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Just Between
Earth & the Stars

G. L. Dartt

 

A good portion of Earth's northern hemisphere lay blanketed in February snow, deep in the heart of winter, but on the equator of Mars, it remained shirt-sleeve weather. The wide, blue expanse of Lake Utopia provided a picturesque backdrop to the crowd gathered in the back yard of the lakeside home, while a multitude of flowers bloomed colorfully in the nearby garden as if to celebrate the occasion. From her position at the altar, where she was performing the duty of 'attendant', Seven of Nine took note of the perspiration on Lt. B’Elanna Torres’s upper lip as she recited her vows with a decided quaver in her tone to the person she was marrying. Seven wondered if she would be called upon to catch the bride in the event she collapsed. There was an unnatural grayness in B’Elanna's skin tone, the proud head ridges standing out in stark relief as her dark eyes glittered with an unnatural luster.

Standing next to her, Lt. Ro Laren appeared even worse, her face pale, her usually keen gaze slightly glazed. When B’Elanna finally completed her vows, Ro began her own recitation, her voice as unsteady as B’Elanna's had been. Seven noted that B'Elanna appeared far more relieved to be finished her part of the wedding ceremony than touched by the words Ro was now muttering, but Seven knew from her own experience that B’Elanna would remember them later—once she had a chance to recover from this intense experience.

Seven glanced over her shoulder, seeking out her spouse who was seated in the front row next to Commander Chakotay. Both officers were outfitted in their dress uniforms, as were most of the guests from Starfleet, and Captain Janeway had her hands folded neatly on her lap, her features somewhat pensive. It occurred to Seven that perhaps Kathryn was lost in thoughts of their own wedding which had occurred more than two years earlier. Their eyes met, and Janeway smiled faintly, her gaze shading to blue as Seven offered a slightly raised eyebrow.

Breaking off the warm glance with an effort, Seven returned her attention to the ritual, wondering how much longer this was going to take. The ceremony was a combination of alien elements from both B'Elanna and Ro's respective backgrounds, presided over by a Vedic from the Bajoran embassy on Earth, as well as a human minister from Marsport. B'Elanna wore her full-dress whites, as did Ro, both women disdaining the more feminine attributes of the wedding ceremony. That dubious distinction had been left up to Seven, who was garbed in a lavish gown of brilliant red, the Klingon color for weddings, though traditionally, the bride wore it, rather than her 'attendant'. Meanwhile, Ro's 'attendant', Lt. Commander Tuvok, wore a simple Bajoran unity robe, and raised a demonic eyebrow as Ro faltered a bit. He prompted her quietly, maintaining an impassive, attentive expression. Of course, Seven reminded herself, Vulcans would never allow themselves to show boredom, even though this was taking three times as long as Seven and Janeway's wedding ceremony had. She wondered why Ro and B’Elanna had utilized every tradition they could, when neither were proponents of their respective cultures, and then realized that was perhaps why. They wanted that sense of becoming a part of something larger than just themselves.

Her attention wandering once more, Seven found her eyes sweeping the crowd. In addition to the people who had served with both B'Elanna and Ro on Voyager, there were several people who had served with Ro on the USS Enterprise, including Captain Picard and Commander Riker. They were located well away from Janeway, which Seven thought had been a prudent decision by whoever had made up the seating arrangements. There remained a slight antagonism between the starship captains after a recent covert operation by Picard that had involved not only Janeway without her knowledge for most of it, but Seven, as well. It would have been most unwise to have the Starfleet command officers placed in close proximity for any length of time.

Lt. Tom Paris, Ensign Neelix, and Lt. Kes looked on avidly. Though seated with the Enterprise crew, all three officers had served on Voyager when it had been lost in the Delta Quadrant for seven years. Seven wondered idly if any of her former crewmates had received their new orders yet, and if so, what their response was going to be. She knew Kathryn was quite anxious to finalize her crew assignments for her new command posting on the USS Millennium.

Seven issued a soft sigh of relief as the Vedic stood forth and began his final blessing on the couple. With any luck, Seven would soon be able to change out of the tight dress, finding it incomprehensible why the garment had to be designed so that her breasts were cinched nearly up to her chin, providing her with an openly displayed cleavage so ample that more than one male guest had lost his entire chain of thought while glancing at her. But she had agreed to participate in the ceremony, so she did her best not to squirm impatiently as she stood there. She was not pleased when she remembered that the reception line would require her presence directly after the ceremony, and she resigned herself to at least another hour of constricted movement and pinched ribs before she would be free of the heavy and awkward Klingon garment.

Unfortunately, it took two hours, and Seven discovered she was ready to tear the outfit directly from her body by the time she was finally allowed to retreat to a room in the house where she quickly changed into her dress uniform. Of course, this outfit was just as restrictive in its own way, and she tugged at her collar unhappily as she descended the stairs to join the rest of the celebration taking place in the back yard, wishing she had one of her flexible and skintight biomesh outfits to pull on. At the bottom of the stairs, she was surprised to encounter her sister-in-law, Phoebe. Seven had an inquiring expression on her face.

“I was just about to go up and see if you needed help,” the artist said, a note of amusement in her voice. “You didn't, uh, rip it to shreds, did you?”

Seven shook her head. “I removed it properly,” she told her. “However, the thought of destroying it so no one else would ever be condemned to wear it did cross my mind.”

“You looked lovely,” Phoebe assured her, hooking her arm in Seven's as the two women exited the French doors at the back of the house. Seven cast an envious look at her free-spirited companion who was dressed comfortably in a simple summer dress, her feet tucked into sandals. “Red is definitely your color.”

“I resembled a victim of a hovercraft accident,” Seven corrected her, causing Phoebe to laugh out loud. “No one should choose that shade of arterial spray to display their love.”

“It's still better than those uniforms you've all chosen to wear,” Phoebe said, waving her hand disdainfully at the crowd. “Honestly, you all look like waiters in an overpriced restaurant, or a high school marching band.”

Seven smiled in certain agreement, but as she shot a look across the yard at her spouse who was talking with Admiral Nechayev, along with other members of the Starfleet brass, she was convinced that however the rest looked, Janeway still appeared to be the most elegant and dignified person there. Phoebe had apparently followed her gaze, and she squeezed Seven's arm.

“How are you and Kathryn doing?” she asked in a lower tone, her face sobering. “I know you were having a few problems at Christmas.”

“We have overcome them,” Seven said, with a touch of pride at the hard work both she and Janeway had dedicated to reaffirming their relationship. It had not been easy, but she and her spouse were finally back to where they both thought they should be, sharing a single path rather than wandering in alternative directions, unsure of where they had lost track of each other. “Of course, Kathryn has been quite busy preparing the Millennium for its maiden voyage, but since I am able to work with her on a full-time basis, it is not as it was when we were working in separate Starfleet facilities.”

“I still can't believe you two are shipping out so soon,” Phoebe sighed. “I thought you would stay on Earth longer.”

Seven lifted an eyebrow, considering how much she had been through in the past year and a half on Kathryn's homeworld. “It is possible we shall be safer in unknown space,” she offered dryly.

Phoebe made a face, part regret at Seven's accuracy, part amusement at the humor in the comment. “Just remember, you'll always have a home here,” she said. “Once you're finished wandering around the galaxy.”

“I suspect that Kathryn shall never tire of 'wandering around the galaxy',” Seven told her. “It is part of who she is. Perhaps it was even a contributor to the difficulties we have faced here. In any event, wherever she goes, I shall be with her. I could not imagine any other life.” She rested her arm around the shoulders of her beloved sister-in-law and hugged her. “However, your friendship and love shall be with me no matter where I am.”

Phoebe returned the hug, her arm around Seven's waist. “Always, little sis,” she promised.

“Hey, Seven.”

Seven turned around, nearly bowled over by an enthusiastic embrace offered by Tom Paris, surprised by the helmsman's enthusiasm, but appreciative of the affection behind it.

“How are you, Lt. Paris?” she asked as he released her.

“I'm doing great,” he said. “I just got my orders. Is it true there'll be three squadrons of fighters on the Millennium?”

“It is,” she said. She paused. “Will you accept the transfer?”

“Of course,” he exclaimed. “Wing Commander? That's a lot more attractive than bus driver.”

“'Bus driver'?” she echoed uncertainly.

“He's exaggerating, Seven,” Kes said, joining the group. The slender, blonde ship's counselor put her hand on the lieutenant's arm, and Tom flashed the Ocampa a smile. “I remember a time when helming the Enterprise was your greatest dream, Tom.”

“That was before I checked out the specs of those KillerBee fighters,” he said, using his hands for emphasis. “I can't wait to fly one, let alone be in command of the entire auxiliary fleet.”

“Janeway believes you would be an adequate leader for those newly commissioned officers who will be accompanying us,” Seven said.

Tom's initial enthusiasm immediately took a plunge. “'Newly commissioned'?”

“Experienced officers, particularly pilots, are difficult to recruit in the aftermath of the Dominion War,” Seven explained, unsure why he was not already aware of this. “Since the Millennium is required to take on a certain percentage of graduates directly from the Academy, Janeway chose to concentrate many of them in the auxiliary fleet section. She believes that by having the pilots all start from basically the same point, it would be easier for their senior officer to teach and guide their development into a unified squadron.”

Paris let out his breath in an audible expulsion of air. “I didn't realize that,” he said, his face falling. “Thanks for telling me, Seven.”

Seven blinked, realizing that she may have unduly influenced the officer's decision as to whether he would accept the posting. However, it was best that Tom know what he was getting into. She doubted that Kathryn would want an officer who was not prepared for what she would expect of him.

Kes was regarding Tom with amusement. “Don't tell me you're considering changing your mind?” she asked. “You were so excited on the way here, you talked of nothing else.” She glanced at Seven. “Honestly, Seven, I think he's just frightened at the prospect of having to teach cadets how to fly.”

Seven raised an eyebrow. “They will all know how to fly,” she corrected the ship's counselor. “They would not have graduated Starfleet Academy with a top pilot rating otherwise.”

“Exactly,” Tom said, groaning. “They'll know just enough to think they know everything, and not enough to realize they haven't a clue. They'll be cocky and arrogant—hot shot officers convinced that they're the greatest thing ever to access a navigational system.”

“In other words, an entire squadron of little Tom Paris's,” Harry Kim broke in, having heard the latter part of the conversation. Voyager's former operations officer looked a bit heavier than the last time Seven had seen him, but still quite happy, content in his marriage and fatherhood. He was carrying his young son, Harry Jr., who immediately stretched out his arms to Seven.

Seven smiled and accepted the youngster, bouncing him a little in her arms. Though she had decided not long ago that children of her own were not in her immediate future, she still enjoyed being with the child whom she had helped deliver in a turbolift on Voyager.

“I resent that,” Tom said.

“Don't you mean, you resemble that?” Harry needled his friend.

“So, what about you, Harry?” Tom asked him, manfully overlooking the laughter that followed. “Are you applying for a post on the Millennium?”

Harry hesitated, then shook his head. “My career is really taking off,” he said, referring to his position in Starfleet Command's Starship Design section. “Megan and I will be staying on Earth, but I'll be thinking of you guys while you're out exploring the galaxy.”

Kes glanced around. “Where is Megan?” she asked.

Harry gestured toward the buffet table where his newly pregnant wife was stocking up. “You know how it is,” he said sheepishly.

Tom poked the lieutenant in his ample belly. “She has an excuse. What's yours?” he asked, making Harry blush. “This whole domestic scene seems to be agreeing with you, buddy.”

Seven played with Little Harry and allowed the conversation of her former—and perhaps future—crewmates wash over her, comforting her with its familiarity, and renewing her sense of belonging. There had never been any denying that Kathryn Janeway ultimately belonged on a starship. What surprised Seven was that she was discovering she belonged there almost as much.

 

 

Janeway smiled faintly as she saw her spouse enjoying the reception in the company of Janeway's sister and their ex-crewmates from Voyager. Seven was beaming as she tossed Little Harry lightly into the air, making the child laugh and gurgle, and Janeway felt warmed at the sight, feeling that, finally, her partner was back to whom she had been becoming before Hayes had interfered with her life, diverting her onto a path where she had been isolated from those who cared most about her. If the admiral wasn't already dead, his heart stopping from some previously undetectable defect—though a great many believed it had been Section 31 covering their tracks—Janeway might have been the slightest bit tempted to hurry him along herself.

“She's very beautiful.”

Janeway inhaled slowly, then turned around to face Picard. “Yes, she is,” she agreed sharply. “Is that why you used her as bait?”

Over the starship captain's shoulder, she saw Commander Riker, Picard's first officer wince and roll his eyes. She had attended the Academy with Will, but she wasn't about to take any advice from him regarding Picard. She also wore the four pips of command, and regardless of the fact the distinguished man commanded the flagship, she was not about to allow him any leverage in their encounters.

“I appreciate that you and I shall never agree about this—situation,” Picard said in a measured tone. “In any event, that's not what I wished to speak to you about.”

Janeway took a rein on her temper, already regretting her initial comment. It had solved nothing, and worse, it had indicated a lack of control over her emotions. That was not something she cared to show to any of her brethren, even when she didn't like the other captain very much.

“Proceed,” she said evenly, using one of Seven's favorite prompting techniques.

“Lt. Ro,” Picard said. “She has not yet received an assignment from you. If you have no intention of offering her a posting on the Millennium, I'm offering her a position on the Enterprise. I'm in dire need of an experienced tactical officer.”

Janeway was beyond outrage. Forcing back her fury with an effort, she glared at him. “Which tactical posting she accepts is, of course, up to her,” she said stiffly.

He raised an eyebrow. “Ah, I hadn't realized you had offered her the tactical station on your ship,” he said. “May the best captain win.”

Janeway started to respond hotly, then abruptly stopped, thinking it through. This is too deliberate, she thought. Too manufactured.

“Sorry, Captain,” she said frostily, her eyes edging into grey “I won't jump to your manipulation any longer. I will offer Ro the posting when, and if, I deem it necessary.”

His face tightened. “She deserves better than for you to punish her because you can't punish me or Admiral Ross,” he said, angered because he had been caught, but also annoyed with Janeway for her stubbornness. “I expect better of you.”

That comment stung, partly because of its accuracy, but mostly for its implied condescension, and again, Janeway came close to saying something that a starship captain shouldn't really say to another. She couldn't deny that she had been furious with Ro, even as she knew, deep down, Ro had simply been doing her job, following her first loyalty. That Ro's first loyalty had been with Picard was what truly rankled.

“What you do or do not expect of me is irrelevant, Picard,” Janeway said, her tone icy. She took a breath, controlling her anger. “In any event, you should be less concerned with the officers you don't have on your vessel, and be more aware of the officers you used to have.” Deciding she should quit while she was ahead, Janeway turned and stalked away, wanting to put some much-needed distance between them.

That was the problem with starship captains, she thought grimly, as she sought out the relative privacy of the nearby flower garden, striding briskly along the graveled path. The very personality traits that elevated certain individuals to that position, also made it difficult for them to get along in different situations, particularly when it seemed as if one were violating the territory of another. Crossing such invisible boundaries inevitably resulted in raised hackles and the determination to put the other in their proper place with regards to who had the proper authority. She had done the same thing with Ransom back in the Delta Quadrant, making it clear which of them had the upper hand, long before she discovered that he had been up to no good. Perhaps, before her tour of duty in the Delta Quadrant, and her appointment to the Millennium, she would have unconsciously accorded Picard a certain seniority due to his greater accomplishments, and for commanding the larger vessel, but now she considered herself his peer, not a lesser officer in anyway, and it manifested in her attitude toward him. It was purely instinctive, and she was sure that Seven, upon observing it, would have some comment about the sheer 'Humanness' of it.

“Kathryn.”

Jolted out of her musing, Janeway lifted her head to see her mother and her mother's lover—a concept that still gave her a little twinge on occasion—seated on a bench beneath an oak tree that had grown to a respectable height in the lighter gravity of Mars. She forced her dark thoughts to the back of her mind, and pasted a smile on her features, one that became more genuine as she saw how happy Gretchen appeared. It was obvious that the man, approximately the same age as Janeway, had provided the older woman with a new enthusiasm for life. Or perhaps Gretchen had always had it, and Michael simply made it easier for Janeway to spot it.

“I suppose this wedding has given you a few ideas of your own,” Janeway said jokingly, as she sauntered up to them. Her smile faded as the two immediately exchanged a brief glance, the intent of which she didn't recognize, but decided that she might not like. “What did I say?”

Gretchen looked vaguely guilty, but also very pleased with herself at the same time, as if she had been caught with her hand in the cookie jar. Janeway's misgivings grew deeper.

“Mother?”

“We were going to tell you and Phoebe together,” Gretchen admitted, after exchanging another look with Michael. “Not here, however. This should be B'Elanna and Laren's day, not ours.”

Janeway hesitated, then took a seat on a boulder conveniently located nearby and stared at the couple, making it clear that she had no intention of moving until she had uncovered what was going on.

“What?”

“We're already married,” Michael admitted, his jade eyes looking like a cat's in the sunlight. His dark hair tumbled boyishly over his forehead, and Gretchen squeezed his hand, regarding him fondly. “Just after Christmas, as a matter of fact.”

“It seemed like a good idea,” Gretchen explained as Janeway gaped at them, not sure she was hearing correctly. “You and Seven had gone off on your second honeymoon to the Caribbean, Phoebe was busy preparing for her new showing—we just decided to go off on our own vacation.”

“To Greece, I know,” Janeway said, remembering the message that had been waiting on the house comm when she and Seven had finally returned after a week and a half in the sun and surf. However, there had been no mention of anyone getting married. “That was three weeks ago!”

“It's not as if we've seen you much since you resumed your duties on your new ship,” Gretchen admonished, and Janeway blinked, fixing her stare on her mother. She had the grace to blush faintly. “We just didn't want to make a big deal out of it, Kathryn,” she amended.

“What—where was the ceremony?” Janeway asked, feeling oddly detached and weak. “In Greece?”

“On a little island in the Aegean Sea,” Gretchen said, enthusiasm edging her tone. “The sand was pure white, and the caretakers of the cottage we were staying at stood up for us. The village priest married us. It was really very charming, Kathryn.”

Janeway was aware of her mouth moving, but not much coming out. With an effort, she firmed her jaw and closed her mouth firmly. She needed a moment to gather herself, then forced another smile.

“I guess all that's left to say is—congratulations,” she said, standing up. She hugged her mother tightly. “As long as you're happy,” she added in a murmur in Gretchen's ear.

“Oh, yes, Kathryn,” she responded, a dimple appearing in her cheek. Gretchen's eyes were the most brilliant blue Janeway could ever remember seeing. “I'm ecstatic.”

Janeway released her, then reached out for her new—step-father, a distinct pain throbbing in her temple at the thought.

“Congratulations, Michael,” she managed.

“Thank you,” Commander Patterson said, accepting his own hug from Janeway, though this was a bit more awkward. “This is the best thing that's ever happened to me.”

She straightened and regarded them both, feeling quite bemused at their beaming faces.

“So, you haven't told Phoebe yet?” she asked.

“No,” Gretchen allowed. “However, I suppose we should tell her immediately since we've told you. Seven should know, as well.”

Janeway's face softened. “I know Annika will be very happy for you,” she said.

“Captain?”

Janeway glanced over, seeing Neelix approach through the flowers, and the newly married couple apparently took the Talaxian's appearance as their cue to leave.

“We'll speak with you later, Kathryn,” Gretchen promised as she hooked her arm in Michael's, and the pair left Janeway with her former crewmember.

Short, stocky, with golden eyes and tufted features, Neelix greatly resembled a Terran animal known as a warthog, though with a much gentler and outgoing personality. He had acted as Voyager's morale officer for most of their incredible journey in the Delta Quadrant, and looking back, Janeway knew that without him, the journey would have been a great deal more difficult.

“How can I help you, Neelix?” she asked him graciously, putting aside the issue of her mother's new marital status for the time being.

He bowed slightly, and gestured to the bench recently vacated. “I'm aware that this might not be the time or place, Captain,” he said as they took a seat. “However, I think that the sooner you know, the sooner you'll be able to make alternative arrangements.”

