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Just Between Ranks
G. L. Dartt

 

Reflecting off the gleaming surface with almost painful intensity, sunshine poured down from a cloudless sky onto the newly constructed Starfleet Headquarters. Destroyed in a Breen attack a year or so earlier, the facility had been completely rebuilt, incorporating many improvements and utilizing a more flowing line of architecture that evoked a sense of it being a grounded starship rather than merely a building. Rumors flew that it really was a starship, and in the event of another attack, could launch and defend itself, though most discounted that as absurd speculation. The entrance of the building was fronted by a large plaza, in which a circular fountain sprayed high in the air, bordered by flower beds and lawns sloping up to the wide boulevard. The most striking aspect about the new headquarters were the white walls that ran along each side of the plaza, widening as they approached the structure itself, engraved with the names of the Starfleet officers who had perished during the Dominion War, a monument to all those who had died in defense of the Federation in the past few years.

For Captain Kathryn Janeway, the new construction seemed both hopeful and heartrending at the same time, reaching out for space and the future, but always mindful of what that future had cost the Federation in Starfleet blood. When she had first arrived in the plaza, she could scarcely believe how many names had been painstakingly etched into the stone, her eyes scanning the surface in astonishment. Then, as the list went on and she recognized more than a few officers who had made the ultimate sacrifice for Starfleet, her stomach began to hurt and finally, she had to turn away, choosing to take a seat on a bench near the fountain, staring determinedly at the cool water before her.

“Why did you ask your counselor to meet us here?” Janeway demanded querulously, knowing she was unsettled by the monument and taking it out on her spouse.

“It is important that she represent me when I speak with Starfleet Command,” Seven of Nine responded patiently, either not noticing the note of irritation in her voice, or choosing not to.

Statuesque, with ice-blue eyes and blonde hair tied back in an austere bun, Seven presented a most formidable demeanor in her black and grey uniform, a blue undertunic denoting her as a science officer. Janeway couldn't understand why Seven, a former member of the Collective, and who still retained much of that innate arrogance, was so insecure about this encounter with their superior officers that she required support from a stranger. Didn't she believe that Janeway was capable of guiding and protecting her during these briefings?

“Seven?”

Both Janeway and Seven turned to see the approach of a diminutive young woman carrying a briefcase, puffing slightly as she trotted across the plaza. A short shock of dark hair framed elven features set off by large dark eyes, and Janeway blinked as she realized that the newcomer, slightly boyish and dressed in whatever passed as the latest fashion on Earth, looked barely older than Seven. Janeway hadn't seen a briefcase since her father carried one twenty years ago. It was a Traditionalist type of accessory.

“Samantha T. Cogley,” Seven identified, a hint of disapproval in her tone. “You are late.”

Seven looked taken aback. “Only a minute.”

“Four point three-five minutes,” Seven corrected. “Are you prepared?”

The woman hesitated, then sighed audibly, raising her briefcase. “I have your paperwork right here. Don't worry about anything, Seven. If Starfleet tries anything to violate your rights as a Federation citizen, I'll hit them with so many writs, they'll never get out from under the paperwork.”

“I doubt very much if Starfleet is going to do that,” Janeway said, confused by the conversation.

That drew Seven's attention to her and the counselor promptly stuck out her hand. “You must be Captain Kathryn Janeway.” Her dark eyes were bright. “Samantha T. Cogley, Attorney-at-Law.”

Janeway was blind-sided as she grasped the hand automatically to shake it. “Attorney? You're Seven's legal counsel?” She shot a look at Seven. “I thought she was your psychiatric counselor.”

Seven blinked. “I never told you that, Kathryn.”

Samantha was frowning. “Wait a minute. Why would you think I was a psychiatric counselor?” She glanced at Seven. “Is there something I need to know about your mental state, Seven?”

Seven was beginning to look confused, and Janeway touched her arm. “Seven, why did you retain a lawyer?”

“Phoebe retained her,” Seven explained readily, her expression clearing as she was given a question she could respond to concisely. “She believes that I require a certain protection in the event Starfleet perceives me as only Borg, rather than remembering I have rights as a Starfleet citizen.”

Janeway closed her eyes momentarily, taking several slow, deep breaths to calm herself, before lifting her head and regarding her.

“Seven, you don't require legal counsel,” she said in a very even tone. “Phoebe is inventing problems where there aren't any.” She shifted her glance to the other woman, again conscious of how young she was. “Miss Cogley—”

“Sam,” Samantha corrected.

“Sam,” Janeway repeated in her most diplomatic tone, “I appreciate that you're trying to assist, but we don't require your services.”

Samantha eyed her narrowly, assessing Janeway with a keenness that seemed out of proportion to her youthful form. “Well, I hate to break this to you, Red, but I don't work for you, I work for Seven of Nine on behalf of Phoebe Janeway,” she said. She nodded at Seven. “Now, if Seven wants to send me away, that's fine. I'll go back and inform Phoebe that I have an uncooperative client, and she can take it from there, but you really don't have anything to do with this.”

A muscle jumped in Janeway's jaw as she kept a rein on her temper. This was all she needed her first day back at Starfleet Headquarters. “Fine,” she managed. “Seven?”

Seven looked troubled. “I do not wish to send her away, Kathryn.”

Janeway discovered she was grinding her back teeth, and forced herself to stop. “Seven, I need to speak with you a moment,” she said. “Privately.” She shot a look at Samantha, who promptly shrugged and moved away, presumably out of earshot.

Janeway took Seven by her arm and pulled her over to the relative shelter of the wall, noticing the name of one of her classmates at the Academy etched in the stone just over Seven's shoulder. She had to force herself to focus on her pale eyes.

“Annika, I don't understand,” she said in a low tone. “I thought we had settled this back on Voyager. Starfleet will undoubtedly want to accommodate you, not try to harass you in some fashion.”

Seven regarded her evenly. “In truth, you cannot be sure of anything Starfleet will do now, Kathryn. I would rather have legal counsel present during these initial meetings, rather than discover too late that I required such services.” She reached out and put her hand gently on Janeway's forearm. “Kathryn, if Starfleet is as accommodating as you believe, they will not object to Samantha accompanying me. If they are not, then at least we will both have some protection. It is merely a matter of preparation, and you always appreciate it when officers are prepared.”

Janeway couldn't think of a way to counter that. “This isn't normal protocol, Annika,” she said stubbornly.

Seven raised an eyebrow. “Neither is a Borg becoming a Starfleet officer,”

Janeway wanted to debate this further, but she found it difficult to formulate a logical argument, particularly since they were already running a bit late. Besides, while she could not remember ever hearing of such a thing before, she had never come across a regulation specifically prohibiting the presence of civilian legal counsel during proceedings of the type they were facing. Furthermore, as hard as it was to admit, especially to herself, it was possible that Seven was right in determining that Janeway couldn't know how Starfleet now reacted to things. Perhaps there wouldn't be any harm in it, despite the fact Janeway didn't like it one little bit.

This all flew through her mind in a matter of seconds, and she ended up sighing in frustration. “Fine, but Miss Cogley needs to remain conscious of the fact that she is here only to protect your civil liberties as a Federation citizen; she is not to interfere with your responsibilities as a Starfleet officer, Lieutenant.”

Seven nodded. “I understand, Captain.” She paused. “It is entirely possible that just the knowledge I have retained legal counsel will prevent any misunderstandings between myself and Starfleet Command.”

Janeway stared at her a moment, then nodded.

“Let's go.”

She led the way into the building, peripherally aware of her gesturing for the lawyer to accompany them. As they entered the large lobby, the first thing Janeway saw was the giant UFP insignia emblazoned within the plastiseal floor, and then, on the wall behind the main desk, the Starfleet insignia, gleaming golden in the refracted sunlight streaming through the skylights above. She did not normally consider herself a sentimental person, but after spending seven years lost in the Delta Quadrant, similar images and symbols had been impacting on her psyche with a great deal of force in the past few days. The sight of these two symbols, as well as that of the monument outside, struck directly to her heart, making her chest feel full as tears stung her eyes.

“Captain.”

Janeway blinked rapidly as she turned and discovered Lt. Ro Laren loitering near a display case that contained a piece from Zefram Cochrane's space ship, the first warp-propelled vessel in Human history. Tall, with dark hair and eyes, Ro moved toward her with a graceful deadliness, reminding Janeway, once again, that the officer was a product of Advanced Tactical Training. Ro had served as a security officer on Voyager, and was now attached to Janeway's personal command as the captain's adjunct.

“I apologize for being late, Lieutenant.” Janeway noted Ro's curious look at Samantha, who was craning her head, gazing around as if she had never been here before. For all Janeway knew, the lawyer hadn't. “Lt. Ro, this is Samantha Cogley, Seven's legal counsel.”

The only implication of surprise was a brief twitch of Ro's left eyebrow. “Miss Cogley,” she greeted smoothly. She glanced at Seven and seemed to nod, almost in approval, and Janeway wondered if she was the only one who thought this was a bad idea.

“Admiral Nechayev's office is on the twelfth floor, section ten,” Ro explained, leading the way to the turbolift. “I've already cleared us with the duty officer.”

“Were you waiting long?” Janeway asked as the lift carried them up to the requested section of the building.

“Not really.” Ro paused, and added in a lower voice; “Initially, I was waiting by the fountain, but those walls—well, it just got to me and I decided to wait inside.”

“I know what you mean,” Janeway said soberly. While Voyager had been gone, the entire quadrant had shifted in significant ways, both politically and territorially. A war had been fought and won, and the longer Janeway was back, the more unsettled she became. It was as if the universe had moved on without her, and now she was desperately trying to catch up.

She hoped that these briefings with Starfleet Command would clarify things for her, not just in terms of what she needed to know about the current state of Starfleet, but also in solidifying a new position until she was once more able to take command of Voyager. The Intrepid-class vessel was currently dry-docked at Utopia Planitia, undergoing an overhaul to bring it up to current operating specs. Until that happened, she hoped to be offered an administrative posting on Earth, close to her family and where Seven would undoubtedly accept an assignment with a scientific facility.

It was past time, in her opinion, that she regained control of her life.

 

Seven of Nine tempered her breathing as the turbolift carried them to the twelfth floor, trying not to allow the nervousness she felt overwhelm her. Keenly aware that this was the headquarters of the very organization that had defeated Seven Collective not once, but several times, she was afraid that she would be considered just another drone, despite reassurances from her and others. She supposed that was why she had insisted on having Samantha accompany her, regardless of Janeway's obvious distaste for the idea. Samantha was a civilian, and therefore could be considered an objective party during any briefings with the upper echelon of Starfleet.

The lawyer seemed to pick up on her client's unease, and she reached over, patting her on the back. “It's covered, Seven,” Sam murmured. “Don't worry about a thing.”

Janeway glanced over her shoulder, obviously hearing that, but before she could say anything, the doors to the lift opened and they were walking into the corridors of the twelfth floor. It was very like the halls of a starship, Seven noted, though much larger and decorated in subdued shades of blues and silvers. Signs on the wall gave clear directions to where they needed to be, and Janeway led the way, flanked by Ro. Seven and Samantha brought up the rear, Seven growing steadily conscious of being out of place, and uncomfortable about feeling that way. She knew that Janeway was very proud that she wore the uniform of Starfleet, but Seven did not think she would ever truly be as much a part of the organization as was Janeway.

Of course, that was to be expected, Seven reminded herself, as they turned down another corridor. Janeway had grown up with the precepts of Starfleet, following in her father's footsteps as soon as she was old enough to attend the Academy. Seven, on the other hand, would be the first to admit that she had only pursued a commission to function more efficiently as a crewmember of Voyager. She was not entirely sure she had any desire to function within a command structure on Earth, but she had promised Janeway she would give her commission 'a chance' so she hadn't resigned, even though a certain part of her really wanted to.

However, she allowed for the possibility that, depending on what happened this day, she might be walking out of this structure without ever needing to don the uniform again.

They arrived at a lobby which seemed to be a reception area of sorts for this section of Starfleet Headquarters. Seven was reminded of the rough chart* her friend, B'Elanna Torres, had made for her not too long ago during a barbeque at B’Elanna's home, explaining how Starfleet's operations structure was made up, and identifying which admirals Seven might find herself dealing with during her briefings. 

The lieutenant sitting behind a large desk, who apparently served as a clerk of sorts for this floor, lifted his head at the approach of the women. Noting the four pips on Janeway's collar, he promptly jumped to his feet.

“Sir!” he said smartly, and Seven realized he was very young. “Lt. Glasket, the Attaché for the Starship Operations section.”

Which, as Seven had learned from B'Elanna's lessons about how things worked in Starfleet Headquarters, was another term for receptionist. Officers of import working directly under the admirals, such as Commander Michael Patterson did for Admiral Owen Paris, were referred to as 'adjuncts' or 'assistants'. Anyone could be an 'attaché', though it carried marginally more authority and responsibility than being referred to as a 'aide'. Ensigns being sent out for coffee were 'aides'.

“We're here to speak with Admiral Nechayev,” Janeway told him. “I'm Captain Kathryn Janeway of the starship Voyager.” A small twitch in Janeway's right brow betrayed to Seven how much the words stung after the fact. Technically, Janeway wasn't captain of anything now.

“Of course, sir.” He raised his arm. “This way. Admiral Nechayev and the others are waiting for you in conference room one.”

Seven swallowed hard, and Janeway turned to Samantha, nodding at the sofa in a lounge provided for those who were required to wait.

“Miss Cogley, please remain out here,” she instructed. “If Seven requires your presence, it will only require a hail to bring you in. Otherwise, it would be best if your presence were not brought to anyone's attention.”

Samantha frowned and looked rebellious. “Seven,” she asked, looking over at Seven. “Is that what you want?”

Seven glanced at her, thought about it, then nodded. “Yes, remain here.” In this much, she would trust Janeway's judgement. “If I need you, I will call. If I do not require you, there will be ... no harm done.”

The lawyer appeared slightly angry, then abruptly, her face cleared and she seemed to shrug. “Your decision,” she said, moving over to the sofa. “I won't move from this spot.”

Seven nodded in gratitude, but she didn't have time to pursue it because suddenly they were being led into a large conference room dominated by a sleek, black table. Four section —the same admirals who had greeted Voyager's crew on their return at Earth Station McKinley—sat around one end, while three chairs remained empty at the other end, obviously intended for the lower-ranked Starfleet officers. Lt. Glasket busied himself with serving them coffee, providing them with padds, before quickly vacating the room as soon as they were settled.

Seven discovered she was shaking slightly, and she gripped the arms of her chair tightly. She did not know why she felt so uncomfortable, but she knew that if she had been required to attend this briefing on her own, she simply would have refused. The whole atmosphere appeared designed to be intimidating, and that made her feel both afraid and angry at the same time. Through the windows that lined one side of the room, the city skyline and the top of the Golden Gate bridge were visible, and she longed to be outside. Janeway's knee, hidden beneath the table and pressing firmly against Seven's in silent support, did not ease Seven's mind at all.

“It's good to see you again, Kathryn,” Admiral Paris said warmly. “Did you enjoy your leave?” He was a sparse man with white hair and his son's blue eyes, but lacked Tom's boyish charm. Seven did not know if she liked him or not.

“Very much,” Janeway offered in that even tone that Seven recognized as her most diplomatic tone, an inflection that gave nothing away. She wondered if that was an indication that Kathryn was also feeling somewhat nervous, though there were no visible signs of it. “I believe all my crew found it quite useful in settling certain domestic arrangements.”

“I understand you've moved back to San Francisco,” Ross offered. He was younger than the rest, darkly handsome with a muscular body and rugged features. Seven knew he had been in command of the Starfleet forces during most of the war, and was now being considered for the upper echelons of Starfleet Command, requiring one more promotion to achieve the rank of five-star admiral, a Commander-in-Chief, that was the highest rank attainable in Starfleet. Those officers dealt directly with the Federation Council and assisted in instituting policy that affected whole sectors rather than systems, the entire quadrant rather than merely the civilizations within it.

“Yes,” Janeway offered.

“Are you looking for another ship? I have five that are currently patrolling along the Romulan Neutral Zone and the Breen Border. Any one of them would benefit greatly from your experience.”

Janeway blinked, and Seven decided that Ross obviously was not one to vacillate, but then, he oversaw the military deployment of all Starfleet vessels, and his priorities were clear.

“Actually, I was hoping to remain on Earth for personal reasons while Voyager is being overhauled.”

“I have a Galaxy-class vessel you can assume command of immediately,” he said, clearly expecting that it would be added incentive. “The USS Venture.”

Janeway dipped her head graciously in acknowledgment of what, under any circumstances, would be a most generous offer. “Thank you, sir, but after seven years of constant duty, you'll forgive me if I don't immediately jump into another command.”

Ross stared at her for a moment, then nodded. “Understandable.” He glanced at the others, then, as if reacting to some undetectable communication, he stood and picked up his padds. On his way out the door, he paused by Janeway's chair. “If you change your mind, contact me immediately.”

“Yes, sir,” she responded.

He nodded at Ro Laren. “Lieutenant, you're with me.”

Ro raised an eyebrow, but obediently got up and followed the admiral from the room, leaving Janeway and Seven alone with the remaining senior officers. Seven studied the admirals surreptitiously. She thought Hayes looked a bit disappointed that Janeway had not accepted Ross's offer, but the other two, Nechayev and Paris, clearly looked pleased. She wondered why that disturbed her slightly, and why Ro had been taken away.

“Well done, Kathryn,” Paris said. Seven remembered that he was an old friend of Janeway's, Janeway having served as his science officer on the Al-Batani. “You're far more useful here, in Starfleet Command, than you would be taking another starship. Besides, you've always been more a scientist than a soldier.” He offered her a smile, then glanced at Seven. “You're a scientist, too, I understand.”

“Yes, I am,” Seven managed, uncomfortably aware that the attention had shifted to her as she did her best not to squirm.

“Lt. Hansen.” Nechayev's blue eyes were laser sharp, pale chips of ice that assessed Seven with all the dispassion of a Borg drone. Despite being a slight woman, with blonde hair and Slavic features, she exuded authority, more so than even Janeway, and Seven suddenly wished she had resigned her commission back on Voyager so she didn't have to go through this.

“Yes,” Seven remarked, then belatedly added, “sir.”

She was aware of Janeway wincing slightly beside her, realizing that the delay had made Seven's words sound insolent rather than revealing the nervousness that had truly caused it. Seven was merely pleased that she had remembered the honorary address at all, considering the state she was in.

 Nechayev took a deep breath, almost as if she were exasperated in some fashion.

“Admiral Hayes, as diplomatic envoy, will conduct your debriefing, Lt. Hansen,” she said coldly. “Please accompany him to his office.”

Seven was so relieved that Nechayev was not going to be conducting her debriefing that she got up and followed the older, stocky man without objection. She didn't even glance at Janeway in farewell, so anxious was she to vacate the room and the piercing eyes of the admiral.

Outside the conference room, Samantha immediately rose to her feet, moving aggressively over to block their path, and Admiral Hayes paused, glancing at her with surprise.

“Can I help you?”

“Samantha T. Cogley, Attorney-at-law,” she snapped professionally. From her briefcase, she withdrew a padd and shoved it at him. “Seven of Nine is my client, and I want it made perfectly clear that she is a Federation citizen in addition to being a Starfleet officer. No harassment due to her connection with the Borg Collective will be tolerated.”

Rather than being angry, he seemed almost amused as he accepted the padd, glancing back at Seven. “Were you truly concerned about this, Lt. Hansen?”

Seven hesitated, then nodded. “Yes, sir. When I first joined Voyager, I experienced certain difficulties due to my association with Seven. Admiral Nechayev does not conceal her disdain of me. I was concerned that attitude prevailed in Starfleet.”

“Afraid we would spirit you off and dissect you?” His tone was faintly sardonic.

Seven felt the color rise in her face. “It had been suggested, sir.”

He nodded. “I see,” he said, and now his eyes were stern, if still kindly. “Whoever gave you such a perception of us, did you a disservice. Starfleet holds to certain ideals and goals that are simply not compliant with the scenario you're describing. It would not happen, Lieutenant, not now, nor in the future.”

Seven did not have an answer to that. Samantha did, however.

“Since the war, Starfleet is being restructured along militaristic lines. My client, as an ex-Borg, has cause to be worried about unfair treatment, just as a Romulan or a Cardassian would.”

He blinked. “Not once they became Starfleet officers. Such discrimination is not tolerated, Miss Cogley, nor would such behavior be expected. It would go against everything we believe in. In any event, merely by joining us, she has already offered her loyalty and cooperation in any dealings with enemies of the Federation.” He turned to Seven. “Haven't you? Did you understand that part of accepting your commission?”

