Kes' is it? ... will wish to transfer."
"She will agree," she said with a certainty he knew was futile to counter.
"Are you sure about this?"
She looked thoughtful, inscrutable. "These people will be needed, if you wish to accomplish what has to be done."
"I'm just sorry I can't bring Janeway into my confidence," he said fretfully. "But as long as the Admiral is keeping an eye on her, I don't dare. Section 31 would know it as soon as the Admiral does." He paused, appearing vaguely rueful. "Janeway's not going to like me very much. It's considered extremely rude to be recruiting key crewmembers before the ship has even made its home port. She may be of the mistaken opinion that it's standard procedure in the aftermath of the war, but if she's half the captain I think she is, she's going to be outraged by how fast her crew is dispersed and picked up by other ships."
"Unquestionably," she allowed. "Yet, there are forces at work here much greater than one starship captain..." She eyed him, looking amused again. "Or even two. Once it's time, she'll understand."
"I hope so," he said. He tapped his fingertips idly on the counter. "Is there anything else you can tell me?"
She shook her head. "Unfortunately, no," she said. She smiled, an enigma. "I'm not even sure about what I've already told you." She continued to move her cloth over the gleaming surface. "However, there is one other on board Voyager ... it would be helpful if you requested him when you recruit Kes. I believe his name is ... Ensign Neelix. He just became a commissioned Starfleet officer."
He looked at her anxiously.
"Will he also have some role to play in all this?"
She shrugged lightly. "I want him because he can wait tables and has worked in this kind of setting."
Guinan raised an eyebrow.
"Do you know how hard it is to find Starfleet officers who are capable of working in the food and service industry?"
The End