Janeway exhaled, not liking the sound of this either. It seemed that as much as this day belonged to Ro and B'Elanna, there was little of it that was going to go right for her.

“What do you mean, Neelix?” she prompted evenly.

“It's about this request for transfer, Captain,” he said. “I know that we had discussed it when I first left Voyager, but now I find that—well, I've changed my mind.”

Janeway blinked. “I see,” she said slowly. “You want to stay with the Enterprise.”

He nodded, eyeing her closely. “Yes, Captain,” he said. He seemed to sigh. “I know that you'll need a morale officer since you're going off into the unknown again, and I had to think long and hard about my decision. However, I'm tired of wandering around. I feel I've created a vital place for myself on the Enterprise, and to be honest, the type of missions it carries out, the amount of diplomatic functions we encounter, I just think Picard needs me more.”

Janeway considered that, regarding the little alien whom she had first met almost nine years earlier, a lost soul who had no real home, throwing in his lot with a band of intrepid explorers doing their best to return to the Alpha Quadrant. He was thousands of light-years away from the world where he had been born, but it was obvious that he was content in the place he had finally carved out for himself.

“I understand,” she said, reaching out and putting her hand gently on his shoulder. “I agree; the Enterprise is definitely the sort of vessel where your talents can be utilized to their fullest. I'm sorry to be losing you as a crewmember, Neelix, but I hope I'll never lose you as a friend.”

“Never, Captain,” he promised, his eyes glowing. “Good luck with your new ship. I know I'll think of you often out there in the various quadrants.”

Janeway smiled. “I'll be thinking of you every time we come across a new world we've never seen before, Neelix,” she said. Impulsively, she reached out and hugged him, patting him on the back. When she released him, he was blushing, but very flattered at Janeway's informality. “Picard's a very lucky captain,” she added.

He dipped his head and lowered his voice. “You're still the best, Captain,” he said, offering her a smile. He rose from the bench, and with a dip of his head to indicate a final good-bye, he moved off toward the lawn where the rest of the reception was taking place.

Janeway leaned back against the bench, looking out over the lake glinting dark blue through the trees, the sun setting low over it. This part of the garden offered her a certain isolation, and she was happy to revel in it, suddenly feeling a certain weariness permeate her body. She thought about returning to the reception, but the thought of working her way through the throngs of people lacked appeal, and she tilted her head back, her gaze turning to the darkening sky above, and beyond, to the first stars that were beginning to appear, one after another. She pondered a moment, then stood up, tapping her comm badge.

“Janeway to Utopia Planitia Control,” she said. She decided not to bother contacting her spouse, believing she'd probably be back before she'd be missed by Seven or anyone else at the party. She just needed a bit of a breather from all the news that was suddenly descending upon her.

There was a brief pause, then; “U.P. Control.”

“One to beam to administration, then on to the yards, docking array one-alpha.”

“Acknowledged.”

Janeway felt the dissolution of the transporter sweep her up, beaming her to the dock where her new ship waited, needing to walk its decks and reassure herself that the vessel was exactly where her future lay.

 

Picard stared after the departing Captain Janeway, aware of his first officer's sardonic gaze on him. “That went well,” he noted dryly.

Riker smiled. “I don't know what it is about you two, but you really know how to push each other's buttons,” the burly officer said. “How do you manage that?”

“I have no idea,” Picard sighed. “She's very stubborn.”

“She's a starship captain,” Riker reminded. “One of the best, in fact.”

Picard eyed him. “Are you implying that it's the nature of the beast,” he asked, raising an elegant brow.

Riker's smile widened through the thick growth of beard he sported. “In my experience?” he said. “You bet.”

Picard shook his head. “What did she mean about officers I 'used' to have?”

Riker glanced toward the buffet table at a group of Starfleet officers which included Seven of Nine and the officers who had served with her on Voyager but who were now serving on the Enterprise. Picard followed his gaze, and his eyes widened.

“She can't do that!” Picard was outraged, and Riker shrugged helplessly.

“They have the right to consider other postings, Captain,” he reminded him. “Particularly, when it's to a new and larger vessel. Janeway has tendered several requests of transfer, not only to all her previous crewmembers, but additionally, to twelve officers in our science section, three from sickbay, including Nurse Ogawa, and most importantly, she's offered the first officer position to Lt. Commander Data, along with a promotion to full Commander.”

Picard stared at Riker in horror. “Why am I only hearing about this now?” he demanded.

Riker spread out his hands. “Unless they accept, it's not anything I can officially report,” he said. “I've already made them the necessary counteroffers to encourage them to stay with the Enterprise, but there are some benefits that I just can't match. That promotion for Data, for example. Despite his great abilities, no one else has ever really offered him that kind of position before, perhaps because he's an android. Janeway, on the other hand, has served with a holographic CMO. She has no prejudices. It might be a hard offer for him to turn down.”

Picard's face turned grim. “I'll speak with him,” he said.

Riker dipped his head, lowering his voice. “We knew this might happen when we accepted the new Sovereign-class ship, Captain,” he reminded. “Its purpose is primarily sector patrol, with an eye to internal Federation policy dealing with territorial and diplomatic issues. We no longer count scientific exploration as part of our primary mission, yet some officers joined Starfleet for just that reason. It was no coincidence that we lost so many crewmembers, including Barclay, as soon as it was clear what kind of ship the new Enterprise-E was going to be. Meanwhile, the Millennium, with an emphasis on scientific missions, is heading out to explore deep space, not remain within Federation boundaries. That's quite attractive to a lot of people.”

“Including Data?” Picard asked.

“It might tempt him,” Riker admitted.

Picard exhaled audibly. “You realize this is nothing more than a blatant attempt to raid my crew,” he said.

Riker lifted his head, looking out over the lake, and away from his superior officer's eyes. Picard frowned.

“Fine,” Picard said heavily. “I allow that I could have been accused of doing the same thing at DS9 when Voyager first returned—but this is personal, Number One.”

“Janeway's the sort of captain that takes things personally,” the first officer reminded him. “From what I can tell from rumors floating around, she's a big believer in not necessarily getting mad as much as she is in getting even.”

Picard firmed his jaw, considering this, then spotted Guinan across the lawn, speaking with the newlyweds. It occurred to him that conferring with the woman, who had been his friend for so many years and on so many levels, could help him deal with what was rapidly becoming a major aggravation. When he made the decision to keep Janeway in the dark about Section 31, he had known she would be angry, but he had not truly realized what facing Janeway's fury really meant. Now he required a certain amount of damage control, and no one was better at that than the enigmatic bartender who reigned over Ten-Forward.

“If you'll excuse me, Commander,” Picard said. “I think I'll offer my congratulations to the new couple.”

“Of course, Captain,” Riker said, and immediately drifted over to where Deanna Troi was talking with Lt. Reginald Barclay, the Emergency Medical Hologram from Voyager, and Dr. Lewis Zimmerman.

Picard squared his shoulders and headed for where Ro and Torres were speaking with the stocky, dark-skinned woman. Guinan, as always, sensed his approach long before he was near, and left the couple, patting Ro on the arm with a warm smile, before turning to intercept Janeway near the bar.

“Captain?”

“Did you know that Janeway is trying to recruit her old crewmembers for her new ship,” he said flatly, without preamble.

“Yes,” she said, glancing at the bartender and gesturing at a slim blue bottle, holding up two fingers to indicate how many she required. “Fortunately, I believe I was able to convince Neelix that his future would be more successful with the Enterprise.”

“I'm more concerned about our assistant ship's counselor,” he said, accepting the glass she handed to him absently, not really paying attention until he took a healthy swallow of it. It was like fire burning a path down his esophagus, and he gasped for air.

“You really shouldn't gulp Romulan brandy like that,” she said, frowning slightly as she regarded him. “It's meant to be sipped.”

“I didn't realize that was what I was doing,” he admitted, looking down at the blue liquid with bemusement.

“You were saying?” Guinan prompted.

“Kes,” Picard said. “Is she accepting transfer to the Millennium?”

Guinan looked thoughtful. “I believe she is,” she admitted.

He paused, looking around to see who was in earshot, then moved over to a quieter, more private area of the back yard, guiding the woman with him by placing his hand on her elbow. Seeming faintly amused, Guinan accepted the nudge, regarding him with a raised brow.

“Is something the matter, Captain?” she asked.

“Do you think it's wise for her to leave?” he asked. “You had concerns about her ability to temper her power.”

“Initially,” she agreed. “However, after a year and a half of tutoring, she has progressed significantly in her control. Besides, she has also progressed significantly in her role as a psychologist. It was inevitable that we would lose her to a vessel that requires a counselor, and Janeway would naturally want to work with someone she knows and trusts in that role.”

“What will this mean if what you portended actually occurs?” he said worriedly. “Shouldn't she stay with us? Should I fight this transfer?”

She shook her head, putting a hand on his arm in warning. “Not at all,” she said, her voice very patient and calm. “It will do Kes good to be on her own for a while. There is still time before her talents are required, and when that time comes, it's truly irrelevant where she happens to be in the universe.”

Picard exhaled. “You know how much I hate dealing with intangibles and mystical possibilities,” he said, a touch of exasperation in his voice. “If it were anyone else, Guinan, I simply wouldn't be according this any credibility at all.”

“I know,” the serene woman said. She lifted her head. “I understand how difficult it has been for you to maintain your own counsel in this. There is, honestly, no need to concern yourself, Captain. It's not as if anything is going to occur in the foreseeable future. In fact, as I said, it's entirely possible that it shall never occur. We're simply preparing for every eventuality.”

“Are you sure about that?” he asked flatly.

She offered him a smile, less reassuring than her normal demeanor. “No,” she allowed.

He resisted the urge to close his eyes in frustration.

“Why don't you offer your congratulations to the happy couple,” Guinan suggested gently. “This is a wedding, after all, and a time of celebration.”

He nodded. “You're right,” he said. He paused. “Is there anything else I should know?”

“Not right now, Captain,” she told him. She paused, then met his eyes with her dark gaze. “Let it rest for now. Things will happen—or not—in their own time.”

“That's easy for you to say,” he muttered, before turning away, escaping that infuriatingly calm smile and serene demeanor of his friend. As he worked his way through the crowd, periodically stopping to speak to various people he knew from Starfleet Command, or had served with him on the Enterprise at one time or another, such as Miles O'Brien and his wife Keiko, along with their children, he eventually found Ro and Torres again.

“I'm so glad you could come, Captain,” Ro told him warmly.

“I wouldn't have missed it,” he said, smiling as he stiffly embraced her. He was not known for affectionate gestures, but he was particularly fond of this woman, even when it had seemed she had let him down. However, Ro had more than made up for that disappointment, and he was truly sorry that anything she had done in his service had inconvenienced Ro when it came to her professional relationship with Janeway.

He was still a bit agitated over his earlier encounter with the starship captain, mostly because there was a lingering guilt there. He knew how he would have felt in Janeway's shoes, and suspected that he would have been just as outraged and angered at being left out of the planning of an operation that involved him on any level. Still, he couldn't see where he could have managed it differently, and with a determined effort, he decided to put the whole thing behind him, and concentrate fully on the future.

“Your tour with the shipyards should be coming to an end, soon,” he noted, regarding B'Elanna closely. “Have you considered your next position?”

Ro and Torres exchanged a glance, B’Elanna offering a bit of a raised brow. It occurred to Picard that any position he offered Ro, would have to be matched with another position offered to her new spouse, and he began to go over his engineering section. There was no question B’Elanna was a formidable talent, and any ship would be fortunate to have her, but the Enterprise's engineering section was doing quite well under the aegis of Geordi LaForge. There were simply no openings for an officer of Torres's abilities on his starship. Would Ro accept a position without her? Somehow, looking at the two women, Picard sincerely doubted it.

“We're thinking of staying on Mars,” Ro admitted. “Utopia Planitia requires a new commander.”

Picard blinked, surprised. “You're going to take over Janeway's role when she leaves?” he asked.

“I've spoken to Admiral Ross about it,” Ro said. “He seems to think it's a viable position, and would provide me with some valuable command experience.” She smiled. “I wouldn't be the first officer who chose this route on the way to my own ship or space station.”

“No,” Picard agreed slowly. “Captain Sisko commanded the shipyards while he was starting out. So, did DeSoto. A lot of fine captains came out of Utopia Planitia.” He glanced at Torres. “What of your ambitions?”

B’Elanna smiled lazily, not the least bit impressed with the reputation or aura of the starship commander in front of her. “Ambition comes in many forms,” she said. “Mine is to be happy in my personal life before I start worrying about my professional one.” She glanced at her spouse, regarding her proudly, and making the stoic Bajoran blush faintly. “In the shipyards, I get to play with a variety of engines, not just one.”

“So, the new transition drive doesn't appeal to you?” he asked, honestly surprised. It had been common knowledge that Janeway had every intention on shipping out with the same officer who had managed to keep Voyager intact during the seven years it was unsupported by Starfleet. Some of the other engineers with more seniority had voiced their disgruntlement, but there was no question Torres possessed the inside track for the position of chief engineer on the Millennium.

Torres shrugged. “Like I said,” she said. “Some things are more important.” She glanced over as more people approached, obviously intent on congratulating the newlyweds, and it was apparent the conversation with Picard was over as far as she was concerned.

Picard offered the two women a hasty good-bye and his best wishes, before fading back into the crowd. He finally found Riker and Deanna Troi speaking with Seven of Nine, along with Paris and Kes. There was also a young man whom Picard did not recognize, but suspected had probably served on Voyager, the unfamiliar officer holding a child who displayed a distinct family resemblance to him. The entire group seemed to straighten to attention as he joined them, a side effect of his rank which was so automatic that he suspected they weren't even aware of it. He greeted the others politely, then focused his attention on Seven, wondering if this might be an area that he could utilize to smooth things over before he left the reception.

“If I could speak with you a moment, Seven of Nine?” he asked.

Seven blinked, then dipped her head, and together, the pair moved off to the side. “Locutus,” Seven remarked once they were relatively isolated from other ears. “How may I assist you?”

He winced, though he recognized that was the way Seven would know him best, far better than his role as a Starfleet officer. “I'd rather you didn't call me that,” he requested gently.

“Of course,” Seven corrected, not missing a beat, “Captain Picard.”

“I was speaking to your spouse,” he said. “Were you aware that she has yet to offer Lt. Ro a post on the Millennium?”

Seven raised an eyebrow. “I assumed she was waiting until she had completed her other crew arrangements,” she said calmly. “I am sure she has every intention of offering Lt. Ro the position of tactical officer and chief of security.”

“I think Captain Janeway is delaying the assignment because she's still upset at Ro about having worked for me on the Section 31 operation,” Picard told her bluntly, suspecting that complete honesty was the only decent way to deal with Seven, particularly after her encounter with Section 31. He owed her that much. “It's probably not my place to interfere, but I thought that I might warn you that if she waits too long, some other assignment may snap Ro and her spouse up.”

Seven stared at him evenly. “Your concern in this?”

He lifted his head. “I feel responsible for any—animosity—that may have arisen between Ro and Janeway from this whole situation, which was primarily my operation,” he said. “I know Janeway is someone to whom loyalty is very important.”

“Yes,” Seven said. “It is.” She looked thoughtful. “Thank you for bringing this to my attention.”

Picard nodded. “I'm glad to help,” he said. He smiled briefly. “I can't help remembering the incident on DS9 when you first appeared in the Alpha Quadrant.”

Seven's gaze warmed, as if she, too, were remembering the meeting between them years earlier. “You assisted me then,” Seven concurred. She tilted her head. “You have an interest in my well being?”

“Let's just say that Starfleet officers should look out for each other whenever they can,” he said. “I think that this will be far from the last time that all our paths cross.”

“I agree,” Seven said, her pale eyes sparking in acknowledgment.

“It is a very small galaxy.”

Seven left the Enterprise captain beneath the tree, searching for her spouse. It did not take her long to realize that Janeway was nowhere to be found, and a quick check with Utopia Planitia Control—which kept close track of the base commander, particularly in the last few months—informed Seven that Janeway was in orbit, having beamed to the Millennium's docking array a few hours earlier. Seven sighed in exasperation, knowing that it was difficult to keep Janeway away from her new vessel, but expecting that she would show more restraint on this day, if not at any other time. As the launch date rapidly approached, however, she appreciated that Janeway was growing more anxious about how her new vessel would perform, and her abilities in taking command of it, even if she chose not to show that uncertainty and vulnerability to anyone but her spouse.

Seven made her farewells to Ro and B'Elanna, wishing them her best. The afternoon had turned to evening, and both women were starting to look a bit worn. Seven remembered how exhausting her own special day had been, and that she had been so tired by the end of the reception, her wedding night had consisted of her lying down in bed and promptly going to sleep. Janeway had been amused by her spouse's inability to perform the physical aspect of the matrimonial tradition, but Seven still felt a bit of embarrassment whenever she thought about it. She hoped Ro and B'Elanna had paced themselves better, and would be able to enjoy the full experience of their marital joining.

Finding an out of the way spot, Seven requested a transport to the docking array that lay in geo-synchronous orbit above the Mars base. The dock was quiet, only a few engineers still on duty to finish last minute details on the ship's exterior, and she quickly made her way to the tether that physically connected the vessel to the dock. She could have beamed directly to the ship itself, of course, but transporter use was generally frowned upon as long as the vessel was still considered under construction, due to the occasional power fluctuations during systems installation. In any event, Seven did not mind the walk through the long corridor, the roof of the temporary link lined with transparent aluminum so that she could see the massive vessel every time she looked up.

Inside the ship, she was greeted by that fresh, metallic scent that all new starships possessed—or so she had heard. Certainly, this had been how Voyager had smelled when she had been on board briefly at its construction during a temporal excursion. Most of the final, interior details of the Millennium had been completed, from the thick slate-blue carpet on the deck that muted her booted footsteps, to the shiny panels that adorned the bulkheads, indicating where she was in the vessel at any given moment. She paused near one and touched the surface, accessing the ship's internal comm system.

“Computer,” she tried.

“Working,” came the flat response. The mainframe had yet to have the final personality AI connected, and it was far more 'mechanical' than the other computers Seven had become accustomed to during her time with Starfleet.

“Locate Captain Janeway.”

There was a pause as the computer searched the ship utilizing the internal sensors, the communicators still primarily linked with UP Control rather than the Millennium, and not yet interfaced with the main search parameters. Nor did the vessel have a specific crew roster in its databanks, so the only way it could find Janeway was by locating the badge identification chip which corresponded to the name in the Starfleet personnel files it cross-checked in its database. It only took a few seconds, but in computer terms, it was a long time before it managed to track her down.

“Captain Kathryn Janeway is on the bridge.”

Seven exhaled. She should have guessed, she thought to herself.

Taking the direct route to the closest turbolift, she instructed it to take her to deck one where she stepped onto the expansive bridge, spotting her partner sitting in the captain's chair, her auburn head bent intently as she worked at the console that spread around each arm of the command post. Janeway obviously hadn't heard the almost silent hiss of the turbolift door—an equipment flaw that might prove dangerous in the future, Seven noted disapprovingly—and it provided Seven a moment to observe her partner unnoticed.

Janeway had changed from her dress whites at some point, and back into a regular uniform. Her sweater collar was loosened at the neck, while her tunic had been tossed over the chair at the science station, indicating she had been working there earlier. Her sleeves were rolled up, revealing wiry forearms that flexed as she tapped commands into the console, while the elegant line of her face was in perfect profile, eyelashes casting a dark shadow over her cheekbone. Seven smiled fondly, then crossed her arms over her chest, assuming a stern demeanor as Janeway abruptly realized she wasn't alone. There was a pause as Janeway lifted her head, then she glanced back at Seven. A rueful expression ghosted across her face as she turned the command chair which swiveled smoothly on its base in response to a touch of her finger on the control.

“I've been here longer than I anticipated,” she offered weakly, as a sort of explanation. “I did mean to get back before the reception ended—or before you missed me.”