Seven dipped her head. “Yes, sir, I am quite willing to assist Starfleet in any confrontation with the Borg or any other enemies. Indeed, I have already contributed to the defense of Voyager on several occasions.”

He looked back at Samantha, his craggy features expectant that Seven's words were enough to settle it, but a stubborn expression crossed the young lawyer's face. “Such cooperation does not supersede her rights as a sentient being. She cannot be held to conduct that differs from that which is expected of any other Federation citizen who has accepted a Starfleet commission.”

“We are quite in agreement, Miss Cogley,” he assured her graciously, showing a patience that impressed Seven, despite her uneasiness. “In truth, Starfleet is quite pleased to have Seven of Nine as a member. I assure you, it is not the habit of admirals to brief lieutenants on their future within the organization unless they are considered remarkable officers indeed.”

“That, in itself, might be considered suspicious,” Samantha warned. “You understand that if any impropriety is discovered, I will take this to the highest Federation Supreme Court, not to mention releasing the entire story to the Federation News Service.”

“I would expect nothing less.” He maintained his eye contact with Samantha, and finally, she shifted her gaze to Seven.

“Seven, unless they actually do something untoward to you, there's not really anything else I can do,” she noted, a slightly rueful tone in her voice. “The padd he accepted contains a copy of your citizenship papers, as well as any writs I would file in the event of any impropriety. Thus, as a representative of Starfleet, he's been duly informed that you're fully aware of your rights, and that the acknowledgment of said rights has been automatically recorded with the Federation Legal Authority. The instant anything happens to you, if you were to disappear or be harmed in any way, a complaint would immediately be filed with the Sentient Being Advocacy that would require the Federation Council to demand an immediate and complete investigation into the matter. I can't provide any more protection than that. In fact, it's far more than the average Federation citizen arranges when joining Starfleet.”

Seven nodded. “I understand. I am most grateful for your assistance, Sam.”

Samantha hesitated, then reached out and put her hand on Seven's arm. “I'm not far away, Seven. I'll also keep in touch with your sister-in-law. If you have any problems, I'll be here immediately.”

“Thank you,” Seven said. She watched as the lawyer strode briskly down the corridor.

Samantha turned around to shoot a final look at the admiral, a bulldog glare of dire consequences if he was lying to her, then turned the corner, disappearing from their view. Seven inhaled slowly, then looked over at the admiral. He raised an eyebrow.

“I'm sorry you were so concerned about this, Lieutenant,” he offered mildly.

“I regret the necessity for such preparation,” she said, feeling somewhat embarrassed now that her fears had proven to be unfounded. “However, I am pleased that there will be no misunderstandings.”

“At least, not relating to your civil rights as a Federation citizen,” he agreed dryly. He held out his hand, gesturing toward his office. “This way.”

Seven entered the tastefully decorated office and took a seat in the low-backed chair that he indicated. He sat down in the big leather chair behind the desk and regarded her closely. “As you are aware, Lt. Hansen, many of the preliminary briefings were conducted over the communications array prior to Voyager's return. The issue of the Maquis was settled, the various field commissions were evaluated as to their validity and verified by Starfleet Command, while all remaining information to bring Voyager's crew up to speed regarding events in the Federation was transmitted and distributed. These final meetings are primarily for Janeway, and to clear up any lingering uncertainties regarding the status of the few remaining officers who have yet to secure postings.” He smiled at her, in a paternal fashion. “Tell me, Lt. Hansen, have you considered what your future will be with Starfleet?”

He listened with courteous attention as she explained the offers she had received from scientific facilities on Trill, Vulcan, and Earth, all of which she intended to visit either before or during an upcoming trip with her sister-in-law. She explained all about the visit to the Mars TPG facility which had taken place the day before, as well as how much she had been impressed with Dr. Brahms in person as compared to just working with her over the comm system during their collaboration in the Delta Quadrant. She also expressed her desire that, whichever offer she accepted, she wished to maintain her commission within Starfleet.

His dark eyes were quite thoughtful by the time she had completed her recitation.

“You must understand that Starfleet hasn't enough influence with the facilities on Vulcan or Trill for you to maintain your commission with us in the event you decide to go with them. As for the two facilities in this system, only Dr. Brahms' Theoretical Propulsion Group is affiliated with the Starfleet Science Division. The Daystrom Institute guards its autonomy most assiduously. You'll have to return to civilian status to accept their invitation.”

Seven nodded gravely. “Thank you for your candor.”

“Obviously, we would prefer you remain with Starfleet,” he told her with what seemed to be complete sincerity. “We believe your scientific qualifications would make you an asset to us, not to mention your prior connection to Seven Collective, which may provide information that could aid us in any future dealings with them. By the same token, however, we don't want an officer who's unable to abide by our rules and regulations, who chafes under our necessary restrictions, or is simply unhappy wearing the uniform. That causes far more problems than it solves.”

She took a deep breath. “I understand, Admiral. I must admit, I did not expect such a rational response from Starfleet Command regarding my plans.” She paused. “Particularly after experiencing Admiral Nechayev's attitude at the ceremony on McKinley Station.”

He smiled at her. “You have to understand, Lieutenant,” he said in a confidential tone, “Admiral Nechayev takes the protection of the Federation very seriously, and unlike others in the aftermath of the war, she hasn't forgotten the potential threat of Borg Collective. However, she is unquestionably fair, and I'm sure you'll discover that once you get past her initial suspicion.” He drew down his brows. “If it is any consolation, she presents the same personality and attitude to everyone, not just you.”

“Yes, sir,” Seven replied dubiously.

He looked at her seriously for a long moment. “Lieutenant, I think you should go on this trip with your sister-in-law. Consider all your options carefully. Until you have made a final decision, I'll grant you a temporary leave of absence, but I would expect that you will have made your decision by the time you return from your journey.”

Seven was overwhelmed, realizing that this was far more allowance than she could have hoped for, and she decided that Janeway had been correct all along.

“Yes, sir,” she said. “Thank you, sir.”

“Now,” he said, offering her a genial smile as he leaned forward and offered her his complete and utter attention. “Tell me everything about your initial meeting with Captain Janeway and joining Voyager.” His small eyes twinkled. “It must have been very disconcerting in the beginning.”

Feeling much better about things, Seven proceeded to tell him everything she could think of related to her time on Voyager.

 

Ro Laren balanced uneasily on the balls of her feet as she glanced around the office, waiting while Admiral Ross moved around his desk to take a seat. Sparsely decorated, she had the sense Ross wasn't in this room much, which made sense if he oversaw the day-to-day operations of the military deployment of Starfleet's vessels. He raised an eyebrow when he saw she was still standing, and he gestured at the chair.

“Please, sit down.”

She did, sitting gingerly in the low-backed chair, watching him warily. She knew she had been too obvious in her caution when he grinned at her suddenly.

“I don't bite, Lieutenant.”

“No, sir,” she replied, but she didn't relax in her chair either.

He flipped around his computer console and tapped in some commands, undoubtedly bringing up her records. “You've had quite the colorful career, Lt. Ro.”

“Yes, sir.”

His dark eyes pinned hers. “For some reason, Janeway has a lot of faith in you,” he noted. “She's placed several recommendations in your file, particularly with regards to your actions on Voyager during the past year and a half.”

She dipped her head. “Sir.”

He inhaled slowly, regarding her as if she puzzled him in some way. “Picard also has spoken highly of you, even though you left Starfleet, and him, in the middle of an extremely delicate mission. Without officially resigning, which made you a deserter, I might add.”

There wasn't really much Ro could say to that, so she didn't. She merely stared at him, waiting for him to get to the point.

“Janeway has transferred you to her authority, as her adjutant, and has presented you as a command candidate. Working in Starfleet Command means dealing with very sensitive issues at times, requiring a certain delicacy and discretion.” He paused. “Your history indicates that you're good at being discreet, but not particularly inclined to the diplomatic. Administrative skills are also required for a command track. Yet, there's nothing in your record that implies you would have any interest in a starship command prior to this sudden appointment by Janeway.”

“No, sir?”

“So, I'm left wondering why you would pursue such a position.”

She didn't change expression, regarding him steadily. “It offers me a promising career move. Certainly, I've had enough experience on the alternative side of life to appreciate a more disciplined lifestyle.”

He raised an eyebrow. “Do you understand what being a starship captain entails?”

“I'm trying to learn,” she replied quietly, and held his gaze.

He finally broke the stare to look back at the viewscreen. “I spoke with Lt. Commander Tuvok yesterday,” he informed her. “He implied that you were extremely interested in a career in Starfleet Intelligence at one time. I'm curious why you suddenly changed your mind.”

Ro took her time about responding to this one. “Perhaps I've concluded that the lifestyle required to pursue such a career was not for me,” she said, shading her answer with just enough truth to make it feasible. “I'm sure you're aware that I'm personally involved with another Starfleet officer who’s posted at Utopia Planitia. Accepting a role in Starfleet Intelligence would mean keeping things from her, would require long periods of time away from her, and would possibly destroy any hope of a relationship with her. She's Klingon and holds honor in the highest regard. Occasionally, those in Intelligence must act without the restrictions of honor.”

She paused. “It just wasn't worth it.”

His expression looked vaguely perplexed, as if this was not what he had expected at all when he had provoked the discussion.

“I see.”

She felt amusement rise at his befuddlement, though she was careful not to show it.

“Then, there's the example set by Captain Janeway. I've never met a more straightforward and honest officer, and the deception inherent in being a member of Starfleet Intelligence does her no honor. I would be remiss if I turned my back on all the lessons she has taught me. I expect to learn everything I need to know about being a Starfleet captain from her. I could have no better role model than the two captains I have been fortunate enough to serve under.”

A silence fell upon the office when she finished speaking, and she wondered if she had lain it on a little too thick. She also hoped B'Elanna would forgive her for using B’Elanna as the excuse not to pursue a career in Starfleet Intelligence. She made a mental note to fill B'Elanna in on this entire conversation as soon as she returned home, just in case the engineer and Ross ever encountered each other. B'Elanna would have to play the Klingon to the hilt with him to back up the 'honor before death' story.

“I have to admit, I had an entirely different perception of you.” He offered a faint smile. “I suppose that's why this meeting was required, even though admirals are not in the habit of briefing lieutenants. Of course, the whole Voyager situation is somewhat unique.”

“Yes, sir.”

He settled back in his chair and linked his fingers over his midsection. “Tell me, Lieutenant, what do you feel has been the hardest adjustment you've had to make since your return?”

“The war,” she said promptly. “Everyone here lived it. Those of us on Voyager can only imagine it. Of course, the reverse is also true. I doubt very much that the average Starfleet officer can identify with what we went through in the Delta Quadrant.”

He nodded, his face thoughtful. “That was considered when the decision was made to disperse Janeway's people so quickly throughout the 'Fleet. Ideally, we would have insisted that the crew of Voyager take several months of adjustment under careful evaluation by our counselors, integrating each officer slowly back into active duty only after determining where each would best be suited.”

“Starfleet couldn't afford that. I understand, Admiral. I find myself very aware of the little things now: the average age groupings of the officers I've met, the lack of uniforms present in the crowds here on Earth where once they were plentiful—it provides a most unsettling sensation. Walking through the plaza this morning, looking at the names on the wall and recognizing so many of them was,” Ro paused, searching for the proper words, “quite disturbing.”

“The truth is, Lt. Ro, if you're really serious about pursuing a command track, and you prove to be at all suitable for such a position, it will happen very quickly. Far more quickly than you may be ready for. Starfleet is in desperate need of experienced officers to take command roles, not just in terms of captains, but in the senior command staff that support those captains, particularly in the more sensitive areas of the Federation's borders. Depending on how you progress under Captain Janeway, you could easily find yourself in the position of a first officer by the end of the year, and being offered a command of your own vessel within two.”

Ro managed to control the worst part of her shock, but she felt a decided lurch in her stomach. “Within two?” she repeated stupidly.

“I'm not referring to command of a transport or a cargo carrier, either,” he continued gravely. “I'm speaking of the frigate and scout type vessels that are being refitted in the Utopia Planitia shipyards even as we speak.” He leaned forward and steepled his fingers, looking very serious. “Replacing the vessels we lost in the war has been relatively easy in comparison to finding the right balance of officers to man them. There's not enough experience left in Starfleet at the moment, and many crews are unevenly comprised of cadets fresh from the Academy, most of whom are being forced to learn quickly. Some might say too quickly, either for their own good or for Starfleet's.”

“I understand.”

“Fortunately, if one can call it that, the other players in the Alpha Quadrant are in the same position of rebuilding. It's almost a race now as to who can regain their strength first, us or the Romulan Republic. The Cardassians, of course, are no longer a factor, while the Klingon Empire is in shambles, having lost a significant portion of their warriors. The Dominion is quiet for the time being, but there's no guarantee that will remain the status quo, despite the promises of the Founders. The Breen remain, as always, a mystery.”

Ro inhaled slowly. She had known it was bad, but to have it stated so succinctly by the admiral was disconcerting in the extreme.

“What about an external threat?” she asked, a little unsteadily.

“That's a concern,” he allowed. “Frankly, we were relieved to hear that the Borg had been decimated by Species 8472, and that Species 8472 had only been protecting themselves, with little interest in picking up where Seven left off. However, it's equally possible some threat could be posed by the Delta or Gamma Quadrant in the future.”

She held his gaze. “Why are you telling me this?”

“I want you to be sure of your path,” he said, his voice becoming edged a little. “None of us have the luxury of vacillating now. Be sure of your decisions because Starfleet needs every officer it possesses to step up and fulfill their oath. Whatever you choose, Lieutenant, you can be sure it's going to demand much of you in the next little while. You have to be ready for that.”

She raised her chin. “I am.”

He lowered his brows, then nodded. “Excellent. I don't believe Janeway is in the habit of making mistakes when she grooms her personnel for specific purposes. I expect to be adding a pip to your collar before long, Lt. Ro. Don't let me down. Don't let her down.”

“No sir,” she replied. “I won't, sir.”

He nodded briefly, then glanced at his console. “You're dismissed.”

“Thank you, sir,” she said, and hastily vacated the office. Not seeing either Seven or Janeway out in the waiting area, nor the lawyer that Seven had brought along, Ro decided that the others were still being briefed. She speculated as to whether they were receiving the same, somewhat confusing mixture of pep talk and dire warnings that she had, and tried to figure out why exactly Admiral Ross had chosen to be the one to give it to her. As he said, admirals were not in the habit of briefing lieutenants.

She found a seat on the sofa in the lobby, nodding politely at the young man behind the desk, and went over the encounter in her mind, analyzing it from every angle. She wondered if there had been something there, something beyond a simple briefing. He had been quite specific about the threats the Federation now faced, and what role Starfleet had to play in protecting its borders. It was possible that she was just imagining it, of course, but for whatever reason, her instincts were telling her to pursue that line of investigation. Not that she could always rely on her instincts. Sometimes it seemed that they got her into more trouble than out of it. But she knew that quite often one's 'instinct' was nothing more than information picked up subconsciously by the physical senses, the brain deciphering it on a subconscious level to disturb the conscious mind with a discernment that something more existed beneath the surface.

So, what had she seen or heard in her briefing that was now arousing her suspicions?

Whatever it was, she had better figure it out quickly. Things had a way of moving faster than she liked since returning to the Alpha Quadrant, and she couldn't expect this to be any different. She looked speculatively at the young officer working behind the desk.

It had been her experience that, often, file clerks knew far more about what was going on in their immediate surroundings than did those at the top, particularly if they were near where the information was collected. Ro couldn't imagine any area more significant than operating as the attaché for the admirals and their adjutants on this floor. She stood up and sidled over to the desk, satisfied when Glasket glanced up at her and blushed faintly. Though he wore the pips of a lieutenant, just as she did, he had to be at least fifteen years younger than she was, and obviously not long out of the Academy itself. It was simply a matter of figuring out how discreet he was, and being very careful to keep their conversation to what appeared to be harmless information only.

She was very pleased to discover during their discussion, that he wasn't nearly discreet enough.

Seven rough chart

“Admiral, I wish to brief Captain Janeway alone,” Nechayev said coldly.

For a moment, Janeway thought her old mentor might object, but Owen Paris firmed his jaw and offered a short nod. Janeway was detecting a decided tension between the two admirals, but it was understandable that they would not choose to display it while in the presence of a subordinate.

“Come see me this afternoon, Kathryn,” he muttered to Janeway as he passed.

“Aye, sir,” she replied in a low voice.

She inhaled slowly and tried to ignore the light pain beginning to feather along her temples. She had forgotten all the various political maneuvering that took place in the upper echelons of Starfleet, and though her father had shared more than a few stories to help her deal with them, and even use them to her advantage at times, she preferred to steer clear of such situations altogether. She wondered if Voyager had somehow become the center of the admirals' controversy with each other, or if this was an ongoing thing in which she and her ship had become involved merely by happenstance.

She was conscious of Nechayev's eyes assessing her with an intensity that she had not experienced often in her life. Indeed, the only other person Janeway knew who possessed such a dispassionate cold contemplation was Seven of Nine. It had taken a while before the ice had melted in Seven's pale eyes and become the warm glow Janeway now associated with her.

“Sir,” she prompted finally, tiring of being analyzed as if under a microscope.

Nechayev raised her head. “I've never been impressed by you, Janeway,” she said flatly, to Janeway's complete consternation. “From the moment, I met you at your first command evaluation, which you made no secret you thought was beneath you, I have considered you to be a most unremarkable officer.”

Janeway flushed hotly at the description, remembering the incident quite well. She had just completed her first command in deep space and had been called before a review board that she considered a complete waste of time, saying as much to Admiral Paris. A Vulcan ensign named Tuvok had also been present and he had offered a scathing report about her lack of commitment to tactical operations during her tour, an assessment that had absolutely outraged her. Her defense that, as commanding officer, it was her responsibility to delineate the rules and regulations of Starfleet, and that her crew did not need to be schooled in the art of war, was not one accepted by the board. She was chastised verbally for such an approach, and informed that regulations were put in place for a reason, not solely for an individual officer's creative interpretation. That Tuvok was also instructed in the concept that a commanding officer had to be both flexible and creative, did not assuage her keen humiliation at all.

To Janeway's further displeasure, Tuvok had subsequently been assigned to her command, with the intention that each officer would benefit by learning from the other. After such an inauspicious beginning, no one had been more surprised than Janeway when she and the Vulcan eventually became the best of friends, proving that the members of the board were, indeed, far more intuitive than she was. The memory of the hearing still stung, however, whenever she was forced to think about it, and she had been unaware that she had provided such a negative impression to the admiral whom, at the time, Janeway had admired greatly and only wanted to emulate. Though Nechayev had overseen the sector where Voyager was initially assigned, the ship had been lost so quickly that Janeway never really had the chance to work with the woman.

She decided that was probably a good thing. If Nechayev didn't like how she interpreted rules and regulations in her first command, Janeway could only imagine how the admiral viewed her conduct in the Delta Quadrant. This was not going to be a very good briefing.

“You have consistently used the fact that you were the daughter of one of Starfleet's more respected admirals to your advantage,” Nechayev went on mercilessly. “You parlayed your connection with the associates of your father to pave your way to a command, a fact that became painfully clear when you were awarded Voyager. She was one of the first of our Intrepid-class ships, and you honestly didn't deserve her, but Admiral Patterson swung the vote in your favor. The fact that he, Finnegan, and Dawson were old friends of Edward Janeway should have excluded them from the Appointment Committee altogether. It truly did not surprise me that the very first thing you managed to do, on what should have been a routine mission to the Bajoran Sector while operating under my authority, was lose your ship in another quadrant.”

A muscle jumped in Janeway's jaw, outraged at such an unfair assessment, but unable to respond in the way she wanted. Janeway had discovered very early in her career that when a superior officer didn't like you, there wasn't much a person could do but maintain a stiff upper lip and take it, and work doubly hard to prove them wrong, but it wasn't a pleasant thing to have to deal with. Nor did she feel it was deserved, forcing herself to remain in her seat, frozen with indignity and rising fury. She was profoundly grateful that Seven of Nine was not here to witness this lambasting.

The reminder of her brought the sudden realization that Nechayev should also be damned grateful Seven wasn't there. By this time, Seven would have had the admiral hanging upside down by her ankles, demanding that she apologize immediately to her and threatening dire consequences if she didn't. The image of such a spectacle immediately restored Janeway's temper, and she could take a deep breath while raising a sardonic eyebrow.

“I'm sorry you feel that way,” she replied evenly.

“You could always fool those admirals who had never commanded a starship on the frontier,” Nechayev continued that chill tone. “Officers like Hayes and Patterson didn't know what such a post really demanded, but there were those of us who could tell you were just another committee appointee, arriving through political ties rather than merit, like so many who were assigned ships during that time. There's no question in my mind that had you remained in the Alpha Quadrant, you would have suffered the same fate that the rest of those captains did.”

“Which was?” Janeway managed coolly.

“Take a good look at the wall outside,” Nechayev said with an old anger. “The deaths are listed in the order of date from the beginning of the war, and the names of those captains were chiseled in first. Unfortunately, they usually managed to take their ships and entire crews with them.”

Janeway took a breath, keeping her voice devoid of inflection. “Is there a point to this, sir?”

Nechayev smiled faintly, an unpleasant, provocative smile. “Aren't you going to storm out of here in righteous indignation, Janeway? Request an immediate transfer from my authority? You can always tell one of your daddy figures, and they can easily arrange it. Paris is just down the hall, and he probably possesses as much pull as I do around here, despite the fact I'm in charge of starship command operations. He can't wait to take you under his wing and start directing your career just as he did before.”

The comment swept a flash of blinding rage through Janeway, but she didn't speak, taking a moment to allow the red haze to clear from her vision. She did notice that her hands, held under the table out of Nechayev's sight, were clenched into fists so tight, her knuckles were white as she quickly brought her fury under control.

She amazed herself by offering a thin-lipped smile. “With all due respect, Admiral, are you saying you lack the ability to deploy me properly?”

Nechayev stared at her for a long moment before a humorless grin ghosted across her narrow lips. “Something changed you out there,” she determined with a certain satisfaction, leaning back in her chair. Her shoulders relaxed, and her stern, rigid features softened visibly, the shift in mood so startling and disconcerting to Janeway that she struggled to retain her command face.

“Sir?”

“I'm not sure what it was, but now when I look at you, I actually see a starship captain,” Nechayev told her as she picked up her mug of coffee and sipped it. “Not just someone playing the role as you were in the beginning.”

Janeway wasn't sure how to react. She had never considered herself anything but a dedicated and tireless worker her entire career, believing she had earned everything she had received. Yet, there was a tiny part of her that was almost forced to agree with the admiral in her assessment about her current command ability, at least as far as the improvement was concerned. She had changed during the past seven years, discovering depths to herself that she had never known existed before being forced to call on them in the Delta Quadrant. She was undoubtedly a better captain for it, but was the admiral right? Had the potential unleashed in the past seven years been completely absent at the beginning of her command career? But that didn't give the admiral the right to—to—

To test her?

Janeway suddenly relaxed as well, dipping her head to regard the admiral with an intent gaze that had served her so splendidly in the past.

“Permission to speak freely, sir?” she said briskly.

Nechayev inclined her head marginally. “Please.”

“How the hell do you manage a working relationship with anyone using that approach?”

That generated a bark of laughter from the admiral, something Janeway did not think happened very often. “The best always know where they stand with me, and I, with them. That's sufficient for anyone who's secure in their abilities. The rest, I can't be bothered to waste my time with. They, and I, are far more comfortable with them reporting directly to Hayes, or Paris, who will coddle them and candy-coat things so they'll go down easier.”

“And Ross?”

Nechayev smiled again. “You could do much worse than to accept a command under him patrolling the Federation borders,” she said, which sounded like very high praise coming from her.

“Is that what you think I should do?” Janeway asked frankly.

Nechayev met her gaze squarely, eyes narrowed thoughtfully. “Your refusal of him today tells me a great deal. As he said, it's understandable that you shouldn't be assigned another ship so quickly. Your return from the Delta Quadrant is still too fresh, too raw. You've gone your own way for too long, and immediately putting you back in the harness would be a mistake on all our parts. I commend your prescience for knowing that.” Janeway did not correct this assumption on the admiral's part, even though she had really refused the command to give Seven time to experience life on Earth. She didn't think Nechayev would understand such a gesture. “It concerned me that you would immediately demand another vessel. Yet, the need for a starship and your own command will come back to you soon enough. Perhaps quicker than you think.”

“Which is why I’ll wait for Voyager’s overhaul to be complete.”

The admiral eyed her keenly. “You disappoint me, Kathryn. Courier missions? Escort duty? Short-range survey missions? Is that really what you want to do? I thought being in the Delta Quadrant showed you where your true talents lie.”

Janeway paused. Those were the types of duties usually assigned the Intrepid-class ships, and while the quick hit-and-run missions had been appealing to her years ago, she didn't think they would be now. She had temporarily forgotten that Voyager was not a deep space vessel, despite how incredibly well the little ship had performed in just that role.

“In truth, I had considered the Galaxy-class vessel that Admiral Ross offered me,” Janeway admitted reluctantly. “Just not so soon.”

Nechayev shook her head. “The galaxies are good, all-purpose ships, but not enough for what you need.”

Janeway frowned at that concept. Galaxy-class vessels were the most versatile of all the starships.

“Not Sovereign-class. I've seen the Enterprise. It's obviously a military ship, a Heavy Explorer. I was surprised Picard took it.”

“Commanding the flagship is its own reward, and now, the Federation needs to make a statement with it, particularly to the Romulan Republic,” Nechayev stated evenly. “But no, you're too much of an explorer to work well with one of those. One guess gone.”

“Nebula?”

“Too much of a warrior to spend years studying one spatial anomaly. Two guesses gone. You have one left.”

Janeway inhaled slowly in annoyance. “Do I get a lollipop if I win this guessing game?”

Without so much as a flicker, Nechayev reached into her uniform tunic and pulled out the candy in question, placing the lollipop on the table. Janeway was staggered, and she stared at the admiral in complete and open befuddlement.

“A secret vice of mine,” Nechayev admitted in a very dry tone. “Revealed, however, just for the sake of seeing what would shatter that command mask you wear.”

Despite herself, Janeway smiled. “So, what does that leave?” She paused, savoring the moment with a certain delight. “The Frontier-class USS Millennium they're currently building at Utopia Planitia?”

That disturbed Nechayev's controlled expression, astonishment widening her pale eyes, and the admiral was forced to take a breath.

“Yes,” she said happily, “you do have the right stuff, Kathryn. What a shame it took seven years in the Delta Quadrant to instill it in you.” She observed her with measuring intent. “Or perhaps my initial impression of you was wrong. Perhaps the war wouldn't have culled you from the herd as I thought. It's possible you had what it took all along, and it just couldn't blossom until you got out from under the aegis of your father's associates.”

Janeway did not respond, not agreeing with the admiral's assessment, but not prepared to completely dismiss it either. Whatever else she had discovered in the past seven years, learning how to rely only on herself, without any kind of safety net, had been a revelation to her. Remembering her early years in the Delta Quadrant, she wondered how many of the problems she faced had been caused by nothing more than her arrogance and absolute belief in a system of Starfleet protocols that didn't always work, especially with a crew who were partially Maquis. Solving those problems had forced her to develop her current state of flexibility, and shaken up many of her personal perceptions.

“Is that the ship you had in mind for me?” she prodded lightly.

Nechayev stared at her, then silently slid the candy over to Janeway. Janeway quickly took it, doubting she’d ever receive another such intimate concession from the intimidating admiral, tucking the lollipop neatly into her inner tunic pocket.

“What do you know about the USS Millennium?”

Janeway thought about the conversation she had shared with Ro Laren a few nights earlier, at the housewarming party at the new home Ro shared with her lover, B'Elanna Torres. Ro had talked incessantly about the new ship currently being built in orbit around Mars, something that was quite unusual for the stoic security officer who had never indicated much interest in starship design before. At the time, Janeway had chalked it up to the alcohol being imbibed, but now she remembered that she had been the one drinking, and Ro had not touched anything other than fruit juice. She wondered if her new assistant had an ulterior motive for revealing so much about the new starship.

She made a mental note to have a little chat with Ro.

“She's a Fast Explorer type,” Janeway recited from memory. “Massing almost 7 million metric tons, she's slightly over 700 meters in length; her beam is 470 meters, and her height is 170 meters, making her slightly shorter than a Sovereign-class, while the beam and height are slightly wider, though less tall, than a Galaxy-class. Her primary weapons system boasts fourteen type-10 phaser emitters, eight pulse phaser cannons, three torpedo launchers, photon or quantum compatible, while also carrying three launch platforms for a multitask fleet designed for dual purpose military, diplomatic and scientific procedures while outside Federation space. From what I understand, she'll be utilizing two separate and distinct drives, one warp, and the other, some form of transwarp system. Her performance specs rate her as reaching a maximum cruising speed of 9.985 for up to twelve hours, though her rate of acceleration is quite slow in comparison to other ships that possess less powerful warp drives. Her fleet complement consists of 3 Yellowstone-class Heavy Runabouts with extended science module capabilities, 6 Tornado-class Medium Shuttles and 18 KillerBee Light Fighters designed to run escort duty while cruising hazardous space.”

There was dead silence when Janeway finished repeating what Ro had told her.

“I underestimated you, Kathryn,” Nechayev said plainly, after a moment. “I won't do that again. Which leaves me with only one question.”

She leaned forward and pinned Janeway with a piercing gaze.

“How badly do you want to be her captain?”

 

Seven entered the restaurant located on the third level of Starfleet Headquarters, her pale eyes searching eagerly for her. After her meeting with Hayes, he had offered to give her a tour of the facilities, and she readily accepted once she understood that Janeway would be occupied with Nechayev for the rest of the morning. Outside the admiral's office, they ran into Ro Laren, and she accompanied them on the tour as the admiral explained all the various departments found in the facility. Starship Operations, to which he, Nechayev, Ross and Paris were currently assigned, was only one area of the huge organization headquartered here. 

Hayes also seemed to be taking a proprietary interest in Seven and Seven decided that she was not averse to that. She knew that many senior officers chose to 'mentor' certain lower-ranked officers at the beginning of their career, just as Admiral Paris had once acted as an adviser to a young Kathryn Janeway, taking a special and personal interest in her progress. Admiral Hayes appeared to be a very kindly man, if not as keenly intelligent as most, and certainly, Seven would benefit from someone who knew how to operate on diplomatic levels, as he seemed to be skilled in, rather than someone who was more active in the militaristic or scientific aspects of Starfleet. She had Kathryn for that aspect of her teaching, after all.

She tried to imagine Nechayev as her mentor, assuming that was even possible, and decided that was too horrific to contemplate. She hoped her had held her own with the intimidating admiral, though to be honest, she could not envision anyone, not even Nechayev, with whom Janeway could not retain her command authority.

As they toured the facility, Seven noted that a great many of the administrative personnel were required to be 'in the field', specifically away from Earth to carry out their duties. Apparently, this was happening far more now than before the Dominion War, and Seven was concerned that if Janeway accepted a similar position, Janeway would find herself, not on Earth as she expected, but rather in other areas of the Federation, thus defeating the purpose of pursuing such a temporary post.

Seven also noticed that many younger people in grey uniforms were being used as aides and clerks because of the lack of available personnel to handle the routine tasks that still needed to be done. Hayes explained that many of them were cadets earning extra credit, affording them the opportunity to remain at Starfleet Academy for an extra year, since most third-year students were being posted to ships and stations. Seven expressed an interest in visiting the Academy that sprawled over two city blocks, located directly across the street from Starfleet Headquarters, and the admiral promised to arrange a tour of the facilities for her the following day.

“Starfleet has become very hands on, now,” Hayes said somewhat proudly at one point. “We're no longer tied up so much in rules and regulations that insist on a passive approach to starship operations. All areas of our policies, military, diplomatic and scientific, are becoming more keyed to doing what's best for the Federation.”

Seven found that quite interesting, remembering such discussions during her classes on Voyager, though she did wonder what the disadvantages to such changes in Starfleet policies were, particularly since the admiral didn't appear to want to discuss that topic.

When lunch time rolled around, he directed Ro and Seven to the large restaurant on the third floor, promising that the chef-prepared food was far tastier than using one of the replicators found in the small lunch rooms located on every level. He instructed Ro to meet with Nechayev during the afternoon, while Seven was expected to spend some time with Admiral Ross, discussing the Borg additions that had been made to Voyager. A brief call to Nechayev's office by Ro retrieved the information that Captain Janeway was already on her way down to level three, whereupon Seven promptly headed for the nearest turbolift as Ro dutifully tagged along.

“Over there, Seven,” Ro said, nudging Seven discreetly, as they stood in the foyer of the tastefully appointed dining area. “In the corner.”

Though pleased to see that she was already seated, Seven was surprised to discover Janeway was speaking to someone who was unfamiliar to Seven. As Seven and Ro approached, the uniformed stranger, who's collar sported four pips, nodded once to Janeway, got up from the table, shot an unfathomable look at Seven, and then left without saying anything further. Seven regarded her curiously.

“Who was that?” she asked as she sat down across from her. Ro took a seat to Janeway's right, which automatically put her back to the wall, allowing her a clear view of the entire room.

Janeway quirked an eyebrow. “An old acquaintance. I'm trying to find out what a year or so of taking charge of the Utopia Planitia shipyards is really worth.” She offered Seven a bit of a wry smile and changed the subject. “Where's your legal counsel?”

“Samantha carried out her duties and was able to leave.” Seven paused. “My briefing was not as disturbing as I had anticipated.”

“I'm glad to hear that,” Janeway said, her eyes becoming a bit serious. “Was Admiral Hayes put off by you bringing a civilian lawyer along?”

“Not at all,” Seven responded, allowing a touch of satisfaction to color her tone. “He was very accepting and cooperative with her. It appears that your fears regarding their attitude toward my retaining legal counsel were unjustified, Kathryn.”

“Apparently, so were yours,” Janeway pointed out dryly, “or it wouldn't have gone so smoothly between Miss Cogley and the admiral. Now, will you admit that Starfleet isn't this conscienceless monster intent on persecuting one helpless little Borg drone, despite what my sister claims?”

Seven considered that reluctantly. “Perhaps you are correct, but I also believe that having Samantha present prevented any misunderstandings on the part of Starfleet regarding my specific case.”

Janeway didn't look as if she agreed with that, but she didn't say anything, obviously not wanting to argue about it any further. Instead, she glanced at Ro.

“You look a little pale, Lieutenant. Too much brass for your liking?”

Ro's brown eyes darkened. Seven wondered if her noticed. “No, Captain, but I’ll be pleased when I’m required to carry out my duties rather than merely talk about them.”

Janeway smiled and nodded. “I had a very promising discussion with Admiral Nechayev this morning. It went a long way in clarifying things for me, and by extension, for you, as well.”

“The admiral does not like me,” Seven remarked, remembering the look in Nechayev's eyes when she left the room. “She is wary of the Borg and distrusts me. Admiral Hayes expressed the opinion that she is very conscious of the threat the Collective poses to the Federation.”

Janeway glanced at her, her blue-grey eyes becoming a bit troubled. “I agree that Nechayev's manner could be construed as imposing, even quite rude at times, but to her credit, she recognizes that. She told me that she thought you would be far more comfortable speaking with Admiral Hayes, who oversees diplomatic operations, than with her, and that's why it was arranged for him to do your briefing. It was purely for your benefit, Annika.”

Seven blinked, unpleasantly surprised. “Indeed,” she said slowly, remembering how freely she had spoken with Admiral Hayes, once he proved to be so accommodating and friendly toward her. Apparently, what she had believed to be kindness was a deliberate micro-managing of her, and she was left feeling rather foolish. Filing it away as a lesson to remember, she focused her attention on her. “Did you find Admiral Nechayev intimidating, Kathryn?”

Janeway didn't answer right away, an odd expression crossing her classic features. “Let's just say she takes some getting used to. I know that until now, I've never really had the opportunity to work with her. Even when I accepted Voyager, which brought me under her direct authority as sector commander, I dealt more with Admiral Patterson in my preparation because she was supervising the fleet patrolling the Orion Cluster. Patterson had been one of my professors at the Academy, and he asked to supervise my transfer of command personally.” Janeway paused, looking uncomfortable about that for some reason. “Of course, Voyager was promptly dumped in the Delta Quadrant during our first mission, and I never even had the chance to speak directly with Nechayev.”

“Admiral Patterson?” Seven echoed. “Is he related in any way to Michael?”

Janeway lifted her chin, frowning. “I don't know,” she said, her voice a little surprised, as if the question had not occurred to her. “I'll have to ask him the next time I see him.”

“Uncle,” Ro said suddenly.

Startled, both Janeway and Seven stared at her and Ro raised an eyebrow. “Admiral David Patterson is the Commander's uncle, but they don't necessarily get along. The admiral seems to think Michael is a bit of a disappointment in his career. He's also not pleased that his nephew is now romantically involved with 'the wife of an old friend'.”

“How do you know that?” Janeway asked, her tone one of astonishment.

Ro shrugged. “I was talking with Lt. Glasket who was covering the desk. He had a great deal of information to share about what's really going on in the various sections of Starfleet Headquarters.”

Janeway blinked. “Are you sure you're not picking up your roommate's bad habits?”

Ro regarded her evenly. “I assumed that assessing the current political makeup of Starfleet Command is part of my duties as your assistant,” she responded with a hint of reproach in her voice, just enough for Janeway to know she didn't appreciate the comment.

Janeway looked surprised, and then nodded. “I stand corrected, Lieutenant. I meant no disrespect of your abilities, nor did I mean to imply that I was unappreciative of them, regarding you or your partner.”

She was not apologizing exactly, but perhaps acknowledging that she may have been somewhat imprudent in her words, which would be as far as she would go with a lower-ranked officer. Seven found the subtle inflections and interaction between the two women fascinating, but then, she always did when Ro and Janeway were speaking. They communicated on several levels that were far more complicated than what was superficially apparent.

“Speaking of which,” Janeway continued, “B'Elanna began her duties at Utopia Planitia this morning, correct?”

Ro nodded. “She doesn't know what area of the shipyards she'll be assigned to yet, but she's hoping it will be either Voyager's overhaul or the new Frontier-class vessel they're building.”

“Ah, yes, the USS Millennium.”

Seven glanced at Janeway, frowning at the note of something she didn't quite recognize in the captain's voice, but before she could pursue it, a waiter approached and they were required to check out the menus to decide what they would be eating for lunch.

Once they had ordered, Seven glanced around the dining area. Although it was a civilian-run restaurant, established to serve the variety of tourists and diplomats that visited the facility, it was full of Starfleet personnel. Towering windows lined one area of the large room, looking out onto the front plaza and the Dominion War Monument, the white walls seeming to sparkle in the midday sun. Beyond the Academy grounds across the street, the magnificent backdrop of the Golden Gate Bridge arched over the bay, and Seven decided this would be a most acceptable place to be assigned, simply for the view. She could see several people outside in the plaza, eating their lunch on benches, and she wondered if they enjoyed having their duties located in a distinctly different area from where they resided. For Seven, having lived and worked on a starship since being severed from the Collective, it would be an entirely new experience to explore such a lifestyle.

“What did Ross have to say in your briefing, Lieutenant?” Janeway asked Ro, drawing Seven's attention back to her companions.

“He seems to think that if I'm serious about pursuing a command track, I would have a first officer position in a year,” Ro said soberly. “And a command of my own within two.”

Janeway choked on the water she had been sipping. “Good God, are things really that bad!” She colored suddenly. “I'm sorry, Lieutenant, I didn't mean...”

“It's all right, Captain,” Ro assured her in a dryly ironic tone. “I'm a little shocked by it as well. If I were the type to measure my value in rank, I'd say the future looks very bright, but since I have no misconceptions about the sort of situation that would consider me prime captain material for a Scout type starship like Voyager, I'm a little—well, horrified by the implications.”

“What about your briefing, Annika? What did Admiral Hayes speak about with you?”

Seven thought back over the briefing, realizing that Janeway would not want a verbal recitation of the entire conversation, but not knowing what exactly would be considered important to her. She tried to summarize as much as possible.

“He explained that Starfleet wishes me to retain my commission, but he appreciates the opportunities I have been offered. He has granted me a leave of absence until I can decide, though he expects me to have a decision by the time I return from my trip with Phoebe. He also mentioned that should I choose an option other than a regular assignment or Dr. Brahm's Theoretical Propulsion Group, I could not retain my commission.”

Janeway considered that, her eyes bright. “I see.” She paused, and added in a low voice, “I also want you to retain your commission.”

“However, you are not attempting to influence my decision.”

The corner of Janeway's mouth curled slightly. “Not at all.”

Seven smiled, as did Janeway, while Ro regarded them both sardonically.

“Did he mention any specifics regarding regular assignments, Seven?” Ro asked.