“What are you doing here at all?” Seven requested pointedly.

Janeway considered that, obviously searching for an explanation that would satisfy her partner. “Uh, I wanted to work on the sensor relays?”

Seven stared at her, and Janeway threw up her hands in surrender. “Fine,” Janeway finally admitted. “I was feeling a little out of control, and decided to come up here to cool off.”

“You had a confrontation with Captain Picard,” Seven guessed.

Janeway shot her a sharp look. “How did you know that?” she asked.

Seven shook her head. “Logic,” she said. She lowered her arms, linking her hands behind her back. For her, it was a definite relaxation in body language, though for others, it would still appear unnaturally stiff. “I spoke with him about you, and since you had disappeared, it was reasonable to assume that you and he had interacted earlier.”

“He wants to grab Ro for the Enterprise,” Janeway said, leaning back in her chair.

Seven raised her brow delicately. “You object?”

“Of course, I do,” Janeway said, frowning at her partner. “You know I intend to offer her the tactical post.”

“Is Ro aware of this?” Seven prodded. “Because if she is not, then she may choose to accept another offer. Furthermore, one could expect her new spouse to follow her, which may explain why B'Elanna has not yet confirmed her posting to the Millennium. I am unsure why you are persisting in this approach, Kathryn, but it occurs to me that it may not only cost you Ro's services at tactical, but B'Elanna's in engineering as well.”

Janeway stared at her, breathing steadily, and Seven knew she was considering what she had said, even if she didn't like it much. Finally, Janeway bent her head and swiveled her chair back to its original position so that it faced forward.

“You think I'm being an ass,” Janeway said finally, her eyes dark as she stared at the blank viewscreen.

Seven tilted her head. “Not at all,” she said honestly. “However, for you to offer that comment suggests that you may hold that view. Do you, Kathryn?”

It seemed a flicker of hurt crossed the classic features, not necessarily from Seven's words, but from what Janeway was thinking, and Seven quickly moved closer, stepping down from the upper part of the bridge to the lowest part of the deck which was already being referred to as 'the pit' by various members of the crew. It contained the first officer, science, navigational and auxiliary stations, and was one step below the main bridge. Janeway remained at eye level, since her chair was on the upper part of the bridge, granting a distinctive aura of authority to the location. Tentatively, Seven reached out and put her hand on Janeway's where it rested on the console arm of the chair.

“Kathryn, what is it that truly troubles you?” Seven asked compassionately.

“Ro was never my command candidate,” Janeway said, her face lowered, shadowed in the lowered lights of the bridge. “She was always working for Picard. I—it's left me feeling ...”

“Foolish?” Seven prompted.

“Uncertain of my judgment when it comes to trusting the officers under my command,” Janeway corrected dryly.

“I see,” Seven said. She paused. “Perhaps it is merely your perception that you must feel uncertain about. It is possible that Ro was quite content to be your command candidate, and was merely serving Picard in addition to her duties to you.”

“She could have confided in me,” Janeway said flatly. “She would have, if her first loyalty was to my command.”

Seven inhaled slowly. “You once told me that you hold many responsibilities, not just to me, but within Starfleet itself,” she said quietly, studying her partner thoughtfully. “Sometimes, those responsibilities conflict, and the only thing you can do is choose the greater of the two demands upon you. Just as I am expected to accept and understand when you are required to choose such a demand over your loyalty to me, is it not possible that you will, by necessity, find yourself in that position with another Starfleet officer? With Lt. Ro?”

Janeway stared at her darkly, but Seven could tell from the lighter cast of the eyes, shading from dark grey to a paler shade, that her words were penetrating Janeway's anger and disappointment.

“Is this a matter of rank?” Seven prodded. “In that case, Ro was required to obey the senior officer, which was Picard, captain of Starfleet's flagship. Or are you truly angry because so much of this was out of your control?”

Janeway dropped her eyes and mumbled something.

“Excuse me?” Seven said politely.

“I said,” Janeway repeated in a clearer tone. “The latter.”

Seven nodded, satisfied that this, indeed, was the true problem. “You are being unfair to Laren,” she told Janeway, as gently as possible. She always had to proceed with care when discussing such things, knowing that there was fine line that she could not cross when it came to Kathryn's command. She had sworn never to use her personal ties to Janeway to attempt to sway her professionally, but that didn't mean she couldn't point things out to her when required.

“I know,” Janeway said finally, exhaling audibly. “I'll offer Ro the posting as soon as possible.” She seemed to relax once she had made her decision, as if an unseen burden had lifted from her shoulders.

“That is most wise,” Seven told her approvingly, squeezing her fingers lightly. “However, you should probably wait until she and B'Elanna have completed their honeymoon. They shall return next Monday.”

Janeway sighed. “I suppose you're right,” she said. As she regarded Seven, her face altered slightly, to an expression that seemed somewhat remorseful. “I'm sorry I left the reception early. I should have told you that I was going, and where.”

Seven did not shrug exactly, but the incline of shoulders altered slightly, which was indicative of the same thing. “It is better for you to be in a place where you can calm yourself and think things through,” she allowed. “Rather than try to remain surrounded by people you may find yourself in conflict with, causing you to make decisions that may prove imprudent in the future.”

“You're probably right,” Janeway agreed. “However, after all we've been through, I should be more considerate about any 'sudden disappearances'.”

Seven lifted her chin. “I was not concerned,” she said. “Particularly once I knew where you had gone.”

Janeway tilted her head, her eyes soft as she regarded her partner. “Did Mom have a chance to speak with you?”

Seven smiled. “Yes,” she said, her mood lightening. “I was surprised but pleased. I believe Gretchen and Michael's union will be successful.” She paused. “Phoebe appeared unduly shocked, however.”

Janeway made a small sound of amusement. “I suppose that I should feel glad that I wasn't the only one caught unawares by this,” she said. “One thing this time on Earth has given me is the chance to discover what a truly interesting and amazing person my mother is. Who knew that she could be so unpredictable?”

“Those are all traits that you possess in great measure,” Seven pointed out gently. “You had to inherit them from one of your parents.”

Janeway dipped her head bashfully, acknowledging the truth of Seven's comment, then lifted Seven's hand to her lips, kissing the inside of the wrist tenderly, as if suddenly reminded that this was, after all, a day of romance, though few in the Federation recognized the significance of the 14th day of February anymore. “Have I told you how glad I am you immediately accepted your assignment to the Millennium?” she murmured, eyeing Seven from beneath her lashes. “How much I love working with you on the same ship?”

Seven felt the corner of her mouth lift. “I enjoy it, as well,” she admitted. “I feel more comfortable being only a few decks away from you at any given moment. Perhaps working so closely together would not be acceptable or beneficial to some couples, but for us, it is a functional and nurturing arrangement for our relationship.”

“I agree,” Janeway said warmly. She paused, staring at her. “You've mostly spent your time in the science labs,” she added. “Or engineering. Have you had a chance to take a complete circuit of the ship?”

Seven shook her head. “Not yet.”

Janeway stood up and stepped down from her chair, offering her arm. “Then allow me to be the first to give you the captain's personal tour,” she said. She motioned to the port side at a door by the turbolift. “That's the conference room,” she explained, though she made no effort to show Seven the interior, and Seven wondered how sincere she was about giving her the 'tour'. It was entirely possible Janeway was up to something else altogether. Janeway turned and pointed at the door opposing it. “That leads to the staff room.”

“Staff room?” Seven decided that she would not make it easy for her spouse, asking questions at every opportunity.

Janeway eyed her speculatively. “Apparently, it was decided that the bridge needed one, rather than have the crew take the turbolift down a deck, or utilize the ready room when they require a break in their duties,” she explained. “It's supposed to decrease stress during times when the senior officers are required to work beyond the normal shifts. Other areas, such as engineering and sickbay, also have their own personal lounges.”

“It is a concept that B'Elanna once mentioned to me,” Seven remarked.

“My only concern is that they might serve to further isolate the various departments from each other,” Janeway noted. “I'll have to keep my eye on that.”

Seven offered her a fondly proud look. “I am sure you will find a way to limit any disadvantages,” she said, generating a pleased but shy expression from her partner at the compliment. Seven accepted the warm grip on her elbow with a faint smile as Janeway scooped up her tunic and led Seven to the rear of the bridge, where a door was located between the two turbolifts.

It slid open at their approach, and inside, Seven discovered Janeway's ready room. It was similar to Voyager's in that it was comprised of two levels, but like the rest of the Millennium, it incorporated a more circular, flowing line of decor. The first thing Seven saw immediately before her was a large circular sofa and a coffee table in what was obviously a conversation pit of some kind. Following Janeway up the ramp which swept up the right side of the conversation pit, bordered by a rail, Seven checked out the upper level containing Janeway's desk. It was dwarfed by the large transparencies that looked out over the aft part of the saucer and engineering section, and down onto the beta hangar launch pad. A small head was tucked to the starboard side, aft of the turbolift, while a changing room, containing dress uniforms and a sonic shower, was located to port. Shelves lining the curved bulkhead and a built-in cabinet displayed many of the professional souvenirs and space-going antiques Janeway had accumulated during her career. A large replicator, located near Janeway's desk, already had a small, permanent coffee stain on the lip of the tray. It made Seven smile.

“It is spacious,” Seven noted. “More so that your previous office.”

“That might be deliberate,” Janeway allowed, her arms crossed over her chest as she looked around with a decidedly possessive air. “I guess they believe I'll be spending a lot of time in here.”

“You also have direct access to the turbolifts,” Seven said approvingly.

“Yes, bypassing the bridge,” Janeway agreed. “Even better, there's an alternative shaft that runs directly to the captain's quarters on deck three, accessed by a special command code. That's not in the official specs, by the way. It's just a little surprise they added.”

Seven considered that. “For decreasing the time it takes for the captain to reach the bridge?” she said.

Janeway smiled. “Among other things,” she offered. She suddenly reached over and patted Seven lightly on her left buttock, startling Seven. “It occurred to me that you would never have to utilize a site-to-site transport should you wish to 'surprise' me in the ready room sometime in the future.”

Seven eyed her. “I am sure that was not the intention of the engineers when it was designed,” she said dryly.

“Perhaps not,” Janeway offered impishly. “However, one should consider all the options.” She moved down the other ramp to the turbolift, the doors slipping open quietly for her. “In the meantime, let me show you our quarters. They finished moving in the basic furnishings yesterday.”

Seven regarded her partner from the corner of her eye, wondering what Janeway was up to, but certainly having no objection to participating in Janeway's sudden playful mood. Besides, she had yet to see the quarters she was expected to share with Janeway for the next few years, and now was as good a time as any to investigate them.

The turbolift did not open directly into their cabin, and Seven realized that Janeway had programmed the lift simply for deck three, belatedly remembering that Janeway would not yet have received the main codes that controlled the ship systems. Those would be given to her just prior to launch by the admiral during a high security transfer of command. The two women walked down the corridor, and Seven took note of the two other doors leading off from this section.

“First officer?”

“Yes, and VIP guest quarters on this deck,” Janeway agreed. “Just as it was on Voyager.”

Not quite, Seven mused. For one thing, Commander Chakotay would not be in those quarters, would not be performing the role as Janeway's second-in-command on this voyage. In fact, it had yet to be determined who the first officer would be. Janeway had put in a formal request for Lt. Commander Data of the USS Enterprise, but it was entirely possible that Starfleet Command had its own idea about who would be suitable to serve with Janeway. The only thing Seven knew for sure was that whomever was chosen, the individual could not be Terran. That was because of the transition stage of the new propulsion system the vessel used. Between warp and transwarp, there was a brief transition period where the vessel entered the slipstream corridor, and for some reason, as yet undetermined, it adversely affected humans. Other species, Bajorans, Vulcans, Klingons, Bolians, and even Betazeds who were humanoid to within 82% of the natives of Earth, remained immune, but for those with a base Human genetic composition, they experienced dizziness, nausea and severe headaches. For Janeway to command the vessel, it had to be balanced by an exec who could take over for her during the transition.

Seven wondered how her spouse would handle her first 'jump'. Somehow, she doubted Janeway would do the prudent thing, allowing herself to be medicated, and granting her alien first officer command for that brief transition stage. She hoped that after Janeway had experienced it once, she would learn to accede to the inevitable, as the rest of the humans in the crew would have to.

Janeway paused at the door at the end of the corridor, pressing the controls. They were welcomed into the quarters with a soft hiss, and Janeway immediately brought up the lights. She tossed her tunic onto the back of an easy chair, then stood back to allow Seven to look around.

It was much larger than their living space on Voyager had been, Seven noted. To her immediate left, she took note of the curved doors indicating where the turbolift could open directly into the room. Beyond that, the dual work stations were against the wall, facing each other just as they had in their previous ship's quarters, while the living area was decorated with comfortable looking sofas, and a large coffee table, which took up the central space. They faced the curved windows which looked forward onto the top of the ship's saucer section. To Seven's right, there was a dining area, as well as a fully functional kitchenette, which was not standard issue at all. She flashed a look at Janeway and received a smile.

“For me?” Seven said, greatly pleased. Cooking from scratch was one of Seven's favorite hobbies, and looking back, one of the clues that she and Janeway had stopped operating on an acceptable level while on Earth should have been that she stopped finding time to prepare meals for the couple.

“For you,” Janeway confirmed with a wry smile. “After all, it's not as if I've learned my way around the kitchen in the past year and a half.”

Smiling faintly in return, Seven moved over to the doorway next to the dining table, expecting to find the bedroom. However, when the door slid back to reveal the interior, she faltered, struck almost speechless.

“Oh, Kathryn,” she said wonderingly. “How did you arrange this?”

 

Janeway regarded her partner with satisfaction as Seven walked into the arboretum, Seven's expression one of pure astonishment and joy. Janeway, knowing her partner's love for the outdoors, had instructed the designers in charge of the final interior ship decor to see what it would take to install a small botanical garden next to Janeway's quarters. It wasn't as extravagant as the green areas installed on the lower decks, but it would provide a space for Seven to meditate, or just breathe air filled with the scent of flowers and growing things. Certainly, as a gift for her spouse on this minor holiday, it was far superior to the traditional present of a dozen roses and a box of chocolates.

Seven turned to her, spreading her arms wide. “This is amazing, Kathryn,” she said, her face as bright as the birth of a new nebula.

“I'm glad you like it,” Janeway said softly, leaning against the door frame. She glanced around the area, noting the transparencies overhead interspersed with the high intensity lights that provided the necessary solar radiation the plants required to thrive. Beneath a gracious apple tree, a small fountain babbled joyously over artfully placed rock formations which also concealed a hot tub resting on the other side—something Janeway decided she would reveal at another time for her partner. “I thought, at the very least, we could still have a backyard. I suspect that's the one thing you'll miss most about our house in San Francisco. Of course, in the future, it could be altered back to living quarters, in the event we were to require a nursery or something.”

The brilliant smile radiating from Seven was all the reward Janeway could have wanted or needed for her 'surprise'. The kiss Seven provided a few seconds later, sweeping over to embrace her warmly, was pure bonus.

Janeway nuzzled Seven's ear. “Let me show you the rest of the quarters,” she suggested, feeling a certain tingle echo through her. Seven didn't hesitate, readily accepting her hand, and following her from the arboretum back into the main living area. On the other side was the entrance to the bedroom, the interior dominated by the presence of an incredibly large bed—far larger than was standard issue for starship quarters.

“Kathryn, who chose the furnishings?” Seven asked, regarding the expansive mattress with a touch of amusement that lent color to her pale eyes.

Janeway grinned, completely unrepentant. “I had a direct hand in the final decor,” she admitted. “After all, it's very rare that a captain has the opportunity to contribute to the actual interior design of the ship she'll command. It would have been wasteful had I not taken advantage of it. Besides, since these are the quarters we'll be expected to live in for a five-year tour of duty, and possibly beyond that, they should be exactly to our specifications.”

“'Our' specifications?” Seven repeated, eyeing her skeptically.

Janeway hesitated, feeling her cheeks warm. “Uh, I did try very hard to take your tastes into consideration,” she said weakly. She gestured at the curving, wall-length cabinet enclosed with transparent doors. “I had that made for any souvenirs you might pick up on our journey.”

Seven held her gaze, then smiled faintly, reaching out to take Janeway into her arms. “It is wonderful, Kathryn,” she said, hugging her affectionately. “Very efficient, yet designed for comfort as well.” She glanced to the door leading to yet another room. “I am sure you had the ensuite constructed with equal attention.”

Janeway entwined her fingers in Seven's. “You know me, darling,” she said, drawing her into the bathroom which included a lavish tub and a large hydro shower stall, along with a separate sonic unit. “This was the room I had the designer do first.”

Seven looked around the area. “Acceptable,” she said. “Closet space?”

Janeway touched an area of the wall, the mirrored panel drawing back to reveal a walk-in closet.

“Sufficient even for you, love,” she teased.

Since being in the Alpha Quadrant, Seven had greatly expanded her wardrobe, to the extent that a good portion of it would undoubtedly have to be left behind. Of course, on a starship where uniforms were generally predominant for the Starfleet officers, one really didn't require an extensive wardrobe.

Seven blushed faintly, aware of her partner's gentle needling, but clearly pleased by the amount of space provided. “Kathryn, you are not in the habit of authorizing such luxuries for yourself,” she said, her tone curious. “Why now?”

“Well, there were always your needs to consider, not just mine,” Janeway said over her shoulder as she returned to the bedroom. “Besides, Annika, this isn't going to be like Voyager where we had to make do with what an Intrepid-class vessel could provide. Starfleet knows exactly how long this initial tour of duty is expected to take, and with that in mind, it's important that the ship's interior be set up so the crew will be comfortable, both physically and psychologically. This type of deep space duty, devoid of regular communication with Starfleet, offers its own form of stresses, as we well know from our time in the Delta Quadrant. Whatever could be done to alleviate that was incorporated into the ship, which includes the living quarters.”

“Intriguing,” Seven said, pausing in the ensuite entrance to watch her partner. “Now I understand better why some of the areas are constructed the way they are. Not necessarily for efficiency, but to provide the most acceptable surroundings for long voyages.”

“Exactly,” Janeway said, sitting down on the bottom of the bed and crossing her legs, leaning on one arm as she rested the other across her thighs. She exhaled slowly, regarding her partner with languid interest. “So, do you think you could enjoy living here?”

“It appears to be an efficient layout,” Seven told her evenly.

Janeway tilted her head invitingly. “Efficient?” she queried softly, deliberately dropping her voice a few octaves.

Seven hesitated, eyeing her evenly, as if to gauge Janeway's mood, and then gracefully, she drifted to the bed, leaning over Janeway as she placed her hands lightly on her shoulders, the warmth penetrating the layer of sweater. Seven's face was only millimeters away, so close that Janeway could feel Seven's breath flow sweetly over her, but deliberately, Seven did not close the slight distance between them.

“What is it that you wish to hear?” she asked in a provocative tone, making Janeway smile.

“You never did say if you approved of the bed,” Janeway reminded Seven huskily.

“It is of significant size,” Seven noted, the corner of her mouth curling upward in obvious recognition of the game. Her lips almost, but not quite, brushed over Janeway's “Certainly comparable to the one we have in our San Francisco home.”

“But, do you like it?”

“I cannot not offer an opinion since it has yet to be utilized,” Seven said. She paused, arching an eyebrow curiously. “Is it important?”

“Very important,” Janeway told her sincerely. “I would hate for anything to be unacceptable, particularly the bed. Perhaps we should 'christen' it now, just to be sure.”

“'Christen'?”

“Try it out officially,” Janeway elaborated. “Make sure it meets with all our criteria.”

Seven's eyebrows rose slowly. “Is not the night of Millennium's launch the proper time for such 'official' assessment?” she asked blandly.

“Hmm, that will probably be a very busy day,” Janeway offered reasonably. “It's possible that we'll be so tired that evening, we won't be able to grant the tradition the attention it deserves.”

“Ah, rather like our wedding night,” Seven said thoughtfully.

“Something like that,” Janeway agreed. “In any event, by then it will be too late to make any alterations we might require.”

“Therefore, it is logical to 'christen' the bed while we have the opportunity,” Seven concluded.

“Exactly,” Janeway whispered.

Seven's eyes grew lidded. “You may proceed, Kathryn,” she said.

Janeway's smile widened, and she closed the remaining distance to press her lips to Seven's, the contact very gentle, yet implicit in its promise, both women taking their time to savor the tender kiss. With her right hand, Janeway reached up and found the fastening of Seven's uniform, pulling it down slowly as she kissed her again. “Let me undress you,” she requested softly, pushing the tunic off her spouse's shoulders.

Seven lifted a brow, but remained still, allowing Janeway to slowly remove her dress uniform, dropping each garment onto the deck. Janeway gave the task her entire attention, captivated by each new revelation—the soft shadow of Seven's collar bone, the gentle swell of her toned abdomen, the high point of her hip—granting each discovery a tender kiss, a fleeting brush of her fingertips, a flick of her tongue. By the time she had finished, Seven was trembling with arousal and anticipation, standing nude before Janeway as she looked up and down the glorious golden length of her with deep pleasure.

“You are so beautiful,” she murmured, drawing her hands lightly over Seven's stomach, up to her breasts, toying with the rosy nipples, feeling them harden into points beneath her fingertips.

Seven inhaled, shuddering. “Are you going to undress?” she asked.

“Hmm,” Janeway said, leaning forward to kiss Seven's surgically reconstructed belly button which Janeway found adorable. “Eventually, I suppose.”

Seven laughed, a low chuckle of sensuality as Janeway moved lower, nuzzling into the pale triangle, feeling the curly strands tickle her nose and cheeks, aware of Seven's hands raking lavishly through Janeway's hair. Slowly, Janeway trailed upward once more, nibbling over the smooth skin, her hands stroking Seven's legs and hips, around to the swells of her buttocks, cupping them as she pulled Seven closer to her.

“Kathryn, you are making it difficult for me to remain standing,” Seven muttered.

Janeway smiled, lifting her head to kiss along the under curve of Seven's full breasts, not quite able to reach the nipples with her mouth. For that, she would either alter her sitting position, or bring Seven down onto the bed. She chose to delay the decision, pressing the upper part of her face in the warm valley between the generous swells, Seven's arms going about her head to hold her tight for a brief moment of loving repose.

“I love you,” Janeway whispered, wrapping her arms around the lanky torso. “So much.”

“I know, my Kathryn,” Seven responded quietly, stroking Janeway's forehead, her cheeks. “I love you, too.”

Janeway exhaled happily and drew back, gazing up at her. “So, are you going to come down here, or shall I go up there?” she asked playfully.

“A dilemma,” Seven said, considering it carefully. “Let me undress you while we decide.” She grasped Janeway's biceps firmly but gently, pulling Janeway to her feet as she looked into her eyes with amusement.

“It seems that the decision has been made,” Janeway noted dryly.

Rather than answer, Seven bent her head, kissing her with a mouth that was sweetly intoxicating to Janeway, Janeway immediately lost in the satiny taste of Seven's lush lips. She paid only glancing attention to her partner undressing her, focusing on prolonging the kiss rather than on her sweater being peeled from her torso along with her bra, the seams parted neatly by Seven's mesh-covered hand. The trousers were pushed down over her hips, left crumpled on the deck next to her boots, and other discarded garments. Then it was warm body against body, silken skin against skin, a heated embrace that lowered them onto the new bed without ever losing the continuity of kisses that went on without pause.

Lying on her side, Janeway rested her palm on Seven's breast, her tongue dancing with Seven's, the women conveying wordless sonnets to each other through that delicate connection, silent songs to touch the heart and tantalize the soul. Meanwhile, Seven's right hand moved restlessly over Janeway's hips, legs and stomach, fleeting caresses that inflamed and tormented Janeway.

“Oh, love,” she murmured, finally breaking away from the delectable mouth, almost breathless from the sensation. “You're driving me crazy.”

Seven nipped at her bottom lip. “That implies I am deliberately teasing you,” she responded, her voice equally unsteady in her arousal. “I am merely following your lead.”

Janeway laughed throatily. “You know that we're both holding back to see who surrenders first.”

“A competition infinitely more enjoyable than many others we participate in,” Seven noted, her respiration quick, her pulse fluttering visibly in the leonine line of her neck.

“Infinitely,” Janeway agreed, stroking the slope of her partner's breast, squeezing one nipple, then the other, rolling them between her fingers.

Seven moaned, closing her eyes, her head going back, and Janeway drew her tongue along Seven's throat, mouthing the underside of Seven's chin. However, Seven's hand drifted down to Janeway's thigh, pulling her knee up onto her hip, leaving Janeway open to her. She touched her between her legs, and it was Janeway's turn to whimper, quivering helplessly as Seven's fingers swirled in her wetness, the tips rubbing over the nodule engorged with desire.

“God,” she exhaled, as much prayer as oath. “So good—it feels so good, darling...”

Seven lowered her head, brushing her cheek against Janeway's. “Perhaps—a mutual surrender?” she hissed in her ear.

“Oh, yes,” Janeway replied, accepting the compromise instantly. She adjusted her position, as did Seven, allowing them both full access to the other. “Much better,” she muttered, inhaling deeply, her fingertips dipping into her partner's heat and stroking her avidly.

“Kathryn,” Seven whispered, a direct reaction to her partner's fondling. It was more than just Janeway's name, it was the first hint to Janeway that the sensation was becoming too intense for Seven to resist. “Oh, Kathryn.”

“Yes, darling,” Janeway urged, her fingers moving faster, responding to Seven's touch which intensified correspondingly, feeling the delightful chills shiver through her. “Oh, yes...”

“Kathryn—oh ...”

“Now...” Janeway groaned, trembling. “Darling—now—uhhh ...”

Together they reached their peak, torn between their own irresistible spasms and the need to maintain their caress for the other, the sensation lessened slightly by the split in concentration, yet strengthened at the same time by the knowledge of the pleasure the other was feeling. Finally, naturally, they slowed and stopped, not so much collapsing as melting into each other, quiet on the bed, fingers still touching the other possessively, lovingly.

“Oh, love,” Janeway murmured finally, swallowing to generate some moisture in her dry mouth.

Lazily, she released her grasp of Seven, easing back against the bedding beneath her. Seven leaned over her, pausing to bring her fingers up to her mouth, delicately licking clean Janeway's wetness that still glistened on them, a gesture that provoked a chill of pure animal pleasure within Janeway. Seven eyed her languidly like a big cat, obviously aware of what it did to her partner, and deliberately, she reached down to touch herself. Offering the result to Janeway, Janeway accepted it readily, sucking lightly on the digits slipped between her lips, savoring the mingled taste of herself and her spouse before finally releasing them.

“Delicious,” Janeway told her softly, kissing each of the fingertips.

“As are you,” Seven told her, leaning over to replace her fingers with her lips, the kiss languorous but deep, indicative of more passion as yet unquenched.

“Was it a suggestion?” Janeway whispered against her lips.

“A promise,” Seven explained.

Janeway cupped Seven's face in her hands. “Together?”

Seven smiled faintly. “Is that what you would like, Kathryn?”

“Very much,” Janeway said fervently, and captured Seven's mouth in another kiss, before trailing over her chin, and down her throat.

They took their time to get into position, rebuilding the fire between them with a multitude of kisses and caresses. When Janeway finally put her knees on either side of Seven's head, easing herself down onto Seven's mouth, she was breathing heavily, more than ready for the touch that welcomed her eagerly. The contact seared along her nerve endings, and she glanced between her legs, seeing her partner's chin and jaw move against her juncture, almost as if Seven were feasting on her. Janeway groaned loudly, then shifted her attention hungrily to the intimate flesh beneath her, inhaling its heady scent with sincere enjoyment. Breasts cushioned by the muscled warmth of Seven's stomach, she felt Seven's thighs come up to surround her head as she covered Seven's center with her mouth.

Stiffening her tongue, Janeway manipulated the sensitive node with the tip, sending shivers of delight through her spouse, keenly aware of her own desire being stirred by her lover's mouth, hot and avid as it pleasured her. Her buttocks were gripped tightly by Seven to hold Janeway in place, and Janeway cried out into the wetness bathing her face as Seven teased her opening with her fingers, before boldly penetrating her. Undulating into the tantalizing sensation flexing within her, Janeway continued to flutter her tongue rapidly over Seven's ridge, finding it difficult to concentrate on both. Shifting her weight onto her left elbow, Janeway slipped her right hand under Seven's leg, wetting her index finger in the pool of moisture before circling Seven's smaller orifice, easing it into her rear channel. The tight band gripped it with constrictive force, then gradually yielded to her probe as Janeway eased into her partner as far as she could. The vibration of Seven's moan of pleasure reverberated through Janeway's loins, and Janeway felt herself drift away, lost in the complete immersion of herself in her spouse, her senses aflame with the taste, smell, and touch of Seven surrounding her. From behind her, Janeway heard the unmistakable sound of metal crumpling under an implant, clear indication of the pleasure escalating far beyond Seven's control, and Seven bucked spastically beneath her as she surrendered to her climax. Janeway felt her own desire overwhelm her, shuddering from the jolts radiating from her center, the intensity catching her by surprise before the mutual intensity finally released them both, allowing them to collapse limply in the tangle of bedding.

Janeway gulped for air, finally feeling her heart ease its rapid pace, while Seven's stomach beneath her chest expanded and contracted mightily as Seven fought for her own share of oxygen. Finally, Janeway managed to turn herself around to crawl up into Seven's arms, the couple slipping between the sheets and happily settling in the center of their new bed, perfectly content not to move for the next eon or two.

“Has our new bed been properly 'christened'?” Seven asked eventually, her voice warm with amusement.

“Oh my, yes, darling,” Janeway said, smiling faintly, her eyes closed as she rested her head on Seven's chest. “Particularly, once you mangled the headboard.”

Seven paused, apparently surprised. “The metal rods were not meant for me?” she asked uncertainly.

Janeway chuckled happily. “No, they were part of the decor,” she explained. “Obviously, the designer didn't believe me when I told him that any headboard would require additional reinforcement beyond what ordinary space travel requires. We'll need to have it replaced before we leave.” She paused, snuggling closer. “Of course, that means these quarters will require a second christening between now and the launch, just to be sure any replacement is sufficient.”

“I shall keep my schedule open,” Seven promised immediately. Her embrace tightened slightly. “Are we remaining here tonight?”

Janeway exhaled, licking her lips, still tasting the provocative salt-sweet flavor that lingered on her tongue. “Mmm, I certainly don't want to get up,” she admitted drowsily. “The ensuite is fully online, as are the replicators, so we should have no problem arranging clean uniforms along with some breakfast in the morning.”

“Then we shall stay here,” Seven decided. Janeway felt her lips brush over her forehead tenderly, cuddling her close. “Goodnight, my Kathryn.”

“Sweet dreams, love,” Janeway whispered, surrendering to the sleep that beckoned with irresistible force, delighted to spend the rest of the night on her new vessel, sheltered within the arms of her beloved spouse.

Realizing that there was no better way to end Valentine's Day.

 

Over the next few days, hundreds of unique individuals received official notification from the USS Millennium that would greatly affect their future. For some, it came in the form of orders to report to the vessel by a certain date, and they had little choice in the matter if they truly wished to pursue a career in Starfleet. For others, with more seniority, it meant making a choice between where they currently served, and what accepting a post on the newest Starfleet vessel promised. Then, there was the final group for whom the official notification came like a gift from the gods, an offer to join a vessel that might fulfill all their hopes and dreams as either an Starfleet officer, or as an addition to the civilian population who would round out the crew.

On Trill, Dr. Lenara Kahn finished packing the last of her bags, her brother leaning against the wall, arms crossed over his chest, a dismayed expression on his features.

“Are you sure about this?” he asked, not for the first time. Dr. Bejal Otner had worked with his older sister for a long time, and it wasn't surprising that he would find this a most disturbing turn of affairs.

The scientist smiled faintly, sealing up the carryall. “I am,” Lenara said. “You know how restless I've been. It's time I expanded my horizons.”

“I don't see how you're going to be able to pursue your research on artificial worm holes while you're traipsing all over the galaxy,” he said fretfully. “What about your work here?”

“You'll continue it,” she said, picking up the bag and slipping the strap over her shoulder. With her other hand, she picked up another, much larger piece of luggage which he took from her automatically, hefting it as he followed her out into the living area. “Bejal, this is something I have to do.”

He stared at her, his eyes bleak. “This is about Dax, isn't it?”

She blinked. “Why would you even say that?” she responded, an edge in her tone. Even now, the wound remained, still tender to any reference of the Starfleet lieutenant who had served on DS9.

“You made the right decision,” he insisted. “The cost was too high. If you had stayed with Jadzia, you would have lost everything.”

“I know,” she said, frowning, resentful that he had brought it up. “I knew it at the time, which is why I chose to leave. What's your point?”

He hesitated, then dipped his head. “It's just that—I don't think you've had a moment of real happiness since you walked away from her five years ago,” he said softly. He swallowed, his throat moving visibly. “I almost wish...”

He didn't finish the thought—and she didn't dare.

She forced a smile onto her face. “So, this change will be good for me,” she said in a cheerful tone. “A totally new job in a new starship, exploring an area of space that's never been explored before.”

Yet, as she turned away, heading for the front door, her heart ached, remembering how she had felt when the news had arrived that Jadzia Dax had married another. The pain seemed to settle inside her and never left in all the years since. Later, the stark memo informing the Trill homeworld of the death of the host, and the symbiont being passed on to another, a young woman named Ezri in an emergency joining, was almost more than Lenara could bear. It was then that she realized she had cared for Jadzia as much as the symbiont, and it had left a hole in her heart that would probably never heal. Leaving Trill—leaving the Federation entirely—seemed to be the only thing that would ease that knowledge of just what she had refused that day as she stepped through the docking port at DS9, turning her back on the woman standing on the catwalk above her.

If ultimate salvation lay in the amount of light-years she could travel away from the memories, then the Millennium would be exactly what she needed.

In another part of the Federation, Elisa Tarn—fresh out of the Academy, her ensign pip so new, it gleamed in the sunlight of San Francisco—stood in front of the transport center, preparing to transport to Utopia Planitia where she would report for her very first assignment as a Starfleet officer. She still couldn't believe she had won a post that so many in her graduating class had been vying for. The USS Millennium had been considered the choicest vessel for any cadet to shoot for, and she almost hadn't applied. Even though she had been near the top of her class, had even won many academic and athletic awards during her time at the Academy, Tarn had a bit of a history with the vessel's captain and chief science officer. She had believed those encounters would have precluded her from being considered for such an assignment.

Tarn still burned with humiliation whenever she thought of her arrogance and condescension toward the compact, older woman she had met while running in the park, contemptuous at the suggestion that either 'Kathryn' or perhaps her spouse, 'Annika', could give the Academy Champion a bit of a race. Later, she discovered that the woman had been none other than Captain Janeway, and the other woman—who not only defeated her in a sprint, but did so with such casual ease that she had been left eating her dust—had been Lt. Hansen, a Borg scientist of some repute. It had taught Tarn a valuable lesson in the danger of taking things at face value, as well as the harsh reality that no matter how good she might think she was, there was always someone better, stronger, smarter, and faster out there—not to mention, far more devious.

She had thought that applying to the vessel under Janeway's command would be a waste of time, Janeway not about to accept some cadet who had shown herself to be so foolish and inept. However, Tarn's student adviser had encouraged her to apply, and despite her misgivings, she had done so, sure that she would be overlooked in favor of other, more qualified applicants.

No one had been more shocked or astounded when Tarn was instructed to report to the USS Millennium as a bridge operations officer for the Frontier-class ship's maiden voyage. It was a tour that would last at least a year, if not longer, and the vessel would be exploring areas of space that no one else had ever gone before.

“Tarn!”

Startled, the slender young woman turned, seeing one of her old classmates working his way through the throng of commuters toward her. Ensign Davinus Marcos was a solid human from the Greek isles, a young man who was considered one of the better pilots to come out of this year's Red Squad. He seemed a lot nicer than the rest of his team, though still displaying the cockiness that seemed a prerequisite for being a member of the elite group of cadets with outstanding skills in high warp tactical applications.

“Marcos,” she said coolly. “Heading for Mars?”

“Just like you,” he agreed easily, a bag slung over his shoulder. Stocky, with dark hair and eyes, he was handsome in a swarthy sort of way—if one was the sort to find that attractive, which Tarn was fully determined not to. “I hear you were posted to bridge duty. That's really great.”

She thought it was too, but didn't want to appear overly eager. She had learned her lesson about being a braggart and assuming too much about her own abilities. “It'll probably be the gamma shift,” she said dismissively.

“Maybe,” he agreed. “It's still the bridge, however. Fifty percent of the officers on a ship this size never even get a look at deck one—unless they're on their way to Janeway's ready room to be reprimanded.”

That thought made Tarn slightly dizzy. Please, she thought, don't let that be my first accomplishment on the Millennium. She could only imagine what it would be like to find herself under that bluish-grey gaze of disapproval ever again.

As the two graduates gathered their bags and headed into the San Francisco transport center on Earth, another young male, not so long out of the Academy himself, though years ahead of the other two in practical experience, stood on the catwalk overlooking the Promenade of DS9, lost in thought. His orders to report to the newest starship about to be launched from the Utopia Planitia shipyards had come as quite a shock, and even now, he was wondering if there was some way to avoid accepting the posting.

“Nog!”

The Ferengi lieutenant glanced over to see his best friend, Jake Sisko, approaching along the upper walkway of the main Promenade. The young man towered over the shorter alien, and for a few seconds, Nog remembered when they had both been approximately the same size, not long after Jake had arrived on the station—had it really been ten years ago? An entire decade? Where had the time gone?

“I thought you'd be more excited,” Jake said, leaning on the railing next to his friend.

“What about?” Nog replied, though he knew very well what the young man was referring to.

He tried to inject a display of careless confidence in his posture, but it was difficult. This was like the Academy all over again. He had been fortunate after graduation to be able to come back to where he had spent most of his formative years, to serve with old friends and colleagues on DS9. These orders, however, would see him covering the helm on a brand-new vessel, would have him working with strangers and officers he didn't know. That was frightening to the young man who had already struggled against the many misconceptions his species carried with them at the Academy. He had nurtured the vague hope that he would spend his entire career on DS9, perhaps even taking Captain Sisko's—now Colonel Kira's—place one day as commander of the station.

“You know,” Jake noted, observing the Ferengi keenly. “Your new orders. Why do you seem so depressed? I heard this was a ship that a lot of officers would love to serve on.”

“I'm not sure that this is the kind of position I want,” Nog admitted softly.

Jake considered that. “Are you going to turn it down?”

Nog shook his head, not in negation, but in a sign of his uncertainty. “I don't know,” he admitted. “It's not good for one's career to turn down an assignment of this prestige. There's no profit in it.”

“But?” Jake prodded.

Nog stared at the variety of people passing beneath him.

“But, sometimes profit isn't everything,” he said. Softly, so that he wouldn't be heard by anyone, not even his friend who was regarding him worriedly.

Meanwhile, light-years away, in Atlanta, Georgia, on the planet Earth, Dr. Katherine Pulaski regarded the orders on her workstation, and wondered what the hell Janeway was up to now. She couldn't believe that her old friend would request her services as the CMO of her new vessel, but the request for transfer was right there, flashing on the screen. Pulaski hadn't pulled starship duty for years, and a prototype vessel heading into the vast unknown wouldn’t be her first choice in returning to such a position.

Yet, there was always the fact that Janeway had a way of making life interesting, and there was a part of Pulaski that desperately needed for her life to be interesting again.

She leaned back in her chair, staring up at the ceiling. Did she really want to go off to the stars again, never knowing what was going to happen each day as she rose from her bed? She had chosen the administrative position with Starfleet Medical because she had been tired of starship duty, wanting to spend time on Earth. Put down some solid roots for a change. Of course, as the survivor of three marriages, though she remained good friends with all three men, it was quite clear that being able to put down solid roots was not her strongest trait. If she found it difficult to give the proper amount of commitment and attention to a personal relationship, was she really prepared to do it for her career? This tour of duty was supposed to last five years.