Seven raised an eyebrow. “The USS Merrimack, a Nebula-class vessel, requires a science officer, as does Space Station 561. He also mentioned that any admiral in the Starfleet Science branch would arrange a place in their staff if I wished to remain attached to Starfleet Headquarters here on Earth.”

“Are you interested in any of those?” Janeway asked curiously.

“I am more interested in pursuing one of the options already offered me.”

“I see,” Janeway said, leaning back as their lunches arrived. She had ordered a chicken sandwich to go along with her salad and soup, and wasted little time in attacking her meal once it was placed in front of her.

“Are you in a hurry, Kathryn?” Seven asked curiously.

Janeway flashed her a smile. “I promised Owen I would stop by his office this afternoon. I think he wants to talk to me about my future, as well, though I suspect most of the 'briefing' will be spent reminiscing over old times, and discussing how Tom performed on Voyager.”

Ro looked faintly disturbed, and Janeway obviously picked up on it.

“You have something to add, Lieutenant?”

“Admiral Nechayev and Admiral Paris are—” Ro trailed off, obviously searching for a tactful way to put it.

“Enemies,” Seven supplied helpfully. “Bitter rivals. Hateful competitors.”

Janeway eyed her sardonically. “I've picked up on a bit of antagonism between them, though I think you're exaggerating a bit,” she allowed, dipping her spoon into her minestrone. “Unfortunately, clashes in personalities are bound to happen when everyone is ranked on a level within the same section, and no one role is considered any more important than the other. There's always been an uneasy shifting of authority between the scientific, military, diplomatic and command applications within Starfleet, particularly when it comes to dealing with the starships. I believe the rivalry has just become more pronounced since the end of the war.”

Ro shook her head. “It's a little more than just jockeying for the largest piece of the section pie, Captain, and I don't think Seven was exaggerating. It appears to be far more personal than professional. Granted, I've received my information second-hand, and I have to allow for youthful hyperbole, but my understanding is that Paris and Nechayev actively hate each other.” She met Janeway's eyes squarely. “To the point where if you're working with one, you're expected to be completely against the other. It's been providing a lot of tension lately, and there's a belief that the only one keeping them from tearing each other's throats out is Hayes, who acts as sort of an intermediary. Ross is away from Earth too much to be involved.”

A serious expression crossed Janeway's face. “That's not good for morale, or for Starfleet.”

“I just thought you should know,” Ro said. “It seems, according to scuttlebutt, that Nechayev has 'plans' for you, as does Paris. It's almost as if you're a prize of some sort between them.”

Janeway sighed, shaking her head. “I've always hated command politicking.” She nodded at Ro. “Thank you for the warning, Lieutenant. I'll watch my step.”

Seven forked a bit of lettuce in her salad, wondering what this meant for her, who could usually take care of herself, but not necessarily as well as Janeway always assumed. Still, Seven wasn't entirely sure what she could do if this proved to be too much for Janeway. Place Seven in an alien prison and she knew exactly how to get her out of danger. This seemed to be a far more complicated situation, and it was unlikely that Borg cutting implements would be helpful when dealing with Starfleet Command.

Unfortunately.

 

“There she is,” Miles O'Brien said, as he and B'Elanna Torres paused beside one of the large viewports lining the interior ring of the main docking facility. All the shipyard docks maintained a geo-synchronous orbit with the Utopia Planitia base located on Mars, and beyond this spatial structure, the engineer could see two more docking frames, one of which contained a Askari-class cruiser, while the other surrounded a Galaxy-class explorer.

B’Elanna engineer focused her attention on the vessel framed in the dock she was standing in, the large ship held in place by tractor beams and an umbilical to prevent drift. The graceful lines of the massive construct made for a magnificent panorama against the backdrop of stars, and B'Elanna felt her heart beat just a little faster, unable to remain completely immune to the sight. Already under construction prior to the Dominion War, work on the new type of ship had been shoved aside in the interest of finishing other, more proven types of vessels, such as the Intrepid and Nebula-class ships, to ready them quickly enough to participate in the war effort. Manufacture had been swift, and just enough to make those vessels combat-ready before they were thrown out on the front lines, manned by skeleton crews cobbled together from the survivors of other ships that had been damaged beyond repair.

Despite that, however, those hastily completed vessels, and their crews, had performed with surprising and admirable aptitude, and once victory had been assured, the ships had immediately been called in to finish the bulk of detailed work that had been eschewed during the military crisis. Construction had also resumed on the next vessel in the Frontier-class, the line of Explorers intended for deep space missions, its crew expected to accept five-to-ten-year tours of duty.

The newest vessel of this line under construction had been designed with the idea of incorporating, in addition to the traditional warp drive, a new system which the Theoretical Propulsion Group, headed by Dr. Leah Brahms, had been developing for the past ten years. That development had shown a marked increase in advancement and interest from Starfleet Command when the TPG first started receiving data from USS Voyager two years earlier, where work had begun on the Intrepid-class vessel's own version of a faster-than-warp drive that would eventually return it to the Alpha Quadrant. The Frontier-class line was immediately re-designated as Fast Explorers, due to the major breakthroughs with the drive that finally made it feasible enough to build.

B'Elanna had picked up enough gossip on the base where she lived to know this new system wasn't really that close to the slipstream drive she, Harry Kim and Seven of Nine had finally constructed for Voyager, but it did incorporate similar elements, as well as elements of the Borg's transwarp coil, and a transwarp system which had been tried almost a century earlier in the then-new Excelsior-class ships. It had been tagged with the term 'transition drive', and B’Elanna wondered if it would work as well as the slipstream unit had.

Of course, B'Elanna noted, remembering that rather wild ride back to the Federation, the slipstream drive hadn't exactly been a method of travel that would catch on with many people. The speed far outstripped the current technology of sensor arrays, making it impossible to navigate with any sort of precision, and the plasma flow coil was extremely sensitive to spatial anomalies, causing it to malfunction in the most inconvenient ways. She didn't know if this new 'transition' drive would function any better, but in some ways, it certainly couldn't function any worse.

“She’s a beauty,” she admitted to the older man, her dark eyes tracing the sleek hull, feeling a little guilty about how much she was immediately taken with the vessel. It was similar in shape to the much smaller Voyager, boasting a delta-tapered saucer while Galaxy-type warp nacelles curved up to bracket the teardrop-shaped engineering section. The larger, outboard transition drive nacelle curved along the dorsal spine, giving it a heavier look, while the ship's hull had already been painted, the name and call-letters etched at the appropriate spots, USS Millennium NX 80861. It was mostly the internal systems requiring completion now, all the various operating units being installed, though fortunately, life support was already up and running, its installation finished only a month earlier.

B'Elanna was grateful for that. While she rather enjoyed space walks in general, she hated moving in the bulky environmental suits within enclosed areas, and to be able to work in a comfortable uniform was a big plus. It appeared as if she was joining the team at just the proper time.

“C'mon,” O'Brien said, drawing her away, and B'Elanna realized she had been staring at the large ship, lost in her contemplation of what secrets it held and how it would relate to her immediate future.

As they moved toward the travel pod which would carry them to their assigned duty area, B'Elanna realized there was someone waiting by the docking port. The stranger was a stocky woman, with darkish blonde hair and sharp eyes that seemed to miss little. Three pips of a full commander adorned her collar, and B’Elanna wondered who she was.

“O'Brien,” the woman greeted politely, though her eyes were on B'Elanna, assessing her keenly. “This must be our new engineer.”

“Yes, sir,” O'Brien agreed, putting his hand on B'Elanna's shoulder. “This is Lt. Torres, off Voyager. She got to work with an alternate drive in actual real-life circumstances. B'Elanna, this is Commander Sarah MacDougal. She's in command of the Millennium Team.”

“Sir,” B'Elanna said.

“Call me Chief,” the woman said, offering B’Elanna a small smile. “Have you been in the ship yet?”

“No, si—Chief.” B'Elanna noticed that the woman's hands were toughened and slightly gnarled. No padd pusher here, she thought with a certain amount of pleasure. Here was a woman who got herself dirty with her crew.

“O'Brien will fill you in on the details.” MacDougal focused her attention on the stocky, curly-haired crewman. “I want her to start with those specs from TPG. Maybe she'll have less problems deciphering them than the rest of us.” She gave them both a short nod, then strode briskly away.

He nodded and gestured for B'Elanna to enter the travel pod. Comprised of only an engine with thrusters and a place for the passengers to stand, the tiny transports were the most practical way to maneuver around a construction site of this size. Though the facility surrounding the Millennium was connected by an umbilical to the ship's fore docking port, walking to the umbilical from the transporter dais, where B'Elanna and O'Brien had just arrived from the Utopia Planitia base, would take at least an hour. That didn't include the time it would take to cross the kilometer-long span of the umbilical itself, as well as moving through the massive ship which did not yet have a turbolift system in operation. This way, O'Brien could dock the travel pod at the airlock closest to the section in which they'd be working. Of course, transporters were always available, but with the profusion of energy fields and random power surges that regularly occurred during systems installation, it was considered a rather dicey method of getting around. It took an experienced officer to know when to risk using that method of transport, and most engineers simply didn't take the chance of losing an assorted body part during an unexpected energy fluctuation in the pattern buffer.

O'Brien handled the small boat's helm controls with easy familiarity, detaching the pod from the exterior dock, and pointing it at a miniscule airlock near the underside of the Millennium. The ship filled the viewport and B'Elanna placed her hand against the smooth transparency, eyes wide as they eased beneath the enormous dorsal hull of the engineering section. It was easy to forget how huge these vessels were, and the Millennium massed more than either a Galaxy or a Nebula-class ship.

“What's the story on MacDougal?”

“Good officer,” O'Brien said shortly, “and a better crew chief. She served as head of engineering on the Enterprise in 2364, before accepting a post here. She never asks anything of her team that she wouldn't do herself, and she never lets any of the guano filter down to us from the upper levels of the shipyards.”

B'Elanna grinned. “Is there a lot of guano, Miles?”

He grinned crookedly. “In a facility this large, this close to Starfleet Command? You bet there is.” He eased the pod towards the docking port which grew steadily larger as they neared it. “Tell me, why this ship and not Voyager? I'd have thought you'd prefer helping out on her overhaul.”

“Voyager was my first choice,” B'Elanna admitted. “Commander McCord claimed they didn't need any more personnel.”

O'Brien blinked, puzzlement edging his expression. “That doesn't make sense. Even if they have a full complement, why would he refuse the services of the engineer in charge of the vessel for the past seven years?”

B'Elanna shot a look at him, conscious of the fact that Ro suspected O'Brien was working as a plant, placed in Utopia Planitia by Captain Jean-Luc Picard who was conducting an operation against Section 31, a covert organization operating within Starfleet Intelligence.

“That does sound strange, doesn't it?” she prodded gently. “Maybe McCord doesn't like Klingons.”

He looked at her, his light eyes speculative. “Maybe. It might be worth considering, just for the sake of finding out.”

She continued to stare at him, but he didn't say anything further, concentrating suddenly on his controls as he turned the travel pod around, reversing the thrusters. There was a soft bump as the pod nudged gently back against the docking port, then the panel beside the door flashed green, indicating a solid seal with the air lock. B'Elanna followed O'Brien into the ship, struck by a scent that was present only in new vessels, the odd mixture of chill spaciousness and seared heat, of molten metal and cold plastisol, the medicinal flavor of a freshly installed atmosphere, underlaid by the acrid tang of conduit fluid.

As they walked through the corridor, panels gaped open overhead and along the bulkheads, wires and cables bulging out, not yet organized in a comprehensive alignment within the hollows. Dark holes marked where touch panels and computer access had yet to be inserted, while dust and debris littered the bare deck, devoid of carpet. They passed through the entrance to what had to be the engine room, the doors constantly open and drawn back within the recesses lining the bulkhead.

Immediately upon entering, B'Elanna felt her jaw drop, looking about the unfinished section which was a buzz of activity, suspecting she looked like some kind of rube, but unable to help herself. This was three times the size of her old engine room back on Voyager, and the dual warp cores, though dark and inactivated, loomed above her to a height of four decks, separated by an ivory-colored coolant system. She wondered at the presences of two cores before realizing one had to power the traditional warp drive, while the other was channeled into the various manifolds that would power the new transition plasma flow, keeping them aligned, but separate from each other. Each of the engine room consoles were also divided, with one side devoted to the warp drive while the other was intended to control the new propulsion system. It was an awe-inspiring sight, and she belatedly became aware of O'Brien standing nearby, waiting patiently as she took it all in, a somewhat indulgent look on his face.

“I hope I don't look as stupid as I think I do,” she offered dryly.

“No worse than any of us.” He looked skyward with a reminiscent grin. “We all react that way when we first come in here. It's far larger than any other engine room I've ever been in, and to see warp cores of that size is, frankly, intimidating. The amount of energy required to power the transition drive is reputed to be incredible, and somehow, I can't help but feel that the more complicated it gets, the more things can go wrong. I don't know why we can't be content with warp. It's worked perfectly well up until now.”

“Ah, it's not so bad, Miles,” B'Elanna said, teasing him a little. “Alternative drives have some advantages, even though using the slipstream unit was a lot like flying through fog, never knowing where you are, but always taking you where you're going—more or less.”

He shook his head dubiously. “If you say so.”

He led her into a room set off from main engineering, apparently intended to be the chief engineer's office. It was the size of Captain Janeway's old ready room, and B'Elanna glanced around enviously, impressed with the sweeping decor and dual levels, though now, it was being used as a combination cafeteria and conference room, with various pieces of mismatched furniture units covered by an array of discarded tunics and padds. A conference table dominated the lower level, while a portable replicator was shoved unceremoniously in the corner, half-full coffee cups decorating the various shelves lining the bulkheads. Larger padds were stacked on the large work desk on the upper level where three officers were going over them with an air of frustration.

One of them, a solid, dark-haired young man with lieutenant commander pips, nodded at O'Brien with a sort of informal familiarity. That was one of the things B'Elanna liked most about some engineering teams; they rarely worried about rank, and respect was based on ability, not how many pips one had.

“Commander Brighton, this is Lt. Torres,” O'Brien said. “She's off Voyager.”

“Call me Dave,” he said, sticking out a massive hand which she shook gingerly. “If you're off Voyager, then you've worked with that slipstream configuration.”

“Helped build it,” she replied easily, peeking at the specs spread out on the desk.

He grinned with what seemed relief and moved aside, motioning at the others to give B’Elanna room. “Maybe you can figure out what the TPG just sent down to us this morning.” There was a tone of aggravation in his voice, not directed at her, she sensed, but at those padd pushers who insisted on making changes, and including alterations to a system already in the process of being built. She had become quite familiar with it while working with Brahms over the comm relay in the Delta Quadrant. She could only imagine how further aggravating it could be dealing with the scientists where they weren't limited by the restricted duration and accessibility of a communications array required to cross two quadrants.

She moved around to look at the design images spread over the desktop. “Where are the original specs?”

“You mean the first set released ten years ago, or the one just before this set?” one of the other officers asked with more than a hint of sarcasm.

B'Elanna winced. “The previous ones.” When Brighton pointed them out, she studied them side by side. “I see what she's doing.” She paused and lifted her head. “This is Brahms we're talking about, right?”

“Oh, yeah,” Brighton said, offering her a friendly grin. “I guess you worked with her before?”

“The TPG assisted us when we were constructing our slipstream drive.” B'Elanna absently tapped her finger on padd. She realized belatedly that O'Brien had left, but she supposed she didn't need him to nursemaid her around any further. Either she would be able to fit in, or like a great many things in her life, it would be a challenge, but in any case, it was up to her to accomplish it. “She's realigned the coil so that the flow ratio is balanced more precisely, but by doing that, she has to replace the conduit here with a filter and utilize the bypass juncture as a secondary regulator. We had to do the same thing on Voyager before we dared install the slipstream unit.”

Brighton blinked as he stared at the specs. “Damn, why didn't I see that?”

“Maybe because this is the fourth time we've had to adjust the bypass juncture?” one of the others suggested. “Is the balance of the flow ratio really that important?”

B'Elanna pinned him with a look, discovering that he was only about twenty, sporting a single ensign pip, which meant he was fresh out of the Academy. That didn't necessarily mean he was green, she reminded himself, not when officers just as young had been ducking Jem'Hadar blasts not so long ago, but it wasn't the sort of question asked by anyone who had ever served on a starship.

“For us standing here, not really,” she said mildly, “For the person maintaining that flow when there's a plasma leak and the hull is buckling under constant fire from an enemy ship, it might mean the difference between sucking vacuum and flying the hell out of there.”

He colored and Brighton laughed. “You're dealing with a real officer, now, Cannel.” He slapped him on the back. “She's been out there and she knows that theory is fine, right up until the moment it doesn't work under real life demands.”

“Which has always been my major argument with Dr. Brahms,” B'Elanna agreed, “but in this case, she's right. It's definitely worth the adjustment.”

“Then we'd better get to it.” Brighton flashed her another charming grin. “You'll do, Lieutenant. You'll do just fine.”

B'Elanna discovered she was smiling as she followed the group out the office, deciding that this was going to be a hell of a lot better than she would have dared hoped. She reminded herself, however, not to enjoy herself so much that she forgot what her other purpose was while she was serving here.

Figuring out what Section 31 was up to.

Janeway stuck her head tentatively through the open doorway, tapping lightly at the frame as she saw the familiar, snowy head of her mentor bent over some padds. He looked up, his blue eyes brightening when he saw who it was, and he gestured at her to come in. She wondered briefly where Commander Patterson was, not seeing the admiral's adjunct anywhere, and then decided that he was probably away from San Francisco performing some task for Paris as so many adjuncts seemed to be doing lately. Few positions were mere desk jobs in Starfleet Command anymore.

“Kathryn, please, have a seat,” he said, rising to his feet.

She did, noting that he went around and sealed the door behind her, and she wondered if she should find that an ominous sign of sorts.

“I see you survived Nechayev,” he said, returning to his place behind the big oak desk. To her amusement, Janeway realized it was the same one he had used back when she had first met him.

“I think the admiral and I understand each other.” She smiled as he placed a mug in front of her and poured some coffee from the pot kept hot on a nearby heating unit. “You remembered.”

“You lived on the stuff on the Al-Batani,” he reminded her.

“I lived on it in the Delta Quadrant, as well,” she admitted, sipping the hot liquid with quiet pleasure. It wasn't as good as Seven's blend, of course, but it was still one of the better cups she had enjoyed since being back in the Alpha Quadrant, certainly as good as what was served in a little cafe she and Seven had been dropping by in the mornings after their run through Golden Gate Park.

Their brisk walk, she amended silently, forced to be honest in the privacy of her own mind. It might be a week or so before she was up for an actual run.

He granted her a moment to enjoy the coffee, then leaned forward, linking his fingers and resting his hands on his desk.

“I don't know what Nechayev has planned for you,” he said seriously. The 'and I don't care' was implied in the tone, but not said. Janeway tried not to let her discomfort show. “I do know that it probably undervalues you.”

“Indeed,” Janeway said, careful to keep her voice even.

“I want to see you join us in Starfleet Command. How does Admiral Janeway sound?”

She felt as if someone had struck her in the stomach.

“Like someone is speaking of my father,” she managed finally, “but not me.”

“Kathryn, don't depreciate your worth—”

“I'm not,” she said, gently but firmly. “I appreciate the offer, really I do, and I understand what it is exactly that you're offering, but I'm not ready for it. I believe I still have too much to offer as a starship commander.”

He looked frustrated. “I understand that certain captains have this mistaken belief that they require only a starship to satisfy them, but I never expected you to be one of them, Kathryn. You're a scientist, first and foremost, and after combining both Maquis and Starfleet into a solid crew for seven years, it's obvious that you also have the administration skills to be outstanding in Starfleet Command. Come work with me in scientific operations.”

“No, thank you, Admiral.” She paused, organizing her thoughts. “If I've learned nothing else during my time in the Delta Quadrant, it is that I am first and foremost a woman who needs to command a starship. I had the unique opportunity to see what would have happened had I taken another path, where an alternative version of me did walk away from her starship command and accepted a promotion.” The memory of Commodore Johnson, the emptiness that existed in her life the first time Janeway met her, and the renewal of spirit once she had regained possession of Voyager, had never left Janeway. “It's a lesson I took to heart, Admiral. I'm taking a brief period of adjustment ground-side to take care of a certain personal agenda, but at the end of it, I expect to be in the center seat of a starship bridge again.”

He stared at her as if he had never seen her before. “Kathryn, this doesn't sound like you at all.”

“On the contrary, it is me,” she insisted with complete certainty. “Command is where I am best suited, it is where my skills are best utilized and most importantly, it's where I’m most comfortable.”

“Nonsense,” he thundered.

“Not to me.” She carefully placed her mug on the desk. “I will turn down any promotion offered, sir. If I am refused a vessel, I will request a formal investigation as to why.”

He could not have looked more shocked and dismayed than if she had struck him full across the face. A formal investigation was something brought up only if an impropriety was suspected.

“Is that what Nechayev offered you?” he demanded, his voice harsh. “A ship?”

She met his gaze squarely. “Nechayev does not need to offer me a vessel, nor does Admiral Ross, though he already has. My experience would make it an error for Starfleet to try to place me anywhere else.” She took a breath. Even though she had less tolerance for being told what to do as she became older, Owen Paris had been a powerful influence on her life. She did not wish to hurt him. “I'm considering this next year or so to be nothing more than a leave, a chance to rest and catch up on all I missed for the past seven years, but it's not an indication I've lost my taste for command.”

“If you're planning to align your loyalty to Nechayev—”

She was careful not to let anger touch her voice, keeping it calm and even. “My loyalty is to Starfleet and the Federation, not to any one officer. You, of all people, should know that.”

He was breathing heavily, obviously reining his temper, and she regarded him sadly, wondering when the vital man she had known became this grasping politician, more involved in a pursuit of power than in upholding the ideals of Starfleet. Had it been when his son was involved in that tragic accident? Was that when he thought it was more important, in his role as an admiral, to start arranging things to work his way, rather than doing what was best for the Federation? She didn't know, and she prayed she would never experience something that would make her follow a similar path.

“I will tell Nechayev the same thing, if she believes she can use me as a pawn in some power struggle between the two of you.” She offered a smile. “That principle comes straight from Admiral Edward Janeway. I would not honor him were I to act in any other way.”

His face grew closed, reserved. “Being gone so long changed you, Kathryn,” he said stonily. “Not for the better, either.”

She smiled sadly. “I don't believe I'm the only one.” She inhaled slowly and straightened in her seat. “If that's everything, Admiral?”

He stared at her, then nodded shortly. “I guess it is, Captain,” he said, the bitterness emphasizing the word and turning it into a slur rather than a term of address. “You're dismissed.”

She knew this had shattered the relationship they had once shared, and she was sorry about that, though to her surprise, not as sorry as she thought she should be. Apparently, the changes she experienced out in the Delta Quadrant included a desire to please herself first, rather than always requiring the approval of others, particularly older, paternal figures. She wasn't quite sure how that would affect her future dealings with her superiors in Starfleet, but she discovered that a good part of her didn't care beyond a certain point. She had learned to be true to herself, and to accept the consequences that befell her wherever that policy took her. She just hoped that she could deal with all this political maneuvering without involving Seven.

She moved out into the lobby and glanced around. Her debriefing with Paris had taken less time than she had anticipated, undoubtedly because the expected reminiscing over old times simply hadn't taken place, and probably wouldn't again soon with Owen. She decided that Ro and Seven were still in their briefings with the other admirals. Recognizing that the meeting had left her too restless to hang about the lobby waiting for them, she informed the young man at the desk that she was going to look about, and to tell her companions that she would meet them outside by the fountain in the plaza when they were done. He nodded, and she took her leave, heading for the turbolift.

After checking out the civilian-run gift shop on the main floor, still astonished by that concept when related to Starfleet Command, she selected several news publications and the latest entertainment rag, downloading them into a padd. Along with a few pieces of fruit and a bottle of spring water, she took her new acquisitions out to the plaza where she found a seat on a bench beneath the pleasant shade of a tree, in full view of the fountain. She supposed that the changes made in the new facility were Starfleet's attempt at becoming more accessible to the public. Seven years ago, an officer had to leave the familiar confines of Headquarters to eat anything other than replicated food, or pick up civilian publications or just deal with the citizens of the city. Now, Starfleet appeared to be making a concentrated effort to bring the citizens within their walls, to be more ingrained in the everyday culture of the Federation, rather than maintaining an aloofness from it. She wondered if that new policy had anything to do with the difficulty Starfleet had experienced in the early days of the Dominion threat. Ironically, even as they were presenting a 'kinder, gentler' face to civilians, internally, they were streamlining in a fashion that was more aggressive in all aspects of its operation than it had ever been.

Janeway hadn't quite decided what she thought about that, whether it was a logical progression, or if it somehow indicated a situation that was a little sinister about the Federation itself. Being away for seven years seemed to have granted her an objectivity and distance that living with it daily obviously did not provide. She suspected that if she tried discussing this with other officers of her rank, they wouldn't know what she was talking about.

Well, perhaps Picard would, she amended to herself, thinking of one of the few surviving captains of her peer group left after the war. She regretted not taking the time to meet with him on DS9, but she had been so busy dealing with the loss of her crew, she just hadn't pursued it.

After skimming all the news publications, she read the entertainment offering, noting all the major cultural events that were taking place throughout the Federation. She was pleased to see that the symposium Phoebe was attending on Trill in the next week was listed as a 'must see' event, which would be useful for Seven's continuing education, but she had to admit that she was somewhat surprised to find that her younger sister was scheduled as a guest speaker of some note. Kathryn had been aware that Phoebe was a thriving artist, but clearly, her work was extremely popular, and she was highly regarded within the cultural community. Mother was right, Janeway chided herself, she really did allow herself to become oblivious to the larger universe in her concentration on Starfleet and her career. She decided that she would not only have to temper that in herself, she would also try to steer Seven away from such myopic behavior.

“Kathryn.”

She looked up as Seven and Ro approached her, and realized more time had passed beneath the shade than she had thought. She stood up and greeted her with a hand on her forearm and a quick kiss on her cheek just to the side of the starburst implant, a public gesture of affection on Starfleet grounds that obviously surprised Seven. Seven was pleased by it, however, her pale eyes glowing.

“I think we should have dinner at Genesis Rising tonight,” Janeway suggested, referring to dining establishment she had read about in the San Francisco news publication. “It's a new restaurant that just opened up in the city core, but it's already receiving wonderful reviews.”

Seven blinked. “Very well.”

Janeway looked at Ro. “Would you care to join us, Lieutenant? I'm sure it wouldn't be difficult to contact B'Elanna and have her meet us there.”

Ro offered a wan smile. “Thank you, Captain, but I'm sure B'Elanna would rather a quiet evening at home after her first day, as do I. We'd be honored to accept a rain-check.”

“Of course.” Janeway glanced at her. “Maybe I'm asking too much of you after your first day, as well, Seven,” she added contritely. “If you're tired, we can stay home this evening.”

“No,” Seven said, her eyes clear and bright. “I am not tired. I would enjoy going out with you.” She smiled. “This will be another 'date', correct?”

Janeway smiled and tucked her hand under Seven's arm. “Let's just hope it doesn't end like the last one,” she said, sharing a private joke with her.

“Let us hope it does,” Seven said, returning the smile, as the couple beamed at each other.

“If you'll excuse me,” Ro said, clearly having as much of the couple's rampart sentimentality as she could stand, “I have to take a tube to the transport station and catch a shuttle back to Mars.”

“I'll meet you here tomorrow morning,” Janeway instructed her, amused by Ro's dry tone. “You and I will be taking a little tour with Nechayev tomorrow that should prove to be quite interesting.”

“She mentioned as much,” Ro responded in a somewhat odd tone. She nodded a polite farewell, then strode toward the nearest subterranean tube station, located not far from the plaza.

Janeway watched until Ro's slender figure was out of sight.

“She seemed upset about something,” she said thoughtfully.

“Not upset, angry,” Seven corrected as they began to stroll toward the street. R. Garrett Avenue wasn't so far from Starfleet Headquarters that the couple found the walk to their house arduous, not even after a long day of briefings. “I believe Admiral Nechayev provoked her.”

Janeway smiled. “Admiral Nechayev is a provocative kind of officer. Ro had better get used to it. It's entirely possible that I'll accept the position she offered me.”

Seven raised an eyebrow. “What position is that, Kathryn?”

“She wants me to take command of the Utopia Planitia shipyards. I know such a position could be considered quite a demotion, but the truth is, it's only an interim position in preparation for what I'll really be doing.”

“Which is?”

“Taking command of the new Frontier-class vessel they're building there.”

Seven frowned. “We must talk about this. Obviously, I missed a great deal by not being with you during your briefings.”

“I know,” Janeway agreed. “That's why I want to take you out to dinner. It'll give us a chance to relax without having to prepare our own meal.”

Seven looked at her, then nodded. “Very well,” she said, but she didn't sound as if she was anticipating the conversation.

Janeway resisted a sigh, but realized that was part of being married. Her life choices didn't just affect her, they affected Seven, and she knew they had to discuss this thoroughly before any final decision was made.

 

Seven of Nine opened her eyes, the sound of chirping birds wafting through the windows over the bed. It was misty and grey outside, a thick fog rolling in over the city the night before that would undoubtedly burn off later in the day, but in this early predawn, it made for a dull illumination within the couple's bedroom.

She stretched carefully, aware of the form slumbering peacefully beside her, somewhat surprised to discover that Janeway was not wrapped tightly around her as had been typical of her lately. Since returning to the Alpha Quadrant, it had become apparent to Seven that Janeway required a closer physical connection while they slept, perhaps stemming from some form of insecurity. But this morning, Janeway was turned half on her side, some distance away from her, the blankets draped casually over her waist, leaving the upper part of her torso bare to the night. Seven wondered if the briefings the previous day had anything to do with this more relaxed sleeping habit. Kathryn had appeared far more optimistic over dinner than she had in some time as she explained the offer made her to by Nechayev, and it was obvious that this assignment, which guaranteed an eventual starship command, was something that appealed to Janeway greatly. It must have afforded a certain release of tension within her.

Seven knew it had certainly eased some tension for her. With Janeway settling down, it helped Seven refine her own immediate future. If Janeway truly wished to accept this new position, Seven decided she would naturally have to join the Theoretical Propulsion Group. She could not imagine any of the other facilities offering her the opportunity not only to work with her captain and her friends, but additionally, offer the chance to be intellectually challenged. She did experience a brief qualm about how neatly everything seemed to be directed to this conclusion, but she consoled herself with the fact that she had been quite impressed with the facilities when she had visited them at the first of the week, and Dr. Brahms had been a most interesting and intriguing person to interact with. Even Kathryn had found the scientist most agreeable.

Smiling, Seven eased over next to her compact spouse, appreciating the amount of space they now enjoyed in their bed. The sleeping arrangements on Voyager had been reasonably spacious, but the narrow, double bed they had slept in at Gretchen's Indiana home for a few nights had been extremely crowded. This new, gigantic piece of furniture, ordered by Janeway once they decided to move to San Francisco, was half again as wide as the bed on the starship and almost half a meter longer. Despite her generous height, Seven could lie lengthwise across it and not come close to having either her head or her feet overhang the edge.

Tucking her knees under Kathryn's, Seven carefully slipped her arm around Janeway's body, pressing her torso against Janeway's back, delighting in the sensation of smooth, warm skin. Janeway murmured and stirred, but didn’t wake, cuddling automatically back into the embrace as Seven closed her eyes in contentment and settled against her, drawing the blanket up over them. Beneath the fingertips resting against Janeway's chest, Seven could feel the slow, steady throb of her wife's heart, and it soothed her, inspiring drowsiness and causing her to fall asleep again.

She didn't think her slumber had lasted long before she was awakened by the motion of Janeway wiggling out of her embrace, and she observed her covertly with a half-opened eye as Janeway padded naked to the ensuite. For some reason, Seven found the sight of her disheveled partner, yawning widely and scratching her left buttock as she crossed the room, to be absolutely adorable, though she could not explain why. A moment later, Seven heard the muffled but unmistakable sounds of Janeway taking care of certain biological necessities, then the sound of running water as she washed up. A glance at the chronometer revealed that it was still very early in the morning, and Seven wondered if her would return to bed or insist on going out for a run, a recent behavioral pattern which Seven did not entirely understand. Fortunately, it seemed that Janeway was not anxious to start her day in that foggy mist, and she returned to the bedroom, slipping beneath the covers beside Seven.

Seven smiled faintly as she felt Janeway's lips trace a path up her neck to her ear, where sharp-edged teeth nibbled gently at the lobe. “Are you awake, Annika?” Janeway whispered in a barely audible voice.

“Yes,” Seven responded, but did not open her eyes, even when Janeway made a pleased sound and snuggled closer. “Why?”

A small chuckle, husky and warm. “I didn't want to start without you,” Janeway told her, her left palm smoothing over Seven's abdomen in slow, sensual circles.

“Start what?” Seven asked lazily, though she had no doubt as to what the answer would be.

“A proper good-bye,” Janeway murmured, nuzzling lightly at Seven's neck. “In a few days, you'll be leaving for Trill, and we won't see each other for some time. I want to catch up on all my loving in advance.”

Seven's eyes flew open, realizing that in her enthusiasm for the upcoming trip, she had overlooked that aspect. She had spent time away from her before, of course, during away missions while serving on Voyager, but not for such a lengthy period and not with such a large distance separating them, not since that horrible time when an ancient artifact transported Seven to the Bajoran Sector. After that incident, each woman tried to remain in close proximity to the other, but this trip would take more than two weeks. Seven supposed that she had subconsciously assumed Janeway would find a way to accompany her and Phoebe, but with Kathryn actively considering Nechayev's offer of a possible posting, it would be impossible for her to leave right now.

“I do not wish to go,” Seven said, hugging Janeway abruptly. “I will call Phoebe and cancel it. After all, it is understood that I will accept the position with Dr. Brahms and the Theoretical Propulsion Group. No other position is suitable for what I require.”

“You'll do no such thing,” Janeway told her sternly, rising to her elbow so she could look at Seven directly. Her eyes softened to a dark blue. “Darling, Phoebe really wants to show her 'little sister' around a bit, and this is your chance to see some of the Federation before you accept any new posting. We agreed that you need to consider all the information carefully.”

Seven sighed. They had discussed it, and since Janeway would be busy for the foreseeable future, they probably wouldn't have much of a chance to be together in any event. Still, the thought of not being in her arms for several nights was almost unbearable.

“Darling, this isn't just a matter of seeing facilities that are renowned scientifically throughout the quadrant,” Janeway continued in a persuasive tone. “It's a chance to explore different cultures without me looking over your shoulder every minute.”

“I like you looking over my shoulder,” Seven protested.

Janeway smiled. “Darling, you have to discover what it's like to experience things without me,” she said encouragingly. “Remember when you first started seeing Sek and you told me that you needed to find your own path? You were absolutely right, and I think this is another opportunity for you to do just that.”

Seven did not entirely agree, but it was possible she had developed an inordinate sense of dependence on her. She didn't want to believe it, but insecurity may be behind her sudden aversion to the upcoming trip ... a trip that she had been greatly anticipating until discovering Janeway could not accompany her. She certainly didn't want to rely so much on her that Janeway would find her a burden rather than an equal partner in their relationship. Besides, it wouldn't be as if she would be completely alone on this voyage. Phoebe would be there.

“Very well,” she agreed grudgingly. She paused and added wistfully; “I will miss you, however.”

“Oh, Seven of Mine,” Janeway replied fervently, pulling her closer and kissing her lovingly, “I'll miss you, too, but I honestly believe you should take advantage of this opportunity.”

Seven felt Janeway's hands start to stroke her with slow, languid intent and she smiled.

“How much?”

“How much what?”

“Exactly how much will you miss me?”

Janeway chuckled huskily in Seven's ear. “Are you challenging me to come up with numbers?” she asked, her tone indulgent.

“No, merely encouraging you to show me with a physical gesture,” Seven noted happily, unable to resist the tender touch, her body responding powerfully to the fingertips that left tingles in their wake as they traced featherlight over Seven's skin.

“I'll give you physical.”

Seven closed her eyes blissfully, her head going back in total surrender as Janeway made love to her. Lips and hands seared a path over Seven's body, skilled in their caresses, knowing, as they sought out every sensitive area, arousing Seven to a fevered pitch. Kathryn was so gentle with her, yet commanding at the same time, whispering words that danced along Seven's nerve endings as strongly as the physicality of it did. When the Janeway reached for her with that ardent look in her eyes, Seven could bring down all the walls she utilized to protect herself from the rest of the universe, release all her inhibitions and uncertainties, capitulate utterly to her. Seven simply could not resist, completely consumed by Janeway's touch, losing herself willingly in the fire of their lovemaking. She knew that when she gave herself to Kathryn, she was loved and cherished beyond anything she had ever imagined possible. It was an intimacy that she would never want to share with anyone else, and ultimate pleasure was not so much won as it was gifted to her, shivering through her body without restraint, and leaving her momentarily weak from the sheer intensity of her climax.

She recovered quickly, seizing Janeway in her arms, drawing her down into an embrace that claimed her heart as much as her body, and not for the first time, Seven found loving her a spiritual encounter, reaching deep into her inner self, providing a connection to this woman that could not be severed. After the last tremors had died, and they lay together in sated contentment, Seven basked in the tenderness she felt for her, knowing there would be nothing she could not face bravely and without hesitation, so long as she had this love sustaining her.

A trip away for a couple of weeks was insignificant.

“Hmm,” Janeway finally murmured, nudging her slightly. “Ready to go for a run?”

Seven smiled faintly, her heart still racing somewhat. “I would think this would be enough of a workout for you.”

A laugh, low and throaty. “If I didn't know any better, I'd think you don't like going for our runs first thing in the morning.” 

“On the contrary, I enjoy the physical exertion tremendously. What I do not enjoy is seeing you attempt to overextend yourself.”

“I'm just out of shape, love,” Janeway protested mildly as she rolled away from her and sat up. She raked her fingers through her auburn hair, disarrayed from their passion. “I have to push myself if I want to get my wind back.”

“You must allow yourself to return to that level of physicality gradually, not expect it to return overnight.” Seven paused and eyed her judiciously. “It is entirely possible that your drive to succeed will cause you to harm yourself.”

“Fine,” Janeway said, holding up her hands in surrender. “I promise to let you set the pace when we go out.”

Seven tilted her head, frowning. “You must also promise to pace yourself in a reasonable fashion while I am away.”

Janeway shot her an inscrutable look. “I promise,” she replied, which did not mollify Seven at all. It had been said in the sort of tone that indicated Janeway was not entirely serious about her response.

“Kathryn, please,” she insisted sternly. “You must promise not to overdo it while I am gone.”

“I said I wouldn't, didn't I?” Janeway responded, rolling out of bed. There was a touch of irritation abruptly threading her tone, and Seven understood that she had pressed too hard. Immediately, Seven rose from the bed and caught Janeway in a warm embrace before Janeway could reach the bathroom.

“The intensity you bring to accomplishing your goals is part of why I love you so much,” Seven told the stiffly resistant woman in her arms. “It is, in fact, why you were able to bring Voyager home so quickly. I admire your determination greatly, even as I despair of it because it is also the aspect of your personality that causes you to forget meals, go without sleep, and imposes undue stress on you physically in the pursuit of your goals. To know you were harmed while I was gone would be intolerable for me, Kathryn.”

Janeway hesitated, and then finally relaxed, sighing audibly as she reached up to pat Seven's arm which lay across her chest. “I know I've overdone it in the past, enough that you find it hard to accept when I promise to slow down,” she admitted sheepishly. “Certainly, enough for you to understand that what I say and what I actually do are sometimes at odds.” She shifted, turning around so that she could look up into Seven’s concerned features. “I really do promise, Annika. I'll take care of myself while you're gone.”

Seven regarded her seriously, then finally nodded. “Very well, Kathryn.” She paused, her tone softening. “I do not mean to 'nag'.”

Janeway grinned ruefully. “I don't mean to be such a hardass that you feel you have to.”

“I love you, my Kathryn,” Seven whispered, pulling her tightly to her, brushing her lips over her forehead. “I could not bear it if anything happened to you.”

“You just be sure to take care of your own self while you're away,” Janeway countered, returning the embrace fiercely. “I would be very angry with you if something bad happened while I wasn't there to protect you.”

Seven blinked, bemused. “What could happen? Phoebe will be with me.”

“That's what I'm afraid of,” Janeway said dryly, and at Seven’s puzzled look, she smiled. “Let's go for our run.”

Seven released her and followed her into the ensuite where they found their workout clothes; shorts, tank tops, undergarments and special running shoes that were cushioned to absorb shock and excess moisture. They descended the stairs and went out to the back yard where they retrieved Jake, their Irish Setter, putting him on a long lead. The mist was dissipating as they walked toward the park where they normally took their morning constitution, and once inside the gate, they began a sedate trot along the paths winding through the manicured lawns, seeing the shimmer of the bay through the trees.