Nor could it be considered any kind of career advancement. After operating in the upper echelons of Starfleet Medical, returning to the confines of a starship sickbay was a definite step backward. On the other hand, it was to serve on a vessel that was literally going where no one had gone before, and the possibilities inherent in being the first medical officer to encounter heaven only knew what, held a certain appeal for her.

She admitted to herself that she wasn't getting any younger, and this could be her last opportunity to explore space the way she had wanted to when she first accepted her Starfleet commission so many years ago.

She looked up at the gentle chime at her door.

“Come,” she said.

Her eyebrows nearly shot off her forehead as a man dressed in civilian clothing entered the room. Except, she reminded herself wryly, he wasn't exactly a man.

“You have more balls than the Academy tennis squad,” she said flatly, staring at the sparse figure who had fought—and beat—the organization whose headquarters were housed in this very facility. “Even if they are holographic.”

The Doctor—which was the only name he had ever utilized to her knowledge—looked vaguely uncomfortable, but he didn't hesitate to come right to the point, perhaps suspecting that after having made it this far, he wouldn't have a lot of time to make his presentation.

“I'm here about the Millennium,” he said. “Since resigning from Starfleet, I can only apply as a civilian physician. However, the authorization for me to be accepted as a part of the crew is apparently not in Janeway's hands, but is at the discretion of the Chief Medical Officer's.”

Pulaski blinked, then stared at him, completely bemused. Taking a breath as she tried to stall until she had composed her thoughts, she gestured to a chair. “Have a seat,” she said, deciding that a little politeness never hurt anyone.

He paused, then sank into the chair, peering back at her uncertainly as she took the opportunity to study him curiously. Though she had been at the trial where he had been fighting for his rights as a sentient being, she had never met him personally—primarily because he had never actually shown up to participate in the judicial inquiry. Now she looked him over, trying to determine if she would have been able to tell he was a hologram if she hadn't already known that fact.

“Where's your emitter?” she asked suddenly.

He lifted his arm, covered with the material of a coat.

“Under my clothes,” he said.

“I see,” she said flatly. “You want to appear Human.”

He lifted an eyebrow. “I want to appear as someone who isn't automatically dismissed as irrelevant because of my physical nature.”

Surprised, Pulaski considered that with a touch of amusement. “Nicely put,” she complimented. She lifted her head and eyed him. “You know, I haven't decided yet if I'm even accepting this post.”

He lowered his brows. “I considered that,” he said. “However, if you're not the Millennium's CMO, Janeway's only other option is a medical officer fresh out of his or her internship. I'm not sure I could convince such a person to authorize my inclusion into their medical staff. In fact, I’m positive I couldn’t. You're my only hope of getting on board.”

“Why would you think I'd help you with that?” she said, honestly surprised.

His dark eyes were particularly intent. “Dr. Pulaski, regardless of how you view holograms, you can accept my usefulness as a medical supplement. You also have experience dealing with alternative lifeforms. That provides you with a certain acceptance and tolerance, which is the sort of atmosphere that I can only hope to receive on this particular Starfleet vessel.”

“Ah,” the doctor remarked, thinking about that. “Did Kathryn tell you this was the best way to approach me?”

“She told me what your attitude would be,” he agreed. “However, the only thing she really said to me was that I would have to convince the ship's CMO to hire me to his or her staff on my own. If I were unable to do that, then I wouldn't be able to function on the Millennium as a fully-fledged doctor in any event.”

“She's right,” Pulaski agreed. She linked her fingers behind her head and leaned back in her chair, looking him up and down frankly. “So, convince me that you and I could actually work together for five years.”

If, in the process, he could offer that elusive purpose for her to accept this post, so much the better.

A desert wind blew the fragrance of sage and sand toward Seven as she sat on the front porch of the small ranch house. Beside her, her protégé, Icheb, regarded Seven intently. The two had just come in from a long ride through the canyon, and had released their mounts into the corral. Now, they were spending a few moments together before Seven was required to return to San Francisco.

“I wish I were going with you on the Millennium,” he said earnestly.

Seven nodded. “I understand,” she said. She reached out and put her hand briefly on the shoulder. “However, you will attend Starfleet Academy in the fall, and at the end of four years, perhaps you will be able to join us.”

“It seems so far away,” he said mournfully.

“If there is one thing I have learned, it is that time has a way of passing quicker than one would initially assume—or necessarily want,” Seven said. She glanced up as the screen door opened and Chakotay came out onto the porch. Tall, darkly handsome, leaner than he had been on Voyager, the former first officer offered Seven and Icheb some lemonade, the glasses moist from condensation. Chakotay had a tribal tattoo arching over his left eye, and Seven wondered if Icheb would also be required to acquire the facial art as a member of the older man's tribe.

“Have you heard anything from B'Elanna and Ro?” the commander asked as he took a seat on the bench, propping his booted feet up on the railing.

Seven, sipping the tart liquid, shook her head. “They plan to return tomorrow,” she said.

“So, you don't know if Ro's going to accept the tactical position,” he prodded.

“Kathryn has not yet had the chance to ask her,” she explained. She paused. “This concerns you?”

He smiled faintly, his eyes distant as he glanced out at the rugged landscape beyond the corral. “I would just hate to see Janeway go off without the proper experience in a key position,” he said. “If Tuvok isn't going to be her tactical officer, then I wouldn't want it to be anyone other than Ro.”

Seven thought about that, and decided she agreed. It took a special kind of security officer to keep track of a captain like Kathryn, and anyone of less capability than Tuvok, or at least, an officer trained by the Vulcan, would be at a decided disadvantage. Seven didn't like the thought of Janeway and her ship not being protected by the very best.

“I am sure Lt. Ro will give the offer the most careful consideration,” Seven said, paused, then added; “Despite Kathryn's delay in offering her the post.”

Chakotay smiled, but did not say anything. He knew, as well as Seven did, how Janeway sometimes got herself into a mess because of her pride and stubbornness.

“Are you excited about your new posting, Seven?” Icheb asked her. “I thought you enjoyed your duties at the TPG.”

“I did,” Seven admitted. “However, I believe I shall enjoy the duties I will be performing on this starship more, and being able to serve with Kathryn is something that the TPG could not offer.” She glanced back at Chakotay. “I am curious, Commander. Did you ever consider applying for a post on the Millennium?”

Chakotay considered that as he sipped his own lemonade. “To be honest, Seven,” he said, “I did for about half a minute when I first heard what kind of ship it was going to be. However, I truly enjoy teaching at the Academy, and with Icheb starting his first semester this fall, it looks like Earth is our best bet for the foreseeable future. I'm just grateful for the arrangement Janeway was able to make for us.”

“I could be taught on the Millennium,” Icheb said slyly, before Seven could respond to the first officer.

Chakotay looked at him narrowly. “Not as well as you can here,” he reminded him. “Besides, you may discover that the Academy isn't for you. There are many other quality educational facilities where you might be better suited, should a career in Starfleet not be what you want after all.”

“The Daystrom Institute,” Seven offered readily. “You are certainly intelligent enough to be accepted, Icheb.”

Icheb, undoubtedly sensing that he had lost any ground he had gained about joining the Millennium, and afraid that he was now losing ground on attending Starfleet Academy, firmed his jaw and refused to say anything further. Chakotay and Seven exchanged an amused glance, and Seven allowed herself to feel some satisfaction in how the conversation had gone. Chakotay merely stifled his smile, and took another sip from his lemonade.

After finishing her drink, and speaking further with Chakotay about what Janeway expected, Seven bid the two men her final farewells, suspecting she would not have a chance to speak with them face to face again before her vessel departed. She promised to maintain a correspondence with them, even though all of them recognized that any type of mail would be sporadic at best, because of the rarity of the vessel being within communications range. Taking a moment to hug Icheb, she assured him that he would do well in his future, regardless of what he chose, then she climbed into the hovercraft which she piloted to the Phoenix Transport Station to beam back to San Francisco.

The rooms of the house she shared with Janeway on R. Garrett Avenue seemed particularly empty now that most of their personal things had been transferred either to their new quarters on the starship—such as the picture that used to hang over the mantle of the fireplace—or placed in storage for when they returned to Earth after they finally had their fill of starship duty. They had gifted Janeway's mother with their pet Irish Setter during the Solstice break, and Seven was abruptly aware of the quiet as she passed through the living area. She paused next to the stairs, gazing around pensively as she realized suddenly that in a very short while, she would be leaving this home behind. She had not taken the time to comprehend how much she would miss the dwelling, even though she had lived in it such a relatively short period compared to her stint on Voyager, and now she recognized that a very special part of her life was going to be left behind. The special memories she and Janeway had managed to generate within these walls made Seven smile faintly as she allowed her eyes to trail over the remaining furnishings.

The large sofa had offered a relaxing place to snuggle during sunny Sunday mornings after breakfast, with Janeway reading the daily news publication quietly as Seven perused literature she had not been exposed to during her time on Voyager. Later, in front of the hearth during the evening, she and Janeway would eat dinner off the coffee table while discussing their upcoming workweek, a cheerful fire casting a warm glow over them. The patterned rug spread across the natural wood floor had provided a cushion for more than one erotic encounter after both women became bored with their professional talk, and became far more intrigued with personal pursuits.

Seven remembered the way Kathryn's skin had glowed in the unique illumination of the flickering flames, and Seven knew she would greatly miss having a fireplace.

Hand resting on the post of the bannister, Seven looked toward the kitchen, mindful of the many meals prepared by her, and occasionally by Janeway. She eyed the island, and was struck by a memory of lying on it as Janeway taught Seven several rather imaginative uses for various food groups—including dairy. After that, Seven had never been able to resist a small smile whenever she prepared dinner on the butcher block surface.

In the expansive dining room, the couple had hosted a multitude of dinner parties, reaching out to include family and friends in their life away from space. There was the notch in the wooden leg where Little Harry had rammed his walker while the couple had been baby-sitting, while the scar along one edge of the polished wood was where Seven had inadvertently lit the tablecloth on fire during her attempt to make Baked Alaska for Janeway's birthday celebration. She flushed faintly as she remembered that evening, suspecting that she and her guests would have found the incident a great deal less hilarious had they not been so 'relaxed' from Chakotay's pre-dinner concoction of 'Singapore Slings'. Then, there had been the couple's second anniversary, returning to this house after their friends had surprised them with a party in a local restaurant, both women slightly tipsy and very amorous. They had made love on the dining room table in a hazy celebration that had resulted in both women slightly injuring themselves when one leg collapsed near the end, spilling them onto the dining room floor.

Seven moved around the bannister and ascended the stairs to the loft where the house's main computer system was located. Here, resting on the couch set against the descending angle of the ceiling, Seven's presents from her birthday party had remained for months until the couple finally found the time to deal with them. Now, it was covered with containers that had yet to be transported to the storage facility. It had also been witness to a strenuous romantic encounter one rainy Saturday afternoon not long ago, when the couple had utilized several of their 'accessories' in rapid succession to determine which was their absolute favorite. They intended to take that choice with them to their new vessel, and leave the rest behind in storage, but the couple hadn't agreed which was the best—which, of course, demanded that they take them all with them in the interest of future experimentation. Seven believed the springs on the left side of the small sofa would never truly recover from the interaction, and she wondered if she should have mentioned the flaw to the new caretakers.

In the bedroom, the large bed had provided a comfortable and pleasant haven for the couple, both for sleeping and making love. Its size had been wonderful for rolling around, but at the same time, it had provided far too much distance between the women when Janeway and Seven found themselves working through a painful situation. Seven considered the fact that perhaps a smaller mattress surface had its advantages at times. It was far more difficult to overlook a spouse's misery when one was intruding greatly in the other's personal space while trying to sleep. Perhaps the much narrower bed the couple shared on occasion at Gretchen's Indiana home provided its own advantages, and Seven wondered if she and Janeway should consider reducing the size of their bed on the Millennium.

Moving into the ensuite, Seven stripped off her shirt and jeans, still pungent with the scent of horses after her visit to the ranch owned by Chakotay's cousin, the aroma strong in her nostrils as she ran the garments through the recycler. She took a quick shower, and then dressed in a robe, brushing out her hair as she returned to the bedroom. The sound of the door opening downstairs made Seven's head lift eagerly, and moving swiftly out onto the loft, she leaned over the railing to spot her spouse returning after a Saturday morning at the shipyards, having been called in to provide her base command presence for the launch of a refitted Galaxy-class ship.

“Hello darling,” Janeway said, tossing her tunic casually on the sofa as she glanced up at her spouse. “How was your visit with Icheb? Were they interested?”

“Yes,” Seven said. “Chakotay is quite grateful for the opportunity to live closer to the Academy.” She paused. “Although Juan was initially happy to have his cousin and Icheb stay with him, I believe now that he has developed a relationship with the woman at the general store, it has become far more difficult for the three men to live together.”

“Then it all worked out for everyone,” Janeway said with satisfaction, putting her hands on her hips. “Chakotay and Icheb will find this a convenient place to live while they stay on Earth, and we won't have to give up title to the house due to lack of occupancy. It'll still be here for us when we return from our tour of duty. It would have been too much to ask Michael and Mother to maintain it for us this time around, particularly since they're fully involved with the farm in Indiana. “

Seven descended the stairs, striding across the floor to embrace her partner. “I am very pleased we’ll be able to keep it,” she admitted into the auburn hair as she held Janeway tightly. “I discovered this afternoon how much I will miss this house while we are gone.”

Janeway smiled, her head tilted back to regard her partner lovingly as she returned the hug. “It's amazing how attached you can become to a place, even when you haven't spent a lot of time here.”

“It became a home very quickly,” Seven agreed. She peered into the deep blue eyes of her spouse, lost in their depths. “Kathryn, how did you ever become used to moving so much?”

Janeway shrugged. “I think it's part of my nature, darling,” she said. “I've always been seeking that next star, and even though I love Earth and my home, it only takes a certain amount of time before I start developing itchy feet.”

“'Itchy feet'?” Seven repeated, puzzled.

“An expression, love,” Janeway explained patiently. “It means that I need to start exploring the unknown again.”

“Ah,” Seven said, amused. “I thought it was an unsubtle hint for me to rub them.”

Janeway laughed. “Not this time,” she said. She paused. “Not that I would object, mind you,” she added wistfully. “I spent the morning giving Federation news teams the full tour before the Discovery's launch. Walking through twenty or so decks is not my idea of fun.”

“Sit,” Seven instructed as she nudged Janeway toward the nearest chair where Janeway collapsed with a sigh of relief. Seven sat cross-legged on the floor as she removed her spouse's boots and socks, bringing the sore feet onto her lap where she began to massage them with attentive skill. Lately, the couple had made a point to remember the small pleasures they used to share, realizing that the lack of such gestures was indicative of a loss of togetherness. Physical intimacy did not always require sexual interaction, though occasionally, the first led naturally to the second.

“God, that feels wonderful, darling,” Janeway groaned, her eyes half closed as she sprawled over the chair in boneless bliss.

Seven smiled, pleased that she could provide such comfort to her spouse. As she stroked the instep, she glanced up at her partner. “Lt. Ro returns from her honeymoon, Monday,” she reminded Janeway. “Do not forget to offer her the tactical position immediately.”

“I won't,” Janeway promised. She twitched as Seven discovered a particularly tender area at the base of her toes. “Whatever would I do without you, love?”

Seven offered a small smile. “Forget what is most important,” she said wryly. “Just as I would without you.”

 

Janeway looked around the bridge of USS Voyager, finally released back to Utopia Planitia after Starfleet Intelligence had gone over every millimeter of it, the empty consoles seeming to mock her with their secrets.

“Security wasn't able to find anything?” she asked unhappily.

“Not a thing,” Admiral Nechayev said with equal dissatisfaction. “Section 31 was very good about cleaning up after themselves. The only sign of life was in the captain's quarters where Seven probably stayed while she was on board. If we didn't know any better, it would be easy to think that she had been the only one on the ship since its refit.”

Janeway lifted her head. “You can't believe that,” she said, alarmed.

Nechayev waved her hand. “Don't be ridiculous,” she said impatiently. “If one individual Borg could commandeer an Intrepid-class vessel, fly it to where the Orion Syndicate was based, mine their headquarters with explosives, rescue you, and somehow drop Voyager off by Jupiter Station, completely undetected, then she'd be too damned smart to leave any trace of her doing it on her own.”

Janeway exhaled audibly. “That's why I hate Section 31,” she said through gritted teeth. “They encourage the belief in conspiracies everywhere. I just don't want Seven to be caught up in another one.”

“Agreed,” Nechayev allowed. The diminutive admiral rested her hand on the rail next to the stairs. “In any event, Voyager's been cleared for active duty again, apparently none the worse for wear for her little mission on the dark side. I'd like a team to prep her for immediate launch. Captain Bedford is champing at the bit to take her out.”

Startled, Janeway glanced at her. “Bedford? Lydia Bedford?” she echoed. “I was sure Webster was tagged for it.”

Nechayev grinned at her. “You didn't put any credits down on that, did you, Kathryn?” she needled.

Janeway frowned, mentally kissing good-bye those twenty credits she had slipped to Miles O'Brien. “Of course not,” she lied frostily. She wondered if anyone playing the shipyard pool on who Voyager's next captain would be had picked the experienced commander off the Cairo. “She'll make a fine captain, but I suspect Jellico won't be pleased at losing his first officer.”

Nechayev snorted. “Captains are never pleased to lose their first officers,” she said. “Particularly once they have them trained to jump to their tune. However, the whole point of anyone being a first officer in the first place is for them to eventually become captain.” She eyed Janeway. “Which brings us to the Millennium.”

Janeway inhaled slowly. “I'm not getting Lt. Commander Data, am I?” she said ruefully, though how she knew that, she wasn't sure. Perhaps because that would be exactly what she wanted, while the admiral's expression indicated that Janeway was going to get what Starfleet needed instead.

Nechayev chuckled. “After picking clean Picard's science section, as well as taking back the first decent helmsman he's had in years, did you really think he'd give up his favorite android to you as well?” she asked rhetorically.

“I expected it to be Mr. Data's choice,” Janeway pointed out coolly. Nechayev merely smiled at her, and Janeway stifled her sigh. “What's Starfleet Command's decision in this?”

“We're giving you a first officer who requires some final seasoning,” Nechayev explained. “A year out in the frontier with you, and we're certain that he'll be completely ready for his first command.”

Janeway wasn't sure she liked that. “And the next year?”

“The same thing,” Nechayev said. She seemed amused by Janeway's expression. “It's your own fault, Kathryn. Did you know that four of your team leaders on your engineering squads of the past year have been tagged for commander status? You're too damned good at teaching these people the subtleties of being competent leaders for us to ignore. I know it's not easy to have a series of what are basically 'temporary' execs, but it's what Starfleet requires from you right now.”

“Oh, god,” Janeway groaned. “I should have promoted Ro immediately, and pushed for her. You're right. This is entirely my own fault.”

“As senior tactical officer, Ro will still be third in command,” Nechayev consoled her. “That will help you adjust to a new exec.” She paused, then added with a bit of an edge in her tone. “Of course, I have yet to see Ro listed on the roster. What are you waiting for? Ross is trying to recruit her as your replacement here in the shipyards.”

Janeway hoped her flush wouldn't show, though she could feel the heat rise in her cheeks. “It's just a formality,” she lied.

“Well, verify it,” Nechayev said, staring at her. “Time is passing faster than you seem to realize.”

“Yes, sir,” Janeway said, deciding the less said on the topic, the better.

Nechayev gave a last look around. “I need to return to my office,” she said. “I'll see you at the end of the week for an update on the Millennium's progress.”

“I'll make sure Voyager is prepped by Wednesday,” Janeway promised.