Seven was startled when, a few moments into their run, a group of cadets from Starfleet Academy suddenly thundered past them, obviously participating in an impromptu race of some kind. The cadet in the lead, a young woman with a long graceful stride, cast a half-contemptuous, half-pitying glance over her shoulder at the two older women as she passed. She was tall and lanky, with long, reddish-brown hair tied back in a ponytail flowing in the wind of her passage, her dark eyes flashing with a confidence that shaded into arrogance. Seven was annoyed, knowing the look the girl offered them was exactly the sort of thing that caused Janeway to be dissatisfied with her progress, but this morning, the captain merely gazed after the running cadet wistfully before shooting a mischievous look at her.

“You could beat her, couldn't you?” she asked suddenly.

Seven frowned. “Beat her?” she repeated, momentarily confused. “You wish me to assault her?”

Janeway laughed. “No, I mean, you can run faster than she can.”

Seven looked at the cadets as they strung out around the corner ahead. Seven was easily leaving the rest behind her. “I believe so,” she said after a moment of keen evaluation. “My Borg implants regulate the buildup of toxins in my blood, hence, I do not tire at the same rate, and my legs are approximately three centimeters longer, allowing me an advantage with the length of my stride.” She paused. “A marathon between us would be a reasonably fair contest, but she would not be able to compete with me in a sprint.” Like everything else she encountered in her life, when Kathryn and she had begun running, Seven had researched it extensively, the main reason she grew concerned for Janeway’s health at times. Running could be a very physically deleterious form of exercise when done improperly.

Janeway flashed her a bright-edged grin. “We're not talking about fair, love. We just have to figure out how much hubris that cadet needs to lose.”

Abruptly, Janeway began to run after the cadets, Jake bounding gleefully along beside her as they cut across the lawns to intercept the leader. Startled, Seven belatedly quickened her pace to pursue them, nursing the exasperated opinion that the only one required to lose some 'pride' now was one Captain Kathryn Janeway.

 

A low grey mist lay heavy over the still waters as Ro Laren stared out over the lake, eyes dark as she sipped her hot mug of raktajino. She was standing on the deck of her new home at the Utopia Planitia base, already dressed, and from the house behind her, she heard movement as her lover finally woke up and began her day. Several moments later, B'Elanna joined her on the deck, looking decidedly sleepy in her Starfleet uniform, cradling her own mug of Klingon coffee in her hands. Ro glanced over, feeling a certain contentment spread through her as it always did in the presence of the engineer, even when she was also feeling a vague desire to be alone.

The previous evening, B'Elanna had returned so enthusiastic about her new posting that Ro had not wanted to bring her down by relating the events of her day at Starfleet Headquarters. She kept her comments to a minimum, and B'Elanna had not even noticed. Or perhaps she was merely respecting Ro's reticence, assuming Ro wanted to think on what had happened before sharing it.

Ro exhaled slowly as she felt B'Elanna place her hand at the small of her back, the warmth penetrating the thick tunic.

“It's nice,” B’Elanna said quietly. “The lake, I mean. Kind of soothing.”

Ro smiled faintly. “Puts things into perspective.”

B'Elanna took a sip from her mug. “Is that something you needed to do?” she asked carefully. “I know I was really excited last night, but not so much that I didn't notice that you seemed a little, I don't know, down or something. I thought you said the briefings went well.”

“They did, particularly for Seven. But I had a meeting with Nechayev in the afternoon.” She trailed off, hearing the anger in her voice, and it took a bit of concentration to temper it into a less inflammatory response.

“What happened?”

“Let's just say Nechayev knows exactly the right buttons to push,” Ro said coolly, remembering the conversation with the admiral that had left her literally shaking in fury. She had never experienced such a contemptuous, demeaning and personally insulting conference before, not even when she had disobeyed orders early in her career and eight members of her away team had died. “She seemed to think I wasn't worth the material Starfleet issued for my uniform. I swear, Lanna, I was a breath away from taking that supercilious attitude of hers and ramming it right down her throat.”

She could hear her inhale slowly beside her. “Why would she do that with you? She knows you're Janeway's adjunct. Was she attempting to antagonize you for some reason?”

“I don't know,” Ro said, frustration edging her tone. “She was so vicious, Lanna, bringing up everything in my past from Garon II to my last mission on Voyager to how unsuitable I was as Janeway's adjunct. It was like she was trying to get me to resign or something.”

“So, she was testing you.”

Ro froze, then closed her eyes and groaned.

“That never occurred to you?” B’Elanna was looking at her with surprise.

Ro said some very bad words, which would have gotten her mouth washed out with soap back in the internment camp. B'Elanna merely recognized the intent behind the unfamiliar expression and grinned, showing slightly pointed teeth.

“I guess you were too close to it.” B’Elanna soothed her, reaching up to pat her on the shoulder. “It's been a long time since we've been in a situation where we're constantly being asked to prove ourselves. It was a habit we got out of on Voyager, where everyone had a place and there wasn't much in the way of career maneuvering. I went through the same thing yesterday at the shipyard, though with engineers, it's a lot easier to spot.”

“I still should have recognized it,” Ro said, disgusted with herself. “I allowed myself to react to the words, rather than looking for the intent behind them. I've been around long enough to know better.”

“From what I hear, Nechayev's pretty good at going for the weak areas and exploiting them to the fullest,” B'Elanna said, almost in an admiring tone. “She led Starfleet's ground-based forces during the war. All the battles didn't take place in space, you know, and there were several planets that required Starfleet to go in and root out entrenched Jem'Hadar forces. She received the Pike Medal of Valor for helping free Betazed from Dominion rule.”

Startled, Ro glanced at her. “How do you know that?”

B'Elanna grinned crookedly. “You'd be amazed at the sheer amount of apparently irrelevant information flying around the shipyards. It's been an education, even for me.”

Ro nodded. “Anything about what we need to know about?”

B’Elanna sobered. “Not yet, but I may have a lead. I'm glad to be attached to the Millennium team, but there's something odd about McCord refusing my services for the Voyager overhaul. I'm going to check him out.”

Ro felt a flutter through her stomach. “Just be careful. If there is something there—”

“I will. Hey, after the Hirogen and Seven, one snotty Starfleet Commander isn't going to bother me.”

“The real question is why Voyager is there to begin with. Picard was under the impression that there was no reason to pull the ship off active duty, regardless of what upgrades it might have needed.”

“It might have to do with Seven enhancements that were incorporated into its systems,” B'Elanna speculated. “That's unusual enough technology to warrant taking a second look.”

Ro lifted her head. “Speaking of Borg, I forgot to tell you about a rather interesting conversation I heard after my briefing with Nechayev.”

B’Elanna looked at her with a touch of admiration. “Even after being hung out to dry, you still had the presence of mind to eavesdrop?”

“That's why,” Ro admitted grudgingly. “I wanted to get something on her. I was convinced she was Section 31.”

“Who was she talking to?”

“Hayes,” Ro said, thinking over the gist of the conversation she had heard by offering to cover the desk for Lt. Glasket while he took a late lunch. She tapped into the comm system and managed to open a channel into Nechayev's office where the two admirals were having their discussion. “Apparently, it was initially Paris's idea for a diplomat like Hayes to brief Seven. Hayes talked Nechayev into letting him do it, without letting on whose idea it was, assuring her that his approach would be better for keeping Seven in Starfleet. Nechayev was outraged; first when Hayes let slip that the idea of using a diplomat had originated with Paris, next, by Seven having brought a civilian lawyer to the briefings, and finally, by the fact that Seven was granted leave to go on her trip with Phoebe. Nechayev seemed to think that it meant Starfleet would lose Seven to civilian service. Hayes kept emphasizing that one 'catches more bees with honey', whatever that means. Their conversation was very heated.”

“It means that the more cooperative Starfleet appears to Seven, the more inclined she will be to retain her commission and stick around under their authority. The katterpod and the branch approach.” She looked thoughtful. “Would Seven really fall for that?”

“Seven did 'fall for that',” Ro told her grimly. “At lunch, she seemed very impressed with Hayes, and a lot more relaxed about Starfleet.” She frowned. “I know she was an absolute wreck earlier in the morning, though she did her best not to show it, so there's no question that his 'grandpa' approach influenced her subsequent state of mind.”

“What else was said in that conversation between Hayes and Nechayev?” B'Elanna asked, her eyes serious.

“I don't know. I had to shut down the comm system because Glasket came back.”

“Do you think the admiral is up to something specific with Seven? Why is it so important the Seven remain in Starfleet? Do you think Nechayev is working on behalf of Section 31 to accomplish that?”

Ro thought about it. “I honestly don't know, B'Elanna. Nechayev looks like perfect Section 31 material: rabid about protecting the Federation, seeing enemies where there aren't any—” She trailed off, staring across the lake. “In fact, she's so perfect to fit the role of a Section 31 operative, that it makes me wonder.”

“You're afraid that you want it to be her so much, you're not looking at other, less obvious admirals?”

“Exactly. Nechayev isn't subtle, and from what I've gathered, that's Section 31's stock in trade. It would be too easy if it were her.”

“Sometimes 'easy' doesn't always mean 'wrong',” B'Elanna reminded her placidly, slipping her arm around Ro's waist. “We'll just have to discover more information.”

“Agreed.” Ro smiled and sipped her raktajino, lifting her arm over B'Elanna's head to rest it across B’Elanna's strong shoulders. She knew that without her support, she would be finding this covert task of Picard's considerably more difficult to carry out, and the chances of her pulling it off successfully would decrease measurably.

“What about Seven?” B'Elanna said after a moment, as they stood in companionable silence.

“What about her?”

“Is letting her go off on a trip the best idea?” B’Elanna said with concern. “If it's Section 31's intention to kidnap her, a pleasure trip to Trill might be exactly where they'd do it, especially if all she has accompanying her is Phoebe.”

Ro nodded unhappily. “I've been thinking about that, but I just haven't figured out a way to convince Janeway to let me go with them. Seriously, what justification could I give to tag along on a pleasure trip with Seven and her sister-in-law?”

“That’s a difficult one,” B'Elanna agreed and became quiet, a little furrow on her lower brow ridge indicating that she was thinking furiously. “Maybe we could have Seven ask you to come along.”

“She'd want to know why.”

“You're right, and frankly, I'm not comfortable lying to her.”

Ro grinned crookedly. “But it's okay to lie to Janeway?”

B'Elanna considered it. “It's not Janeway I'm keeping things from necessarily, it's the captain. Since I've always been a little resistant to authority, that's easy, particularly if it's for her own good.”

“I admit, it's a rationale of sorts.” Ro decided she would have to think about that one. She smiled as she felt her slide her hand up her back, massaging it lightly.

“Hmm, I don't suppose we have time before reporting for duty,” B’Elanna murmured regretfully.

Ro glanced at her. “Time for what?” she asked, though she had a very good idea, judging from the look in her eyes.

B'Elanna leaned over and nuzzled the line of Ro's jaw up to her ear, where she kissed the lobe, biting lightly. “You know what,” she whispered huskily.

Ro laughed, and raised her head, feeling an equal sense of regret pass through her. “Unfortunately, no. I have to catch the shuttle to Earth. I can't keep Janeway waiting.”

“And I have to head for the transporter center,” B'Elanna agreed ruefully. “I don't have the perks of a chief engineer's position up there in the shipyards, the way I did with Voyager.”

Ro pulled her close with her free arm, as she held the almost empty mug of raktajino clear of their bodies, bending her head to kiss her deeply.

“When we return home tonight, we'll have plenty of time to enjoy ourselves,” she promised in a provocative tone, once they had parted.

“I can't wait,” B'Elanna said, smiling happily. She slapped Ro lightly on the abdomen. “Come on, the tram will be here soon.”

An air tram operated in the lakeside community, offering daily transport for the Starfleet officers to the center of Utopia Planitia base, where the administrative facilities were located. It had a designated time for stopping at the local Officer's Club every morning, and it was up to each person to be there waiting for it, because it also had a designated time for leaving, not waiting a second longer for any latecomers. Ro obediently finished her raktajino and followed B’Elanna back into the house. However, they misjudged the time, and barely made it down their street, leaving Ro a little breathless from the breakneck sprint of the final hundred meters that had been required to rendezvous with the vehicle. Fortunately, it took about five minutes for the tram to cross the twenty-kilometer distance to the base's central core, and Ro managed to catch her breath before they exited the vehicle.

Inside the base transport center, B'Elanna offered Ro a tiny wave and grin of farewell as she moved to join the crowds heading for the transporter room that serviced the heavy traffic between the base and the orbital shipyard. Ro, meanwhile, made her way to the less crowded shuttle field where the interplanetary vessels made regular runs to McKinley Station. There, she caught another shuttle that took her down to San Francisco Transport Center and boarded a tube that dropped her off at the station next to Starfleet Headquarters. Discovering that Captain Janeway and Seven had yet to arrive, she found a seat under the same tree as Janeway had sat beneath the day before, and passed the time by observing the various officers arriving for their day. The air was a little heavy and humid, pressing on her lungs after the thinner, clearer air of Mars, making it slightly difficult for her to breathe easily.

She heard Janeway and Seven before she saw them, the couple having a spirited discussion about running and whether it was entirely fair of Seven to race some cadet when, in fact, her Borg implants clearly made her the superior runner. Janeway countered that it was the fault of the cadet that she hadn't recognized Seven was Borg or even a Starfleet officer, and that she had taught the cadet a valuable lesson about underestimating one's opponent. Seven pointed out that Janeway merely wished to embarrass the cadet for giving her a superior glance of some kind during their run, which Janeway said was absolute nonsense. At that point, Ro thought she should probably interrupt the conversation because it seemed to be growing a little heated.

“Captain Janeway.”

Janeway looked over at her and cut short her attempt to persuade Seven that they had been doing something beneficial for this unknown cadet whom, Ro was sure, had not the slightest clue what had hit her by the time Janeway and Seven were through with her. Separately, both Janeway and Seven were formidable women. Together, they were a force of nature and almost frightening to contemplate.

“Lieutenant.” She motioned Ro over to where they were standing next to the fountain. “Seven will be spending the day touring Starfleet Academy, and then tomorrow, she'll be going to Helsinki to tour the Daystrom Institute. Rather than tour Utopia Planitia with me and Nechayev, I want you to accompany Seven both days and make sure she finds the answers to any questions she might have.”

Ro blinked, surprised but very pleased. Since Seven was purportedly the main target of Section 31, she had wanted to stick with Seven rather than with Janeway, but as Janeway's adjunct, she wasn't sure how she was going to manage it. Janeway was making it very easy for her.

“Yes, Captain,” she said obediently.

“I also expect you to ask any questions that Seven might not think of, particularly at the Institute,” Janeway added, putting her hand on Ro's elbow and lowering her voice a little, though Seven was right there, listening to every word. “Don't settle for the routine line they give the public. Make sure she understands all the pros and cons of what working there would be like. I'm relying on you to assist her in any way.”

“I understand.”

Janeway nodded, then turned to her, reaching up to kiss Seven on the cheek, surprising Ro who didn't think Janeway tended to public displays of affection. However, considering no one was technically on duty yet, she supposed it really wasn't a violation of any protocol.

“Have a good day, love,” Janeway murmured to Seven, then strode briskly for the front entrance of Starfleet Headquarters.

Ro glanced at Seven, wondering if Seven resented having her along essentially to 'babysit'. If she did, she did not show it, and when Seven abruptly began to walk toward the entrance of the plaza, Ro hastily started after her.

She didn't know how interesting this duty might turn out to be, but at least she was not required to deal with Nechayev. That made the whole situation just a little brighter, and she was somehow not surprised as the sun finally appeared through the fog.

Janeway glanced at Nechayev as they stepped through the air lock onto the docking facility bracketing the starship under construction. The admiral had taken a course that seemed deliberately to avoid a clear view of the dock's interior, and Janeway wondered why Nechayev felt the need to keep the vessel hidden for as long as possible. Then, the admiral drew her over to the viewport that looked out onto the site, and Janeway had her first good look at the ship being offered her. Her breath caught in her throat as she saw the gleaming, magnificent lines of the Frontier-class Millennium, and for a few seconds, her heart spasmed pleasantly in her chest.

She didn't know how long she stood in contemplation of the new ship before the admiral finally broke the silence. Nechayev's voice was quiet, almost reverent.

“There's nothing like knowing a vessel is waiting for you, one that no one else has ever commanded, one that will be yours and yours alone for as long as you want it. There is no greater aspiration than to have starship and a star to guide it.”

Startled, Janeway glanced at her, then smiled. “You possess an unexpected flair for the dramatic, Admiral. That's quite poetic.”

Nechayev offered a thin smile. “Don't let it get around.” She nodded at the ship. “That's what they don't quite understand, Kathryn. Hayes and Paris—they don't know how commanding one is worth more than all the pips and rank they can offer you. If I had to do it over again...” Her voice trailed off, and for a moment, there was a sadness so profound in the dark eyes that Janeway could hardly bear it.

Janeway looked away uncertainly, uncomfortable to see a side of the admiral that she wouldn't have expected, or perhaps she was uncomfortable at how easily she recognized it, having seen the same form of aching loss in her counterpart in another universe. Seven would be the first to point out how cranky Janeway got when things didn't go her way. She suspected that if she had accepted a promotion unwisely, she would be just as short-tempered and antagonistic as Nechayev. In fact, Janeway was sure Seven would claim she had the potential to be far worse.

She returned her gaze at the ship. “It's primarily deep space exploration?”

“We're anticipating five-to-ten-year tours to various quadrants,” Nechayev allowed. “Assuming Dr. Brahms can provide the necessary transition drive, of course. The missions will be primarily scientific and diplomatic in nature, but obviously, we have no idea what's out there. Voyager's logs were proof of the risk, and we need ships and crews who are ready for anything they might find, led by a captain who knows when to turn the other cheek, and when to show the iron fist. The weapons and shields will be the best our current technology has to offer, but the ship will also be designed for families, allowing a more comfortable living arrangement for people away for so long.”

“I have to admit that aspect interests me,” Janeway allowed. “Seven and I have decided to start a family in this next year, once things are settled a bit.”

Nechayev looked surprised at that, and not particularly pleased. “Are you sure you really want this command?”

Janeway was careful not to let her amusement show. “I learned on Voyager that it was quite possible to have both, and in fact, being secure personally made me a far better captain.” She paused. “You wondered what changed me, Admiral? You have only to look at my personal life.”

“Lt. Hansen,” Nechayev said flatly.

“She prefers Seven of Nine,” Janeway corrected gently. “She rarely uses her Human designation, particularly on duty.”

“That doesn't bother you?” Nechayev demanded, glaring at her.

Janeway paused. “Do you think it indicates a lack of loyalty?”

“She is Borg,” Nechayev said coldly. “She's said it herself. I need to know what that means.”

Janeway started to respond, paused, then smiled faintly. “Then perhaps you had better ask her. I assure you, however, it does not mean she is 'less Human'. Indeed, in some ways, she is the most 'Human' person I have ever met.”

Nechayev looked troubled, but rather than continue the argument, she seemed willing to leave the conversation there. Janeway smiled, quite agreeable to give the admiral a chance to mull over her words. She knew she wouldn't be able to change Nechayev's mind overnight. It would take time and patience. She gestured at the ship.

“What exactly would my duties as shipyard commander entail?” she asked, dragging the conversation back on topic. “This can't be the only vessel being built.”

“Actually, it is. We barely have enough personnel to crew the ships we have. The rest of the docks are filled with damaged and unfinished ships being brought up to full operating status.”

“Including Voyager.”

“Including Voyager. Would you like to look at her, meet the team working on her?”

Janeway nodded. “Yes.”

She took a last look at the Millennium, a jewel sparkling in the dark of space before following the admiral to a nearby travel pod. Obviously, the admiral intended them to return here for the shuttle they had used to travel from Earth.

Voyager was being kept in one of the smaller docking facilities, floating on the perimeter of the orbital territory Utopia Planitia used for their shipyards, almost as if the ship was being shoved into a forgotten corner of a closet. Janeway didn't like that, and she liked it even less when she met the engineer in charge of the ship's overhaul. Commander McCord was a thin blond man who possessed an abruptness that aggravated the starship captain. Like Seven and Nechayev, he was arrogant, but unlike the two women, he lacked the sheer brilliance of Seven or the seniority of Nechayev's earned rank to back it up.