The admiral dipped her head in acknowledgment, then headed for the turbolift, leaving Janeway alone on the bridge. Janeway glanced around, about to follow when a sudden whimsy struck her. She moved over to the command chair, and sank down into it, leaning back experimentally. It didn't feel quite the same, of course, having been re-upholstered during the vessel's upgrading, and Janeway smiled faintly as she realized the new captain would be expected to wear new dents into the seat. As she sat there, she took a final moment with the vessel that had served her so well for so long.

So many adventures, she thought, listening to the subtle sounds of a ship at station keeping, so many extraordinary encounters. How many moments of quiet reflection, or of stark terror, had she been witness to while sitting in this chair? How many incidents had she experienced that resulted in a pride that resonated through the entire ship, or left a deep sadness that would never be forgotten by any of the crew. Other memories brought a smile to her face, brief captures of life in the Delta Quadrant, though looking back, she realized she had not particularly felt like smiling at the time. She could almost see the six feet of blonde Borg standing in front of her, informing her in those oh so precise tones of hers, that their duty shifts had ended and they could now make love. The varied expressions on the faces of her bridge crew would forever remain with Janeway, as she was sure her expression was indelibly etched in their memories for all time, as well.

She glanced toward the front of the bridge, to the helm manned ably through the years by Tom Paris, the young man so lost and damaged when he first arrived, somehow finding himself because of Janeway's confidence in him. It would be good to have him on the Millennium with her, where his interest in various ships, particularly fast ones, would be well served by placing him in charge of the pilots manning the auxiliary fleet. Perhaps with him as their leader, they could learn their lessons in an easier fashion than he had. It would be odd to see a Ferengi in the helm position, but she anticipated that Lt. Nog wouldn't have accumulated the commendations he had if he wasn't a supremely capable officer.

To her right, the tactical station which had been the security chief's domain awaited its new master. The Vulcan had left behind more than most on that incredible journey to the Delta Quadrant, but showed it far less than anyone else on the ship. He had come home to a newborn son, and it was now that child who would keep him on Vulcan for the time being. For the first time in more years than Janeway could remember, she would be shipping out without Tuvok's steady presence serving with her. She was glad that she and Seven had found the time to have dinner with Tuvok and his wife the evening after Ro and B'Elanna's wedding, affording the good friends a chance to say a final good-bye before the Vulcans returned to their homeworld.

She looked at engineering station, usually not manned, but generally B'Elanna's post when it had been. The feisty, Klingon/Human hybrid had come such a long way from the rebellious young woman she had been when Janeway first gave her the role of chief engineer. There had been more than a few growing pains, but in the end, B'Elanna had more than surpassed Janeway's expectations of her. Janeway wouldn't have wanted anyone else looking after her ship while so far away from Federation space and technical support, just as she wouldn't want to have the Millennium's engines in anyone else's hands now.

She would have to get along without Chakotay, however. Janeway reached over and rested her hand on the arm of the first officer's chair, wondering if the exec assigned her by Starfleet would work out as well as Chakotay's unexpected appointment in the most unusual of circumstances. She knew she couldn't have managed to get through those seven years without his quiet confidence and friendship.

There was no chair beyond the first officer's seat, not on an Intrepid-class vessel, but there would be a special post on the Millennium, designated for the ship's counselor. Janeway had never commanded a ship large enough to warrant one before, but she had certainly learned the need for a psychologist while in the Delta Quadrant. Morale had been of utmost importance in their situation, and she suspected that if it weren't for Neelix, and then Sek ultimately becoming a counselor, they would have returned in much worse shape than they had. She was glad that Kes had agreed to serve on the Millennium, knowing that having someone who was familiar with the problems deep-space assignments caused would only be to her benefit. Meanwhile, Picard would benefit from Neelix's unique take on diplomacy.

She smiled as she thought of the Doctor, amazed that he had managed to convince Pulaski not only to accept him as a part of her staff, but also to accept a starship assignment again. She would have to dig out the rest of the story later, but Pulaski had made it clear that the EMH had been part of the reason she had agreed to the transfer. It was comforting to know Janeway was going out with an experienced and extensive medical staff, particularly after losing Voyager's so quickly.

A quick glance over her shoulder at the ops station made her eyes soften. So inexperienced and uncertain, Harry Kim had taken over the post, and somehow survived those years that could have ultimately destroyed any hope of a career that had appeared so promising when he had left the Academy. Yet, despite the fact his first assignment had taken far from his home and his life, he seemed to have found professional success at Starfleet Command upon his return, and even more in his personal life with his wife and son. She would miss the young man at ops, and hoped that the ensign she had chosen from the list of available officers would adapt to the Millennium, just as Harry had to Voyager. Certainly, it would be interesting to see if Tarn was as quick to learn her role on the starship as she was with her mouth.

Offering a final look at the aft tactical station, Seven's post when the Borg made a rare appearance on deck one, Janeway felt a certain lump in her throat. Of all the things Janeway had discovered and accomplished in the Delta Quadrant, severing a drone from the Collective had turned out to be her greatest achievement. Where would the little Intrepid-class vessel be without the skills and knowledge Seven of Nine brought to her crew? Still wandering around out there, undoubtedly, with a captain well on her way down the dark path that others had taken before her. Seven had not only saved the ship on several occasions, she might possibly have saved Janeway's soul on more levels than captain wanted to admit.

Taking a deep breath, Janeway rose to her feet and left the bridge, and this time, she did not look back. Voyager was a part of her past, and it was time to finally put it behind her once and for all. Her future lay on another starship, with another crew. She anticipated that her new command would provide the same positives to her life that this vessel once had.

In the transporter room, she arranged for a direct beam out to her office in Utopia Planitia's main administration building on Mars. Stepping down off the dais, she went immediately to her desk and dispatched a team to begin prepping Voyager for her new captain and crew, then transmitted a facility-wide hail for Ro Laren's comm badge. She hadn't seen Ro since the wedding, but she knew Ro had been expected to report back for duty at the base earlier in the morning.

“Ro here,” came the immediate response.

“Could I see you in my office?” Janeway requested. “As soon as possible?”

“On my way,” Ro replied.

Janeway sat down, checking a few items on some padds, unsure how long it would take the lieutenant to make it to Janeway's office. However, it was only a few minutes before the chime to her door sounded, and she realized that Ro must have already been on this level of the building. Folding her hands neatly on the desk in front of her, Janeway lifted her head, assuming a posture of command.

“Come in,” she said.

Ro Laren strode through the entrance, moving with that sleek deadliness that was indicative of her advanced tactical training. Janeway motioned to the chair with a wave of her hand.

“Please, have a seat, Lieutenant,” she said.

Ro lifted an eyebrow, but without saying anything, she obediently sank into the chair and regarded Janeway steadily. Janeway hesitated, wondering how she should approach this, then realized that with this officer, the straightforward truth had always served both women the best. There was no need to dissemble, no need to gently lead up to it to spare both their feelings about a situation that had to be dealt with.

“I owe you an apology, Lieutenant,” Janeway admitted evenly. “I allowed my anger over the whole Section 31 situation to spill over onto you, and it was partially displayed by my not promptly offering you the post you deserved. I felt that your role in the operation somehow reflected badly on me as your commanding officer, but that offers no excuse for my actions.”

“It was understandable, Captain,” Ro said quietly, her dark eyes assessing Janeway steadily. “I deceived you on several levels.”

“Perhaps,” Janeway allowed. “However, you were following the orders of a senior officer, and it wasn't acceptable of me to allow that to influence my future dealings with you once the operation had ended.” She inhaled slowly, suddenly uncomfortable as she studied her hands. “I've been informed that sometimes I allow my determination at holding my ground defeat the purpose of just what it is I'm trying to accomplish. In this case, it could cost me the services of an extremely qualified and competent officer.”

Ro lifted a brow. “I can't imagine who might have informed you of that,” she said sardonically.

Janeway smiled faintly. “I think we both know who has a way of pointing out my failings with unfailing accuracy,” she said. She lifted her eyes to meet Ro's. “I want to personally request that you accept the position of senior tactical officer on board Millennium. I can't offer you the first officer's position—that's a role that Starfleet insists on assigning themselves—and it's possible that this posting would be less useful to any future command career than becoming commander of Utopia Planitia would be, but I really don't want to ship out without you around to guard my back.”

Ro considered that. “You need to be able to trust your tactical officer,” she said finally, laying it out there so that there would be no misunderstanding. “Implicitly, without question.”

“I know,” Janeway said readily, not altering her gaze from Ro. “Are you implying that there's some reason that I won't be able to?”

Ro swallowed, her throat moving visibly. “No, ma'am,” she said, her voice soft. “You can trust me. Thank you, Captain.”

“Do you accept the post?” Janeway asked.

Ro hesitated. “You're not offering me this just because you need B'Elanna, are you?” she asked, suddenly uncertain.

Janeway smiled. “I won't say that didn't factor into my expediency in coming to you as soon as you returned from your honeymoon,” she said dryly. “That was another point brought up by Seven. The longer I delay with you, the longer B'Elanna will delay the acceptance of her own post, and the more annoyed she'll be with me. I don't need that. But I do need her in the engine room. Yet, I can honestly say that I would still want you to be my tactical officer, Laren, even if Lt. Torres decided that she'd rather stay here at Utopia Planitia.”

Ro blinked, obviously impressed with that statement, if not by any of the others.

“I see,” she said. She lowered her head. “Very well, I accept.” She paused. “Do you know who will be serving as first officer? Has Commander Data accepted the post?”

Janeway smiled. “Unfortunately, we'll have to train someone else to our ways rather than Data,” she said. She reached into her desk and pulled out a small box, pushing it across the desk to Ro. “Don't forget to put this on your collar.”

Ro picked it up and opened it, regarding the dark pip it contained. “Sentimentality is not one of your strongest traits, is it, Captain?” she asked dryly.

Janeway raised an eyebrow. “Did you want a brass band, Commander Ro?” she responded reasonably.

The sound of her new rank obviously set Ro back slightly. “No, Captain,' she said, smiling faintly as she fixed the pip next to the two gold ones on her collar.

“This will do just fine.”

 

B'Elanna Torres looked up as the front door to her home opened and Ro swept into the living area. It didn’t take long before she spotted the new lieutenant commander's pip adorning Ro's collar, and she studied Ro's eyes before reaching for a padd on the coffee table.

“I have to transmit my acceptance of transfer to the Millennium, don't I?” she said, tapping in the instructions, and sending them to the house computer for later transmission to the new starship's database.

Ro tilted her head. “What makes you think it isn't a promotion for the Utopia Planitia shipyards?” she asked playfully.

B'Elanna grinned. “Because you're happy,” she said. “You'd only be happy if you and Janeway settled things. Besides, we both know that starship duty is far more suitable to you than looking after a base full of engineers would be.”

Ro smiled faintly. “I'm going to miss this house,” she said, rather than address her partner's question directly, glancing around.

B’Elanna sighed. “Me too,” she admitted, then forced herself to let it go, knowing that Ro was ready to break out as a Starfleet officer, ready to take that next step to a command of her own, and B'Elanna would just have to go along, finding her contentment in playing with the new engines, particularly the transition drive. She thought about the dual warp cores that reached four decks high, and tried not to salivate.

Ro stared at her, then moved over to the sofa, kneeling in front of B’Elanna as she rested her hands on her knees, and looked at her intently. “Lanna, if you really want to stay here—” she began.

B'Elanna reached out and cupped Ro's face with her palm. “I can't wait to tackle those engines,” she said sincerely. “Two propulsion drives for the price of one—what self-respecting engineer could resist an opportunity like that?”

Ro continued to study her. “Are you sure?” she asked.

“Absolutely,” B'Elanna replied. “Honestly, Laren, we both knew this was where we'd end up. It was just a matter of Janeway having to give in sooner or later.”

Ro smiled briefly. “It was more along the lines of Seven working on her, I think,” she allowed. “Janeway can be very stubborn.”

“You don't have to tell me,” B’Elanna said. She paused, then nudged her teasingly. “So, you're the first officer?”

“Lanna, I'm not her exec,” Ro explained, and added before B’Elanna could cloud up, “I'm the senior tactical officer. Starfleet is assigning the Millennium's first officer.”

“Oh,” B'Elanna said, thinking about that. “Where does that leave you?”

“Third in command,” Ro pointed out.

B'Elanna grinned. “That's all right, too,” she said. Then she really thought about what that would mean, and touched Ro's extra pip gently. “Do you feel ready for it?”

Ro nodded. “I believe so,” she said. “If I'm not, then I'll know soon enough. I can't believe Janeway will be prepared to cut me much leeway, even if we've established our professional boundaries once again.”

“You think you're still on probation with her?” B'Elanna asked curiously.

“For a while,” Ro agreed. “I have to prove to her that my first loyalty will be to her, no matter what.”

B'Elanna considered that. “Is that what you really want to do?” she asked softly. “Spend your next posting trying to make amends?”

Ro tilted her head. “It's important to me,” she said. “I owe her, Lanna. Can you understand that? If it had just been between her and I, then we'd have finished working it out by now, but this was about me keeping her in the dark about Seven, the woman she loves. That sort of thing needs time to settle between us personally, beyond just our professional standing. All she's done by giving me this post is let me know that she's willing to try.” She paused. “I know that if our positions had been reversed, and she had kept me in the dark about you being in danger from Section 31...”

B’Elanna put her hands on Ro's shoulders. “I guess when you put it that way, I can see why you would want to play it this way,” she allowed. “I just don't want you to lose yourself in doing it.”

“I won't,” Ro assured her.

They stared at each other for a long moment, basking in the sense of excitement for what their future held, and a realization of just how far they had both come. B'Elanna glanced at the bracelet on her wrist, the symbol of her having joined the Ro clan, and she smiled.

“What?” Ro asked softly, reading her spouse's facial expression.

“Just thinking of how we managed to arrive at this place,” B'Elanna said. “It's been a hell of a ride.”

“It has,” Ro agreed, the lines around her eyes deepening. She tilted her head slightly, and reached up, linking her hands around B’Elanna's neck. “I love you, B'Elanna Torres. Whatever else has occurred in my life, and will in the future, keep that as the one constant.”

“I will,” B'Elanna promised, pleased. She leaned forward and kissed Ro, capturing her bottom lip between her own and biting with extreme gentleness. “I love you, too, bangwI',” she added in a whisper against her mouth, “with everything I am.”

Ro kissed her again, a tender kiss of love and devotion, of promises made that were set in stone, vows that Ro would die before breaking. B'Elanna pulled her closer to her, deepening the connection, offering her own wordless promise of faithfulness and honor, of everlasting commitment to Ro and their relationship. During the day of their wedding, the magnitude of the ceremony got lost in all the nervousness and confusion, then afterward, they were intoxicated by the concept of their honeymoon, by the surreal aspect of their marital status in the Aspen resort. Here, in their home on Mars, in this single moment of stark reality as they stood on the brink of a new future, a solid and firm bond formed between them.

When they finally parted, they looked at each other with new eyes, with a sense of purpose and affirmation of the love they had discovered during a voyage where both had begun so lost and alone.

“I think this is going to be very good for us,” B'Elanna said, her voice slightly shaky.

“I think so, as well,” Ro said, her voice low and deep. B’Elanna studied her, drawing her fingertips lightly down the smooth cheek, resting her thumb on the firm base of Ro's chin.

“I would like it very much if you took me upstairs and made love with me,” B'Elanna requested.

A small smile curled the corner of Ro's mouth. “I believe that would be just the proper thing to do right now,” she agreed.

Ro uncoiled from her crouched position on the floor, taking B’Elanna's hands in her own. Together, the couple ascended their stairs to their bedroom, sharing glances of anticipation and desire. Yet, at the same time, there was a certain lack of urgency to it, B'Elanna noted, no need to promptly leap on each other to satisfy a craving as so many of their encounters consisted of. This was more as if they were about to share something very precious, and neither of them were interested in hurrying it along. The pace was comfortable, a sense that there was nowhere else in the universe they needed to be at this particular juncture of their lives, and they had every intention of granting their full and undivided attention to each other for as long as required.

Neither of them spoke. It didn't require comment on how different it seemed, or even what it signified. It was enough to know that they were in the same place at the same time, and perhaps always would be metaphysically, if not in actuality.

B'Elanna inhaled deeply as Ro stood close, kissing her lightly as she removed B’Elanna's uniform, first the sweater, then the trousers, before removing her own, leaving all the unwanted garments discarded on the floor. The couple sank onto the bed, slow in their caresses, taking their time to appreciate the sensation of lips on skin, of fingertips that explored and stroked with lazy delight, of the sight, scent and sounds of their arousal.

Coming from two separate species, each woman had her own unique needs and physicality that had been learned by the other over countless exciting and satisfying encounters. Ro was fine wire, velvet over metal, requiring tender touch on ridges and ripples, desiring strong, yet delicate pleasure that built quickly, and overwhelmed like a flash of plasma, quick and searing, but leaving her ready to be reinitialized at an instant's notice. B'Elanna, meanwhile, was white-hot antimatter, needing to be carefully tamed and channeled even as she struggled against it, requiring just the slightest bit of pain to enhance her pleasure, a nip of teeth on tender tissue, the sharp edge of fingernails on sensitive skin, nothing that abused, but rather, aroused, sparking and building a chain reaction that settled into the steady consummation of energy, until finally, she had achieved warp, leaving nothing behind.

No one had ever understood her needs better than Ro, B'Elanna acknowledged dazedly as she shuddered beneath the strength of her partner's passion. No one had ever comprehended that demand had to be mitigated with request, that desire had to be tempered by the sense of affection and gentleness, that love had to be equally balanced by respect. Perhaps it was Ro's keen perception, an instinctive awareness honed by her training as a security officer, or just from surviving so many years, first in a Cardassian refugee camp, then in the Federation, fighting to become a Starfleet officer, diverted temporarily by the Maquis. It would have broken a lesser person, or made them cruel and unforgiving, harsh and unwilling to be vulnerable in any way. With Ro, it had made her considerably harder on herself and her foes, but considerably more tender with those she cared for. If she accented the pleasure she offered B’Elanna with slight pain, it was because B'Elanna wished it, not because Ro enjoyed any sense of power it might provide her.

B'Elanna, in turn, dampened down her passion with a firm control, discovering that voluntarily placing restraints on her aggressiveness provided her with a deeper sense of satisfaction. It was exciting to barely brush her lips over the ridges that were the seat of Bajoran desire, knowing that the delicate caress provided far more sensation to Ro than if B’Elanna had attempted to take her forcefully. She could fully appreciate the taste of her lover, to savor the distinctive bouquet with all her senses, and allow it to build her own desire so that when Ro reached out to manipulate the dual clitori at the juncture of B’Elanna's legs, the pleasure exploded within her, leaving her almost delirious from the sheer intensity of it.

Afterward, B’Elanna lay in an exhausted heap of happy satisfaction, head resting on her partner's chest, pillowed by Ro's small breasts, feeling her slowly stroke her fingers through B'Elanna's dark shock of wavy hair. B’Elanna decided that she had no wish to move for the rest of her existence, content to stay within the warm haven of these loving arms, surrounded by the immediacy of loving this person with her whole being, and being loved in return. Her fingers remained tangled in the moist patch of Ro's triangle, the tips resting lightly on the uppermost part of the f'lar ridges, while her leg draped heavily over Ro's thighs, holding her in place. Beneath her flushed cheek, B'Elanna could hear the steady throb of the other woman's heart, realizing that she was not the slightest bit sleepy, yet unable to generate the energy to move. It was simply enough to remain there, being held by her partner forever, if that's what would be.

“Mmm, Lanna?” Finally, a whisper that danced sweetly into her consciousness, brushed lovingly around the name.

“Don't.”

“Don't what?”

“Don't say we have to get up,” B'Elanna growled softly. “Don't say we have to go anywhere, don't tell me you have duty or work or need to go back to the base for something you promised you'd do for Janeway.”

A soft chuckle. “Actually, I was wondering what you wanted to do for dinner,” Ro told her, tucking the strands of dark wavy hair behind B’Elanna's ear. “It's about that time.”

“Not a thing,” B'Elanna said. “Let's stay here.”

Ro's stomach growled, and B’Elanna raised her head, staring at her accusingly.

“I didn't have lunch,” Ro protested mildly, but her eyes were sparkling, and B'Elanna could not hold the imposing glare, dissolving into laughter.

Ro interrupted it by kissing her, a tender kiss as she slipped out of the grasp of her spouse and stood up, her body barely visible in the lowered illumination as night pressed against the bedroom window.

“Stay there,” Ro suggested. “I'll replicate something, and we can eat in bed.”

B'Elanna shook her head, stretching and yawning extravagantly. “No, that's all right,” she said. “I need to transmit my acceptance of my new post anyway. Janeway's probably waiting on it.” She eyed Ro. “You didn't...”

“No,” Ro said, before B’Elanna could finish the thought. “I didn't go to Janeway and ask her to take me so you could take the position of chief engineer. She told me that even if you were staying here, she'd still want me as her tactical officer, and I believed her.”

“Hmm,” B'Elanna said with satisfaction. “It's good to be wanted, isn't it?”

Ro looked her up and down languidly. “Yes,” she said, her voice lowering. “It is.”

B'Elanna flicked an eyebrow, regarding her with amusement. “I thought you were hungry,” she reminded her pointedly.

Ro looked reluctant, but another rumble from the vicinity of her abdomen provoked her final decision, and with a smile flashed B’Elanna's way, she picked up her robe and left the bedroom. B'Elanna stretched again, just to loosen up, then rolled energetically out of bed, scooping up her robe and moving out to the hall and down the corridor to the study. The windows here looked out over the dark expanse of the lake, dotted with the dimly seen triangles of sailboats. Along the further shore, the lights of Marsport twinkled like stars, reflecting off the smooth, glassy water. Over the base, in the other direction, B’Elanna could see shuttles descending for touchdown on the landing pads, undoubtedly bringing in equipment from various manufacturers around the Federation to Starfleet's largest shipyard.

Activating the console at the desk, B'Elanna transmitted her acceptance, amused when it was instantly registered, her name appearing on the lengthy list of personnel already verified as shipping out on the Millennium. B’Elanna had been keeping half an eye on it, of course, particularly on the engineering sector just to make sure who'd she be working with in the future. Now she took a quick scan of the other departments. Most were names she didn't recognize, but a few had served with her on Voyager. She was surprised to see Dr. Katherine Pulaski listed as the ship's Chief Medical Officer, bringing along a staff that included a Dr. E.M. Hologram. She blinked, not sure she was reading it properly.

Obviously, she had a lot to catch up on once she took over as the ship's chief engineer.

The setting sun edged the windows of Gretchen Janeway's Indiana home with a reddish glow, and Seven shivered as she looked out over the fields behind the house, a vivid green now that spring filled the air. She was sitting at the kitchen table, surrounded by the people she loved, including her new step-father-in-law, and she should have felt warmed by the time of year and their presence. Instead, all she could think of was that she was leaving them behind, and that left a wintery chill within her that was difficult to ignore.

There was a pressure against her knee, and she blinked, looking across the table to see Janeway regarding her curiously. Belatedly, she realized it was the captain’s leg that was pressing against hers in hidden comfort, and she forced a smile, refocusing her attention on the conversation. She knew that when she had first been severed from the Collective, she had not allowed her thoughts to wander as she did now, and she wondered if it was a sign of her development to a more Human state. Of course, at the TPG, she had been encouraged to take a more instinctive and imaginative approach to science, and part of that had been allowing her thoughts to drift to formulate a plan of action while tackling a problem. However, what worked at the research facility would not necessarily work on a starship, and she decided that she should return to the habit of granting her full attention to whatever was happening right now.

“You were a million miles away, Seven,” Phoebe noted.

Seven lifted a brow. “No,” she corrected promptly. “I was here on Earth, considering what it will mean not to have you, Gretchen and Michael as an immediate part of my life.”

Janeway's face softened, as did Gretchen's, while Phoebe looked a little startled by the answer to what Seven now recognized had been a rhetorical question. Seven was sorry she had misinterpreted her sister-in-law's intent, but not the fact that her feelings had been brought out into the open.

“We're going to miss you, too, Annika,” Gretchen said, reaching over to take Seven's hand, holding it tightly. “You'll always be in our hearts, you know that.”

“Yes,” Seven agreed. “However, that does not lessen the pending reality of traveling so far away from you.” She paused. “There is a great deal of room on the Millennium for civilians,” she added hopefully. “You could all come with us.” She was quite taken with this concept, wondering why she had not thought of it before. “You could be assigned to the biometrics department, Gretchen, assisting in maintaining the green areas, while Commander Patterson could serve in his Starfleet capacity. Phoebe could teach art in the educational facility on board.”

She glanced at her new father-in-law who looked vaguely thoughtful, and then at Phoebe, who wasn't looking at Seven, but was instead regarding Janeway with obvious amusement. Surprised, Seven realized that Janeway had a unique expression on her face, one that Seven could not quite identify. It was as if Janeway had just tasted something very unfamiliar, possibly even unpleasant, and was debating whether to swallow it—or spit it across the room.

Gretchen smiled at Seven. “Thank you, Annika,” she said with good natured warmth. “I'm sure that you've just provided Kathryn with a jolt that should stay with her a while, but despite the fact it would be extremely amusing to see her try to squirm graciously out of it, I won't take the opportunity to tease her by pretending the suggestion would intrigue me. Earth is my home, and I prefer to explore inner space, not the vast unknown of the galaxy.”

“You know you'd always be welcome, Mother,” Janeway said mildly.

Phoebe started to laugh. “Funny how she couldn't find her voice until after you let her off the hook, Mom,” she said.

Seven glanced back and forth between them, confused. “I do not understand,” she said.

“I suspect that while Kathryn is quite content to live on the same planet with us,” Phoebe explained, deriving a great deal of entertainment from her sister's discomfort, “she's not ready to live with us in the close confines of a starship.”

“I wouldn't say that,” Janeway protested. “I just know that neither of you would be happy on a starship, particularly one which won't be making port for a year or more.”

“Of course, Kathryn,” Gretchen said, patting Janeway's hand. “We understand.”

There was the faintest note of amused sarcasm in her voice, however, and Janeway did not look at all mollified by it, shaking her head as if both her mother and her sister were badgering her unmercifully. Seven decided that her partner really did not wish her mother, her mother's husband, and her sister to come with them, and furthermore, Gretchen recognized that and was indulging in some mild teasing of her daughter. She also realized that apparently Gretchen and Phoebe were sincere in their lack of interest in accompanying the couple on the Millennium. It was not what Seven would have hoped, but she supposed that she could understand it. After all, they had lived on Earth far longer than she, and unlike Kathryn or herself, they had little interest in exploring space. It did not mean their feelings for her or Janeway were any less than what they were, just that for now, their paths led in separate directions.

“Besides, I already have a new assignment, Seven,” Michael offered, apparently detecting Seven's disappointment, and wanting to change the focus from Seven. “Since Kathryn has convinced Ro Laren to accompany her on her ship, that's left the command of Utopia Planitia up for grabs. This morning, Admiral Paris authorized my request to take it over.” Gretchen smiled proudly at him, as Janeway regarded him with interest. “I've always considered my previous tour of duty there to be the most enjoyable I've experienced, and a posting there will keep me within the solar system, rather than requiring regular trips to other parts of the Federation as an admiral's adjunct requires.”

“Congratulations, Commander,” Janeway said, reaching over to shake his hand. “I feel a lot better knowing I'm leaving the shipyards in such capable hands.”

“You've established an organizational structure that will make my job a lot easier,” he said graciously.

“They certainly left it until the last minute,” Phoebe noted. “Millennium launches tomorrow.” She glanced at Seven. “Will you be staying on the ship tonight?”

“No,” Seven responded. “We will transport to the vessel tomorrow at 0700 hours. We will spend this last evening in our home in San Francisco.”

“With that, I suppose we should be getting to it,” Janeway said, with a touch of ruefulness as she rose to her feet. “I arranged a delivery from the Green Dragon which should be arriving soon for dinner.” The rest followed suit, and Janeway hugged her mother tightly. “I'd ask you to come to the launch tomorrow, but I know how much you hate crowds.”

“Exactly,” Gretchen said, standing back to enjoy a last look at her daughter. “Besides, I know how busy you both will be, so it's not as if we could have a proper good-bye—not as today has been. Thank you for taking the time to spend it here.”

Seven felt tears sting her eyes, and she hugged Phoebe, aware that farewells were a part of life, particularly the one she had chosen, but that didn't make it any easier. She collected a hug from Michael, and then one from her mother-in-law as Janeway made her good-byes to her sister.

“You take care of yourself, Annika,” Gretchen whispered in Seven's ear.

“I shall,” Seven promised. “I will take care of Kathryn, as well.”

“I never doubted that for a second,” Gretchen said, smiling through her tears.

There were more words of farewell, as Janeway and Seven made their way to the hovercraft parked outside, and the last view Seven had was of the three standing on the front porch of the farmhouse, Jake beside them, tail wagging vigorously as they waved good-bye. Seven swallowed hard against the lump in her throat, looking back until the house was no more than a dot in the distance, then she turned her face forward, feeling the wetness on her cheeks. Janeway reached over, navigating with one hand as she put her other hand on Seven's leg, squeezing it comfortingly.

“It'll be fine, darling,” she promised gently.

“I know,” Seven said huskily. “This particular moment is difficult, however.”

She remained quiet for the rest of the journey to the transport station at Portage Creek, then on the walk from the San Francisco station. In the house, she looked around, feeling slightly lost, and Janeway took her hand, drawing her over to the sofa, sitting down with her.

“Darling, if this isn't what you want,” she said intently, touching Seven's cheek with her fingertips, “say the word, and we'll stay.”

Seven blinked, then shook herself as she forced her mind to start thinking clearly. “That would be extremely illogical,” she said, chiding her spouse for the sheer outrageousness of the suggestion. “Not to mention highly impractical.”

“I know,” Janeway said seriously. “But your happiness means more to me than anything, Annika—even a starship. I don't care how much trouble it would cause for us to back out.”

Seven regarded her somberly for a moment, gauging her sincerity, then abruptly smiled and leaned forward, kissing her gently. “Thank you, Kathryn,” she said softly. “I will be happy on the Millennium, for no other reason than you will be with me. I believe it is merely very hard for me to say good-bye to the people that I love.”

“I know,” Janeway said, resting her forehead against Seven's. “Despite how it might look, it's not easy for me, either. Perhaps I'm more used to it, but never be ashamed for caring so much, my love. If it ever does become easy for you, then I'll know something's very wrong.”

There was a chime at the door, and Janeway offered Seven a final kiss.

“That's our dinner,” she said.

While Janeway dealt with the delivery, Seven went over to the fireplace and kindled the last wood blaze the couple would be able to enjoy for a while. They could set up a holographic fire in their quarters, of course, but it wouldn't be the same. Deciding to consume their meal on the coffee table, the couple passed the biodegradable containers back and forth as they scooped out the various selections onto their plates. They could have replicated their last meal on Earth, of course, but it seemed fitting that they order specially prepared food from an establishment they had enjoyed so often while living in San Francisco.

Seven was pleased to discover some of her favorites—sesame chicken, the restaurant's special blend of rice, and some spicy egg rolls—among the selection Janeway had ordered. She could never determine how exactly the first two had been made, and of course, the Green Dragon's chef had refused to share the recipes. After all, what allowed a restaurant to flourish in a society where replicators were the norm were the unique and distinctive flavors of their dishes that no replicator could reproduce. However, she believed she had discovered how Janeway's favorite, shrimp supreme, had been made, and sometime in the future, she was determined to recreate it, perhaps after Janeway had experienced a difficult day on the starship, and required a special taste of home.

“I will miss the food on Earth,” Janeway admitted, after savoring her first few bites.

Seven smiled faintly. “Perhaps not as much as others on board,” she noted.

Janeway offered her a tender smile. “Not so long as you still like to cook,” she agreed. She scooped up a forkful of shrimp. “Here, try this.”

Seven accepted the bite, chewing the seafood thoughtfully. Yes, she decided, it was the hint of chili powder that gave it that tang.

“Very good,” she said. “Evaluate this.”

They swapped portions so that in the end, they both had tried everything, then cleaned up the containers and put them in the recycle unit. Shoving the coffee table aside, they brought some pillows down from sofa, then snuggled down together in front of the fire, Janeway leaning back against Seven, her head resting on Seven's shoulder. Seven inhaled her partner's fragrance, burying her face in the rich, auburn hair, her arms surrounding Janeway’s torso.

“Tomorrow's going to be a very busy day,” Janeway said softly.

“Yes,” Seven agreed. “It is unlikely that we shall see each other once we report for duty—at least not until the launch at 1600 hours.”

“If I don't get a chance to say it, know that having you with me as my science officer makes my life perfection,” Janeway said, turning her head to look back at her.

Seven nuzzled her cheek. “I would not choose to serve on any vessel but the one you commanded,” she assured her.

Janeway smiled, leaning closer, and Seven kissed her, Janeway's lips tender beneath hers, parting to deepen the kiss as Seven felt the touch of her spouse's tongue against her own. She exhaled slowly out her nose, cherishing the contact until finally, Janeway drew back.

“It's getting late,” Janeway said quietly. “We should probably go to bed. Get a good night's sleep.”

“Yes,” Seven responded, then hesitated briefly. “Or we could go to bed and make love.”

Janeway arched her eyebrow. “A much better idea,” she granted approvingly.

Seven smiled, and as Janeway banked the fire, Seven gathered up the cushions and replaced them on the sofa before putting the coffee table back in its place. Hand in hand, the couple ascended the stairs to their bedroom where they undressed each other with slow tenderness before Seven finally lowered her spouse onto the bed, drawing the covers up over them.

Janeway's body was warm and smooth against hers, gentle curves and firm muscle. Janeway had increased her attention to physical fitness since being back on Earth, and it had resulted in a leaner, more wiry frame. Seven thought she was incredibly beautiful, and dipping her head to nuzzle the soft brown tips of Janeway's breasts, she tried to convey how very deeply she cared. Aware of how much Janeway enjoyed Seven's attention to this area, how much this aroused her, Seven maintained her attention until Janeway's breathing was rapid and her heartbeat was a pounding rhythm of passion and demand.

Janeway's hands moved constantly through her hair, then down over her shoulders and arms, finally urging Seven back up so that they could kiss deeply. Sliding her hand down over Janeway's abdomen, Seven raked through the thatch of thin auburn hair, pausing at the moist apex of her crease. Janeway moaned into her mouth, and Seven deepened her kiss as she gently slipped her fingers between the swollen lips of her juncture, parting them and touching the ridge, causing Janeway's hips to arch against her. Wetness bathed her fingertips as she stoked luxuriously, providing her spouse with ever increasing pleasure until finally, she paused at the opening, circling it teasingly, dipping into yet more moisture as Janeway's body welcomed her inside with a soft cry of delight.

“Oh, love,” Janeway groaned, tearing her mouth away from Seven's, gasping for air as Seven gently penetrated with one finger, then two, exploring the intimate recesses of her spouse with tender intent, while her thumb pressed insistently on the little nub that was firm and slick with arousal.

Seven buried her face in Janeway's neck, immersed in her partner's moans and sighs of happiness, her arm flexing steadily as she probed inside as far as she could. Filled with a deep gratitude and wonder at being allowed this intimacy, at being granted the right to possess Janeway in such a way, Seven recognized the profound vulnerability of her spouse in this moment of surrender. Janeway's cries accelerated, became louder, then Seven felt that brief instant of perfection as she shuddered against her, the contractions gripping her fingers rhythmically as the surge overwhelmed Janeway, leaving her helpless in Seven's arms. Lovingly, Seven guided Kathryn through the climax, knowing when it was time to slow, and finally cease her touch, remaining still inside Janeway for long moments as her partner clung to her, seeking out Seven's mouth in a kiss that seared through her with a primeval heat.

They kissed again, Seven slowly withdrawing from her partner, free to indulge her own desire now as she reached out to Janeway in her own demand for satisfaction. Janeway caressed her passionately, pulling her up over her so that she could use her mouth on Seven's full breasts, and Seven threw her head back as she braced her arms on either side of Janeway's shoulders. She felt Janeway's thigh come up between her legs, pressing provocatively against her juncture, and she rubbed against the firm muscle, her sensitive protrusion skidding gloriously along the smooth, satiny skin. Her moisture lubricated the passage as she rocked against Janeway, striving for that ultimate moment, aided by Janeway gripping her buttocks tightly, pulling as Seven pushed, increasing the friction. At the same time, she avidly teased Seven's nipples with her lips and tongue which increased Seven's pleasure as she hunched frantically on her spouse. When the climax abruptly swept her up, she tried desperately to prolong it, savoring the sensation rippling through her before it gradually subsided. She quivered, her arms growing weak and unable to support her, and she needed Janeway to accept her full body weight onto her which Janeway readily did, embracing Seven fully as she eased them both over onto their sides.

Swallowing hard, Seven licked her lips, making a soft sound of pleasure and satisfaction as she pulled Janeway to her, hugging her closely while Janeway's mouth traced over her neck and throat. There was no better sensation than those seconds of complete pleasure, unless it was this, the languid relaxation into warmth and adoring arms, surrendering to lips that nuzzled her sweetly, drifting on a wonderfully husky voice that murmured joyful words of love and tenderness into her ear.

“Kathryn,” she whispered, her eyes closed, lost in this moment of bliss.

“Mmm, right here, love,” Janeway replied quietly, stroking her back lightly, fingertips tracing soothing patterns over Seven's spine. “Good?”

“Excellent,” Seven told her, lowering her head to regard her spouse. “I expect no less after all this time.”

“It does become progressively better, doesn't it?” Janeway agreed happily, making Seven smile.

Exhaling slowly, Seven rubbed her cheek against Janeway's temple as she settled against her, the women cuddling close in the center of their large bed. Seven could smell their lovemaking lingering on their flesh, a counterpoint to the fragrance of Janeway's perfume and the soap she used in her bath. The soft whisper of her respiration was like a balm to Seven, the warmth of Janeway's skin like the comforting heat of a fire after being out in the cold. There was no other place in the universe that Seven of Nine would rather be, nor any other person in the universe that she could imagine feeling so strongly or deeply for.

“What are you thinking?” Janeway asked after a while, reaching up to draw her fingers lightly over Seven's forehead.

“I am thinking about you,” Seven responded honestly. “How much I love you. How much I need and want to be with you. How blessed I am to be loved by you and be able to spend my life in your presence.”

“Ah,” Janeway said, seeming unable to add much beyond that, visibly moved by Seven's words, her love for Seven shimmering in her sapphire gaze. “Heavy thoughts to have just prior to sleep.”

“It is the eve of the next stage of our life together,” Seven pointed out, drawing her knuckles lightly along the underside of Janeway's jaw, contemplating her beloved features with complete and utter adoration. “Acknowledging how exceptionally important you have been to me, and will continue to be, seems a reasonable way to contemplate my future.”

Janeway smiled, the bright flash of teeth barely visible in the darkness, but her eyes were glistening as she cupped Seven's cheek in her hand, regarding her with total devotion. “You still astound me with your romantic nature,” she said softly. “You can move me to tears with just a few words. Who knew a Borg drone could be so poetic?”

Seven's lips curled in a small smile, then she gently touched them to Janeway's before continuing her train of thought, needing to share this with her spouse. “I think of where I am now, and compare it to that first moment of comprehension of being severed from the Collective, realizing I was truly alone for the first time in eighteen years...” She trailed off, searching for the words to put into comprehensive form. “Yet, I was never really alone. Even during those times when we temporarily lost sight of each other, all I ever had to do was reach out, and you were always there. With that knowledge, Kathryn, I believe I can accomplish anything as an individual.”

Janeway tightened her embrace. “You honor me, darling,” she whispered. She rested her forehead against Seven's chin, closing her eyes. “Annika, I think that you were the special something that was missing in my life—not necessarily to make it complete, but to make it beyond that, and worse, I didn't even know it was missing until I met you. You enhance me, make me reach for infinity, rather than just for the stars, and that encourages me to seek beyond the surface to see what lies below, not only in the universe around me, but in myself as well. With you beside me, anything I face is not an obstacle, but a challenge to savor and overcome because I know you will be there to share in the triumph. I love you. I always will. Please, don't ever let me go.”