“Unfortunately, our progress has been slowed by the Borg enhancements that were added to the ship the seven years it was gone,” he told her when she wanted to know why no systems analysis had been made about how they would proceed. “We have to work our way through that before we offer a detailed schedule for the refit.”

Janeway pinned him with a look. “Then why did you refuse a request by B'Elanna Torres to join your team?” She had been surprised and outraged when Nechayev told her about that refusal on the trip from Earth. “She's far more familiar with the technology than any of the officers currently comprising your core of engineers.”

He looked surprised that she had such information, and very uncomfortable. “I have a full complement,” he said, somewhat sullenly. “I couldn't replace any of them.”

“It is not an efficient complement if keeping them means losing necessary skills and information.”

He took a breath, obviously angry, and shot a look at Nechayev. “Am I being ordered to replace one of my team members with Torres.”

Nechayev didn't flicker. “Starfleet Command is not in the habit of interfering with how the commander of this base organizes her personnel.” She glanced at the other woman. “It will be Captain Janeway's call as to how Voyager is overhauled, assuming she decides to accept the post.”

Janeway had not softened her glare at McCord. “You'll be the first to know if I require you to alter your roster,” she told the man. She flicked a glance at Nechayev. “In the meantime, I'd like to take a tour of the ship. Everything happened so quickly during our return that I didn't get a chance to really say good-bye to her.”

“I'm sure that can be arranged,” Nechayev agreed, comprehension rather than censure in her eyes at Janeway's admission of sentimentality.

“But—” McCord began, and then subsided when both women immediately looked at him in a mix of amazement and annoyance. “There's a lot of open panels and reconstruction,” he finished weakly.

“I know my way around,” Janeway said, with some asperity.

Nechayev nodded and glanced at her padd. “I'm afraid I won't be able to accompany you. I need to check some things out with Commander Krause and the Millennium team. When you're done, use one of the other travel pods to return to the main dock.”

“I'll meet you there,” Janeway promised, and started down the umbilical leading to the fore docking port of Voyager's saucer section, leaving McCord to stare after her in what appeared to be baffled frustration. She dismissed it as irrelevant. Surely, he had to be aware that she would be taking a close, personal interest in how her old ship was cared for, even if she didn't accept Nechayev's offer to command the base.

Her first stop was Voyager's bridge, and to her surprise, it seemed relatively intact and quite empty. She decided that initial operations were being concentrated someplace else, such as the engine room, though normally, the bridge was the first area tackled by the refit squads.

She was grateful for that alteration in procedure. It gave her some needed solitude and privacy to sit down in her command chair one last time, gazing around the bridge where she had spent most of the last seven years. Though the fore viewscreen was blank, the stations all dark and deactivated, for a moment, a wave of memories swept over her and she could almost hear the alpha shift working in the background. She blinked rapidly to prevent the tears welling in her eyes from spilling over, and quickly got up from the chair. Taking a long, last look around, she smiled at her nostalgia and finally turned away to descend the short flight of stairs leading to her ready room. The door had to be opened manually, but the override functioned smoothly and she stepped through.

She faltered as she saw what had happened to her private sanctum, the sight providing a most unpleasant jolt. The room had been completely gutted, the work console and desk removed entirely, while several openings in the bulkhead showed where any interior spaces had been excavated, though why, she had no idea. Particularly since the bridge hadn't really been touched.

Confused, she left her ready room and crossed the bridge, using the access ladders to descend to deck three. She found even more disarray in the quarters where she and Seven had lived. The kitchenette counter was completely torn apart and the furniture had all been overturned, what little had not been totally disassembled. This made no sense at all. Crew quarters should have been the absolute last thing for the teams to be refitting. This didn't exactly look like a refit, either. It looked like someone had been searching for something.

Frowning, she ran a check on where the team was located on the ship, using a tricorder she had carried with her from Starfleet Command, since computer access was usually disrupted during refit. Her disturbance increased when she discovered the entire refit team was split between astrometrics and the small room in cargo bay two, while not one lifesign registered in the more logical areas for refit, such as engineering. Her first inclination was to immediately storm down and demand to know what the hell they thought they were doing, but a cooler, more cautious part of herself held her back.

She took a slow breath as she stood amid the shambles of what had been her home, trying to find some reasonable explanation for it, suddenly very conscious of being on Voyager without trusted backup of any kind. That was a sensation she hadn't experienced in over seven years, and it was not pleasant. Considering it for a few moments, she decided that it might be prudent for her to get off the starship and return to the main docking area. There, she could contact B'Elanna or Ro, and have them meet her before coming back to Voyager to check things out. Possibly, she should even contact Seven, aware that Seven would be able to figure out exactly what was going on just by looking at what work had been done on her alcoves.

Janeway made her way back to the umbilical, grateful not to see another soul on her journey, becoming spooked by the dimly illuminated corridors. By the time she passed through the fore docking port, she was jumping at shadows and moving as if she were in enemy territory. When things continued to remain peaceful, however, she began to relax, a little disgusted at herself. She even managed to dismiss most of her uncertainties as she activated the small travel pod and programmed it to take her back to the main docking facility where the Millennium was being built. After all, she reasoned, it was entirely possible that McCord had a perfectly logical explanation for concentrating the initial refit on the areas he had. Indeed, he had seemed quite concerned about Seven additions to the systems, so it made sense he would start with the source, where Seven had lived and worked, determining what enhancements she might have made personally as opposed to what the Collective had done during the Scorpion Incident listed in the logs.

That doesn't explain why they ripped apart your ready room or your quarters, her little voice reminded her sharply. Don't dismiss this, Katie. Something very weird is going on here, regardless that 'weird' is part of the job description.

She was so busy with her internal debate that she didn't immediately notice the pod drifting off course. When it finally did come to her attention, she assumed that she had input incorrect coordinates while in her distracted state. But initiating the navigational system didn't seem to correct the drift, and attempting to override with manual controls didn't work either. Frowning, she began to run a diagnostic, trying to determine what the problem was. These pods were simple, utilizing only thrusters and a small life support system, so it was unlikely that there was much she couldn't repair. At worst, she would simply call for a pickup by one of the shuttles patrolling the shipyards.

Except there was no response on her comm badge, and she was appalled to discover that the communication system on the travel pod had been completely dismantled, offering only an empty shell when she opened the panel to check it. Suddenly, this was going from a minor problem to a major one, especially when she realized the thrusters were propelling her on a trajectory that would impact on the underside of the Millennium. Demands to the onboard computer to release the helm were completely ignored as the thrusters continued to burn at full throttle, leaving her unable to slow the travel pod down. Then, because apparently someone thought the current mess she was in might not be enough, she heard the sudden hiss of escaping atmosphere, indicating a hull breach of some sort.

A chill shivered through her and she began an immediate search with her tricorder, discovering a pinhole in the bulkhead that had been covered with some type of faulty patch, utilizing a material that froze and flaked away in the unforgiving vacuum of space, decidedly non-regulation hull work. A swift check of the compartments at the rear of the pod revealed no repair kits, which did not surprise her at this point, and her initial concern and fear were gradually being replaced by a simmering fury. It was obvious this was not simply a case of a malfunctioning pod, but rather a deliberate attempt by someone to cause her harm.

Harm? Her little voice was outraged. Someone's trying to kill us Katie! Do something!

She took off one of her pips and jammed it against the pinhole, temporarily preventing any further loss of her precious oxygen, and quickly checked to see what she had in the way of tools. In addition to the tricorder, she had a tiny phaser concealed in the heel of her boot. It was completely non-protocol, but since being captured by the Barellan, who had incarcerated her in their brutal prison, Janeway had developed the habit of carrying additional unauthorized equipment on her person always. She was grateful that she hadn't lost the habit, even after returning to the Alpha Quadrant. She set the phaser to a fine, intensely hot beam and used it to melt the pip into a solid duranium patch over the tiny breach, preventing it from becoming any larger, and preserving her remaining life support.

Once that was taken care of, she turned to the next problem: the fact that she was on a collision course with the underside of the starship looming before her. A check of the proximity sensors revealed that she still had a little time before she ended up plastered against the impervious hull like a bug on a hovercraft windshield, but whatever she did, she would have to do it within the next few minutes if she wanted to save herself.

The navigational system had completely frozen under the diagnostic, refusing any further commands, and the panel to access the interior circuitry had been sloppily welded shut. Furious, she used the phaser to cut her way into the helm and began cross-linking conduits until she had gained a rough control over the thrusters. She shut off the starboard activation, leaving only the port thrusters to angle her down and away from the Millennium. She held her breath as she drifted so close to the massive vessel that she could have sworn she scraped paint off the hull, but then she was moving beyond it and was clear, drifting free into empty space before the thrusters immediately sputtered and died, obviously out of fuel, representing the final deliberate malfunction.

Relief flooded her as she slumped against the bulkhead, then slid down it to the deck, where she leaned against the base of the control panel. There wasn't much else she could do now but conserve her energy and wait for someone to notice the wayward pod. She attributed the fact that she was shaking uncontrollably to the cold, and she hugged her knees, wishing with all her heart that a certain, statuesque blonde was holding her instead.

A few hours later, a shuttle pilot noticed the drifting pod, and receiving no response to his hail, brought it on board, shocked to discover a very cold and very furious starship captain inside. He immediately transported Janeway back to the main docking facility where Admiral Nechayev alternately went pale and a deep, furious red as Janeway gave her report. She put in an immediate call for security to pick up McCord and secure Voyager.

Somehow, Janeway was not entirely surprised to find that the Commander was gone and no trace of him could be found anywhere in Utopia Planitia.

 

Seven silently seethed as she and Ro crossed the expanse of lawns and paved paths that led to Starfleet Academy. It annoyed her tremendously that Janeway apparently did not think she could handle these visits on her own, and the way she arranged it with Ro, as if Seven were a child, infuriated her beyond measure. What was more bothersome was that it came after Janeway's own words earlier in the morning about how important it was for Seven to be independent and take this upcoming trip with Phoebe.

In truth, Kathryn had been acting in odd and contradictory ways since returning to the Alpha Quadrant. One moment it was as if Janeway could not be close enough to Seven, needing to know her every move, openly affectionate in public, and the next, it was as if Kathryn was attempting to push her away, encouraging Seven to contemplate trips and experiences that didn't include Janeway at all. It was very confusing and not a little aggravating, although so far, Seven was attributing it to Janeway’s tempestuous adjustment to being back in the Federation. It was a situation less than two weeks old, but had already included, on a professional level, Janeway losing her ship and most of her crew, and on a personal level, confronting her family about old wounds, as well as dealing with new realities that had shocked her profoundly. Perhaps it was understandable Janeway was taking longer to resume her normal self than Seven would have liked. Or worse, that Janeway was reverting somewhat to the person she had been at the beginning of their romantic involvement.

Seven wished Sek were still available to her. Seven needed to talk about these things, and unfortunately, she had not found anyone who could really replace the holographic ship's counselor, not even Kes, who had merged with Sek. Particularly Kes, Seven decided, since she did not trust the Ocampa, at all. B'Elanna and Ro remained somewhat available to her, of course, but it wasn't the same, especially once the other couple had acquired their own house an entire planet away. Though Seven continued to interact with Ro as Janeway's adjunct, she didn't have the same relationship with Ro as she did with B'Elanna, and she realized that she hadn't seen B’Elanna for five days, not since the housewarming party on Mars. It was decidedly different from how it had been on Voyager when everyone was simply a hail away, or easily connected to during meals in the messhall.

She supposed she could try to speak with Gretchen and Phoebe about her feelings. It had also been five days since she had seen either of them, though she had spoken with them a few times over the comm system, but communicators didn't offer the same sort of intimacy that Seven required to deal with this situation. Of course, if she were really looking for an intimate confidante, she should probably be speaking to the source itself, and try to ascertain what Janeway was really feeling and why.

As Seven considered all this, she tried not to show her irritation with her to Ro Laren. After all, it was hardly Ro's fault that she had been assigned the duty of shepherding Seven around, nor was Seven entirely adverse to having Ro there. Seven liked the woman and enjoyed her company, appreciating Ro's poise and constrained deadliness, as well as being grateful that Ro had brought such happiness into B'Elanna's life.

But that didn't mean that Janeway should have assigned Ro to 'babysit'. It was insulting, and Seven resolved to have a stern talk with her as soon as she saw her again. In the meantime, it behooved her to put her pique aside and concentrate on this visit to the Academy, a place that she had only heard about and never seen, even though she wore the uniform of a junior lieutenant.

The lobby of the main administration building was manned by an elderly officer who looked as if he had retired several years earlier. He squinted at the two women, then checked the padd on his desk.

“Seven of Nine? What the hell kind of name is that?”

Seven and Ro exchanged glances, then looked back at him.

“Perhaps it is under Lt. Hansen?” Seven suggested, maintaining her patience.

He frowned at her, then looked back at the padd. “Yes, here it is. Admiral Hayes arranged this tour. Why didn't you say that in the first place?”

Seven took a slow breath, and accepted the padd he handed to her. “Thank you,” she said politely, if a touch icily. It would not do to pick him up and shake him by the ankles, although it might improve his attitude. She wondered why such a person had been placed in the position of dealing with the public on a full-time basis.

“I'll alert Cadet Tarn that you've arrived,” he said and gestured toward a waiting area. “Please have a seat.”

Seven glanced at the padd she had been handed as she and Ro obediently made their way over to the sofa covered in Starfleet blue fabric. The padd contained a layout of the Academy buildings and grounds, along with a guide to what subjects were offered, a brief history of Starfleet Academy itself, and a roster of the teaching staff. The building they were currently in was reserved mostly for administration and the offices of various professors. Seven was intrigued to see Commander Chakotay's name listed in the anthropology section, teaching survival skills based on ancient techniques, along with another course in exo-archaeology.

“Here's our cadet,” Ro said quietly, and Seven looked up from the padd, glancing over her shoulder at the uniformed figure approaching the waiting area. “She looks a little unhappy at pulling escort duty.”

Cadet Tarn's sullen features went pale as Seven stood up, and they recognized each other. This was the same young woman Kathryn had chased after in the park earlier in the morning, catching up to the cadets in a hollow where Tarn had been standing victorious over several other runners who appeared as if they had absolutely exhausted themselves racing with her. The resulting conversation between Janeway and the cadet had been quite intriguing to Seven, particularly when Janeway manipulated the discussion until Tarn ended up challenging 'Annika' to a race. She had spoken to Seven in the sort of disparaging tone that implied she didn't think Seven was worthy of matching paces with the Starfleet Academy Athletics Champion. At that point, Seven had not been particularly impressed with the arrogant cadet, or Janeway who was pretending to be far less intelligent than she really was as she maneuvered Tarn into doing what she wanted, but Seven didn't say anything as she lined up at a starting point, sprinted a hundred meters so quickly that she left the cadet several lengths behind, and then trotted easily back to where Janeway was watching with an expression of insufferable smugness on her classic features.

“Lt. Hansen?” the cadet said stiffly. “I'm Cadet Elisa Tarn. I've been assigned to escort you on a tour of the facilities.”

“Cadet Tarn,” Seven greeted politely.

“I take it you two know each other?” Ro asked calmly, looking back and forth between them with bright eyes. Ro rarely missed much, Seven realized, particularly on the unspoken level.

“I met Lt. Hansen in the park this morning, sir,” Tarn replied stiffly.

Ro quirked an eyebrow, but did not smile, though Seven suspected that she wanted to.

“Lt. Ro Laren,” Ro introduced herself smoothly, and then looked at Seven. “Is this the cadet you and the captain were talking about?”

“Captain?” Tarn repeated, her voice squeaking as her eyes widened.

Seven knew that Seven had believed Janeway and Seven to be civilians, and wondered if that also formed the basis for her imprudent attitude. Perhaps Kathryn had been correct in attempting to teach Seven a lesson not only about her mistaken assumption of superiority in her physical skills, but also in her approach to civilians whom Starfleet had been founded to protect.

Ro bit off a short laugh and eyed the girl who obviously wished to be anywhere but where she was. “Don't worry about it, Cadet. You're not the first to be tested by Captain Kathryn Janeway. You'll definitely won't be the last.”

“Yes, sir,” the cadet said unhappily, as she digested the news of just who she had been rude to earlier in the day.

“Are you prepared to give us the tour?” Seven asked shortly.

“Aye, sir,” Tarn responded, straightening. “But may I ask why a guide is required for a Starfleet officer?”

“Because I did not become a Starfleet officer by graduating the Academy,” Seven replied readily. “I assimilated the necessary technical knowledge as a Borg, while amassing the required philosophical and ethical classes on Voyager in the Delta Quadrant. Now I wish to see what I may have missed in acquiring my commission.”

“Borg—” Tarn began, then stopped, her features growing very still. She took a breath and motioned toward the entrance. “This way,” she said without any further inflection in her tone.

Frowning, Seven followed her as Ro flanked her. Eventually, Seven noticed that Ro had a faint smile on her face, and Seven was intrigued, aware that Ro Laren was not the sort to be amused without cause.

“What do you find so amusing, Lt. Ro?”

“Our tour guide,” Ro said, quite distinctly. Seven believed the officer was deliberately speaking loud enough for the cadet to hear, and she glanced quickly at Tarn, seeing the flush of red rise in the back of her neck.

“How so?”

“I'll bet she's thinking the whole race was unfair because you're Borg.” A flinch from their guide, the tension across the shoulders, indicated that Ro had scored.

“It was unfair,” Seven said plainly, puzzled at where Ro was going. “With my enhancements, very few humanoid species could hope to match me in a physical contest. Even you, with your advanced tactical training and superior knowledge of martial arts technique, would have been defeated by me in a physical confrontation.”

“Exactly, but I don't consider that a failure on my part. The kid does, but only because she doesn't really understand where she's really failing. She doesn't understand what Janeway was showing her.”

Seven's face cleared, finally understanding what was being said. “There is no failure in losing a contest. The failure was in underestimating her opponent and accepting things at face value. The failure was in allowing arrogance to overcome prudent judgement. It is a mistake made often by the young and can be a dangerous lesson to learn. Fortunately, it was not in this case. It was merely humiliating.”

“She got off easy,” Ro said, scorn lacing her tone liberally. “Where I come from, the penalty for underestimating an opponent is a lot more permanent than some minor embarrassment. The first lesson we learned in the Cardassian internment camp was that it doesn't matter how good you think you are, there's always someone out there who's stronger, tougher, faster and better. The only muscle that truly needs to be developed to the fullest is the one between one's ears.”

“A most interesting analysis, Lt. Ro,” Seven complimented.

“Thank you, Lt. Hansen,” Ro replied politely.

Seven frowned and Ro lifted her head. “I meant no disrespect,” Ro added quietly, bringing the conversation down to a more private level. “I know it annoys me when someone calls me Lt. Laren, because it's obvious they haven't made the effort to understand Ro cultural influence on our names.”

Seven exhaled audibly. “No, it is acceptable. Obviously, now that I am a Starfleet officer, that will be my designation, as listed in my official record, although I would prefer to be called Seven. But I am no longer of the Collective.”

“I'm sure a great many people will continue to call you Seven, but yes, you can probably expect people who don't know you to refer to you by your human designation, particularly in Starfleet.”

“They did not on Voyager.”

“We're not on Voyager any longer,” Ro reminded her, and Seven resisted another sigh as she realized that was probably the most difficult aspect of all in returning to the Alpha Quadrant.

“This building contains mostly classrooms,” Tarn offered finally as they stopped before a large, square building, vines of some sort crawling up the brick. If the cadet had taken Ro's words to heart, she gave no indication of it, and her tone was very polite and reserved. “They are primarily used for lectures and small demonstrations. The labs are in the other science buildings, while the flight simulators and holodeck training facilities are across the common. Do you have any preference, sir, in what you wish to see first?”

“I wish to visit Anthropology 101. It is in section ten, level four of this building.”

Tarn looked confused at Seven's precise directions for where she wanted to go, but with a small shrug, she led the lieutenants into the building and took an elevator to the fourth floor. In a room overlooking the sweeping lawns of the Academy gardens, Commander Chakotay was demonstrating how to start a fire with a piece of bark, a string wrapped around a branch, and some hair donated by a student.

He glanced up as he saw the trio and a smile spread across his face. He nodded at his class.

“Attempt to start your fire,” he instructed. “Billings, stand by with that extinguisher.”

As his students set to work, attempting to mimic what he had been showing them, he moved over to where the women were standing and drew them out into the corridor, shutting the door behind them so that their conversation would not interrupt the class.

“It's so good to see you. What brings you here?”

“I am touring Starfleet Academy,” Seven explained, and gestured to Tarn who inexplicably blushed when Chakotay glanced at her. “Cadet Tarn is showing me the facilities.”