“I shall not, Kathryn,” Seven promised. She hugged her lovingly, smiling. “I am glad we took this day for ourselves, even though it is not the normal protocol.”

“I am, too,” Janeway admitted. “It was important for us.” She smiled gently. “That's another thing you've given me, darling. Before, I would have allowed myself to get so wrapped up in my command preparation, I would have overlooked the need to say a proper farewell to my family, or missed the opportunity to treasure what I'll be leaving behind. By your insisting we take this day of acknowledgment—from our visiting Daddy's grave this morning, to spending the afternoon with Mom and Michael and Phoebe—it will make what happens tomorrow far more significant. You've given me the chance to appreciate it fully. You always encourage me to embrace the future, my love, but you never let me forget my past. Thank you for that.”

“You are welcome,” Seven said. She glanced at the chronometer, realizing the hours left to them on Earth were slipping away quickly. “Kathryn, I know we should sleep...”

Janeway chuckled. “But you're too restless?”

“Yes,” Seven admitted.

“I understand,” Janeway told her, pulling her closer, her hands tracing lightly over Seven's body. “To be honest, I am as well. I didn't sleep a wink the night before Voyager launched, and somehow, I doubt I'll sleep tonight.” She smiled impishly. “How fortunate that we can share our insomnia.”

Seven smiled briefly, responding to the invitation implicit in her spouse's voice, but her thoughts were still occupied. “Kathryn, are we ready for what lies ahead?” she asked, suddenly uncertain.

Janeway hesitated, then hugged Seven tightly.

“Together, darling, we're ready for anything,” she said sincerely. “I believe that with all my heart.”

Dipping her head, Seven brushed her lips over her partner's temple. “Then—I shall believe it as well,” she said.

“Always.”

 

Janeway opened her eyes, automatically checking the chronometer beside the bed, and determining how long she had before the couple was required to rise. She was surprised that she had managed any sleep at all, yet the presence of her partner wrapped around her from behind had always been conducive for a restful night. She remembered a time when she had found another person in her bed to be intrusive once any romantic encounter had ended. Now, she couldn't imagine sleeping without that warm, lanky form next to her.

She smiled as she felt the soft whisper of Seven's steady respiration against the hollow of her shoulder, where Seven had tucked her head as she slumbered. Seven's arms were wrapped snugly about Janeway, while her knees nestled beneath Janeway's, pressing as much of her body against her spouse as possible. Janeway tried not to move, wanting Seven to get as much rest as possible before this busy day, and knowing that the instant she stirred, Seven would wake as well.

As she lay in the peaceful warmth of her partner's embrace, Janeway considered the tasks awaiting her, not the least of which was issuing a formal memo surrendering her command of Utopia Planitia to Admiral Nechayev—or to Michael, now that Starfleet finally had a replacement for her—and logging in officially as captain of the Millennium. There were also a few other formalities that had to be gone through for the sake of the Federation news teams, such as the unveiling of the plaque on the bulkhead of the bridge. Janeway mentally organized her immediate duties in order of importance, knowing that the more prepared she was for all she would face, the smoother things would go.

“Mmm, Kathryn?”

Seven's normally precise tones were a sleepy mumble, and Janeway smiled, reaching back to pat Seven's hip. “Good morning, love,” she said.

“Did you sleep at all?” Seven asked as she yawned, snuggling closer to her spouse.

“A little,” Janeway said, turning her head to receive her good morning kiss. Then another, perhaps because Seven thought that such a special occasion warranted one, not that Janeway objected in the slightest. “You know, it's still a bit early. We don't have to get up immediately.”

“Indeed,” Seven said, her voice raising with interest.

“However,” Janeway said, nudging her spouse admonishingly as Seven's hand promptly slipped over Janeway's right breast, cupping it invitingly, “we don't have quite enough time for that, either.”

Seven hesitated, then subsided. “Unfortunate,” she said. She paused. “After our duty shifts, perhaps?” she added slyly.

Janeway laughed, recognizing immediately where that came from. “Absolutely,” she promised. “However, don't come onto the bridge and remind me of it later this afternoon, particularly in front of all the new crewmembers we have.”

“Are you sure you will remember if I do not?” Seven prodded teasingly.

“I'm positive,” Janeway said, nudging her once more.

Seven smiled and hugged her affectionately before releasing her to roll over and sit up on the side of the bed. “Shall I make breakfast, Kathryn?” she asked over her shoulder as she reached for her robe.

“I'm not really hungry, darling,” Janeway protested. “The butterflies are starting to appear.”

“'Butterflies'?”

“Nerves,” Janeway explained. “I always feel on edge when I'm about take command of a new ship. It's been years, but I'll probably be as nervous today as I was for my very first command.”

“I understand,” Seven said, as she paused in the doorway of their bedroom. “But I do want you to eat, even if it is only a small amount. I will prepare something light.”

Janeway eyed her rebelliously for a moment, then realized it wasn't anything she could argue about, throwing up her hands in surrender as she slipped out of bed, and headed for the ensuite where she took care of a few biological necessities. Afterward, she drew on her own robe and descended the stairs to discover that Seven had prepared waffles with a variety of fruit, along with juice and best of all, some hot coffee. Janeway smiled briefly as she spotted the silver thermos on the counter.

“I can't believe you kept it,” she said.

Seven shot her an amused glance. “I know what you need most for your starship command, Kathryn,” she explained. She reached out and turned it to show the Starfleet insignia on the side, bordered by the words, USS Millennium, arching over it, along with the call letters underneath. “However, it was required that I have the inscription altered.”

“That's what I love about you, darling,” Janeway said, leaning over to kiss her spouse. “Your attention to detail.”

After breakfast, Janeway took a lengthy shower before turning the facility over to Seven, while Janeway put on her uniform. As Seven was finishing her preparations, Janeway stripped the bed, disposing of the bedding in the recycler, then retrieved the couple's bags from where they had been sitting in the closet, carrying them downstairs.

As she waited for her partner, she made a last check of the house computer, then went outside where she secured the cover on the hot tub, and made sure that the gates leading to the backyard were latched. Chakotay and Icheb would be moving in during the upcoming weekend, but she didn't want anything left to chance until then. Back inside, she discovered Seven gazing around with a certain, sorrowful expression in her eyes.

“Hey,” Janeway said softly, slipping her arms around Seven's waist. “We'll make wonderful new memories on Millennium. It's not where we are, it's how we live while we're there.”

“I know,” Seven said as she responded to the embrace, turning to bury her face in Janeway's hair.

Janeway held her tightly, comfortingly, granting this moment to allow Seven to settle her final farewells to their dwelling in her mind, before finally releasing her.

“Let's go,” she said gently, reaching down for her carryall, then retrieving and tucking the thermos under her arm.

Seven picked up her bag, slipping the strap over her shoulder as she left the house. Despite herself, Janeway cast one look back at the rooms which had been their sanctuary for more than a year, then firmly shut the door behind them. She caught up to Seven on the sidewalk, and the couple did not speak as they strode purposefully down the street. Janeway was very glad to see no one stirring at the Johnson house at the end of the block, not wanting to have her ex-lover see her off this day. She did notice that Seven shot a peek at the house as they walked past, but again, Seven did not say anything. Janeway suspected that the presence of Mark Johnson was the one thing Seven would not miss about living in San Francisco.

At the city's main terminal, there was a shuttle waiting for Janeway, and while Seven stowed the bags, Janeway ran a quick check of the helm over the shoulder of the young ensign who had been dispatched to pilot them. He seemed quite conscious of her rank, and deciding he would be more comfortable without her hovering behind him, she moved to the rear of the compartment where she found a seat next to Seven. She had barely sat down before the shuttle lifted off, the ensign pointing the nose squarely for the fourth planet from the sun, blasting out of the atmosphere as if the hounds of hell themselves were after him. Janeway felt a certain relief when they reached vacuum where the buffering was lessened, and she glanced sideways to witness Seven offering her a slightly sardonic look.

“Is this what you meant about the 'dangerous' stage for a Starfleet officer?” Seven asked quietly.

Janeway resisted the urge to laugh out loud as the pilot, oblivious to their comments, and perhaps trying to further impress his important passengers, coaxed a little more speed out of the impulse drive.

“No, this is just the beginning,” she said, making Seven raise her eyebrow. They sat quietly for a few more minutes, then Janeway leaned across the aisle to her spouse. “Once we're on board, I'd like you to take our bags to our quarters, then secure the science departments for departure,” she instructed. “But I want you on the bridge for the actual launch.”

“Understood, Captain,” Seven said promptly—and professionally. It was just like old times, and Janeway felt a warmth spread through her, quieting her butterflies for the time being.

The sight of her new vessel in the fore viewport took Janeway's breath away, and she felt a tingle go down her spine. All the running lights had been activated, indicating that it was counting down to departure, and the glowing silhouette of the USS Millennium, the name and call letters emblazoned proudly on the underside of the saucer, were like a personal greeting sent out from the ship to its new mistress—though Janeway would never share such a fanciful thought with Seven. Once on-board hangar deck alpha, they barely cleared the pad before the shuttle lifted off to return to Earth. Janeway shook her head as the couple headed for the nearest turbolift. If such breakneck enthusiasm was what she could expect while dealing with all the new graduates on board, this voyage was going to be far more interesting than she had anticipated. On deck three, Janeway and Seven split up, Seven leaving her spouse on the turbolift to drop off their luggage in their quarters, while Janeway wasted little time in instructing the ship's computer to take her to deck one.

“Captain on the bridge.”

It would probably be the only time this announcement was used by this particular crew, since Janeway preferred a much subtler and casual atmosphere among her bridge staff, but she smiled at Commander Ro who rose from the command chair. As third in command, Ro was acting as first officer until the new exec came on board. In her case, it was as if she were simply continuing her role as Janeway's adjunct until further notice.

“As you were,” Janeway said, though she dipped her head to acknowledge the formality. “Status?”

“Launch preparations are on schedule,” Ro responded firmly. “The news team will be here shortly.”

“Let me know when they get here,” Janeway said, leaving the details in the tactical officer's capable hands. “I'll be in my ready room.”

She managed to get quite a lot done before the unveiling of the plaque required her presence, and she thought it had gone well, satisfied as she read the words that would carry her ship into it's future. The quote at the bottom, etched beneath the registry and roster of ship designers and engineers, seemed fitting somehow, and she repeated it softly to herself as she returned to her office after seeing the Federation news people off her bridge.

 

“Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face.
Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.”

 

Janeway wondered how prophetic it would be. What would they discover about the space they had only studied imperfectly before? What new civilizations would they finally meet face to face, and learn to know as those beings would learn to know her and the Federation? She was also cognizant of what the first part of the passage stated about love*, and vowed to remember it as she shared her personal life with Seven of Nine, aware that their happiness as a couple was as important, if not more so, as anything they might accomplish professionally while on this new mission.

The hours passed rapidly as Janeway tackled the multitude of padds stacked high on her coffee table in the ready room—last minute tasks that always seemed to pop up prior to the final departure of any starship, only worse because this would be the Millennium's maiden voyage. Most of the crew had reported in and settled into their duties, but both the senior helm officer and the first officer were to be picked up at DS9, the last port of call before the Millennium would activate the transition drive and plunge deep into the heart of unknown space. Janeway had glanced over the personnel record of her new exec, familiarizing herself with the stark details of the man who would serve as her number one, but realized that they couldn't tell her the whole story. Until she met him, until they worked together, she wouldn't know if the special bond between captain and first officer would form strong and true—or if it would turn out to be fractured and contentious for the entire tour of duty.

In any event, she reminded herself, picking up her mug and sipping the hot coffee gratefully, that was a concern for the future. There were too many other things demanding her attention, too many other tasks she had to accomplish before she had to deal with a new second-in-command.

The chime of the door to her ready room sounded, and she glanced up. “Come,” she said, tossing aside another padd as she authorized the request it contained.

Commander Ro entered, her hands full of more padds. Ruefully, Ro placed them on the coffee table, adding to the stack already there.

Janeway regarded them with dismay, then looked up at her tactical officer.

“Sorry,” Ro said dryly. “I authorized all I could, but the rest require the attention of the captain herself.”

Exhaling audibly, Janeway frowned. “Remind me why I'm doing this again,” she demanded.

“Brain damage?” Ro suggested blandly.

Startled, Janeway offered a bark of laughter and relaxed, which she suspected had been Ro's intention.

“If not that permanent, then one can always blame temporary insanity,” she agreed, her eyes sparkling. “Anything else?”

“Not now, Captain,” Ro said. “Engineering reports that the impulse engines are online. Lt. Torres reports that 'anytime you're ready'.”

Janeway smiled. “I suspect certain authorities would be upset if we left early,” she said.

“Undoubtedly,” Ro agreed. “T-minus two hours.” She paused. “Have you had lunch, Captain?”

Janeway made a face at her. “Seven told you to remind me of that, didn't she?”

Ro flicked an eyebrow. “Does that mean you haven't?” she asked innocently.

Janeway rolled her eyes and made a shooing motion with her hand. “You're dismissed, Commander,” she said, noticing that Ro smiled as she left the ready room.

As soon as Ro left, however, Janeway rose from the sofa and moved up the ramp to the replicator before she started in on the new stack of padds awaiting her attention. She knew it was just so her partner wouldn't be aggravated with her later, but she did it anyway, forcing the chicken salad sandwich down even though it was difficult to eat with the flutters in her stomach. When she finally left her ready room ninety minutes later, the butterflies had turned into full-fledged luna moths.

Keeping her command mask rigidly in place as she took her place in the captain’s chair, Janeway was conscious of the immediate leap in intensity among her crew as she took a long moment to survey her bridge. To her immediate right, the first officer's station remained empty, waiting to be assigned, while in front of that, the ops console was covered by Ensign Tarn, the young Academy graduate looking decidedly scared to be placed in a position of importance so quickly even though she had been preparing for weeks. Janeway, in a fit of perversity, had decided to throw her into the fray immediately, just as she had Harry Kim all those years ago, just to see how she'd perform. Meanwhile, near the front of the bridge on the starboard auxiliary stations, Counselor Kes monitored sickbay through her board, in addition to keeping an eye on the mood of the bridge staff. The Ocampa must have sensed Janeway's gaze on her, because she glanced back and bestowed a gentle smile on Janeway.

In the center, directly between Janeway and the viewscreen, Tom Paris reigned over the large navigational console, tickled pink at being able to take the new vessel out on its first flight. The new Wing Commander would not pull as much bridge duty as he had on Voyager—that would fall to Lt. Nog—but Janeway wanted her most experienced navigator at the helm while leaving the shipyards. To port, Commander Ro took her seat at the tactical station, her board lit up in preparation of launch, indicating that the tactical systems were online and active. Between Janeway and Ro, against the railing, the science officer's post was located, holding a position of prominence on this type of vessel. Janeway glanced back as the turbolift door hissed opened and Seven of Nine entered the bridge. Seven shot a glance at Janeway as she passed by her, offering a small smile as she took her station. Janeway returned it briefly, then inhaled as she wiggled her shoulders a little against the chair back, determined to enjoy this moment to its fullest.

“All hands, this is Janeway,” she said, activating the ship-wide communications system. “We're about to depart Utopia Planitia. Secure for stations.” She deepened her voice, injecting all the command persona and presence into her husky tones as she could muster. “This is the first step on what I believe will be a most glorious adventure. The space of all four quadrants await our exploration, expanding our knowledge exponentially, and I know that we will meet all the challenges that lie ahead in the best Starfleet tradition.” She paused. “Our future lies here, in our new Millennium.”

She paused, swallowing at the unexpected scratchiness in her throat, then inhaled sharply. “Engine room, prepare for warp once we clear the solar system. Stand by.” Janeway looked over at Tarn. “Time to intercept?”

“Thirty seconds,” Tarn said, a distinctive quaver in her voice that Janeway graciously ignored.

“On screen,” Janeway said. “Magnify to the fullest. It's a pretty tiny object.”

The fore viewscreen flickered and cleared to show the backdrop of stars, and the framing of the dock around the vessel. From the front, the tether was being withdrawn, allowing the starship to drift free of the docking array. Ops isolated a tiny silver pinpoint with a frame, and magnified that section to fill the screen. Tumbling in the vacuum of space, a bottle of Dom Perignon was on a direct collision course with the front of the massive starship. The bridge crew fell silent as it closed the distance, the exterior sensors following it all the way in to the actual contact on the smooth surface of the vessel's hull, a minor explosion of glass and liquid that immediately boiled away into space.

A waste of a perfectly good bottle of champagne, Janeway thought idly, even as she was aware it was a tradition of launching various types of vessels that stretched back for centuries. The viewscreen altered to show the throngs of people on the dock, pressed against the viewports to watch the launch, while dignitaries and Starfleet brass conducted a ceremony which would be broadcast by the various news teams to the farthest reaches of the Federation.

Janeway was very glad she was in the relative quiet of the Millennium's bridge.

“Clear for launch,” Ro ordered. “Release all moorings.”

“Clearing for launch, aye, Commander,” Tom said smoothly. If he was disturbed by Ro's new promotion, he gave no indication of it in his voice. “All moorings away. Thrusters and impulse engines are online.”

“Utopia Planitia Base Command clears us for immediate departure,” Tarn said, her voice strengthening. “Switching over to McKinley Central Traffic Control.”

“Mr. Paris, take us clear of the docking array,” Ro instructed. “Maneuvering thrusters only.”

“Aye, Commander,” Paris responded, hands moving smoothly over the board. “Maneuvering thrusters only.”

The massive ship began to move, though the only indication was the structure of the dock drifting away from them. It grew smaller, then shifted to the side as Paris turned the Millennium delicately, the smooth response unusual in such a large vessel, but then Tom was far from an ordinary pilot, able to draw phenomenal results from any helm under his control. Janeway smiled faintly in approval.

“We are clear of Docking Array Alpha,” Tarn reported.

“One quarter impulse,” Janeway ordered the helm.

“Aye, one quarter impulse, Captain,” Paris said. “Clearing Utopia Planitia shipyards.”

“McKinley has us on a central vector,” Tarn managed professionally. “We’ve been cleared for warp.”

“Warp engines are online,” Paris reported.

Just then, Seven glanced over her shoulder from her science console, and Janeway was suddenly aware of all her life leading to this moment in time, to this special opportunity to explore space, and share it with the person whom she loved with a passion and depth that still shook her on occasion. She thought of all she and her spouse had been through, of the obstacles their relationship had overcome, of the strength of their love which would carry them into this next stage of their existence, remembering that no matter what else happened, she would always have Seven of Nine by her side. That pale blue gaze of complete love and support warmed her, dissolving the butterflies as if they had never existed, and for a instant, it was as if she and Seven were the only ones on the bridge, sharing something that only the two of them recognized, a special acknowledgment of what this meant to them as individuals, as Starfleet officers, and as a couple bound together for eternity.

Just between us, Janeway thought, keeping her eyes locked on those of her partner. She took a deep breath and gave the order that would launch them on this grand venture.

“Warp factor five, Mr. Paris.”

“Aye, Captain,” Tom replied smartly, programming in the highest speed Starfleet vessels were allowed to go while in Federation space. “Warp factor five.”

“Engage.”

The hum of the warp system echoed subtly through Janeway's body as the stars on the fore viewscreen blurred and began to streak, the USS Millennium leaping forward like an animal finally uncaged, racing for its freedom.

Carrying them all toward a new future—and a new frontier.

 

The End

On to Millennium

 

*Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves.
Love never fails.

But where there are prophecies, they will cease;
where there are tongues; they will be stilled;
where there is knowledge; it will pass away.
For we know in part and we prophesy in part,
but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.
When I was a child, I thought like a child.
When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me.
Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face.
Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

And now these three remain: faith, hope, and love.
But the greatest of these is love.

 

- 1 Corinthians 13: 4-13

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