“Trying to figure out what you might have missed?”

“Yes, Commander. I wish to compare what I learned in the ship's classes with what is being taught at the Academy.”

“I assure you, Seven,” Chakotay told her with a smile. “There's nothing here that you don't already know. It might be taught in a manner different than how you learned it on Voyager, but the outcome is the same.” He glanced at Ro. “How's B'Elanna doing at Utopia Planitia?”

“She's quite pleased with the posting. She gets to play with all sorts of starships all day long.”

He nodded, and glanced at Seven. “Has Janeway decided on a position yet?”

Seven paused, wondering if Janeway's contemplation of Nechayev's offer was in any way confidential. Kathryn hadn't told her not to discuss it with anyone, she decided.

“Janeway is considering taking command of Utopia Planitia.”

Chakotay blinked, obviously surprised. “That's a hell of a demotion. That post only requires a rank of commander at best.”

“It is merely an interim position. She will be supervising the construction of a new vessel that she intends to command. It is designated the USS Millennium.”

“The Millennium?” Tarn repeated, and then colored as the others looked at her. “That's the new Frontier-class ship,” she explained in a tone that indicated this was common knowledge amid the student body. “Every captain in Starfleet wants that ship, except maybe Picard, but that's only because he's already commanding the flagship.”

Chakotay's smile showed brilliant white against his dusky skin, the tattoo arching over his left eye crinkling in his amusement. “Leave it to Kathryn to swoop in and pluck the prize right out from under everyone's noses,” he said, vastly delighted by the news. He shot a look at Seven. “Right, Lt. Hansen?”

Seven was unsure to what he was referring, and then realized he was alluding to Janeway's incursion against the Collective where the starship captain came away with a certain Borg drone. Seven blushed and almost smiled.

“It is her nature,” she agreed, unable to keep the pride from coloring her tone.

“We'll let you get back to your class, Commander,” Ro suggested then. She nodded at the transparency in the door, showing what was going on inside the room. “I think they've set a desk on fire, and your man, Billings, doesn't seem to be able to get the extinguisher to work.”

Startled, Chakotay followed her gaze before biting off a curse and quickly moving back into the room. Smoke billowed out through the open door as Seven and Ro exchanged a shared glance of amusement and then Seven looked at Tarn.

“I wish to see the labs, next.”

Tarn, still wide-eyed at the sheer amount of fascinating information she was absorbing from her charges, nodded mutely and moved down the corridor. Obviously, her duty, toward which she had displayed every evidence of apathy, was turning out to be far more interesting than she had anticipated.

 

With a wave of her hand, Janeway dismissed the two Starfleet security personnel, who had been loitering unobtrusively across the street since Seven had returned home hours earlier, and entered her quiet house. It was long after she had originally expected to be home, and she hoped Seven wasn't too upset with her. Frowning, she looked around the empty living area, then through the arched opening leading to the kitchen, not seeing Seven anywhere.

“Annika?” she called anxiously, wondering if Seven was upstairs in the bedroom or perhaps even in the ensuite. “Annika, where are you?”

“I am outside, Kathryn,” Seven called from beyond the kitchen, her voice carrying through the open French doors that lined the rear of the dining area.

Janeway felt a surge of relief flood her, realizing only after the fact how keyed up she had been. Quickly, she moved through the dining area and out onto the large patio that was illuminated in the deepening dusk by a sequence of lights running along the railing. The deck was stained redwood to match the high fence bordering the spacious yard, and a hot tub was set unobtrusively in the corner, next to some foliage producing a pleasant, herbal fragrance. Janeway was surprised to see Seven of Nine, sans swimwear, relaxing in the roiling water, her arms stretched out along the edge of the tub. Slightly appalled, Janeway wondered if the temporary security she had placed on her earlier in the day, had witnessed Seven's disrobing during their surveillance.

Forcing a smile on her face, Janeway moved over to the circular sauna, leaning against the side as she regarded her gloriously revealed partner. Nearby, Jake was stretched out on the bench, the Irish Setter thumping his tail as Janeway reached over and scratched behind his ears.

“Annika, it is customary to wear a suit while in the hot tub,” she complained mildly.

“It is?” Seven asked, her tone puzzled. “Why?”

“Because we're in public.”

Seven took a quick glance around, obviously confused by the objection. “We are not in public. Our deck is hidden from the street by the house and concealed from casual view from our neighbors by the height of the fence surrounding the yard.” She looked back at Janeway and quirked an eyebrow. “You certainly did not offer this opinion the first night you introduced me to it. In fact, from that incident, I developed the distinct impression that clothing was not an option at all, let alone a requirement.”

Janeway started to respond to that, then sighed, remembering the night in question. “Fine, but it would have been awkward had I brought someone home for dinner this evening and we walked out here to find you completely naked.”

Seven pinned her with a look. “Is it your intention, Kathryn, to bring guests home without informing me first?” she asked sharply. “I would find that unacceptable, almost as unacceptable as you not calling to tell me you would be late, or your treating me like a child who requires an adult to escort her everywhere.”

Stymied by Seven's challenge, and not a little embarrassed, Janeway backpedaled furiously. “Of course not,” she said, though in truth, she had asked Nechayev to join her for dinner, hoping the more casual setting would provide Seven and the admiral some neutral ground in which to meet halfway and perhaps reach an understanding of each other. However, Nechayev had requested a rain-check on Janeway's invitation, and after seeing her out of uniform in more ways than one, Janeway decided that perhaps it was just as well. “I apologize for not calling,” Janeway added in a gentler tone. “Some things happened that were unexpected and I couldn't get away. I'm also sorry if it seemed as if I were treating you like a child earlier in the day. That was never my intention. I just thought Ro's prior experience as a graduate of the Academy and her time on Earth could help you since I couldn't be with you.”

Seven regarded Janeway closely, apparently evaluating the level of her contriteness. “Very well, but I do insist that you call in the future if you are required to be late. On Voyager, it was inconvenient when I did not know where you were. On Earth, it can be,” she paused briefly, “frightening.”

Janeway felt a sick sense of dismay shoot through her. She could only imagine how frightened Seven would have been had Janeway called with news of exactly why she had to be late.

“I'm sorry,” she repeated regretfully, reaching out to draw her fingertips along Seven's cheek. “You're right, Annika, I didn't mean to frighten you. Next time, I'll call and let you know when I can't make it home on time.”

“Do you anticipate there being a 'next time', Kathryn?” Seven asked, her pale eyes almost translucent in the deepening darkness.

“I suspect there will be.” Janeway inclined her head, regarding her intently. “I've decided to accept the Utopia Planitia assignment.”

Seven considered it for a moment. “What would be your response if I were to ask you not to accept such an assignment?”

Janeway took a deep breath, suspecting Seven was still punishing her for her actions earlier in the day. “Then, I wouldn’t take it, of course,” she said, though she was not happy about it. “You and your needs are far more important to me.” She paused. “I would like to understand the reasoning behind your objection, however.”

Seven inhaled slowly, then nodded. “I have no objection to you accepting the position, particularly if that is what you truly want, Kathryn,” she explained, somewhat sheepishly. “I merely wished to know what you would do if I were displeased by the decision.”

Janeway crossed her arms on the rim and leaned against them, thinking that one over. “Annika, I promised you that we would do what was best for both of us. If you have any problems with my accepting this appointment to the shipyards, then we need to discuss them now.”

Seven looked away, suddenly shy. “I do not like Admiral Nechayev. It bothers me that you will be working directly under her authorization. I know that is unprofessional, Kathryn, but it is how I feel.”

Janeway stifled a sigh. “I understand, Annika, particularly since she doesn't like you much either, but in both cases, it's because you really don't know each other. The truth is, you're remarkably alike in a great many ways.”

Seven was surprised, obviously not ready to accept that at face value. “How?”

“You're both very secure in what you know, and quite arrogant in presenting that knowledge,” Janeway explained. “You're very assertive and not very tactful when it comes to relating hard truths. When you settle on a goal, a photon torpedo couldn't divert you from going after it. You're intolerant of failure and constantly demand perfection, both in yourself and others around you.” She leaned closer, smiling faintly. “But be assured that you're far more attractive, Annika.”

Seven flicked an eyebrow. “Indeed,” she said, unmoved by the compliment. “The admiral will still have to prove her goodwill to me. I shall not offer my trust easily.”

Janeway thought about how vulnerable her could be and nodded. “That's fair. In fact, you should be very careful about who you offer your trust to, not just the people you don't like personally.”

“You mean, Admiral Hayes,” Seven said flatly.

Janeway blinked, surprised. “Not exactly,” she said slowly, wondering where that had come from. “Why would you mention him? I thought you found him 'acceptable'.”

“I did,” Seven said, dissatisfaction edging her tone. “However, it is possible that his friendliness was nothing more than a manipulation of me to facilitate my providing information to him.”

“A 'catch more flies with honey' approach?” At Seven's baffled expression, Janeway clarified. “He knew you would be more responsive if he approached you as a friend rather than an enemy.”

“Yes,” Seven said, a mix of embarrassment and annoyance altering her narrow features.

Janeway touched her cheek gently. “That's not necessarily a crime, Annika. After all, you've learned yourself that sometimes being kind and considerate of another's feelings will accomplish far more than always being brutally honest about what you think. Particularly with Naomi and the Borg children.” She mentally kicked herself for bringing up what could possibly still be a raw association for her, but fortunately, Seven didn't seem to notice. Instead, Seven hesitated, and then dipped her head grudgingly.

“I am not a child, however.”

“You mean you don't like being manipulated so well that you didn't catch on until I pointed it out at lunch yesterday,” Janeway corrected gently. “You don't have to be a child to be treated with kindness, Annika, and besides, Hayes is a diplomat, first and foremost. That's what he does best and it's something I, personally, am very grateful for because he was able to deal with the Maquis issue and secured their pardon before we had even returned to the Federation. But do you know what the real definition of a diplomat is?”

 Seven raised an eyebrow curiously. “What?”

“It's someone who can tell you to go to hell in a way that makes you look forward to the destination,” Janeway said, then smiled at the expression on Seven's face. “I guess you're not interested in dealing with diplomats.”

“No, I am not.”

“Then, I'll be the only diplomat you'll have to deal with from now on.”

She leaned closer, kissing Seven on full lips that refused to respond, initially. But with a tiny amount of applied pressure, they gradually softened and reacted to Janeway's mouth, parting with increasing sweetness the longer the kiss went on.

“You are incorrigible,” Seven grumbled when they finally parted.

“Unquestionably.” Janeway leered gently at Seven and nodded at the water. “Would you care for some company?”

“Will you insist on wearing a swimsuit?” Seven countered, eyeing her from the corner of her eye, the slightest curve raising the corner of her full lips.

Janeway's grin widened. “I suppose I could be persuaded to go without,” she allowed with mock reluctance. “This one time.”

“Then, please,” Seven said, finally returning the smile fully, “Join me.”

The water in the hot tub was wonderfully soothing, particularly after the day Janeway had experienced. Being with her was even more healing, and once Seven picked Janeway up in her slender, but incredibly strong arms, and carried her into the house and up the stairs to the room where their big bed awaited, Janeway left the problems of Starfleet far behind. The women made slow, extremely passionate love, and it seemed to Janeway that they reached unprecedented heights of sustained ecstasy on this night; Seven because she loved and wanted her immensely, and Janeway, because she suddenly needed Seven with an intensity that almost terrified her. Janeway knew it was undoubtedly an effect of the day's events finally catching up to her, but despite the source, the devote tenderness and fierce desire for her was accepted and cherished by Seven without question.

Afterward, when Seven had fallen asleep, a slight smile dusting her full lips, Janeway slipped quietly out of bed and went out to the loft where the computer work station was maintained, making sure the bedroom door was sealed behind her. She placed a call through to Utopia Planitia on Mars, utilizing a secure channel and encrypting it with her private code designed by Seven as an added protection against anyone tapping into it. It took a while for the response to come through, but finally, the image of the UFP symbol flickered and gave way to a rumpled Ro Laren dressed in a robe. Standing just behind her, leaning over her shoulder, B'Elanna was also present.

“Captain!” B’Elanna said. “I heard about what happened today! Are you all right?”

“I'm fine.” Janeway glanced at Ro. “I take it you also know?”

“I know there was a malfunction in a travel pod you were using,” Ro said evenly, her dark eyes intent. “That there was sabotage found on Voyager.”

“It's not that simple.” Janeway hesitated, looking at B'Elanna, and then sighed. Obviously, she could not expect to keep things from the inquisitive Klingon for very long, particularly when she was living with Ro whom Janeway needed right now.

“It was more in the lines of theft,” Janeway explained. “Commander Jason McCord was discovered to be in the employ of the Orion Syndicate, using his position at Utopia Planitia to steal Borg technology from Voyager, undoubtedly, for future use in weapon construction. I was out there to inspect the refit, and he must have panicked, arranging a little 'accident' for me involving my travel pod. To be honest, I think he was hoping that by the time they finished scraping me off the underside of the Millennium and figured out what had happened, he would be long gone. Fortunately, I was able to bypass the sabotage and was picked up by a patrol shuttle after only a few hours.”

“Was security able to track down McCord?” Ro demanded.

Janeway hesitated. “What was left of him,” she revealed, dissatisfaction edging her tone. “His remains were found in a lavatory on McKinley Station. Apparently, he was attempting to catch a transport outbound when his employers caught up with him.”

“The Orion Syndicate doesn't accept any resignations but the permanent kind,” B'Elanna said somberly. It was clear she knew more than a little about the organized crime syndicate that historically operated on the outer fringes of the Federation.

Ro frowned. “Is Starfleet sure it's the Syndicate? It's not their style to work in such proximity to the inner core systems, particularly on planets like Earth.”

“The method of execution is one associated with the Syndicate, and they left their traditional calling card, an 'Orion' symbol carved into the corpse's forehead,” Janeway assured her, though she did wonder why Ro would even ask that. Who would dare present themselves as representatives of the Orion Syndicate if they weren't? “I've been informed that the war has opened up certain 'cracks' that allow the Syndicate to operate with greater freedom in places they didn't normally have access to before. Seven years ago, they were a problem located on the outer fringes of the Federation, and handled by the various planetary law enforcement agents. In the last few years, however, they've expanded their influence, and Starfleet Intelligence has become involved in attempting to limit their operations. With this new incident, it's clear that something more will have to be done about their incursion into the inner core systems.”

“Captain, do you require additional security?” Ro said, her brows drawn. “I can arrange—”

Janeway interrupted her. “Not me. As I said, I was collateral damage, showing up in the wrong place at the wrong time. Starfleet Command has increased its security measures throughout Utopia Planitia, particularly around Voyager, which will be acquiring a new refit team. What is of real concern is that the Syndicate might continue to try for Borg technology.”

“Seven,” B'Elanna blurted, looking quite pale suddenly. “Oh, Captain.”

“Exactly.” Janeway looked directly at Ro, her gaze intent “Lt. Ro, as of now, I'm assigning you to protect her, particularly while she's on her trip with Phoebe.”

“Captain, is it wise for her to go on a trip now?”

Janeway inhaled slowly. “I don't want to prevent her from going. I'd have to explain why, for one thing, which I'm not authorized to do, and for another, it might be safer for her to be on the move rather than staying in one place on Earth. I'm counting on you to keep her travel plans secure, Lieutenant. There will be several undercover operatives from Starfleet Intelligence monitoring the situation on Trill and Vulcan.”

Ro stared at Janeway, her surprise evident through the viewscreen. “Aren't you going to tell her about what happened today, Captain?”

“The events surrounding the sabotage are classified, Lieutenant,” Janeway said stiffly, not at all happy about it, but knowing she had to toe the Starfleet line. She took a breath, softening her posture. “I don't want to worry Annika, particularly since, as I said, it was a random incident. This is a very special trip for her, and I don't want her spending every moment considering me a target when I'm not.” She knew she was justifying what she was required to do as much to herself as to Ro, but she had to accept that there were certain things that were out of her hands. “Just be sure you're at her side if she needs you.”

“I understand, Captain.” Ro paused. “Do I have an explanation for inviting myself along for this trip, since apparently, I can't tell her the real reason?”

Janeway offered a thin-lipped smile. “I will explain your deep and personal interest in Trill culture to Seven in a way that will hopefully encourage her to invite you along. Seven will be meeting Phoebe at the Earth Station McKinley at 0800 this Saturday to board a private transport to Trill, which has also been arranged by me. Until then, whenever I'm not with her, I expect you to be, is that understood?”

“Understood, Captain.”

Janeway cut the channel and sat silently for a time, looking at the blank screen unhappily. She was uncomfortable about keeping things from her, but since returning to the Alpha Quadrant, she had to remember to look at the bigger picture, to consider things in terms of how they affected the Federation, and not just herself or Seven. She was no longer a captain protecting a crewmember, or even a woman protecting her spouse, but a Starfleet officer expected to obey the orders of her superiors. Nechayev had been quite clear that an unassigned junior lieutenant did not need to know about the plans Starfleet had for luring the Syndicate into a sting operation utilizing Borg technology on Voyager, not even when she was part of the bait, and Janeway could not find justification to violate that order. Seven would be safely away on Trill, visibly surrounded by a variety of Starfleet personnel, which would hopefully provoke the Syndicate into thinking the only way to acquire nanoprobe-powered weapons would be by retrieving McCord's stolen merchandise, officially listed as still missing, rather than try to kidnap an ex-drone for dissection.

Wishing she were back in the Delta Quadrant where life seemed so much simpler, and she had far more control over things, Janeway stood up and returned to the bedroom where she draped her robe over the chair and slipped between the sheets next to her slumbering spouse. Wrapping her arms tightly around Seven's lanky body, Janeway tried to find comfort in her warmth, though her stormy grey eyes were icy as she stared out at the dimness.

Trying hard to believe that Starfleet's ability to protect Seven of Nine was as adept as her own.

 

Epilogue

 

The admiral was absolutely furious. The plans put in place to secure Seven of Nine were completely disrupted, and it was all the fault of those blundering idiots in the Orion Syndicate. With their blatant incursion into the Utopia Planitia shipyards to steal Borg technology, not to mention the attempt to kill Captain Janeway, Starfleet had been placed on high alert, with increased security in all the places that Borg technology could be found, particularly around Janeway's valuable spouse.

“You're not looking at this the right way, Admiral,” the shadowy figure at the end of the table said rationally. “This actually works to our advantage.”

“How so?” the admiral demanded, an unpleasant edginess reverberating in the tone. “Seven of Nine is never alone now, whether she notices it or not, and the upcoming trip, which would have been the perfect time for us to contact her, away from Earth and her, is now being monitored closely by Starfleet Intelligence. The official branch, not our group.” An expression of dismay crossed the Starfleet officer's face.  “Several undercover operatives have been dispatched to follow her everywhere on her journey, while the good captain has arranged to have her adjunct, Lt. Ro Laren, accompany Seven openly on her visit to Trill and Vulcan. Ro is a graduate of Starfleet's Advanced Tactical Training. She won't be someone easily bypassed or coerced, particularly when she's keeping a close eye out for a criminal organization.”

The shadowy figure shook his head slowly back and forth, in what appeared to be exasperation at the admiral's obliviousness to the opportunity they had just been presented.

“The leaders of the Orion Syndicate have gone too far,” the Section 31 operative pointed out. “There's no question that it's time they learn that elevating themselves from a minor criminal organization to actively becoming an enemy of the Federation through their attempt to create Borg weapons was not the wisest course of action. They must know by now that none of their people were responsible for the death of Jason McCord, regardless of the symbol carved into his forehead.” The operative paused. “Nice touch, by the way.”

“Thank you,” the admiral said, calming a little now that it was clear the contact from Section 31 was not looking at this as a setback as was initially feared. On occasion, the covert operations group could be as ruthless in their punishment for failure as the Orion Syndicate. “I just find it ironic that our operation, which was designed to secure Seven of Nine, is now being put aside to protect our investment from any further attempt by the Orion Syndicate to steal Borg technology.”

“Again, you're not looking at the bigger picture, Admiral.” Gloved fingers pressed against each other in a steeple. “This will work for us in reaching our original goal. After all, an enemy of one's enemy must be, by definition, a friend. The Orion Syndicate may have done us a favor by attempting to kill Janeway. It would be even more fortunate if they were to attempt it again.”

The admiral considered that, and slowly smiled as the realization of what that meant penetrated the anger. The Section 31 operative was correct. This would work wonderfully in their favor.

Seven of Nine, Tetiary Adjunct to Unimatrix 01 would be theirs, perhaps quicker than they had initially hoped.

 

The End

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